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Aug 2014 · 1.7k
Dear Hello Poetry Poet
Dear Hello Poetry Poet,

Hypocrisy
Is what you say
It's what you do
Everything I hear
In every "I. Love. You."

❤❤❤

You want her, You love her.
I want you, I love you.
You don't want me, You don't love me.
She only needs you, She doesn't love you.

You feel about her, The way I feel about you.
I feel your pain, I feel what you do.

The point of all this?
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I show you sympathy and mercy.
Unlike you do for me.

So much hypocrisy
But it doesn't matter to me.

Cause as much as you say you love her, I love you that much more.
And as much as you say you'd do for her,  I'd do for you that much more.
❤❤❤

Now...
Tonight as you lay by my side, thinking about her while you're holding me tight and you find this letter here on Hello Poetry, I hope this may help you to understand,  that although I think you're an amazing man, you're hurting me like she's hurting you.

There's nothing left to say or do...
This hypocrisy is killing me and it's certainly not helping you...  

Just never forget about The Girl Who Loved You. ❤
The man I love is a poet on here,  his identity I shall keep hidden.  
Please don't hate him for what he's doing to me,  for just like you and me, he can't help who he loves.
You see...  
This is a big world and I'd like to say that I've found my "ONE"
But there's too many others out there to say that my search is done.
So for this "ONE", eventually and soon I'll have to give up the dream.
As to what else is out there? That remains to be seen...
This uncertainty
How you feel for me
Honestly, I'm dying inside
It's not right
So now I write and write
And listen to you talk,
About her, about it all,
And it pains me to hear it
About all the crazy *******
But I'm here,  I'll hear anything
Selflessly listening
Being the shoulder, the rock in which you lean
And it remains to be seen
Which direction in life you'll take
Just keep in mind, no matter the road you find yourself on,  
In my eyes you'll never be gone,
There will always be a shortcut, an easy path back
Just get up,  brush yourself off
Take the first few steps in my direction,  
When you get close enough,  
The shadow in the distance will show true perfection
Aug 2014 · 725
Hearts Honesty (10W)
I've never loved

         or hated you more

                   in this moment...
It's a thin line between love and hate,  I'm balancing myself atop it.
Aug 2014 · 1.5k
Happiness
It's not just one person
It's not one big thing
It's all the little stuff
That happiness can bring
A few sweet words
Or a whisper in my ear
To know I brought laughter
For the whole world to hear

It's a simple sunset
And a beautiful sunrise
To see a special light
That I bring to someones eyes
Just to know they're here
Even a thousand miles away
To feel how much they care
In the little things they say

A sweet scent
Of musky cologne
Feeling the fire
Never being alone
A heat that burns
So deep inside
The deepest thoughts
In you I confide

Not caring the distance
Not fighting the feeling
I guess it's time for me
To really start believing
Aug 2014 · 1.1k
Deepest Desire (10W)
There's nothing
      I'd rather do
             Than just be
                     **With You
Aug 2014 · 1.1k
You Knew I Couldn't Resist
The beginning and you knew from the start, your words formed like heaven sent art.
There's nothing I'd rather do than just be with you, kiss you, tell you I love you.
But I'm not stupid, I'm not blind, I can see it's all a lie.  
Throughout the middle, it's a riddle and hard to understand but it's always been a man I wanted to hold my hand.
The truth is hidden inside and when it comes time,
A lie will fill in this rhyme.
This line will tell the whole truth, everything you don't even know about you.
Towards the end, it's a friend I need but I couldn't tell you where that might lead.
There's more to it, I filled that in too late, now I must accentuate, it must have been fate.
The ending will show the past and a future that don't exist, a heartbreak you knew I couldn't resist.
That moment when you just can't fill in the blanks of your life,  your love, or your relationships...
Aug 2014 · 2.9k
Smoke Scented Memories
Breathing in,
Exhaling smoke from my lungs
An elixir
A rhythmic motion to ease my mind
Euphoria on my tongue
A space in time,
Closing my eyes,
It's hard to define the same feeling
With any other action
A reaction
To you dealing out metaphors
Double meanings and fake lines.
Exhaling you out my mind
The cloud wraps around my head,
Settling in my hair,  
Like your scent on my sheets
Inhaling on repeat,
The memories burn slowly
Until they eventually fade out
And the smoke cloud can be seen through clearly.

**Until I light my next cigarette and your scent is the smoke and your face is burning at the end, yet I can't quit you or just put you out of your misery, it's too addicting.
Aug 2014 · 1.4k
What Happened To You?
I remember the you
That you used to be
Do you remember who
I was when I was me?
I forgot the truth
Of when you were true
I forget even more
Like when I was too

Do you remember?
That one late night?
You said you loved me
And it felt so right.
I believed you
Thought it couldn't be better
Then just you and me
In love and lust together
But you lied
I still don't know why
Then I cried
And you said goodbye

That was really me
The me that was with you
Now I'm damaged
I'm not sure what to do

That wasn't the real you
Not the man I knew
He wouldn't have left me broken
He was honest and true
What happened to you?

The truth?
You probably don't even know
You've always been confused
You don't even realize
**What happened to you....
Aug 2014 · 440
Show Me
Just show me you love me,  show me how much you care.
Don't you dare just leave me here with only a memory.
Make sure I can feel what you say you feel,  
Make me believe it's all real,  
I don't wanna dream of you every night,  to only have your face slowly fade away
I don't wanna recall your voice only to have the sound gradually be replaced
With silence
I wanna remember your smile,  your touch,  
And when the pain is too much,
I'll look back on when times were rough and you pulled me through,
Cause it's always been you
It's helped me now and it will help me then,
Just show me how much you love me,  make me believe it's true
Make me believe I'm worth loving, like I believe in you
And if it comes down to finding someone new,  
Your love will be the standard,  
The way in which I'll measure affection and though they may never reach your perfection,  
At least one day I'll find love and attention,
Cause you showed me the possibilities,  
How love can really feel and be
I realize it may not be meant for you and me,  
And I don't know how or where
But show me you love me,
Show me how much you care.
Aug 2014 · 1.7k
I Inhale Your Name
**** you mean more to me than words can explain, yet you put me through this pain, again and again.  

Here I am, just awaiting the day, waiting for you to say "I love you more than words can say"

Feels like I'll just keep waiting and even when it's tiring and I feel like giving in,

I'll still be here.

Cause I won't give up, I can't give in, this is worth more than just living,  

This is existing.

Breathing.

Everything.

Thats what you've been to me, what you are to me, what you'll always be.  

The existence of me.  

An extension of living,

And with every breath I breathe, I believe you are for me,

So...

I inhale with your name on my lips,
I exhale with your face on my mind.

And everytime I think of you, I imagine you think of me too.

So everyday I'm here patiently waiting and you're out there living,  

Remember my name,
Remember my face

This place,  
This existence of me.

And everytime I breathe, your love fills my lungs...

and if I die before you come....

**Remember I breathed my last breath with your name on my tongue.
Aug 2014 · 791
Undeserving
Things are so much clearer
I can see right on through
All the misconceptions
And false truths
I know now life will be good
I know now, everything I should
Like I can love myself
And just focus on me
Feels so good not to care
About someone undeserving
Cause I got so much to give
And someone out there
Will truly understand
How much I can care
How much love I have
And the devotion I can share
Cause I'm amazing
And he knew it was true
But unfortunately for him
*He holds no more value
Aug 2014 · 1.1k
Tear Stained
Tear stained* and damaged
So close to the truth
Looking deep inside
So much to lose
Tear stained shirt
And a tear stained cheek
Impossible to clean
Leaving the heart so weak
Tears rolling down
Asking so many questions
Getting no answers
But tear stained emotions
A devotion to tears
Fighting away the fears
Everything looks clear
Through glistening eyes
Time to apologize
To stop all the cries
Of my tear stained eyes
Jul 2014 · 9.3k
Hate, Love, Pain
Hate
Visions of graves and flames
A feeling of such heat
Rage that builds and builds
Eyes blurred with deceit

Love
A feeling we all know
A most beautiful beginning
But we all dread its end
When your mind is spinning

Pain
Its deep inside your heart
Your soul broken to pieces
An unwanted memory
As the last tear releases
Jul 2014 · 535
Familiar Graves
That headstone
The name unclear
It seems familiar
A graveyard full
So many faces
So many lies
Loves and lives
Lost to betrayal
Secrets and deception
So cryptic
Charms and words
So poetic
Manipulation
At its finest
Now....
Let's be honest
Death is the end
And until then
We live
We love
Staring at headstones
Until it's our name
Someone else is
Staring at
A name unclear
Yet familiar...
Jul 2014 · 1.2k
I Pretend
I pretend it doesn't hurt
I close my eyes,  and picture
A fantasy,  based on a reality
My mind couldn't capture
This intensity, it's new to me

I pretend I'm not afraid
But I'm ashamed of this game I play
No rules,  no winner in the end
But what can I say,  
I just really need a friend

I pretend I'm not lost,
That I'm not confused
Truth is..  I dont know what to do
But I'm stuck in this inbetween
And not as happy as I seem

I pretend I'm strong
But that's wrong, because I can't really fight back
And I'm so far off track
The days turning pitch black

I pretend I'm happy
Cause it's easier than the truth
I'm not abused,  just dying inside from being used

And in the end,  
I'll keep playing this game
Cause it's easier to pretend
Than admit my shame

— The End —