I thought I was everything
and nothing all at once.
This world all spinning
To the direction of my blazing trails.
But I was a fool
I was always a fool to think so.
I let my blood run cold into the depths
of every body of water I could drown in.
And I thought it would be enough
I ran this world clutched under my fingertips
I believed I was above it all
And above every felony I could commit most of all.
But I believed in things
When I couldn't believe in myself
"The ends justify the means."
As I thought myself worthy of giving judgement.
But everything that goes around comes around
For who was I to call upon judgement
No mercy and no worth
All under the guise of a wrathful and unforgiving God.
But I stand here before you now
Before the court, the jury, and the Gods
To sentence me now, a false prophet
For I once believed I was everything and nothing all at once.
I confess all my sins
And admit that I was a fool
I was a fool to think I could change something
That there was a meaning to everything I've done.
So lock me away
From everything I have ever hold dear
For nothing will be enough
To erase all my faults.
But isn't it punishment enough
That I've lost all I had?
Watched good men fall to dust.
And saw empires of what I've built collapse and rot?
I suppose it never ends
After all we carry all our atrocities
Even in death and rebirth
Forgiveness was never an option.
So maybe I'll just raise hell on this ******* earth every chance you allow me to.
-Kore
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