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Xaela San Aug 2018
The girl
       was always
                  there

But the boy
        was never
                 once aware.
Or vice versa
L Aug 2018
I think about you
more than you
will ever know

I think about you
when I’m travelling
to cities
I know
you would've liked

I think about you
when no one
wants to support me
because you
were the only one
always

I think about you
when my mom
lights a cigarette
because
I don't want
to loose her
the same way
I lost you

I think about you
when I´m drinking coffee
with my granny
thinking about
how we used
to chat
for hours
we three

you somehow
understood me
even though
I wasn't saying much

I think about you
when I´m listening
to worship songs
because I prayed
for you
and your life

I think about you
when I´m looking at you bracelet
which is now
around my wrist
instead of yours

I think about you
and how
you will never know
that I will always think about you
and how I will never forget you
I promise you I will live my dreams because you wanted me to
and I will think about you
every second of it.
I  miss you
Ronald J Chapman Jul 2018
You shine brightly in my dreams,
As you sleep next to me holding my hand,
As my Soul  passes through time, missing your sunshine,

Watching the universe,
Memories of you, reflecting in my eyes,
Hearing your throbbing  heart, raising my spirits high,

Seeing you, every night,
These are my,
Happiest and saddest times,

I wish in my heart,
As the sun rises,
To follow you home,

I think of you every day,
Dream of you every night,

I miss you, my Angel,
My love for you will never leave,
No matter how far away you are.

Copyright © 2018 Ronald J Chapman All Rights Reserved.
Han Soo Ji - Beautiful Sad FMV (Angel Eyes OST) With Lyrics
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Drew Vincent Jul 2018
You ask me what I'm thinking,
every time my answer is you.

I'm thinking of the way my heart swells when I talk to you.
I'm thinking of how comforting the sound of your voice is.
I'm thinking of the ways I could make you laugh.
I'm thinking of all the different ways your face will light up when you look at me.
I'm thinking of how I can't wait to hold your hand.
I'm thinking of how I'll look into your eyes and know this is right.

I'm thinking of how soft your skin will feel after a shower.
I'm thinking of how our bodies will feel pressed up against one another.
I'm thinking of the ways I want to trace the outline of your body with my fingers.
I'm thinking of how your skin will taste after a dip in the ocean.
I'm thinking of how your lips will taste and if they'll taste just as heavenly every time.
I'm thinking of how kissing you will never get old.
I'm thinking of how our bodies will dance under the night sky.

I'm thinking of how happy you will make me.
I'm thinking of how happy you already make me feel.
I'm thinking of a future with you.
I'm thinking of how easy it is to fall for you.
I'm thinking of how we were destined to meet.
I'm thinking of how the stars are aligned perfectly for us to enjoy life.
I'm thinking of how lucky I am to have a future with you in it.
It's you.
Qwn Jul 2018
You threw innocent children into hell,
And they grew up alone, with no one to tell,
So they'll gather the last bits of their soul to sell,
And they'll always remember the day that they fell.
Shofi Ahmed Jul 2018
God may have promised
no one always a blue sky.
Explore more He opens
the door other ways!
For there is always
a new sunrise.
Wilder Jul 2018
You said you would always be there
Always means forever

So where are you now?
Willow Jul 2018
Inka, I want to thank you for being my support dog in a way. Sure you were never trained but you have always been there when no one else was. You were the reason I'm still here today.
You have seen me happy, angry, sad. You have seen my break downs, my purging moments and my cutting sessions. You have seen it all. You are now 6, I can't believe it. You have grown so much. I sound like a mother, but it would be like I am losing my baby, my everything. I am laying here with you, my big chocolate covered marshmallow telling you I love you. I wish that you could stay longer on earth, but humans don't deserve dogs.
You are an angel and angels are too pure to live on this cruel world for too long. I hope you stay with me after though, I hope you will always be my little couch potato with me. Sure you could be in dog heaven too, but I will always have popcorn for you so win win, right? I don't know what I would do without you. I know I would be the biggest cry baby ever, and you won't be there to lick my tears away. I don't know why people say Pitbulls are the worst dogs because I think you are one of the best. I hope when I die, I will be with you. I remember when we first got you, you would **** so much I had a clip with me all the time to clip my nose. Oh, and you pooped on my brother's shoes, I knew I was going to love you when you did that. Thank you for being my thing to hug because I always felt I was going to break down in front of someone if I hugged them, but with you I didn't care. Thank you for being my warmth and pillow at night. Thank you for licking my tears away. Thank you for keeping a smile on my face. Thank you for being my little bit of happiness. Thank you for being my dog. You will always be on my mind and in my heart. My big chocolate covered marshmallow, Inka.
Asonna Jul 2018
Scared.
Moments are scary.
The moments that catch your breath,
Paused.
Motionless time.
Feel the air in your lungs.

Love.
Love is scary.
Consuming potential destruction.
Breathe.
They love you.
Let yourself give in.

Words.
Words are terrifying.
They're either nothing or everything.
analyse.
They mean it, don't they?
Don't take it to heart.
They're broken..

Faith.
It's not always there.
We search for hope in something higher,
but only when we believe.
Hold on, give it time.
even if it's not there.

Me.
I'm scared.
I don't believe, I bail.
when things get rough it's better to run.
Protect myself of oncoming damage.
I'm broken..

Sorry.
moments are scary.
feel the air in my lungs
but when i breathe, it's trauma.
Unbearable pain.
Suffocation.
...
I've been dealing with a lot of anxiety lately without an element of venting it out. I'm just terrified of everything, all the time and i can't help that. I'm scared of breaking a shell to get hurt in the end because the damage over time is so significant i cant breathe without experiencing pain anymore.

It hurts.
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