You opened the car window,did you felt suffocated with what life has brought?You asked me if it was okay. I said,Just go ahead, cause that’s you. There’s no need to hold back on what you wanted to do. All I see is a real person who is true. My heart skipped a beat as a ray of light pierced through.
I kept thinking how every time i looked at you, you look different. With your tidy pony, or untied hair. Either or both is fine you still look beautiful whichever you put on. That you might be wearing many faces. I’m struck by the brightest but fell deeper with the opposite.
The way you gazed at me during the time you felt like i ditched you, the expression you gave when u saw me made my heart jumped. You grinned then smiled. I know you are anxious. I was worried, but it all faded out when i saw your angelic face.
The way you told me you are not in the mood, you acted like you were ignoring me. I let you be, but despite that you still bit me. I didnt know if you are acting playful or was annoyed because i was there. I’m ready to take all your mood swings, the good,the bad. If you are happy or glad. Is feeling down or sad. There’s nothing wrong with showing what you are. I’ll take any of it.
I was afraid, i know we only just met and my heart was not ready i had to think this through. I’m 6 feet down under and it feels like i’m digging a deeper grave but who am i to resist what i’m feeling. Who am i to feel fear from what other people will say. When you faced my weakest and i haven’t felt any single form of judgement. I got the courage to patched up my war torn self. I’m no longer afraid.