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Jun 2018 · 609
(ENGLISH) Supernova
SoVi Jun 2018
I never want to be
Alone in space
Closed or open eyes
Half alive or dead
I do not know what I want
Take away life
Cover my mouth
Hands on my heart
Squeeze stronger
Do not be afraid of the present
Certainly you hands
I do not want to hurt you
Some are cutting me
Little by little, sacred
Skin pink to white
Doing me in nothing
Floating in the galaxy
Body is frigid
Skin breaking down
Eyes are not shining
My dead body
Converting into comet
I explode into time



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
Jun 2018 · 202
Supernova
SoVi Jun 2018
Nunca quiero estar
Sola en el espacio
Ojos cerrados o abiertos
Mitad viva o muerto
No se lo que quiero
Quitama la vida
Tapame la boca
Manos sobre mi corazon
Aprieta mas fuerte
No tengas miedo del presente
Cierta te las manos
No te quiero lastimar
Unas me estan cortando
Poco a poco sagrando
Piel rosita a blanco
Haciendo me en nada
Flotando en la galaxia
Cuerpo esta helado
Piel desbarantandose
Ojos no estan brillando
Mi curpo muerto
Convertiendo en cometo
Me exploto en tiempo



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
Jun 2018 · 166
Blood
SoVi Jun 2018
Cushioned against the river bank
Mud caking my bruised face
Try to push myself up on my knees
My arms buckle under the weight
And I let out a pained whimper

Checked my arms and legs for cracks
No pieces missing, just bleeding scabs
Tried to find my fractured friends
Instead found lily pads floating
And bubbles popping in the river

A figure breaks through the water
Her hair flowing around her
On hands and knees, I crawled away
Her fingers outstretched to reach
Brushing locks from my eyes

Mystified I made my way to her
A smile blossomed from her cheeks
A voice with mystified powers
Lulled me to a sense of security
Broken when she drowned me



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
Poem for Labyrinth of Dreams
SoVi Jun 2018
You don't know her name,
That causes you to feel shame
You don't go to ask
Fear stops you in your task
Insecurities fall like dominos
When you look there's only shadows.



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
Poetry for the short story A Fool's Paradise
SoVi Jun 2018
singing in the shower, dancing in my room
being outgoing by myself and shy around you
to be outside and not be myself, i dull my own voice
when people ignore me cause they think i have no thoughts



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
Part of the Conflicted Conversations collection.
Jun 2018 · 292
I Remember that Night...
SoVi Jun 2018
Oh I wish you were dead
Throbbing behind my eyeballs
A fire and bile climbing my throat
Remember the last time you touched me
All I remember were ****** torn up sheets



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
Jun 2018 · 116
Memories
SoVi Jun 2018
I remember you
I remember you
I tried so many times to forget you
And when I look back
It's like a flashback
Of memories of the future and the past
Let me tell you all about the time I died
And you held me in your arms as I fade away



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
SoVi Jun 2018
your voice is nagging me as i sleep
bringing in problems that i don't care about
telling me i don't listen and don't talk enough
i raise my voice to say you're the problem but i stop



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
Part of the collection Conflicted Conversations.
Jun 2018 · 860
Forbidden Colours
SoVi Jun 2018
Everyday we will smile and play
Windows will shatter across our platters
The morning will come and bid us hello
As you can imagine everyday was fantastic

All of a sudden the world came crashing
Rivers overturn and tress were falling
Echoing around me where sounds of animals screeching
The colors slowly fadding

Light cried goodbye, Night rose awake
Now these forbidden colors washed into grays
I try to tell everyone but no one listened
blinded by their own injustice
Green has been replaced by death
and i try to bring them back to life
all i have are ashes

The world grows form the tinniest of seeds
And blossoms into the flowers that captivates our sights
We pull form the ground and we stop its life

And for what?
To see it die in a glass container in our house

Forbidden colours of a field in full bloom
But not anymore
Greys have blocked the sky's light from reaching them

The world is slowly coming to a screeching halt
Winters are longer and summers are hotter
I wonder if we will survive

Forbidden colours
Of ice in the north and south that are melting away
Into the blues of oceans that are heating

The rush of water that is filling our land into a swamp
People try to fight against something they cannot control
People will like to blame anything at all
But themselves

All of these colours
fade away as we destroy their homes
And become extinct
Have filled the world with ash
Dark and thick like ink

Forbidden colours
Of the ocean blue
Magentas and purples of coral reefs
Red of the uncut redwood forest

Forbidden colours
Of white mountain tops
And cerulean of shining lakes
With underground forest vibrating viridian

Forbidden colours
Meadows that flow of fushia and lavender
Or fields of golden corn
With the rich brown of dirt

Forbidden colours
Of our pink lungs not filled with industrial vile




© Sofia Villagrana 2018
Inspired by the Songs Forbidden Colors by Ryuichi Sakamoto.
Jun 2018 · 154
The Cat Boy in the Hoard
SoVi Jun 2018
Do you remember his name?
Maybe he comes with fame?
When you go over to ask
His image does not last
All that's left is a shimmer
Now your day is grimmer.



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
Poetry for the short story A Fool's Paradise
May 2018 · 101
Humanity's Decimation
SoVi May 2018
Come crashing in
Into the oblivion
On the ledge's edge
Getting frighten
Ending the violence
Cease your cries
Escalating with hate
Telling this tale
Letting my spirit go
Gorging silence



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
SoVi May 2018
Do you remember her name?
Maybe she comes with fame?
But before you go ask,
"Hey are you from my past?"
She is lost in the crowd
You notice the world is loud.



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
Poetry for the short story A Fool's Paradise.
SoVi May 2018
The past is just a lie
Your words will not surmise
To be or not to be
I wish it was that easy



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
May 2018 · 279
The Conjurer's Knowledge
SoVi May 2018
You are an ocean of pain.
Blessings and thoughts rush and become a river stream
Flowing into time as they fade into nothingness of life.
Light's outstretched hand trying to illuminate the corners of my mind
But they forgot how much I love the darkness's tranquility.

Join inside my soul and exhale into my breaths.
Try to not pray, your words will become a weapon
Instead mutter promises you cannot dream to ever keep.
That is the safest option when you are living inside reality.

You are an ocean of aches.
Preaching words that convert and blind like sunbeams.
These tides of time never change, instead just adding more strife
And eventually will cause your disciples to go blind.
But my own imagination protects me against your volatility.

Unmoving on the sidewalk, I appear like death
But my ego is hectic inside its confines, not seen in my expression.
If you would like to escape just fall into sleep.
Ignore all the chastising words and be carefree.



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
Poetry for the short story A Fool's Paradise.
May 2018 · 216
Blood Red Moon
SoVi May 2018
A secret rises to the surface
And this crimson sweetness that
It has submerged in

Your memories will fester in your mind
Nurture them or they’ll rot away
Leaving an aftertaste inside your head

Don’t listen to the screaming behind your eyes
Or they will chase you down inside your dreamscape

Blood Red Moonshining in the sky
Calling us awake and into the dark

But our solitude will keep us fortitude
From all these dreams and fears
That perpetuate our lives

Pray by your bedside that the night will end
And you’ll finally see the blue.
Hopefully, it’s not an illusion.



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
SoVi May 2018
I felt the fear
Of the world by falling
From my foot burning
My mother on the floor
Her shattered chest
Wanting to breathe
Running in the house
I wanted to reach the door
But I burned my hand
The figure of Christ
Saved around my neck
Burning my skin
Dragging on the floor
Extending my arms
Looking at the flames's light
Against the shadow of the cross



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
Poem for Sombra de mi Cruz
May 2018 · 254
Llama de Pecados
SoVi May 2018
Yo senti el miedo
Del mundo callendo
De mi pie quemandose
Mi madre en el suelo
Su pecho destrozado
Queriendo respirar
Corriendo en la casa
Quise alcanzar la puerta
Pero me queme mi mano
La figura de Cristo
Guardado en mi pescueso
Quemando mi piel
Arrastrandome en el pizo
Extendiendo mi brazos
Mirando el lumbre's luz
Contra la sombra del cruz



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
Poem for the Short Story Sombra de mi Cruz
SoVi May 2018
bicycle wheels are still turning slowly
children’s laughter echoing and cascading
i am on the floor crying and gasping for your help
you’re comforting me, but that’s not what’s most important



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
Part of Conflicted Conversations.
SoVi May 2018
your voice is so calming and dull
monotone words that stagnant the air
but your presence doesn’t socially exhaust me
i need to stop and not get used to you my dear friend.



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
Part of Conflicted Conversations.
May 2018 · 147
Autumn Childhood Memories
SoVi May 2018
Eating Ice cream on an afternoon
Spending my day with you
Sitting on a park bench
Trying to just destress
Watching the clouds float by
Birds fly around us so shy
You lay crumbs for them on the floor
Fly down to eat the lure
You smile at them as they move
Your laughter my own cure.



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
May 2018 · 331
The Girl Who Chased Clouds
SoVi May 2018
Running after clouds as they rush by
But I don't turn back
They are now waterfalls
When I try to look beyond the horizon
I am meeting with an endless ocean of thoughts
Scared of delving deep
Don’t want to lose my sight
People wave and call me
I don’t have any time to halting
Shoes are gone my feet are bare
Feel the broken asphalt biting
But now it's more like a comfort

When I
Stop

I can hear my heart
Beating so loud
Pulse in my throat is jumping

When I started running
Blisters were forming on toes
Hands scrapped cause I kept on falling
Wasn’t use to doing things on my own
Behind everyone’s bikes
But now I am ahead of them

When I breath
A deep breath

One
Two
Three

Out

One
Two
Three

In

One
Two
Three

Go

Look onward
Don’t stop running
When you are amazed
Keep running alongside these clouds
And maybe you’ll catch one in your hands
Don’t stop and take a breath cause only one road
It's getting destroyed so stay on the path don’t fall down

Every day there was puddles and thunder
And you fell down a hole once in a while
Broke your arm
Scrapped your legs
Missing shoes
Bleeding knees
Scratched face
Fragile wrists
Dry mouth
Shaking limbs
Vibrant eyes

What else is there for me?
Do I run and try to be free?
Why was I running in the first place?
I don’t remember I think?
Or was that the whole plan?

But clouds keep on calling me
So I listen and ignore my soul
The world is turning
And I feel the motion underneath my feet as I move

Until I suddenly stop
There's no more path
I am panting though
At the edge of a cliff
Feet half on
The Ledge
Hanging

Do I jump, knowing there's no way back to myself?



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
Inspired by Breakaway by Cicada
May 2018 · 128
Hues of Yellow
SoVi May 2018
I walk in the morning
Please walk ahead of me
You’ll come across a stream
Drowning in hues
Of yellow like the sun
Reflecting all my ambitions
Floating on the surface

Please don’t run
after paper airplanes
Aimlessly in the air
They will crash to the ground
into puddles of rain and snow
Dissolve like your dreams
And you’ll fade

Morning and afternoons
Standing here beside you
Rivers and ponds nearby
Wanted to swim in them
All of the time

Mother was calling out your name
But you just walked away
Into the forest down the path
Wanted to find something grand

And all these aspirations will drown
You hold on tightly to your delusions
Ignorance is truly a blessing
But as we age the hues become duller

And all the time and all the days
Memories still fade into a fog
And I wanted to grasp them
Instead, I ended up crushing them

But a war in your heart is raging
Youth or Wisdom fighting
Conflicted ideas running rampage

And you have yet to decide
Which path to take
Airplane or your mother
Adventure or simple comfort

Will you follow everyone
Knowing you’ll be normal?
Or will you go off
In an adventure?

Do you want to be alone all the time?
No mother or father at home
Would you waste away in the past
Not knowing the truth?
Or would you just end up dull
Knowing that nothing lasts?



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
Inspired by the song Grey by Ed Carlsen.
May 2018 · 143
Public Warning
SoVi May 2018
Just wanted to let all of you know that someone hacked into my account and changed my profile picture, and insinuated that I was a transgender and masturbated a lot.

They also deleted my most popular poem and then changed my password locking me out of my own account. I have regained access to my account thankfully. I just hope this doesn't happen to any of you guys.
May 2018 · 588
Beginning of the Story
SoVi May 2018
Whistling in the dark
Hoping you won't
Bump into nightmares.

Hush little darling
Don't say a word
Don't want to be heard.

You lie frozen on a meadow of rye
Beyond the horizon, you see a light.

So warm you can't ignore
You try to walk
But stay motionless.

Don't stop walking today
Have to find a way
Out of this purgatory haze.

Your body just can't stay wide awake
So why is this world stuck on days?

Here in the tainted dreams
Monsters of memories
Haunt you as you heal.

Rush into the dusk
Try to find your mom
But she's probably gone.

Snow clouds rise from the sky in armies
You are bleeding from gunshot wounds.

Unsure of who you are
Descending into misery
With conflicted spirits.

You will escape the moment
Realize it's not your fault
Accepting your inner soul.

Know its  hard to ignore all the fury
Want to blame somebody for your hurting.

But you need to wake up my darling
Don't let yourself become a story.



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
Part of Labyrinth of Dreams. Inspired by Forever For now by LP
May 2018 · 244
i ask again, where are you
SoVi May 2018
as the light shivers in the cold
your eyes betray your burning desire
need to drift away from the stream of conscience
now you only seem to only really care about yourself



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
SoVi May 2018
struggling to fill my collapsed lungs
i will suffocate and choke on the coal ash
darkness eclipses all of these unknown uncertainties
of me slowly fading, letting beauty melt away into ink



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
May 2018 · 1.2k
Hades and Persephone
SoVi May 2018
Like a flower that blooms only in night
Like a small child with cascading tears from their eyes
I always wondered if it will be alright
If I tried to use my smile to hide sorrow

A small shower bathes the flowers in dew
And the smell of earth lulls me to you
Closing my eyes against the harshness of light
All I see are impressions  against my lids

Hoping to feel the summer breeze pass by
But all I felt were caresses of goodbye
Try as I might I never succeed and I cried
But someone heard my futile pleas
And that is how you came to me

You held my hand and lead me to wonders
A blush adorned my cheeks as you whispered my name
I wished to only adorned your head with buds
But I **** them with a single touch
Yet you still held my hands in yours



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
May 2018 · 1.0k
Chandelier
SoVi May 2018
Champagne bottles on the ground
Glitter splattered on walls
Tried to wash it all off
But it has stained the walls
Mascara on my face
Tried to clean the evidence of pain
But it hurts to confront it
I'll leave the wound to fester

Knocking on the door
Oh dear, Oh dear
Leave me alone
I won't come out, I won't come out
Might as well be hell

One more drink, One more drink
Please
Don't watch me, Don't watch me
Leave
Close the door, Close the door
Seclude myself in the cold

Chandeliers swinging, half broken, lights flickering
And I am the one swinging
Trying to make the last chain break into pieces
But it keeps holding on
Why won't it break I just want to fall
Feel my face on the ground
The Chandelier continues to shine while I try to die

I am holding on to dear life
Won't try to save myself though
Might as well try to let go
Maybe the Chandelier will fall, I am not sure
Glasses crackle under the pressure of my hands
Feel bad that I am destroying it
But I need your demise so I can die



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
May 2018 · 354
My Song to My Beloved
SoVi May 2018
The taste of your poisoned tongue
Filled me with unadulterated lust
Tried to spit out the bile
But you made me swallow it whole

Suspicious, Suppression
Goes hand in hand
Suspicious, Suppression
Sinful life of lust

Avoid this degradation
Dissolution of simple romance
Just wanted to hold my hand
But you defiled me instead

Suspicious, Admission
Just leave me be
Suspicious, Admission
We could have talked

The day has come to an end
Fairytale ending has passed
No point in prolonging demise
Here, let me help you 'friend'

Suspicious, Liberation
I am on the edge
Suspicious, Liberation
Jumping to my death



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
SoVi May 2018
i remember all the days you left me outside
stranded on the doorstep dripping alcohol and sweat
bunched up clothes in my hand wanting for some comfort
open up and nuzzle me against your body as I’m not breathing.



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
Part of the Conflicted Conversations collection.
May 2018 · 151
Spawn of Evil
SoVi May 2018
The apocalypse has started already in my mind
Embers smoldering inside my bloodshot eyes
The flames have yet to subside
Licking the inside of my body

The warmth I live with will burn anyone else
So is it a crime that I purposely embraced you
The sins outnumber my virtues
They have begun to feed on my soul

Deceit and Dishonesty is the only way I live
Words that I spill have tainted my hands red
People who surround me are now victims
I will elevate myself and become a ruler

As I stand on broken bodies I fight of a grin
My facade is shattering with every evil deed
Who will see the real me the next time I ****?
Guess you’ll find out on the next broadcast



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
SoVi May 2018
sitting at an empty seat in an empty row
aisles away from you, ignoring your hellos
trying to satisfy your own needs by checking up on me
i feel bad that i’m wasting your time so i turned away crying.



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
Part of the Conflicted Conversations collection.
SoVi May 2018
I lived in a country of thieves
Motivated by hearts and passions
Stealing love affection
Leaving broken pairs
But you asked me for my love
At that time I fell in love

You really thought I'll leave you
When he offered me riches?
You are everything that I have wanted
I'm afraid that you'll regret

If you are going to think again
Please do not tell me
I do not want to know your epiphany
Let me live in ignorance

How did I live in a country of thieves?
With people who do not even know they want
Stealing everything in your sight
Leaving broken hearts
You taught me that there is still good
I was given the gift of compassion



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
May 2018 · 673
Pais de Ladrones
SoVi May 2018
Viví en un país de ladrones
Motivados por corazones y pasiones
Robando affection de amores
Dejando parejas quebradas
Pero tu me pedistes mi amor
En ese momento me enamore

De verdad pensasteis que te dejare
Cuando el me ofreció riquezas?
Tu eres todo que he querido
Tengo miedo qe tu te arrepientas

Si lo vas a pensar otra vez
Por favor no me digas
No quiero saber tu epifanía
Dejame vivir en la ignorancia

Cómo viví en en un país de ladrones?
Con gente que ni saben que ellos quieren
Robando todo en su vista
Dejando corazones rotos
Tu me enseñastes que todavía hay bueno
Me dado el regalo de compassion



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
May 2018 · 175
i'm in love with you, sorry
SoVi May 2018
menial days come and linger forever
buses drive splashing water on our raincoats
you walked down into the tunnel saying never again
no sense in idling around but my chest compresses as you go.



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
Part of Conflicted Conversations Collection
SoVi May 2018
Consciousness
Screaming and Wondering
At dawn

Like field roosters
Singing their Songs
To wake up

With half-open eyes
Words stuck on my tongue

I have no answer
For your confession
Of admiration

I'm too young for this
Relations and commitments
I still have my heart
From a carefree girl

Forgive me for being sincere
But I do not want to be with you
I like being single

I do not want to be intimate
Better leave the idea



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
Apr 2018 · 263
Estoy Muy Joven Para Esto
SoVi Apr 2018
Consciencia
Gritando y Preguntando
En la madrugada

Como gallos del campo
Cantando sus Canciones
Para despertar

Con ojos medio abiertos
Palabras pegadas en mi lengua

No tengo respuesta
Para tu confesion
De admiracion

Es que estoy muy joven para esto
Relaciones y compromisos
Todavía tengo el corazón
De un niña sin preocupaciones

Perdoname por ser sincera
Pero no quiero estar contigo
Me gusta estar soltera

No quiero ser intima
Mejor deja la idea



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
SoVi Apr 2018
friends conversing around us with lifelines
their phones hiding their discomfort and anxiety
tapping your shoulder, beaming up at you so friendly
the whole time your talking i drone out your voice with music.



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
Part of Conflicted Conversations collection.
SoVi Apr 2018
scrunched up face, your complaining that i’m talking
behind my back pointed fingers and whispers brand me
excluded by our social pacts, now i’m alone in the cafeteria
you came crying for forgiveness, all i did was stare blankly at you.



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
Part of Conflicted Conversations collection.
Apr 2018 · 615
The Morning After
SoVi Apr 2018
Calling your name so softly, camly
Sleeping on a hospital bed
Barely able to breath.
Wonder how I ended up here?
All I know is that you’re gone.

All around me are faces full of pity.
I got tired of not understanding why.
Why do they all look like they want to cry?
Tears stains on my face with no cause.

Darling, I don’t know why you’re not here but I’ll find you.
Walk into the cold breeze looking for your warmth.
Dancing on top of ledges hoping that you’ll catch me
But I don’t feel your arms wrap around me tightly.

Please don’t shed any tears I’ll be alright
So just smile and pretend we are dancing like when we were young.

You don’t have to wait for me anymore because I am not here
But that’s alright cause I live in your memories.

All right so just, smile please
Smile and hide your tears behind a facade.

And I’ll wait for you
My Forever True Love.



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
Inspired by Drama by Dawny.
Apr 2018 · 376
One-sided Trust
SoVi Apr 2018
I believe
I believe
I believe in you
If I say it enough I’ll know it’s true
Like the sight of the morning hue
Or the sounds of people in the afternoon
Something you know it’s always there without further proof

But then you started talking
Your tongue told me lies in my mouth, I believed everything it was saying
I cried by your words creating rivers that you denied fueling the flooding
Your smile left a nasty cut so sharp that I could feel your lies bleeding
Believed you’re beside me, feeling you in the dark, hoping you won’t be moving

I believe
I believe
I believe in you
You say to me but I know it’s not true



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
Apr 2018 · 242
Wrong Dance
SoVi Apr 2018
He shouldn’t have touched your waist
You don’t need to tell him twice
Common knowledge it’s **** decency
To not touch when you’re not wanted.



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
Apr 2018 · 191
Satan’s Mask
SoVi Apr 2018
Monster dressed like a saint
You said you were sorry
But all I heard was a hiss
As you hugged me with a sad face
Which morphed into wickedness



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
SoVi Apr 2018
trailing the sun on breaking sidewalks
purposely stepping on cracks, you walk with me
but like everyone around here you don’t talk to me
i’ll live long enough so you don’t end up killing yourself.



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
Part of the 'Conflicted Conversations' collection.
SoVi Apr 2018
I know,
That the world is really incredible
With colors that shine in the sky
That change vibrancy and frequency.

I can see,
That the world changes its surface
From flowers to pure white
Transform the land to valleys and mountains.

I understand,
That nothing will stay forever
The world goes turns and turns
Movement that changes the scene.

But understand,
That nothing really ends
I become land and create new life
We continue with smiles that the world will see.

You know,
Are you afraid of no longer being human
But do not see it as the end but a beginning
To be part of something more incredible.



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
Inspired by Dearest from the anime Guilty Crown piano cover by Animenz. English version of the Spanish Poem Earth's Ballad.
Apr 2018 · 176
Earth’s Ballad
SoVi Apr 2018
Yo se,
Que el mundo está bien increible
Con colores que brillan en el cielo
Cambian de vibración y frecuencia.

Puedo ver,
Que el mundo cambia su superficie
De flores a pura blanquesa
Transforme la tierra a valles y montañas.

Yo entiendo,
Que nada se va quedar para siempre
El mundo se da muchas vueltas
Movimiento que cambia la escena.

Pero entiende,
Que nada de verdad termina
Me convierta en tierra y crea nueva vida
Continuamos con sonrisas que el munda va ver.

Tu sabes,
Qué tienes miedo de ya no ser humano
Pero no lo ve como el fin pero un comienzo
Para ser parte de algo más increíble.



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
Inspired by Dearest from the anime Guilty Crown piano cover by Animenz.
SoVi Apr 2018
Take a Cup

Let It
Fall
In
Disarray
Watch It
Slowly
Give Away
To The
Weight
Of
Gravity

And as it shatters on the ground
It glares at you in agony
Asking why you let it stay
On this path of self-hate.

Tried to pick it’s remains
But as an act of defiance
It turn towards pain
And cuts you as you try to help it.

There’s no longer a cup.



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
Apr 2018 · 154
NO
SoVi Apr 2018
NO
You were the light inside my eyes
Whispering to me throughout the night
Wanted a taste of you danger
But then I grew to hate you

Are you gonna stay the night?
Rather you just leave my sight
Rather you just leave my sight

I'll rather see you jump out right now
Hope you land on the rose bushes
Thornes all across your back
That's what you get when you
Decide that affections are to be sold

Are you gonna stay the night?
Are you gonna stay the night?
Nope
Nope
No
No
NO

I rather just see you die.



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
Apr 2018 · 268
Man by the Sea
SoVi Apr 2018
I don’t understand why I end up by the sea
Memories of the past continue to haunt my dreams
Living beside the people who comfort me
But every day I return to the beach waiting there
Regrets I hold in my heart don’t let me sleep
Wish I could see you one more time to apologize
But I realize that it too late to reconcile
Your my lover lost at sea and I moved on from here

Memories of your love fade away like ocean tides



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
Inspired by Episode 8 of Mushishi ending song Umi Sakai.
Apr 2018 · 216
Acceptance
SoVi Apr 2018
Sew all the holes in your heart
You smile, even though you might cry
You don’t feel empty anymore
Through life, you’ll experience pain
Just don’t lose that precious hope
Love surrounds you as you go.



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
Part 5 of Stages of Grief collection.
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