Invierno, Verano, creando juntos

Cuando viene el frío cubre el mundo
Crea un ilusión de paz en el fondo
El mundo está callado, atrapado en silencio
Latidos de corazones estan mas fuertes

Cuando ella se arrastra desde salas de montañas
Ella trae un viento de calor calentando con su amor

Todo que es bueno y alegre es en ella
Todo que se muere tiene esperanza
Todo que se alivia tiene esperanza
Desde las pasiones del montans

Invierno, Verano, convergiendo juntos

Cuando el invierno se va ella llora
Lluvia de hielo para sentir su abrazo
Cuando el no se ve ella crea flores
Color blanca para imaginar que el esta aqui

El se deja morir para que ella puede vivir tranquila
El se deja que el odio lo consume para que ella tiene amor
Amores que nunca se ve, pero seiten el compasion y el fe

Cuando todo está hecho, esconden entre las montañas
En imágenes vividos, memorias desvanecimiento
Entidades intocables sin límites, pero espiritus debiles
El mundo se desarrolla de ellos pero lo dejan separados

Invierno, Verano, divergiendose



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Winter, Summer, creating together

When the cold comes, it covers the world
Create an illusion of peace in the background
The world is silent, trapped in silence
Heartbeats are much stronger

When she crawls from mountain halls
She brings a wind of heat warming with her love

She is everything that is good and cheerful
Everything that dies has hope
Everything that is revived has hope
From the passions of the mountains

Winter, Summer, converging together

When the winter leaves she cries
Rain of ice to feel his embrace
When he is not seen she creates flowers
White color to imagine that he is here

He lets himself die so she can live a calm life
He lets himself be consumed by hatred so that she has love
Loves that you never see, but feel the compassion and faith

When everything is done, they hide in the mountains
In vivid images, memory fading
Untouchable entities without limits, but weak spirits
The world develops from them but they leave it separated

Winter, Summer, diverging



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You shiver more than you used to
Wanting to stay alone in the room
Trying to steal the memories
From photos of moments you missed
Don’t want to forget her
But tears smear these images.



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Shouting from down the halls
Where you are screaming out your lungs
Claiming nothing is right
Refused to listen to the truth
Someone to blame, either me or you
But stuff like this happens all the time.



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You wish to turn back time
So you can live a little longer
With the ones you love
But the ache will be stronger
And they will still be gone
So don’t beg for the impossible.



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You played with all your toys
Smiled and talked to her
Putting up a good show
But it’s time to realize
No one is waiting at home
So don’t shake your head no.



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The night is so lonely but it dies coming morning

The sunlight hurts my sight so I wrap hands around my head
But I still see flickering lights behind shut eyes
Maybe close your second eyelids then you’ll feel true dark

The voices are so loud even though you don’t hear a sound
The only way to quiet them is to listen to your body’s music
Like fire crackling or lava flowing, ignoring all the forest’s commotion

The night may seem lonely but all around you there’s life



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Sorry to interrupt your schedule program but I need to talk with the Mr. and Mrs.
Lead the children out I don’t want to shock them with the truth I am speaking
The world is ending in a couple of minutes by a force of our creation
No point in fighting just try to crying for mercy
Correction no point for begging cause there’s no escaping.

Your parents are wailing but you are all laughing at hands outstretched across the horizon
Maybe you aren’t scared of my image because you have no basis to draw your perceptions
You are still individuals not products of your parents’ dreams and fears
You still have free will, no concept of living, of course, you won’t be afraid of dying
You aren’t affected by my presence since you have yet to be introduced to me
But eventually you’ll fear me, join me, and you’ll be the cause of your child’s undoing.



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Drifting across currents
From oceans to oceans
Remnants of war.

Drunk on Confession
High on Calamity
Make yourself immortal.

Poison the clouds, poison the water
Watch people collapsing
From metal dragons in the sky.

Flushed from Blazes
Deaf from Explosions
You’re the cause of war.

Low on empathy
Empty on repentance
Deception built on misconception.

In a world full of peace they’ll come and hunt you
But during catastrophe, you’ll be our hero.
You're a man of war.



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Who am I besides spent sand?
Without a course floating without a purpose.
I only remember the ocean and all its pain.
I do not know how I look anymore.

The tides recede from their place
And it leaves me exposed to sunlight.
Lovely rocks stranded on the shore of the coast
Shining, they group up and join me.

Streams of memories rush to my mind
Feeding the water of my soul.
Breaking the dam that holds all my emotions
Making me feel my humanity.

Dragging myself with half-formed body
I feel a pain that filters from my bones.
But I do not reject it with tears
Instead, I accept it with a watery smile.

The ocean wants to stop me
Hide me in the depths of my despair.
******* the heat of all my joy
Removing my will to live.

But the moon retains the ocean with its force
Protecting myself from the darkness of my mind.
Instead of being excluded from my sins
The moon loves me for my faults.

The universe opens its arms to give me a home
Giving me a sanctuary to escape all the pain.
Although I want to get lost in the nothingness of space
I must live in the world in which the past me fell in love with.

Stars and galaxies that shine in the dark
They give me a reason to continue living in this cruel world.



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Quien soy yo además de areana gastada?
Sin rumbo flotando sin un propósito.
No mas recuerdo el océano y todo su dolor.
Ni se como me miro llo.

Las mareas retroceden de su lugar
Y me deja expuesto al luz del sol.
Rocas preciosas varados en la orilla de la costa
Brillando se rejunta y se unen conmigo.

Corrientes de recuerdos se apresuran a mi mente
Alimentando el agua de mi alma.
Rompiendo la presa que retiene todas mis emociones
Haciendo sentir todo la humanidad.

Arrastrandome con la mitad del miembro formado
Siento un dolor que filtra desde mis huesos.
Pero no lo rechazó con lágrimas
En cambio, lo acepto con una sonrisa acuosa.

El océano quiere detenerme
Escóndeme en las profundidades de mi desesperación.
Chupando el calor de toda mi alegría
Quitando mi voluntad de vivir.

Pero la luna retiene el océano con su fuerza
Protegiéndome de la oscuridad de mi mente.
En lugar de excluirse por mis pecados
Me ama por mis defectos.

El universo abre sus brazos para darme un hogar
Dando me un santuario para escapar todo el dolor.
Aunque quiero perderme en la nada del espacio
Debo vivir en el mundo en el que pasado se enamoró.

Estrellas y galaxias que brillan en la oscuridad
Me dan razon para seguir viviendo en este cruel mundo.



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In the past we were otherworldly

But when you get
Older
Bolder
Sainer
I remember everything you have done.

Burning like embers concentrated.
Falling tinder yelling frustrations.
I consume everything you are.

Smoke rising up like pillars in the sky
Thought you were sleeping
Safe and sound, burning in my arms.

Instead, you were gone.

When I gave you shelter with my fire
Ended up suffocating all of my love
Left me smoldering with a broken heart.

Tendrils of smoke slowly dancing.
Ashes floating from deception.
You were nothing after all.

Now we are
Plainer
Colder
Bitter
After you broke this spell with all of your doubt.

Guess we were human after all.



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I said it before, I’ll say it again
Hope we can move past these chain of events that keep us trapped.
Light up the room, light it again
Hope we can talk freely like children on school nights, miles apart.
Smile like before, smile again
Haven’t meet up for months, maybe it’s a sign that this is the end.

Maybe we shouldn’t play pretend.
Play dates are over now there are only days.
We’ve outgrown our toys, we’ve outgrown ourselves.



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In the clear darkness, I'm alone
Only light there is are my memories.

My body only knows the coldness
In the trench, there is only death.
But I'm still alive
With my heart moving slowly.

The ocean goes away and separates me from my dreams
Leaving me in this cruel world.
When I wanted to remember the past
I feel a pain in my head that makes me cry.

I only want to know how to swim
And be able to save myself from this darkness.
Because I know nobody is going to come and get me
I wonder if I ever really mattered.

Suicidal thoughts let me sink
Touching the caliph at the bottom of the sea.
But the water does not suffocate me
My conviction holds my breath.

The surface of the sea is above me
Beaches outside of my reach.
I can not even stretch my hands in hope
They break with the pressure of my mistakes.

The hell of the sea is the only heat
Embracing me like a lost love.
Warming me up strongly
Making me turn into glass.

Soon the ocean will release and leave me
And creatures will come around me to eat.
What I have left of me became sand
I have no hope of being able to return to the past.



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En la oscuridad claro estoy sola
Única luz que hay son memorias.

Mi cuerpo nomas sabe el frío
En el trinchera nomas hay muerte.
Pero todavía estoy viva
Con mi corazón moviendo lentamente.

La ocean se va y me separa de mis sueños
Dejándome en este cruel mundo.
Cuando quise recordar el pasado
Siento un dolor en mi cabeza que me hace llorar.

No más quiero saber como nadar
Y poder salvarme de estas tinieblas.
Porque se que nadie va venir a sacarme
Me pregunto si realmente alguna vez importé.

Pensamientos suicidas me deja hundir
Tocando el califa al fondo del mar.
Pero no me sofoca la agua
Mi convicción aguante el respiracion.

La superficie del mar esta arriba
Playas afuera de mi alcanzo.
Ni puedo estirar mi manos en esperanza
Se quiebran con el pression de mis errores.

El infierno del mar es el único calor
Abrazando me como un amor perdido.
Calentando me fuertemente
Haciendo me convertir en vidrio.

Pronto el océano me soltara y abandonar
Y criaturas vendrá alrededor de mí a comer.
Lo que me queda de mí se hizo harena
Lla no tengo esperanza a poder regresar al pasado.



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When you grabbed me too tightly
When you made me choke
Then you left me, darling
And with your back turned
I tried to reach your throat
I marked you like an animal
You caught me like a hunter
My head became friendly
With your favorite rope
Then you thought me a lesson
Now all I do is float.



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I felt the heat of the body
I felt my suffering in my arms.
I did not want to continue lying
Knowing the truth.

The rain falls like teardrops
Wanting to wash me of my despair.
I look for a container to keep
All the dew and mist that I still lack.

The rain falls trying to make me drown
Of emotions overflowing,
Crawling along the bottom of the sea
Suffocating me with my depression.

Taking my eyes off the coral.
The brook embraces me closely
Taking me to the abyss of the sea.
And like the light, I will soon forget you.

The rain will take me from this cruel world
But escape from me between my fingers.
Kisses in the form of drops saying goodbye
Reminding me that pieces of me are in the stream.

In the darkness, I saw a color shining
Far from me, on the surface of the sea.
But when I went to reach for it
It shattered into fragments of crystal.

Thousands of precious stones crashed in the sea
Developing with no owner and I its cruel women.
I sinking against the pressure
Of sins and virtues of past lives.

Memories that break and change shape
They are the only things that connect me to this place.



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I always wondered how long I could hold your breath
Hands wrapped like ribbons on your neck
No signs of forced entry since I let myself in gently

I always wondered how my feet will feel on tile flooring
Stained red when you didn’t stop me
Just wanted to write down some notes and your arms were so appealing

I always wondered how I’ll look bathed in blood in the moonlight
Will it look blue with the night hue?
Pity you didn’t let me try, your cries made me lose my appetite

I always wondered how it’ll taste, human flesh from your face
Only the most honorable will be selected
The rest thrown to dogs since they didn’t fit my palate

But of course, I only wondered
I am only hysteric not psychotic your Honor.



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I feel an ache when you step into my body
‘In my mind.

When you fall into the dark you always haunt me
‘Open mind…

Think it is much too soon to tell you that I need you
‘Open wide….

I tend to lose my sense of time in the morning
‘Don’t cry..

When I am cold I want to feel your blood flowing
‘Hold on tight…..

And as I fade into the light ignore my yearning
‘To this love……



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Yo sentí el calor del cuerpo
Sentí en mis brazos mi sufrimiento
No me quise seguir mintiendo
Sabiendo la verdad.

La lluvia se cae como gotas de lagrimas
Queriendo lavarme me de mi desesperación.
Yo busco un recipiente para guardar
Todo el rocío y neblina que aun me falta.

La lluvia se cae queriendo hacerme ahogar
De emociones rebosante,
Arrastrándome por el fondo del mar
Sufocando me con mi depression

Quitándome la vista del coral.
El arroyo me abrazan estrechamente
Llevándome al abismo del mar
Y como la luz pronto te olvidare.

La lluvia me llevara de este cruel mundo
Pero escapa de mi entre mis dedos.
Besos en forma de gotas diciendo me despedidas
Recordando me que pedazos de mi hay en el corriente.

En la oscuridad vi que un color brillaba
Lejos de mi, por la superficie del mar.
Pero cuando lo quise alcanzar
Destrozo en fragmentos de cristal.

Miles de piedras preciosas estrellados en el mar
Desarrollándose sin dueño y yo su cruel mujer.
Yo hundiendo contrar la presión
Pecados y virtudes de vidas pasadas.

Memories que quiebran y cambian de forma
Son las únicas cosas que me conectan a esta lugar.



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I want to go to the "Land of All"
But oceans keep us apart
On a Petrol-stained sailboat
I'll make my journey to reach you

"Believe in Flashing Stars;
A new horizon in the limelight"
Makes me want to go explore!
Trapped: I can't go home.

Rivers: overflowing dreams.
Cast my line to catch my fame
Hook, Line, Sinker
I became the bait.

If I am going to drown
Might as well go up in flames.
Rivers cast me off,
Now I am a cast-away.

Close my eyes tight
Hide from flickering lights.
The tide recedes
No longer blind.

Stuck on my wooden shore,
Arms outstretched, grasping dreams
Ocean rise, lights floating.
Deadbeats slowly sinking.

Bubbles floating to the top
Before freedom, they pop.
Tried to find the "Land of All".
But they denied me entry.



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