Lying my bed thinking of you
In every hours
It feels like I'm stupid
Overthinking that could be happen
Just in fairytales

Having a Red ripe tomato in my cheeks
When I saw you looking at me
It's been a years I can't tell you
Because I'm afraid

I keep denying
When your friends asking
And they've saying that you love that girl
My eyes start watering
Hold it saying great

Be the prince of my heart
I'll be the princess of yours
We will have a happy ever after
Just in fairytales

They say some souls instantly click. Whether you're lovers, best friends, soul mates or something special that words can't quite explain it. Then as I accept this person for everything they are. These souls  that I encounter and know in just a very moment that we're supposed to cross paths. His presence makes me feel safe, calm and I feel like home whenever I'm with him. Yes! They are without a doubt the most special person I've had the privilege to love. Yes, there's no distance, time or person could come between the bond we've shared. Everything about him like his kindness, being a good person etc. Somehow makes me feel a better person, because life is simply better with them in it. I would say that whatever form he may come in, that soul is my happy place, my comfort, my sunshine, my everything and to be honest I genuinely could not imagine life without you and If there's another life I wish you can choose me without having fears.

I used to have nightmares every night and day, but now every seconds, minutes and hours is worst.

When we are in public:
I was like riding at the back of the tricycle as I was looking at you , walking forward.

All I can see is a misty road,
Walking with my love who’s named ******.
So, I called the wind hoping to blow.
No one shows up, slowly losing all I hoped.
Then I say please let me know.
For my love is pure.

You know how stupid I am?
I let you hurt myself as long as you will become happy.

I did not regret that I met you, I'd regret because I gave all my love for you. And you've never gave as what I did to you.

It's been so long we're together
And now it feels like we're stranger

Those happy faces you guys saw me
Those warm hugs you guys gave me
And those three words you guys told me
Until such time I knew was not meant for me.

I told you I like you, and I spill those sky blue tears.
Years later...
You fall to me and I'm into somebody else.

You wanted me to take care of myself but how can I do that now you've not even care.

How many pages have I wasted to composed our feelings?
But for some reason, one line remains blank.