How I wish I could be that very same guy.
Lying beside with my one true love.
Holding each other's hand.
While sleeping under the blissful night sky.
As we sat on this very same tree.
The stars fall down oh so gently.
Giving us a sense of fulfillment and content.
When we realized.
She and I is all we need.

I ride tonight in a dreamland express
A new world awaits as I lay motionless
Rejoice myself!, because the road is painless
If I smile while I sleep, my face would be priceless

a Memory of the love you lost
sAd yet hopeful
Because maybe one day
you will gain It back

Every night, we sat
Beneath this tree
Chatting, giggling, admiring what we see
And then, you stopped and whisper

"Do you hear it?" you said
"The sounds of our doubts being chased away"
"Which is why I love to stare at them"
"Those pesky fireflies, you used to hate"

I was dumbfounded, confused at first
But then you moved closer, and raised your hand
You pointed at something, it sparkles here and there

"Do you see them" you said
"The stars, it talks to me"
"They tell me stories, the ones you used hate"
"Soon I'll join them, so find me there okay?"

I clenched my fist,
my eyes are blurry
Our promise was broken,
but do you need to hurry?

You smiled at me,
                                     With those puppy dog eyes
I wanted to swear,
                                     As they rob us of our time

Slowly you faded,
                             Vanishing through the mist
                                                            ­             I wanted to say something
But it was already ending

So every night, I sat
Beneath this tree
Looking upwards, with head held high
Hoping to find you
Under this lustful sky

Don't stray afar.
like a far away star.
But don't come too close.
Or my heart shall froze.

I need you by my side.
O'blessed entity in the sky.
We're Yin and Yang, you and I.
We work so well, I really don't know why.

I scratch yours, You scratch mine,
Its basically Nature by design.

Is it fine?
To make you mine?
Surely we'll shine.
Such heavenly divine.

Oh what a pleasure!
This Symbiotic behavior!
Two beings love one another

Your Scent Reminds Me Of Someone I Used To Hate

C     0   n  5 t    @  n  t l   y
                                                       G       r! p  p  ! n   g
                                                              t             O
                  R   3  g    A   i   n
                                     M                    y
                                             S         a n  1 t    y
                                                      I     n
                                         T   h  !s
                                                        I n S a N e
                                                World

Yesterday was gloomy,
Everything was blue
Its raining inside
I didn't have a clue

My bed was cold
Sterile and bold
I couldn't uphold
"Stay Put" as they told

As I slowly drift away
My mind must not fall astray
"Live!" I scream
"Live! to see another day"




                 Is This The End?
                            Or Just The Beginning
                                         Am I Winning? Or Losing
                                                           Its Utterly Confusing




Woke up in the morning
Thinking the world was ending,
In fact, everyone is smiling,
Well that's a bit reassuring.

*I'm Alive

And there it lies...
A face in the shade...
Fragments of a soul...
Staring beneath thy flesh...
A disenchanting glance...
With a playful stride...
As I look upon thee...
I can hear her whisper...
"Can I keep you?" she said...
I smile and replied...
"*******, I know your face"

Total Strangers
Total Strangers > Friends
                               Friends > Lovers
                                                 Lovers > Ex-Lovers
                                                                 Ex-Lovers > Total Strangers

Sadly, it stops at the beginning.

How I wish to have such a thing?
To undo the events of the month of spring?
Where we kiss in front of a lake?
As you whisper, "The night is ours to take"

I miss my the good ol'days
Where you twist my hairs by your finger.
Pinch my belly and bite my shoulder
Those sadistic tenderness
The romance we thought was helpless

I wish to confess
My love so endless
I'll try and try
Until the words came directly from your mouth
"Stop it, Please leave me alone, I don't love you anymore"

Until the day comes
I'll be your friend
You partners in crime
I'll text you and even call you
To turn your frown into the brightest of hue
So please,
Another chance
Is all I need

I've been busy around with work lately so I cannot write some poems.. So instead, I'll tell some interesting things about myself..

1) I have a collection of exotic pets, mainly tarantulas, hissing cockroaches, scorpions, leopard geckos and all sorts of things.
2) I'm a computer engineering graduate, yes I'm actually an engineer. That's why I've been busy lately :/
3) I tried eating live crickets. JUST ONE TIME!. Just for the sake of the event, I ate 15 pcs. of live/adult crickets
4) I'm an outdoor kind of guy, love hiking, camping, literally being with mother nature.
5) I'm a jack-of-all trades kind of guy, err not really. Just knowledgeable on general info's and stuffs.
6) Soon to be an Astronaut!(I Wish), yes, one of my lifelong dream is to become an Astronaut. That's why I took engineering :)
7) I love music, seriously, music is my passion (although I can't compose stuffs) but I can play a guitar and a piano (mainly self-taught, thanks to YouTube).

Well, that is all :)

My conscience is hurting my ear
But I'm happy as long as you are here
I hide if I can
I don't care where I stand
As long as you are bent down

You never said what does it mean
I'm speaking the same words again
But I will if you have to fall
I'm here if you want me at all
Just as long as you are bent down

She feels I'm laid out for everything here
She keeps me away from this song of mine

I don't know why this wont stop
Cause maybe it just wont stop
But it will if I hear you call
But maybe you don't care at all
But at least you're the one bent down

She feels I'm laid out for everything here
She keeps me away from this song of mine

You could be here
Or you can be here
As close as I can hold
Together as were told
*We were the ones bent down

I'll stop chasing this star..
From now on..
I'll prey on those around me..
And became the villain that I am today..

Yes, a villain.. So get ready..

Love of mine
Someday you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark

No blinding light
Or tunnels, to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark

If Heaven and Hell decide that they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you when your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

Catholic school, as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles bruised by a lady in black
I held my tongue as she told me, son
Fear is the heart of love, so I never went back

If Heaven and Hell decide that they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you when your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary
The soles of your shoes are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It's nothing to cry about
Cause we'll hold each other soon
The blackest of rooms

If Heaven and Hell decide that they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you when your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

I'll follow you into the dark

Time after time
In the depths of my soul
Nothing makes me happy
Knowing my heart is mended
Every veins stappled and taped
Rigid crevices filled with cement
Each dominant strats I have endured
Dissing this blood with artificial flavoring

Have you ever seen such gruesome illusion?
Engineering my way to this makeshift completion
And by the time it's done, you won't tell the difference
Ready my tools for I have a confession
Tinkering hearts, that is my profession
S**pectred recondition, deceitful reconstruction

Why
    *does
         people
             always
                 feel
                    weak
                        and
                           vulnerable
                              before
                                 *bedtime?

Let
                                                          ­ *The
                 Rain
                                                                ­                          Wash
                          Away
                                                                ­                    All
                                   ­                    The
                          Pain
                                                      ­                        Of
                               *Yesterday

Oh! I've longed to touch the sky
Flap thy wings and let it fly
Feel the morning breeze a mile up high
What ecstasy to relieve my sigh
Oh! I've wanted to catch this cloud
Stuff my face to wipe thy doubt
Cleanse my body by thy radiant shine

The things I'll give
To replace thy wing
Or the power of flight
To surpass my height

I am no longer bound to this earth
By the time you say goodbye
I'm already afloat
Immune to your words
As I let go of my earthly ties
Our once tethered soul, is now apart

Soon
Very Soon
I'll be joining you guys
Beyond thy horizon
Among the constellation
Nobody Owns Me
Co'z I Belong To The Skies

F                                                           F
       *a                                                           a
               l                                                            l
­                       l                            *and                         l
                              *i                              ­                              i
                                ­     n                                                           n
                                              g              ­                                            g
                  ­     In Love                                                   Apart


                                          At The Same Time

Every Morning

                               *I Twitch My Nose

               *Just As You Did

Fetch me my drink
Before its already too late
This lonesome elixir
Can suppress my regret
With each drop, It's time to forget

All the hatred
All the pain
All the anguish
Washed away
As each gulp I take

Oh! Dionysus, I worship thee
Take this memories away from me

Turn me a puppet
Pull my strings
Tear me apart
Manipulate my soul
**** my emotions
Make me forget





Just.....


Make.....


Me....


Forget....


Everyth­ing....


About.....


Her....

Our love is a shooting star
So majestic and true
With elongated trail
Serves as memories
Some lights are kept
Others are swept
Slowly disintegrate into nothingness
But each fading light
Erased from my sight

Your blinding lust
To have you is a must
But all is short
As you come and go  

I shall wait for my star
Again and again
As the first one flew by
A new star shall take its flight


                                             By Our Love Henceforth
                                            And For What It's Worth

                 S....t....a....r....d....u....s....t............M....e....m...­.o....r....i....e....s
                        I               a       e             T       e                    o       t
                                 *C        r              ­        h                  M       s

I thank you for loving me
You filled my heart with glee
Though my life was short
You were there for me,
For me to hold
Now I can surpass
This ridiculous world

I am sorry my dear
For leaving you here
But please! do not fear
For I will always be near

I WISH TO BE YOUR BRIDE
AND STAY BY YOUR SIDE
I WANT YOU TO HEAR MY "I DO"
IN MY DRESS AS BRAND AS NEW

I WISH TO BE YOUR WIFE
AND LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY MIGHT
AND AS I STRIDE BEYOND THIS TIDE
LET OUR LIGHT BE MY GUIDE
WHILE I FACE MY DEATH WITH PRIDE

As I ascend into my cloud
I shall whisper this to God
To ease your pain and suffering
And prevent you from crumbling


So this is GoodBye!

                                But don't be shy

                                                           ­   Open your hear

                                                          ­                                      And let it all fly


   Find someone who would fill that gap

                                                           ­            The gap that I failed to wrap


                                                         ­             I shall watch over you my love

                                                        I­n the heavens above

                             And prove it once and for all

That Love Exist in the Afterlife


                                                         *That is all...

I will miss the days when
You count from one to ten
As you kiss me now and then
And repeat it again and again

You used to poke my face
And gently bite my ear
As you whisper "wake up my dear"
"Breakfast is ready, Let's eat it here"
Oh! what joy must I feel

I shall never forget
That you treat me like a princess
As you bought me this necklace

It's Priceless!

                                    I'm Speechless!

                                                   ­           But I will treasure it with greatness

But the one thing I love the most
Is when our cat Penny came to post
You gave her to me, for me to host
I shall forever cherish her, from coast to coast


(You meanie! You know that I love cats!)
(Would you take care of her for me?)
(Remember to feed her twice a day, and clean her water dish every week, She doesn't like moldy water dish)
( I Love You Penny!, please take care of daddy for me :* )

is posting a poem here has a character limit? i cant post my piece, its kinda long though and I cant upload it right now :/

Must I remember?
The scent of your hair
The shampoo's we share
Life is so unfair

Must I remember?
For the couple shirts we bought
It's embarassing,
we first thought
But we wore it everyday,
for the sake of our plot

Must I remember?
Those seductive eyes?
It got me mesmerized
Like the morning sunrise

Must I remember?
This unskippable beat?
As we rode the street
With your lips on my cheek

Must I remember?
As we walk by the shore
It tickles my core
For the "I Love You" that you swore

Must I remember?
For the dreams that we share?
In the meadows we stare
When you embrace me, I can tell

Must I remember?
When I took the toll?
My tears began to fall
For you are my wall

Must I remember?
The moment you say yes?
For the love I express
I was heavily blessed

Must I remember?
The day you said Goodnight?
As you began your flight
An unforgettable sight

Must I remember it all?
As I stand by your grave?
You wanted me to be brave
But I'm forever a slave
To our love which we engrave

                                                        ­                        *Must I forget you then?

                              Theses memories, are they a burden?

With you now gone, It's all a sudden


                                                       ­         What about these wedding ring?

                                                         ­ I cry eveytime I sing,

                          Your favorite melody

It feeds my anxiety



Now I look upon the sky

                                  I can never comply

                                                      As I invoke my tragic loss

                                                          ­                  *For the Love Without Us

When do stars fade their light?
Does the moon and the sun make it right
For you the world maybe
Like an endless storm chasing a mystery

Is there hate in your heart?
Does your body drop and tell you to stop
Loving you or loving me
When it all falls down you just sing with me

Co'z there's a blue sky waiting tomorrow
Waiting tomorrow shining and shimmering
A blue sky waiting tomorrow
Waiting tomorrow
Maybe its all we need

Oh don't you wash away that smile
You just look out the window and see the light
It's beautiful to be alive
Its wonderful to live a life

The sun is sure to shine
For you and me for everyone
So don't be sad its just the start
Of a new beginning in your life

Co'z there's a blue sky waiting tomorrow
Waiting tomorrow shining and shimmering
A blue sky waiting tomorrow
Waiting tomorrow
Maybe its all we need

Rain will keep on pouring
Some things you cant control
And while the sun seems far and hard to hold
It will unfold

There will always be a blue sky
A blue sky waiting tomorrow full of hope
yeah, full of hope yeah

Co'z there's a blue sky waiting tomorrow
Waiting tomorrow shining and shimmering
A blue sky waiting tomorrow
Waiting tomorrow
Maybe its all we need

I Still Have These Pictures Of You On My Phone

Tara aking mahal,
Let's have a contest,
Paunahan magsabi ng "I LOVE YOU",
Nang sampung milyong beses,

Game ka na ba?

Teka!

Bago magsimula,
Bigyan kita ng babala,
Na pag tayo ay nagsimula,
Wag kang mawawala,
Bagama't tayo ay di makakawala,
Sa ating mga kataga,


Saglit lang!

Ito ang patakaran

Walang lokohan
Pero may giritan
Walang sasaktan
Pero may kulitan
Walang lamangan
Pero may halikan

At walang limitahan
Kapag tayo'y nagmahalan

So ano?

Ready ka na ba?

Tatlo!

Dalawa!

Isa!

Simulan Na!!

Mahal Kita :

Summer is ending
It's the perfect timing
To see my love shining
While the world is smiling
And those fragile eyes
An angelic disguise
It further nullifies
Our still standing demise

A toast! let's celebrate!
It's time to commemorate
As I demonstrate
And iterate
******* friends that I'd love to hate

Those ******* ******
With their bags full of tricks
They throw stones and sticks
Like ******* lunatics

They're bullies on steroids
What to expect?
Break my bones, calls me names
With no signs or ounce of respect

**** them
and their memes
**** them
by all means
**** them
those merciless machines
And **** them
in between

So let's toast! let's celebrate!
For this poem that I create
A tribute has been made
To my ******* friends I love to hate

We met at a bar
We flirted alot
Like we've known for so long
But all is for naught

We've texted for days
Attentions are caught
We're loving each moment
But all is for naught

We hated the world
And battles are fought
While we kiss and makeup
But all is for naught

We swore in our hearts
Invoked what we've brought
That a Promise of Paris
But all is for naught

As the days passed by
I never have thought
You betrayed our love
Is it all for naught?

You took me for granted
As you left me to rot
The promise is broken
Is it still for naught?

She's a witch in disguise
With a sinister plot
To break all mens heart
It shall forever be naught

Ayoko nang bumalik sa reyalidad,
Bagamat naroon ang mga taong
Nanakit sa akin.

Ayoko nang bumalik sa reyalidad,
Dahil sawa na akong masaktan ng
Paulit - ulit.

Dito na lang ako sa aking mundo,
Mundong aking nilikha,
Mundong kung saan ako ay masaya,
Dahil ako lang ang naghahari,
Naghahari at nag-iisa.

Ngunit kahit ako ay nag iisa,
Ang mundo ko rin ay para sa iba
Para sa kagaya ko na nagdusa sa isinumpang reyalidad

Malaya kang makakapasok sa aking mundo,
Malayang gawin ang lahat,
Bagamat hindi kita sasaktan,
Malaya karing makakalabas sa aking mundo,
Kung balak **** subukan ulit ang reyalidad,
At pag ikaw ay nasaktan muli,
Bukas parin ang aking mundo,
Upang may masilungan, may maiyakan

Basta ipangako mo lang sa akin,
Wag mo rin sana ako saktan,
Ang mundo ko ay sa iyo rin,
Sa iyong-iyo nang walang hanggan.
Ikaw, gusto mo ba sa aking mundo? Tara!

May I have a sip?
In the cup of life?
I wish to be well
For this lifelong strife

Bones are cracking
HanDs are numbing
Body is shaking
Heart is aching

Oh! I've longed for this freedom
With a meaningful smile
But hEre I am, bedridden
Like a caged reptile

A chemo tomorrow
A surgery to follow
A wig that I borrow
To hide whAt is hollow

My friends, my loved ones
Please don't cry
I shall fight this sickness
And will not say goodbye

God give me strengTh
For I shall not falter
My life is a gift
And yes, it does matter

Lungs failing
With a heavy breatHing
Eyelids are bowing
*My life is ending

Here I am, quietly crumbling
Looking at my piano, silently humming
A cold-lyrical amnesia, A Melancholic Melody
To bathe myself in the sound of agony

As I stroke each note, I feel like a bliss
Like waltzing in the starlight, my mind is at ease
It soothes my very soul, fixing each fiber
But a once broken heart, this scar can never be altered

A "B" flat of happiness
A "C" sharp of sadness
Oh! what cynical note!
From which my scars have wrote

But pains me to hear, that you are sincere
You were laughing as you disappear
And I lay down crying, year after year
Writing in frets, on a lyrical sphere

Oh! Goddess of Melancholy, Please make me forget
All the sheets that I made, is full of regret
Tear up my work, Burn down my world
This orchestral chaos, I cannot uphold

So here I am again, quietly crumbling
Looking at my piano, silently humming

Come with me
As we sail endlessly
With heads held high
In our ship of destiny

Come with me
To a new horizon
To start over
For a better nation

Come with me
Don't be afraid
This time, I'll lead you
Towards a joyous crusade

Come with me
Please don't cry
I shall wipe those tears
With the stars in the sky

Come with me
And we'll find a way
To turn your darkest night
Into the brightest day

Come with me
For our souls to unite
This flames of hope
Shall forever ignite

So Come with me
No one dictates
As we open  our eyes
Our adventure awaits!

I ride tonight in a dreamland express,
A new world awaits as I lay motionless,
Rejoice myself!, because the road is painless,
If I smile while I sleep, my face would be priceless,

Kiss me goodbye
A meaningful alibi
Like a wing-torn butterfly
That is hard to identify

Kiss me goodbye
Like a lovers passing by
Which I cannot deny
That the love they apply

Kiss me goodbye
In the clouds where I fly
While I sing you a lullaby
When our souls further untie

Kiss me goodbye
As we clarify
That the month of July
The month that I die

There she is, gazing into the stars,
As her silhouette stretches from afar
From the moment I saw her, I knew it from the start,
I knew that I Love Her,

You are unique, unique in every way
There's something about you, even I couldn't say
You pretend to ignore me and even push me away
I keep coming back, because I know you love me, in your own way
You are mysterious, ******* even,
You can face you problems head-on and say "no ***** are given"
Sometimes you're selfish and pretend I'm not even there,
I'll keep texting you because I care

But when the going gets tough, you kept the door shut
No one comes in, no one gets out
That's the time I cant reach you, I don't know what to do
All I can do is wait, wait for you

I will build a fortress around that door, just to keep the enemies at bay
Keep the sun from falling, so you can see the light of day
You know you can trust me, so please share it with me
Share me the pain, the sadness and sorrow
So that we can face the world like there's no tomorrow

So until you open that door, I'll be here waiting
Counting every passing moment, the moment that is yours for the taking

I'm still here, waiting,
Waiting for the chance,
The chance of change,
The change for the better us,