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Apr 2022 · 435
Untitled
Mel Apr 2022
I starve myself
But not to feel pretty and skinny
I stop eating because I’m not hungry
I stop thinking about food
And I stop thinking about what
I have eaten and what I want to eat
I go hungry even if there is food
I don’t think hard about what I should
Eat and what I should see
Maybe I’m scary
But I starve myself
To feel something
04.10.2022
Feb 2022 · 184
I Feel your Weight
Mel Feb 2022
I felt the weight of your hands in mine
It's heavy
Like I was holding all of your pain
And your sorrows

I felt the weight of your soul crawling into mine
It's lost
Wishing and reaching for something
Anything, everything

I felt the weight of your stare against my skin
It's burning
Like it was going to create a permanent mark at the spot
An irreplaceable mark
02/04/2022
Dec 2021 · 104
Science Class
Mel Dec 2021
Sitting in the science room
You glowed brighter than the moon
But I couldn't see past the ego
That sits in front of me
The heart that needed to know that love
Is for anyone and everyone
12/07/21
Nov 2021 · 551
Red Flags
Mel Nov 2021
Red Flag #01
He's a ginger

Red Flag #02
He's a handshake guy

Red Flag #03
He has a lot of friends

Red Flag #04
He's best friends with a girl
11/30/2021
Nov 2021 · 229
A Day Without Night
Mel Nov 2021
I remember, once,
In my childhood home
There was a mean young man
Whose house was across from mine
He had no children to call his own
But five really mean dogs who
Like to give me a barking fright
My mother grew weary of their mean accusations,
So we moved, to a land far far away

I remember, once,
In my grandparents home
There was a girl my age
Whose house was down the street from mine
She had two siblings,
One young and one old
But she still treated us all the same,
A happy smile on her face
She was my best friend for only a year
Her only causality is she didn't move with me

I remember, once,
In our brand new home,
How I knew nobody there, not a soul
I was the new kid, over five years ago
And it's never left me
Since I was twelve years old
I made friends, lost friends, dated a whole bunch
But my happiness was never
Up to code
Never up to standard
11/29/2021
Oct 2021 · 150
Falling in love
Mel Oct 2021
Falling in love is something people do

But only on days that don't end with y

And only on mornings when the sun doesn't rise

Only when the moon reaches its highest point in the sky

That is when people fall in love and take a trip

Quite a dive
10/26/21
Oct 2021 · 177
Memories
Mel Oct 2021
I miss when you used to be mine

I now catch myself wishing
I was yours
10/12/2021
Oct 2021 · 90
I Wish I Knew Your Name
Mel Oct 2021
I've never been able to remember
your name
Or remember the upturn of
your lips
I've struggled to recall the sensation of
your touch
And the hardships we had faced
10/06/21
Sep 2021 · 118
[REDACTED]
Mel Sep 2021
!Warning!
Taking this medication [REDACTED] will cause the following symptoms

Drowsiness
Falling in love
Sleeping unwell
And dying
09/14/2021
Sep 2021 · 263
Tragedies
Mel Sep 2021
Why do I have to be the one to
die
This tragedy made into a comedy
I'm the sick joke
who dies after being kissed
by my love
09/09/2021
Sep 2021 · 210
Smell of Blood
Mel Sep 2021
The sweet smell of blood
underneath the breakable heart
An upbeat, yet tired love
keeps me from going broad
keeps me from Her grip
09/01/2021
Aug 2021 · 60
Classroom Glass
Mel Aug 2021
The trees outside the classroom glass

seem to look brighter than the trees I see

at home
08/30/2021
Aug 2021 · 606
Dying
Mel Aug 2021
One day we will all
                     die
and I won't miss you
                     why should
             I
08/22/2021
Mel Aug 2021
I strongly dislike the way I talk

And the way I have a lisp.

I strongly dislike the way I can’t drive,

And I disklike I can’t eat shrimp.

I strongly dislike that my feet are way too big

And the way bounce when I walk.

I strongly dislike myself to the point of starvation,

Although I’m not much skinnier, not at all.

I dislike how I’m never right,

I dislike when I lie.

I strongly dislike the way I laugh,

Even worse is how I cry.

I dislike when nobody is around

And the fact I always feel alone.

But mostly, I strongly dislike how I shouldn’t dislike myself,

Not close, or even a little bit at all.
08/16/2021
Aug 2021 · 339
Don't Blink
Mel Aug 2021
Don't blink

Or you might miss

The sun setting or

Your last dying breath
I'm not quite sure when I wrote this
Jun 2021 · 845
Swimming With You
Mel Jun 2021
I can't seem to
                              think
Without your
                    Face
Swimming inside my
                                          My head
06/15/2021
Jun 2021 · 316
Save the Date
Mel Jun 2021
When you're told
8:30
And faces aren't seen till
midnight

Is when you realize you
aren't
the social butterfly
06-06-2021
May 2021 · 1.3k
Following the Leader
Mel May 2021
I follow the red road
To freedom
I follow the yellow flowers
To my psat
I follow the green clovers
To my future
And I stand still to take
In the fragrance of
The blooming flowers
And dancing clovers
And the earthy red road
For my present
17 - 05 - 2021
May 2021 · 618
History
Mel May 2021
History likes to repeat itself
But sometimes it likes to change
The curve in the river
Will start going straight
And the walls on the castle
Are now crumbling down

But then a new river is formed
And a new wall is built
And history starts all over again

Maybe it does repeat itself
05 - 13 - 2021
I'm trying to get into the habit of writing more and writing more on themes but I've been stuck between work and school :-(
May 2021 · 257
I hate tests
Mel May 2021
I hate tests
Maybe it's because the circles
remind me of rings of
fire
Or maybe it's because the tests
are like life or death to a grade
that won't
matter

I just know I hate tests
I hate taking tests
05 - 05 - 2021
May 2021 · 631
Midnight Snack
Mel May 2021
Tip.. Tap..
Children's shoes against the
Hardwood floors
Giggles in the air
Cookies in a jar

Tip.. Tap..
A child climbing a shelf
To reach the top
Only to fall
Leaving the cookies for the night
05 - 03 - 2021
May 2021 · 350
Eating Disorders
Mel May 2021
Drinking water is like drinking
poison
Eating food is like eating a
brick
05-03-2021
Apr 2021 · 262
Metric Systems
Mel Apr 2021
View the world like its Napoleon
It’s average length but seems
Short
04-28-2021
Apr 2021 · 825
End of the River
Mel Apr 2021
As flowers and dirt covers
the cautious ground
A long lure of leafy gray

Clear nectar runs into the water
Running down the mountain and
To the end of the river
04-28-2021
Apr 2021 · 251
I hate Rabbits
Mel Apr 2021
Rabbits that like to listen
Become more clear
Everyday
04-28-2021
Apr 2021 · 566
A Day Without Sun
Mel Apr 2021
One last morning
Before the longest night
of my life
04-27-2021
Apr 2021 · 366
Fatty Lies
Mel Apr 2021
I was so so sure
That the minister of mine
Would stop his hide
From splitting and stop
The fatty lies from being heard
23-04-2021
Apr 2021 · 271
Behind a Van
Mel Apr 2021
Behind a van
Off a lit-up city street
Two dying forces meet
To read the drowning words of
Faceless man
23-04-2021
Apr 2021 · 175
Cherry and her dear Dee
Mel Apr 2021
Cherry wished her dear Dee would see her color
The falling shades of leafy green
The hints of pink that people love to reach for
She hoped for a small moment of feeling
Between Cherry and her dear Dee
23-04-2021
Mel Apr 2021
ᵉᵛᵉʳʸ ᵉᵛᵉⁿⁱⁿᵍ ʷⁱˡˡ ⁱ ˡᵃʸ ⁱⁿ ᵇᵉᵈ
ᵗᵒ ʳᵉᵐᵉᵐᵇᵉʳ ᵗʰᵉ ᵗᵒᵘᶜʰ ᵒᶠ ʸᵒᵘʳ ˢᵒᶠᵗ ˢᵐⁱˡᵉ
ᵃˢ ᵃ ᶠᵉᵃˢᵗ ᵒⁿ ᵗʰᵉ ʳᵒˢʸ ʳᵉᵈ ˡⁱᵖˢ
ˡⁱˢᵗᵉⁿⁱⁿᵍ ᵗᵒ ᵈᵃʸ ᵃⁿᵈ ⁿⁱᵍʰᵗ ᵐᵃᵏᵉ ˡᵒᵛᵉ
ᵉᵃʳᵗʰ ˢᵘᵖᵖᵒˢᵉᵈ ᵗʰᵉ ˡⁱᵍʰᵗ ᵃⁿᵈ ᵗʰᵉ ᵈᵃʳᵏ
ᵃʳᵉ ⁿᵒᵗʰⁱⁿᵍ ⁱⁿ ʰᵉʳ ˢˡᵉᵉᵖʸ ˢᵗᵃʳʳʸ ᵉʸᵉˢ
ᵗʰᵉ ⁿᵉˣᵗ ᵈᵉᵃᵈ ᵉᵛᵉⁿⁱⁿᵍ ⁱ ᵍᵉᵗ
ⁱ ʷⁱˡˡ ˡᵃʸ ⁱⁿ ᵇᵉᵈ ʷⁱᵗʰ ʸᵒᵘ ᵃⁿᵈ ᶠᵉᵉˡ  
ʸᵒᵘʳ ʰᵉᵃʳᵗ ᵒⁿ ᵐʸ ˢᵏⁱⁿ
23-04-2021
Apr 2021 · 262
The Earth is Crying
Mel Apr 2021
We've listened to the words
Of politics instead of science

We'll avoid the topic
Until the Earth cries her last tears

One day we'll be at fault
For all the problems we've caused

But right now
The Earth is still crying
04-22-2021
Apr 2021 · 424
Coming out to the Light
Mel Apr 2021
When I heard my name
being called past the
darkness

I also heard my name
being called to the
light
04-21-2021
Apr 2021 · 419
¿Are you listening?
Mel Apr 2021
I'm nothing more than a
little frog
sitting on a lilypad, listening to
hippie music
04-16-2021
Apr 2021 · 217
My Dear Fat Minister
Mel Apr 2021
My dear friend
My dear fat minister
My ambassador of truth

I cannot quite recall
How to spell my name
Or how to tell a lie

I can't be handy anymore
It's raising the call for alarm

My dear friend
Show me the truth
04-14-2021
Apr 2021 · 487
Miss Rosy Dee
Mel Apr 2021
Miss Rosy Dee
Why won't you ever love me?

Miss Rosy Dee
Why did you have to rip my heart out?

Miss Rosy Dee
Please love me
04-13-2021
Mel Apr 2021
The words "I love you"
Doesn't mean anything
But the soft touches against
My hand everyday, and
The fact you can remember
My birthday without a calendar
Does mean something.

The phrase "I'll never leave you"
Doesn't mean anything
But when you give me flowers
On a random day, and you know
My favorite color is green, a forest green
Does mean something.

The smile on your face
Doesn't mean anything
But when you are cautious
And remember I don't like
Physical contact without permission
That means something
I'm so in love with him sometimes
04-03-2021
Mar 2021 · 222
What is Mine?
Mel Mar 2021
“What’s mine is yours.”
The lie melted off your tongue without remorse
The hook of your words draws people in
Only to recast them out once more
You infiltrate the borders of their walls
And tell them
“What’s mine is yours.”
March 26th 2021
Mel Mar 2021
ᴘɪɴᴋ ʀᴏᴏᴍs ᴀɴᴅ ʏᴇʟʟᴏᴡ ᴡᴀʟʟs
ɢʀᴇᴇɴ ғʟᴏᴏʀs ᴀɴᴅ ᴘᴜʀᴘʟᴇ sᴛᴀʟʟs
ᴀ ᴄʜɪʟᴅ,  
ᴀ ʟᴏɴᴇʟʏ ᴄʜɪʟᴅ
ᴡɪʟʟ ʟɪᴇ
ғᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ɪɴᴄʀᴇᴀsᴇ ᴏғ ᴍᴀɢɪᴄ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇɪʀ ᴇʏᴇs
ᴡɪʟʟ ᴛᴇʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʀᴜᴛʜ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ʜɪᴅᴇs
enjoy my newest poem himbos, ******, and thembos
Mar 2021 · 90
Can you Blame Me?
Mel Mar 2021
I just had a thought,
A tiny
Measly thought
What if everything,
Really isn’t my
Fault?
I hate that I feel this way
Mel Mar 2021
When you’re born without
                         Color
How are you supposed to view the
           Vibrant
                                        And the brilliant
How are you supposed to see the
                 Light
                          And the dark
When the lack of color you have
        Makes you only see
                                          Gray
               The color of
                                    Clay
                   And the color of
Purgatory
          The color of
                                        Nothing
                What do you do when you’re
Born without

                                                        ­                                                          Color
Enjoy, the spacing is hard
Mel Mar 2021
Van Gogh’s The Starry Night
Is full of color and fright

It gives you the rush of a feeling,
The rush of no return
You can see where the mind split and fell
Through the cracks of the earth

The indigo lines and the yellow circles
Van Gogh’s The Starry Night
Mar 2021 · 174
That Small Small Moment
Mel Mar 2021
Let’s lay on the grass
We can just hold each other, pressing our lips together
In unorganized harmony

We can be the only ones in the world
Just for a moment

That
Small
Small
Moment

We can be the only ones in the world
To lay on the grass
And kiss
I want this so much, you know?
Mar 2021 · 717
Digging for the Soul
Mel Mar 2021
Hidden beneath
The layers of cloth
Hidden beneath
your skin
and your tissue
and your bones
Is your heart
The one that belongs
To me
I've been trying to write a collection of romance poems! So enjoy!
Feb 2021 · 632
Complications in the Mirror
Mel Feb 2021
"I love you"

I know.

"Do you love me too?"

No.
To a person or to yourself, love is never one-sided
Feb 2021 · 645
Porcelain Eyes
Mel Feb 2021
Under your porcelain eyes,

there is nothing but an empty cracked mind
I feel so lost sometimes
Mel Feb 2021
ɪ ᴡɪsʜ ɪ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴛᴏᴜᴄʜ ʏᴏᴜ
ʙᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴏғ  
ᴍʏ ʀᴇᴀᴄʜ  

sᴏ ғᴀʀ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴏғ ᴍʏ ʀᴇᴀᴄʜ
"ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ"
ʏᴏᴜ sʜᴏᴜʟᴅɴ'ᴛ
I hate being in love sometimes
Why does it have to hurt
Feb 2021 · 291
Honeybees
Mel Feb 2021
When you took me out to that field
I was so sure we were friends

But then the sweet smell of nectar on your hands
The sweet cherry color of your lips coated now in yellow

A feeling of love, pure love
I didn't know I had came over me

But you didn't notice how my eyes went pink as I stared
Maybe you already knew, maybe you didn't

I made it clear though when I tasted the honey from
off your lips
When I say I'm gay for this, I'm definitely gay for this
Feb 2021 · 191
Faulty Space
Mel Feb 2021
Space is supposed to be bigger
Than the mind can comprehend
Right?

So why do I see it in your eyes?
I love space and romance
Mel Jan 2021
𝙸 𝚠𝚒𝚜𝚑 𝙸 𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍
𝚜 𝚖 𝚒 𝚕 𝚎
𝙴𝚟𝚎𝚗 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝙸 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎
𝚍 𝚢 𝚒 𝚗 𝚐
Love is so hard, you know?
Mel Jan 2021
sᴘᴀᴄᴇ ɪs sᴏ ɪᴍᴍᴇɴsᴇ
ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘʟᴀɴᴇᴛs  
ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇ sᴛᴀʀs  

ʙᴜᴛ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ʜᴇʀᴇ,
ʀɪɢʜᴛ ɴᴏᴡ ᴏɴ ᴇᴀʀᴛʜ
ɪᴛ's ᴊᴜsᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴇ
ᴡᴀᴛᴄʜɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ sʜᴏᴏᴛɪɴɢ sᴛᴀʀs
I love space, don't you
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