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Sep 14 · 25
Run away and stay
Lin Sep 14
I want to run away

Just leave everything behind
Never look back again
But I keep on running away
And hoping for a change
But it never gets better

How do I even start over again
With all my memories of the past
With the memories of their sweet kisses and love
It just hurts
How did it even turn out like this

I miss holding their hands
I miss hugging their little bodies
I miss hearing their voices

I want to run away
I want to stay
The memories keeps on lingering on

Help me
I'm so alone.
Sep 9 · 282
Nameless
Lin Sep 9
I can't even make the sound
Of your name
Coming from my lips

I'm too afraid
It will become too real
I'll fall too hard
Only to be broken apart again

And this time
I won't even come out alive

I want to feel nothing
I want to feel everything
I want to give you my all

I love you
Aug 8 · 57
Untitled
Lin Aug 8
I wish I could tell you
That I've already decided
To end it all now
Aug 8 · 1.2k
End it all
Lin Aug 8
I'd be lying if I told you
That my mind still wasn't filled with dark thoughts

That I'm one step away from ending it all

But I'll keep on putting on a smile
I'll keep on pretending
Pretending that I'm doing fine

Or maybe I'll just
End it all tonight
Feb 27 · 268
Smile
Lin Feb 27
Put a smile
On your face
And keep on pretending

Until
It
All
Falls
Down
Feb 24 · 100
Untitled
Lin Feb 24
Why won't the tears stop coming
It's starting to burn
How do I make it stop
Who won't it end?

Do you know how much it hurts?
I felt like I was on my way up
But as always
I slipped down again
I lost my grip

I'm just so tired of falling
Of the never-ending pain
I don't even know what's the point
Of trying to make it up again
When I'm just gonna fall down
Feb 24 · 346
Untitled
Lin Feb 24
is anyone reading my words
Or am I invisible
and just someone

lostintheunknown

send
help
before
I
die

Idontwannadoth­isanymore

Please
I
Beg
Feb 24 · 4.2k
Final freedom
Lin Feb 24
Taking my last breath
Jumping into the unknown
Falling into the darkness

Feeling the freedom
brushing against my face
Taking my last breath
Never to be seen again

I'm sorry
For giving up
For letting you down

This is my goodbye
Jul 2022 · 2.0k
if you are reading this
Lin Jul 2022
is this what I was searching for?
Where is the end

I just feel like I'm suffocating
I can't breathe
maybe I'll make my own end

so my dear
if you are reading this
it means
that I am already dead.
Apr 2019 · 261
No way out
Lin Apr 2019
Help me
I'm falling

And I don't know
How to ever get up
Because I'm in the deepest hole
In total darkness

With no way out
Mar 2019 · 468
Panic
Lin Mar 2019
You're drowning
You're suffocating
You can't breathe

The panic takes over
No one there for you

Help
Feb 2019 · 269
try to sleep
Lin Feb 2019
You turned around and asked me
Why I couldn't sleep

But how am I supposed to tell you
The million thoughts that goes through my head
every time I try to sleep
Jan 2019 · 256
alone next to you
Lin Jan 2019
The words you say
I don't think you know
How much they hurt

The things you do
It actually hurts
like I can feel the pain
Going through my whole body
not just my heart

and it can make me feel
so alone
even when I'm right next to you
Jan 2019 · 374
Brown Eyes
Lin Jan 2019
And there is no better felling
Than laying in each others arms
And it feels like everything is perfect
And there is no trouble in the world

When you're asleep
I look at you
Careful not to wake you up
Because I don't want you to think that
I am some sort of creep

I think I never knew what love was
Until I met you
With your
Wonderful
Brown eyes
For you.
Jan 2019 · 469
pleasebemyfriend
Lin Jan 2019
I wish I could believe in miracles
Like I did before
When I used to pray every night
forthehelpthatnevercame

Now I am just living on the edge
One step wrong
And it all falls down

It is hard to not feel overwhelmed
By all these feelings
Especially now when the loneliness is eating me up
pleasebemyfriend
Jan 2019 · 225
Untitled
Lin Jan 2019
and I thought about it
That I am
not really alone
because I've always got
the loneliness
keeping
me
company
Jan 2019 · 1.4k
surfing
Lin Jan 2019
and we are all
just
surfing along
on this thing
called life

until we get thrown
overboard
by
the
waves
Jan 2019 · 437
how
Lin Jan 2019
how
How do I control
these thoughts
I just want to end it

I don't dare to tell you
that a long time ago
I gave up
Because you believe in me
and I don't want to disappoint you

Because if you knew
that there was no hope
I would end up all alone
again
When someone believes in you and you just play along. Pretending that you want to fight even if you know that there is no point. And you also feel like you can't tell them that you don't have the energy to fight. You feel like your whole life is a lie.
Dec 2018 · 317
Time Heals Everything
Lin Dec 2018
They told me
Time heals everything
But they never answered my question
How long time does it take?

Because this feels like forever
and that is a long time
When you've got nowhere to go

Also,
I think,
If I ever saw the light again
I will become blind

So what is the point?
Dec 2018 · 363
What is real
Lin Dec 2018
What is real?
What is not?

Am I an illusion?
Dec 2018 · 425
Darling My Darling
Lin Dec 2018
Darling , you know, you know
The tears inside me burns like fire
Though I promised you not to cry
Even though you've told me to be myself
Although you don't understand how difficult things are

Though I am strong
I've walked through a thousand forests in darkness
And I am still standing up

I gave up everything for you

My darling, my darling, I want to hold you and stroke through your soft hair
While you stab me with the knife a thousand times in my heart
Darling, I'll do everything for you

My life is so pathetic and complicated
But I'll continue to smile on the outside
While the tears and grief eats up my insides

Darling, my lovely, darling, I'm yours forever
Just a poem I wrote about being in an abusive relationship and still loving the person even if you should just leave.
Dec 2018 · 487
Path to Nowhere
Lin Dec 2018
And in the darkest darkness
we can hear
the silent tears falling

We regret nothing
or maybe something
and we keep on speaking
without words

With no sense on where we are going
The path to nowhere
Leading us home
into nothingness

Can you hold my hand?
Dec 2018 · 321
Shadow of our Illusions
Lin Dec 2018
In my mind
and in the shadow of our illusions
We all come together
as one

I want you to explain to me
what you can see
in my eyes
and in my head

Because every tear that have ever fallen from my eyes
is just part of the sea

Count your blessings
Sticks and stones

I am broken
But don't try to repair me because it will take your life
and my life too

— The End —