Out of all the choices in life I could’ve been anything,
but I only wanted to be yours.

- whenever you’re ready I’ll be here

Out of all the things I’ve practiced,
I should really practice on how to not fall in love

I don’t deserve someone who keeps leaving,
I deserve someone who stays.


- Eventually I will learn that

You broke me but I’m still here starving for more.

- I still love you, please come back.

I just need a long break from everything.

I've learned how to become thankful for dreams,
It's the only way I can still see you.

- Til dreams do us part.

Whatever is hurting me right now,
Will not hurt forever.

I went to your favorite restaurant today
I’m not sure why
I ordered your favorite food
And suddenly I started to cry.

                       - I miss you.

Even though you abandoned me ,
My love for you still stayed.

      -Till death do us part.

Sometimes I don't know how to deal
with any situations in life that doesn't seem real.
My loving Granny you will forever be here.
With your loving thoughts of you near.

My loving Granny is now in a better place
Every day this is what I face.
I said goodbye but it what just for that day.
You're simply just going away.

You're with Papa and our favorite pet named Fred
There are so many things left unsaid

You made us smile , you made us think
You loved us all and we still feel it in our hearts
You're now our angel , no matter how far we depart.

We will always love you and still have much to say
Love is endless and you're now free to this day.
Every time I go inside I still hope to see your sweet face
The memories you left we embrace.

I love you Granny, you will forever be in my mind
In my heart and in my memories.
Rest in peace.



                                   -Until we meet again.

You have the most beautiful brown eyes
The kind you can get lost in
And I guess I am.

The words you said , and the way you loved me.
I never questioned myself that you would be temporary.



- I thought wrong.

Nothing beats a snow day.
Hot chocolate,
Snow ball fights.
The perfect warm sweater,
And
Christmas lights.

   -The best snow day of 2019.

Even if you can't see or feel it
You are worthy with and without him.



      - Be the reason of your own happiness.

I have finally found my worth
Finally started loving myself.

- The best thing that 2019 gave me.

I just want to be home but no where feels like home...

Roses are red
Violets are blue
I love pineapple pizza more than I do you.

The man above sent you to me
You have taught me new life lessons
and showed me new love.

- Little do you know that you would be the one to save me.

People are always asking why I love sunsets so much
The different colors that shine so bright in the sky makes me so happy.
It reminds me
That no matter what I've been through,
I can always have a beautiful ending.

I wanted to sit down and write about how I felt on the inside
but I realized the paper stayed empty and that's exactly how I feel.

Its not because you left me
Its been a few months , and I'm finally getting used to sleeping alone
It's not because you left me
It's because you promised me you wouldn't
You swore up and down to me,
You said you meant every word
"I'll never get tired of you"
Then three weeks later, your packing my bags
I never thought it would hurt like this
Who knew I was capable of this much hate.



            - The girl who you destroyed.

Roses are red
Violets are blue
I'm high
How about you?

What else was there to do?
With the pain and fire you left in me?
I had to make choices;
To find someone who understood
Or let it burn me alive.

The sad part is you already have the light in your eyes;
By someone else
It's hard to forget you
But clearly you've forgotten me...



                - The truth hurts.

Christmas lights aglow in the night
Hot fire-places blazing all cozy and bright
Romance blossoms like a white rose
Icicles reflecting the light as it snows
Santa is coming tonight; Be sure to close your eyes tight
Tree alight as he sneaks in just out of sight
Memories under the tree as he works his magic
Angels of our loved ones looking down all ecstatic
Seasons to lift the spirits of all; Merry Christmas one and all.

You took advantage of me,
Used and abused me,
You misplaced me,
Erased me,
Till this day the thought still eviscerates me,
Hold and told me you would love me,
all you did was scold me.
You abandoned me,
Sickened me,
Until one day you lost me.

roses are red
violets are blue
God showed me poetry
What did he show you?

Roses are red
Violets are blue
I'm empty
Because I don't have you.