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201 · Jun 2019
love hurts
blackbiird Jun 2019
I'm done with love.

I always seem to get burned

for loving the most.
199 · Mar 2019
hey you
blackbiird Mar 2019
yeah you reading this.
If anyone hasn’t told you today,

You’re beautiful.
199 · May 2019
[panic]
blackbiird May 2019
i'm not okay.
i'm not okay.
i'm not okay.
i'm not okay.
i'm not okay.


you've stolen my heart
and i've forgotten how to breathe.
192 · Jan 2020
confined
blackbiird Jan 2020

i am
not
a box
where
you
can
confine
the broken
pieces
of my heart
as if
it was still
whole.

i cannot
repair
what
you irrevocably
broke
with
your deceitful
and lustful
eyes.

i am not
a box
where you
can place
your demons
anytime
it is convenient
leaving me
with the burden
of carrying their voices
inside my head.

i am
not your puppet
and you
are not
my master.

blackbiird Dec 2018
The infinity of our past pales in comparison to the infinity of our future.
192 · Jun 2019
mind games
blackbiird Jun 2019
i know i need help
but my mind won't adapt
i know it's not your fault
for trying to love
me when i can't
seem to love myself
i know i'm a dysfunctional
mess but i love it
i know i need help
but my mind is comforting.
i know you're going to
leave but i'm fine
leave me with the comfort
of my own thoughts.
189 · Feb 2020
she is the sun
blackbiird Feb 2020
she is the sun
and he's her world
spinning ever so slowly
until she warms every
Fiber of his being.
188 · Jan 2019
the most expensive perfume
blackbiird Jan 2019
your tears are like
the most expensive perfume
known to man.
and i cannot get enough.

please cry on my shoulders
and let me bask myself in
your glorious scent
for all eternity.
185 · Dec 2019
the o n e
blackbiird Dec 2019

can you come to my rescue
when everything else seems to
be falling apart around us?

can you be th e
one to
pu t  me
back
together

again?

184 · Mar 2019
stained glass.
blackbiird Mar 2019

you've stained my glass with
your tears but I don't mind
because you've created a masterpiece
that I will carry with me to the end of time

184 · Mar 2019
shotgun.
blackbiird Mar 2019
i smiled as my final tear
stained the concrete
then i pulled the trigger
and the world went dark.
blackbiird Jan 2019
I chased the stars in my dreams
hoping to see them collide in reality.
but only stardust remained
when I woke.
and I knew, our collision could
never emerge from the darkness.
182 · Sep 2018
Her.
blackbiird Sep 2018
Chase the sun.

Then watch it fall.
Water her ashes, but keep her dry.

Only then can she thrive.
180 · Dec 2018
the morning.
blackbiird Dec 2018
In a stranger’s bed, she finds warmth

Yet she still feels cold.

Her body a temple for the devil

To carve his initials.

Tear-stained pillows and ***-soaked sheets

Became the cornerstone of her identity.  

As the Devil continues his invade.

In a stranger’s bed, she finds acceptance,

Yet she still feels rejection.

Her mind a playground for the Devil’s adversaries

To take her heart.


Yet she cherishes those mornings

As if they were her last.
176 · Dec 2018
letters to someone (#3)
blackbiird Dec 2018
Your lips are acrylic paint and my body is the canvas.
Together, we create a masterpiece.
174 · Apr 2019
number one/the 21 poems
blackbiird Apr 2019

a rose can bloom from the hands of
the broken widow who spent
her entire life sowing the seed
and never watering it.

171 · May 2019
One Day
blackbiird May 2019

One day someone’s going
To find a book of my poetry
After I have left this world
And they’re going to see
All the brokenness, loneliness, hopes
And dreams
The good, the bad, the pretty
And the ugly
And they’re going to smile
And say:
“I would’ve loved her even on
Her worst day.”

171 · Nov 2018
candor/the barefoot series
blackbiird Nov 2018
I was with you,
But you were never with me.
If I’m being honest,
We’ve lost ourselves.
Searching for perfect candor.
168 · Dec 2018
endless love
blackbiird Dec 2018
I crave that
magical
wanderlust
love that
you gave me
in a dream.

our lips
dancing
as we wave
between the sheets
of our desire.

drip
drop
tick
tock
****

this is wonderful
counting the beats
of our hearts’ palpitations
as we enter
the threshold of
pure ecstasy

our bodies
colliding into
one being.


my body
fine-dipped
like honey
on your lips.


then I woke up.
with the thought of you on my mind.
blackbiird Jan 2019
Maybe we’re ****** up but so is the world.
Maybe we aren’t meant to be
But let’s say **** the world
And be ****** together.
165 · Nov 2018
fragile/the barefoot series
blackbiird Nov 2018
The sun will always shine

Where the weeds have died.
And from that moment,

I knew our love was fragile.
161 · Jan 2019
jealousy
blackbiird Jan 2019
how long will you wrap yourself
in jealousy before you let
it destroy the soul
I tried to rebuild.
the lips I once kissed
are tainted with the green monster’s
poison
so I’m left once more
to reveal my heart’s contrition
for wanting you.

now I’m left
alone with the remains
of what the green monster
destroyed.

he destroyed your heart
but God forbid I let him destroy mine.

***
160 · Jun 2019
... pieces...
blackbiird Jun 2019
why do i keep giving away pieces

of my heart to people who don't deserve them?
blackbiird Dec 2018
I watched my castle burn down but you came and rebuilt it.
I watched my heart break but you came and mended it.
And just like that
I fell in love.
blackbiird Dec 2018
To deny her petals
Of water
Was to deny the essence of her soul
From which you grew.
Water her petals, but kiss the stems
Of lust.
Of regret.
And watch the cracks dry up.
154 · Mar 2019
how much?
blackbiird Mar 2019
how much money would it
take for someone to **** me?
how much money would it
take for someone to stop my
heart so i can be rid of this neverending nightmare?

how much money did it
take for you to **** me
with your toxic love?
151 · May 2019
Untitled
blackbiird May 2019

the moon stole her heart
and used it for its own perverted purposes.
the moon's a *****.

Depression is a *****.
blackbiird Dec 2018
Your lips are still your lips
And your eyes are still your eyes,
Burning with desire from the moment I passed
You on that dimly lit street in September.
All I could think was:
“I love you.”
147 · May 2018
To Whom It May Concern
blackbiird May 2018
Take off the blinds, unveil the darkness.
Let the light in before it flees.
Undo the shackles of your heart—
Take a chance for new romance.

Uncover the scars that mark you—
For they are scars of strength.
Wipe the tears from your eyes,
There’s no place for them.


Bruised but not broken.
Tired but not done trying.
You’re worthy of love.
You’re worthy of living.

To Whom It May Concern—
I’m glad you’re still reading this.
Because it means you’re still here—
And your story continues.

To Whom It May Concern—
This isn’t the end.
It’s the beginning.
Don’t give up.
#heartbreak #loss #suicide #hope
147 · Apr 2019
Untitled
blackbiird Apr 2019
You’re my muse but you’re killing me.
146 · Apr 2019
A simple request.
blackbiird Apr 2019
I wish I was dead.
Just pull the trigger.
That’s my only request.
141 · Apr 2018
Paradise Lost
blackbiird Apr 2018
Daggers dance amongst the valleys.
Shadows plague troubled waters.
Reflections dim as tantalizing wildflowers sing.

I shut them out and drowned myself in troubled waters—
Swift visions succumbed to darkness.
Parallels fall like dominos, crashing into the infinite ground.

Sunshine wasted as I step further into the valley.
Away from hands that feed me.
Aimlessly wondering into the abyss.

What a beautiful paradise lost—
As I take my final breath.
138 · May 2019
expiration date
blackbiird May 2019
it's not your fault
that i'm unfixable
even dead souls have
expirations dates:
5-30-19
137 · May 2019
answer me this.
blackbiird May 2019
why are men so heartless?
137 · Jan 2019
untitled.
blackbiird Jan 2019
Ain’t it funny how you can  love someone
One minute
And the next, they’re gone
As if they were never there.
136 · Jun 2019
vacant thoughts
blackbiird Jun 2019

you are not allowed
to occupy my thoughts
when you destroyed what we had.
but somehow i can still hear
your voice as if you never left.

135 · Mar 2019
anxiety
blackbiird Mar 2019
sometimes I want to
tell my heart to be still
but I can’t because its beating
has become dependent on this
crippling anxiety.
109 · May 2019
How to Kill Yourself
blackbiird May 2019
Step 1. Isolate yourself

Step 2. Make up scenarios in your head on why you aren’t good enough.

Step 3. Wait for death.
97 · May 2019
stupid in love.
blackbiird May 2019
my brain wants love and affection
but my heart wants freedom from those
tender moments when i gave you
my heart and you threw it in the trash.
93 · May 2019
killer love
blackbiird May 2019
i might eat your heart
out if you let me
and spit it back in your face
79 · Dec 2018
The Girl Who Cried Wolf
blackbiird Dec 2018
The problem with playing wolf is
they’ll never believe you till it’s over.
Tired of hearing her own empty words and promises.
She turned off the lights.

— The End —