"vibed" poems
- Dear lover,
I finally found the foundation I thought I’ve lost at your grandmother’s house during the summer,
It was where you told me it was,
Inside my luggage indeed.
Along with many other things that I haven’t seen in a while such as
My guitar pick,
My jewelry,
My camera,
Your hoodie,
My hoodie really.
My hair brush,
My seashells from Revere beach,
And a bunch of pictures from us that I never wanted to throw away and I never will.
I put them all in a drawer next to my bed,
The drawer closest to my head,
The drawer that I never open because there is a valentines day card turned upside down,
I refuse to see the massage.
- Dear friend,
I haven’t called you in a while and I’m sorry I disappeared,
I don’t want to bring you down with my depression,
I just don’t think I should add anything else to your plate,
And I’m sorry if I did.
I think I made a mistake,
And I need your help,
But I don’t want your help,
Because I don’t deserve it.
I hid the keys from my drawer and I forgot where I put them.
Now I don’t have access to my most valuable items,
They’re not lost,
I never lost them,
I never threw them away,
And never will,
I just can’t reach them.
I can’t reach to you either,
That’s funny.
- Dear guy that follows me on Instagram,
Your pictures really attract me,
I know that beautiful things can start with just one like,
So I liked all your pictures,
And you liked all mines back,
Is this going somewhere?
Should I slide to through the DMs
A simple "hello?"
A concerning “How are you?”
A heartbreaking “Hey”
A disappointing “I’m sorry”
And that’s why I never wrote back,
And never answered the calls,
And made sure that you knew that I wasn’t going to,
And I didn’t
But now I am.
- Dear stranger,
I love how we vibed for the shortest
And I think that’s a sign for us to vibe longer.
Wanna hang some time?
And if you don’t want to that’s fine,
I get it…
I don’t.
I don’t get it.
I want to hang out with you,
I want to be with you,
I want to be able to like your pictures and not feel that I’m annoying you,
And I want to be able to feel something beautiful when you upload a new picture.
Instead of feeling a sinking hole form right in the middle of my rib cage
,
Swallowing my heart and my bones,
Feeling that they're poking my lungs,
And ripping them apart.
I can’t breath because you’re gone,
You’re not the guy that follows me on instagram anymore,
So I can’t call you that,
And you don’t want me to reach out to you,
And I want your help,
And just your help,
Because you’re the cause of my mistake.
I can’t call you a friend,
Because friends don’t let other friends cry on their own,
And they’re not cold when they go to the hospital for attempted suicide,
They’re not cold when they beg them to not hang up the phone,
They’re just not cold.
And you are,
And it’s my fault.
- Dear stranger,
I found the keys to my drawer.
I’ll send you back your hoodie.
Nov 21, 2018
Nov 21, 2018 at 9:05 PM UTC
Life is like a box of chocolates.
I didn't know I would get
a brown eyed beauty
with a nice lil' *****
and she's cool see,
she been on her own vibes since
before the age of 5,
then we vibed.
now we live.
she decided I was her guy,
I decided to pursue this fly
cutie with a 'tude like, "shoot me,
she
has me hooked like a tuna at sea,
tamed me like a tiger and oh so lovely!"
Now I got 5 on it
thinkin' 'bout doublin' down
she wavin other girlies like,
"bye haters,
see ya laters
Im wit my man right now, bout to get"
XxXxXxXXxXXxxXXxxXXxxXXxxXXxxXXxxXXxxXX
Feb 24, 2013
Feb 24, 2013 at 8:51 AM UTC
Response to @writing.prompt.s
Submission Piece "The First Time"
If I could go back & meet you for the first time would I?
Would I?
Would I walk away?
Would you pull me to stay?
- like you did the first time?
Because
The First time
We vibed, i tried
Hard
Not to be awkward.
Cause i talk too much
& i'm not heard or seem small
When I stand tall
& show no feelings at all
Because it was the first time
The First time
We lied
Too
Close together
I debated whether
To throw *** or make this last
Not go so fast
But we moved slow
Enough
To go with the flow
Because it was the first time
The First time
I cried, you wiped
Tears
From my eyes, then smiled
To say we'd grow old & gray
Before walking away
You just couldn't stay
Because it was the first time
The First Time
Since we intertwined
With feelings we hide
There was a decline
In the connection
We had
Ignoring red flags
Just tryna get back
To the first time
So Would I?
Could I?
Should I?
Meet you again like
the first time
Cause I
never meant to stay
I
Should've walked away
The First Time.
5:06 PM
#TheHIMCollection
Oct 5, 2018
Oct 5, 2018 at 1:29 PM UTC
I believe in the naked truth .The relationship combined within the mind of a man or woman in which you've vibed . Seeing what's blind pulling layers of what's hidden inside. ********** yourself with your vent of truth,we gazing at the stars whether the bed or the roof. Yes I believe in the naked truth,I want you to be You.After this we'll do , we can make love ,because I've seen through. Before you lay down not everytime ,sometimes undress their mind you can find the love you've been seeking for the longest time.
May 23, 2015
May 23, 2015 at 4:59 PM UTC
Florescent lights pierce
my eyelids at five o'clock.
I open them and I squint.
I have to remember to
turn my head when I wake up.
Shuttle leaves at 6 o'clock.
I do not have time to wake.
I lumber to my locker.
Carefully turning the dial.
Careful no one sees the code.
I dress myself lazily.
The coffee here is weak.
If not, then it is day old.
Beggers can't be choosers.
I ready my beach cruiser.
Waiting in line while my breath
forms a bellow of hot
human vapor. They pull up.
I place my bike on the rack.
I get onto the shuttle.
Fifteen minutes later I
arrive at my shuttle stop.
A five mile ride to work
while the sun bleeds over the
horizon and shines on me.
There was a peace I felt as
I vibed to music on my
way to work. I felt free then.
Then, arriving at work, I
worked until the ride back there.
As the sun set I waited.
Shuttle pulls up and I place
my bike on the rack. Back to
the place I wake up squinting.
I can't wait for my bike ride....
Sep 14, 2020
Sep 14, 2020 at 5:26 PM UTC
MyThoughtsOfYou
I miss you
I want you
I cant let you go
God made no mistake
Note: Its now 6am, been up since 4...
Im so tired but these thoughts of you keep me up at night. I really hate feeling like this.
I loved you! So much!
I still do.
I know I dont know you but if it was partly lust to begin with why does 'knowing' you matter anyway...
We vibed. Your energy is how I remember you...
Im not saying thats the way to find someone in this cruel world but it is no doubt one way... desperate times call for desperate measures.
You were too good to me and I couldn't just pass you up!
I did the best I could for the darkness I had escaped! You were my heaven! my light.
I did become frightened.
I just didnt believe It was real!
Can you really blame me? You treated me so well!
I was so afraid to loose that especially unexpectedly so I choose to loose it when I was ready instead...
it makes me cry to think... I did that!!!!! WHY? why?
Sorry if you dont like my thoughts or me reliving the pain... Im just so hurt. thanks for reading... please forgive me... you are a beautiful!!! You deserve Justice ... you really do! I miss u
im sorry too
Oct 24, 2016
Oct 24, 2016 at 4:18 AM UTC
We smoked ****
you lite it,
we smoked,
we vibed,
you let me come inside.
Now, the love we made,
will last us a lifetime.
Mar 25, 2024
Mar 25, 2024 at 2:50 PM UTC
I don't talk about my opinions too much
Not really
People may say I'm opinionated and yet they've only scratched the surface
There are a lot of things I'm willing to fight for and against
But I am a firm believer in choosing your battles and waiting for the right time to say something
And if it so happens that I somehow choose my battle to be against you
Run
And Know this
It'll **** for you when the right-vibed and strong-minded people stop being complacent
Nov 10, 2016
Nov 10, 2016 at 11:22 PM UTC
Have you ever vibed so comfortably that you ached to be in their presence?
I hung out with ***** after *****
Man after man
Boy after boy
Just to see if I could move on from a man who treated me differently
Spiritually I was broken
I'm never going to say I'm Anti- ***** but I was sure feeling a way
Then he showed up & boy is he showing out
Who told you to come into my life & be amazing?
I look at him & that's all I see
Such a positive soul
Who I don't think is completely open with me
He hasn't lied but he hasn't let me in
It's like looking into a house through giant glass windows
I see you but I need to know you
I want to know all of him
I try to be honest with myself & I try not to get my hopes up
I know about me & disappointment
We don't work well
My brain spins with this every day
But when he is in my face
I just need him to touch me
Fill my soul with the light of his vibe
& maybe, also **** me
I need that personal intimacy
I sometimes yearned to be wanted
That's the submissive side of me..
That freaky, scary, hidden side
That side of me that wants a fairy tale
I wish to be wanted. Cherished. Loved.
Pin me against the wall & **** me like a stranger but let's get dinner after & maybe watch some soaps
I am also a realist
My soul is so old
My years will never catch up
So I spend my time trapped trying to play catch up
I'm learning to manage money better
I have goals to move
I want to eat better. Look better. Feel better
I want to be better for myself
But now that I've caught this frequency
I think I like it a bit too much
But I am going to ride it as long as I can
Little NIK, you carchbheart eyes so fast but is this different?
I understand the love of a challenge but be honest with me
Everything sends a vibration
From the rough scratch of his working hands on my thighs
Our tilted kisses so we don't bump noses
My lips covering his... as full as they are
The feel of his healthy beard which always smells nice
Especially when coming from between my legs
I like how he can call me every day
come lay with no ****** intent
It's all new to me
I feel kind of drunk
Anyone who knows me knows how I love my alcohol
I'm not trying to be too drunk to see.. this is a different kind of personal intimacy...
Jan 25, 2018
Jan 25, 2018 at 1:43 AM UTC
When I was fourteen,
my daddy told me
something worse
than when he would scold me
Oh, it was late at night
after a distinctive fright
something that shook me
and stayed with me through every fight
that I could not die,
no, I cannot die,
no, you cannot die,
Oh, could you not die?
I heard terrible news,
her throat; awfully bruised
but at least
her life we did not lose
But, poor Ari,
why didn't he see?
How much his life and others
are tied explicitly?
Oh, but she could not die,
oh why did he try?
No, I cannot die.
Oh how could you try?
But she did not die
why did he die?
No, I cannot die,
no I can not die.
This pain, I know, it's surging through. your veins, and bones, it's burning, too. This hate, the urges you're feeling everso- please redirect it anyway you know. Redirect towards something worth yearning. Fierocity and passion is fuel for learning.
Her father told my dad
he was oh so sad
but with those feels
he vibed more like mad
After the fateful call
I just fuckin' bawled
my dad so distraught
toppled on the stairs- he did fall.
Oh you cannot die
if I cannot die
oh, you cannot die, and neither can I
My dad he said to me
Kayla- Katie
when you were born
I held you against me
Gave up ***** n drugs
all over baby hugs
and with the next line
my heart strings he tugged
Oh you cannot die
if I cannot die
oh baby of mine
just keep on trying.
Before I went to bed
I remember he said
Please don't make me
hold you in my arms when you are dead
To give you a good life
I sacrificed part of mine
and now your life means
just as much as mine
Oh you cannot die,
no don't you try
no you cannot die
and neither can I
I cannot die
no I cannot die
I cannot die
I can't even try...
Jun 11, 2020
Jun 11, 2020 at 2:30 AM UTC
My best friend and I have stuck together through everything
Each break up
Each hard time
Each insecure moment
Each happy moment
Girls breaking his heart
Guys breaking mine
Each night when our minds are overthinking
And it becomes too much
We know we can contact each other
Each time we fall in love with someone we always ask for advice
It's always I hope they love you
We have always supported each other
The advice my best friend left me was...
You are worthy
Guys don't understand how great you are
My best friend has always reminded me of my worth
My best friend has always valued our friendship
Just when I think I am not worth it
My best friend brings me back
You have an amazing heart
That's what my best friend tells me
There is a movie my best friend had me watch
It reminded me a lot about our lives in a way
I think one of my favorite memories with my best friend was
That car ride on the way to our friend's house
And we vibed to music and made fun of street names
Get yourself a best friend like mine
That reminds you of your worth
That would do anything for you
And support you
Thank you to my best friend
For being the shoulder I can cry on all last year
For supporting the decisions I made even though they were not great
For being there to catch me even when you warned me
This one is for you
Apr 7, 2020
Apr 7, 2020 at 2:06 AM UTC