Green eyes
I thought the color of eyes was just the color
Until I laid eyes on his
His green eyes
Became ordinary and beautiful
Oh his green eyes
The eyes that make me feel safe
The eyes that makes my heart feel warm
His eyes are not just eyes
His eyes are the most powerful
His eyes became my home
From thousands of miles away
His eyes as he looks at me through a screen
Manage to make me feel so special even with the distance
Oh the man with green eyes
The one that made my brown eyes become so much more
Since he looks into mine like I am the prettiest girl in the world
The man with green eyes that saved a brown-eyed girl like me

Darkroom
Silence
My thoughts are running across the room
Searching for answers
For I am lost
Hours of working
Studying
Nothing can overpower the Overthinking
Disbelief in such thoughts of worry
Lost
I am silent
Thoughts wondering
The only sound is the buzzing from my phone

Even though we both moved on
This date always breaks my heart
You will be the one I will tell my kids about
We were so in love
But it's gone
Its been a year in a half since we broke up
I thought it was supposed to get easier
I hope you are okay
I hope she makes you happy
I am sorry I couldn't be enough
Memories roaming my mind as I cry
I know you are not the one for me
Words cannot describe how I feel
Memories rushing my heart
To his girl...
Take him to the moon for me, okay
Make sure you give him plenty of love
Be patient with him

It was early in the morning
Pitch black outside
I receive a phone call
It says your name flashing repeatedly
I deny
You call me
I answer with flustered hands
You talk and laugh
Talk about the past
Then you fall asleep
As if I am supposed to be left here till you wake
Like how we used too
Its because you know I am that girl to always remain on the phone with you
During your drinking nights
I have numbed the feeling of how much I miss you
But now your asleep and I am vulnerable
Hearing you breathe
Hearing you snore
Sounds I haven't heard since we were together

Unsaid words are the ones that break me.
The words I never said because of closure that was never brought
Shaking my leg anxiously due to those unsaid words
You broke me
Everything you do, you have broken me
I put on this mask as if there are not those unsaid words
Lay in bed with those unsaid words floating around me
If you only knew
You decide to bring people up so high
To only bring them down
These unsaid words
Oh, how you will never know
I hold my phone, beginning to right those unsaid words
Only to delete my entire text
Why?
Because you don't care
I will sit and become comfortable in those unsaid words
Unsaid words and lack of closure will be the only thing you are to me
The words unsaid is what brought me to scream songs
Of the lying
Unsaid

Cheating
Lack of care
Unsaid

I know you had wanted to call me
You cried when I said I was near your area
Unfortunately, with words unsaid
And memories being brought up
It broke your heart
I loved you
You being drunk and upset
I was still your first call
When feeling like the whole world is against you
I am still your first call
Why isn't the special girl your first call
The girl you love
You chose the girl you claimed fell out of love with
You still care
But I sit here in silence
I was your first call

We had agreed to be friends
I felt like I couldn't
It hurt too much and I felt I wasn't healing
We both broke down when I said I needed time
When I told you I couldn't handle a friendship
Because I didn't want us feeling something for each other
Its been a few weeks of us not talking
I notice so many things we haven't been able to talk about
That we bonded over
I thought us having our own space
Would help us heal
Without you its been hard
I miss my best friend
That's all we were
Two hockey-loving best friends
I miss talking to you about football
But it's okay
I hope you are okay
Just know I thought this was for the best
Without you
Without you, I haven't been the same crazy sports fan