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"unregulated" poems
Ultra Violet magnetic field of high voltage adrenaline showers the streets like speeding sports cars. It's a rare occurrence of unregulated foreign madness. I felt my inner chambers open and through them I explored my city in a new fashion. Pulsating skies and electronica vibes. Golden halos fall all around and the people, all friendly faces, liberated from their steel rooms. I can hear the cries in the air. A step closer, a heart willing to beat louder. A flower courageous enough to grow within the industrial tombs of the living dead. A divine light is what is lighting their way out of miserable decay. - C.Ek
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Aug 2, 2015
Aug 2, 2015 at 8:17 PM UTC
Satisfy My Soul
unregulated pigmentation causes race wars on the streets of a melting *** the strain of freedom ideologies are too great for the masses to uphold children taught hate and bigotry sit in pews praying to the god of war the same god that spawned jesus and a burning bush daughters looked upon as procreation tools seek to be both fertile and babrie-like but child-bearing hips are too wide for Cosmo and skinny ******* only think of themselves this is the current world needing babies, but afraid to wear stretch-marks needing children, teaching toddlers to **** through video game indoctrination and mass media persuasion I sit alone on martin’s mountain wishing the world knew about skin color as manipulation sexism and mind control fluoride and unfiltered water like hammers and axes to those who would dominate us all tools of a trade trading lives on the new world stock exchange
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Feb 25, 2014
Feb 25, 2014 at 5:03 PM UTC
death to :Aim:erica
Tumbler in hand, Without a stem, Wine slowly warmed in your palm The carboxyl-laden liquid gold Daily medicine, You prescribe yourself And send your loving wife to pick up From a clanking pharmacy Returns In lilac paper A present you unwrap For yourself. A beauty, More so than her Or the daughter you both raised You cradled your glass instead of her, Sick, balding, bloated. In the bathroom Crying against the locked door As you shout To control, stop now Her unregulated rate of mitosis That was done in spite against you. It’s her fault That you cant fix it. Unlike a mitral, You cannot sow, stitch, or glue her in place, She won’t stay where you put her, But like this valve - A pig. She remembers nights you don’t, Her memories your hangover That you’ve grown resistant to Like a bacteria. The MRSA of our family, Washing our hands of you, Sterilised with alcohol.
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Jun 15, 2011
Jun 15, 2011 at 9:56 AM UTC
Alberino
trunks filled with junk and the crunk juice flows flunked out pill popping junkies with no cash go drunkenly to the shrunken head show knowing they stunk. The monks dunked funky mumps victims on bunk beds and licked them instead of fixing lunk-headed situations with linkin-log technologic advances drinking dogs retrofitted with dance moves groove on the wooden floor while ****** bore the Moors with tales of divorce and random *********** on all fours in doorways during bad plays on the interstate… demonstrators, unregulated, on roller skates wait at the gates of the ingrates filled with hate and throw pie plates with fated accuracy and the belated bureaucratic picnic nitwits in knickers knuckle bump and plump debutants snicker the wicker croquet mallets perform ballet in the chalet and I have to valet the cars –
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Oct 26, 2015
Oct 26, 2015 at 5:35 PM UTC
rhyming trash imposter
In Ireland we had built a truly independent nation, standing proud after years of strife and deprivation But we yearned to join Europe, enticed by her charms, and she was happy to welcome us, with open arms Once we used to have pounds, shillings and pence, when we joined Europe we adopted euros and cents, We bought in to a single European currency, and got loads of money, for everything a subsidy Yes Europe proved to be extraordinarily generous, the goose that kept laying golden eggs for us Our government went mental with the money Europe kept sending, it appeared this generosity was never ending And our banks joined in with unprecedented lending, we the people were happy, ah the money we were spending We threw caution to the wind, it was pure insanity, we paid ridiculous prices for even the smallest property Mortgages and loans were given out like sweets, credit cards with no limit for those occasional treats Yes the borrowing and spending went on unabated, sure why wouldn’t it, it was completely unregulated. There was so much money, loans were so easy to get, each one of us accumulated a serious amount of debt Most of us were living way beyond our means, had we sold our souls for a handful of beans? Such was our success, other nations did applaud, we bought new houses and cars and apartments abroad Credit cards and loans bought so much other stuff, one could be forgiven for thinking we could never have enough We changed as a people, became quite materialistic, we wanted so many things that were beyond realistic we forgot what was important, which was really quite sad, judging each other it seemed now by how much each had
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Aug 15, 2015
Aug 15, 2015 at 9:26 AM UTC
The Irish Questioned (Part1)
In Ireland we had built a truly independent nation, standing proud after years of strife and deprivation But we yearned to join Europe, enticed by her charms, and she was happy to welcome us, with open arms Once we used to have pounds, shillings and pence, when we joined Europe we adopted euros and cents, We bought in to a single European currency, and got loads of money, for everything a subsidy Yes Europe proved to be extraordinarily generous, the goose that kept laying golden eggs for us Our government went mental with the money Europe kept sending, it appeared this generosity was never ending And our banks joined in with unprecedented lending, we the people were happy, ah the money we were spending We threw caution to the wind, it was pure insanity, we paid ridiculous prices for even the smallest property Mortgages and loans were given out like sweets, credit cards with no limit for those occasional treats Yes the borrowing and spending went on unabated, sure why wouldn’t it, it was completely unregulated. There was so much money, loans were so easy to get, each one of us accumulated a serious amount of debt Most of us were living way beyond our means, had we sold our souls for a handful of beans? Such was our success, other nations did applaud, we bought new houses and cars and apartments abroad Credit cards and loans bought so much other stuff, one could be forgiven for thinking we could never have enough We changed as a people, became quite materialistic, we wanted so many things that were beyond realistic we forgot what was important, which was really quite sad, judging each other it seemed now by how much each had
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*dreams in colors that don't exist, and 'mares re dear sir, deadlines missed, wrestle~arrest poet, instant awake in the wee time, pouring liquidity, fluids and words, puddling, stinking, coming, from the always dangerous, always interesting temple inner inside, sanctimonious no more sanctum* this particular sleep, shortened, irretrievable, bookmarked "closed," chapters, hours too soon, this rest business, arrested filed in an ugly grey metal file cabinet, in an unfinished manila prison with your other unimportant poems *the dark room universe populated by hints, shadows, voices, waiting, welcoming, mirrors on the walls unified in one voice deep, obtuse, demanding recognition "hither hither come"* forced march to a visitation, to the the parition, of your reflection, clearest ever seen, in the black pitch, uncovered by guise, feathers the clothes of normative pretenses, the man-made borderlines of preservation falsehoods *seen your own semblance, parts rearranged, uncanny, the mirrors are screaming: shameful lovely, this, our artistry, your apparition, now accurate, reflecting your under- lying condition, at last, an accurate portrayal, of your inaccuracies* do you find yourself attractive? this new balance, the unregulated pieces of you before your dissembling, discerning, dissecting eyes? *feeling the valence, an introduction, a physical magnetism any attraction any resemblance to the semblance that writes this s.o.s.?* answer us thus, do you up and like yourself unvarnished, grunge, swag, truth  trammeled, don't you want to kiss yourself goodbye, or better yet, fare thee hell? *go ahead, ask yourself now, that one question that prevents conception, from your inception, what is it that makes you exceptional?* don't you realize, everything about you ends in a question mark? *how dare you write poetry? you are the false poet, you live on the division tween artifice and self-deception, this, your only precept, and now that you are clarified, answer this, knowing you know nothing but artifice,* how dare you write poetry?
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Oct 22, 2014
Oct 22, 2014 at 5:07 AM UTC
Knowing Thyself: Semblance & Valence (how dare you write poetry)
*dreams in colors that don't exist, and 'mares re dear sir, deadlines missed, wrestle~arrest poet, instant awake in the wee time, pouring liquidity, fluids and words, puddling, stinking, coming, from the always dangerous, always interesting temple inner inside, sanctimonious no more sanctum* this particular sleep, shortened, irretrievable, bookmarked "closed," chapters, hours too soon, this rest business, arrested filed in an ugly grey metal file cabinet, in an unfinished manila prison with your other unimportant poems *the dark room universe populated by hints, shadows, voices, waiting, welcoming, mirrors on the walls unified in one voice deep, obtuse, demanding recognition "hither hither come"* forced march to a visitation, to the the parition, of your reflection, clearest ever seen, in the black pitch, uncovered by guise, feathers the clothes of normative pretenses, the man-made borderlines of preservation falsehoods *seen your own semblance, parts rearranged, uncanny, the mirrors are screaming: shameful lovely, this, our artistry, your apparition, now accurate, reflecting your under- lying condition, at last, an accurate portrayal, of your inaccuracies* do you find yourself attractive? this new balance, the unregulated pieces of you before your dissembling, discerning, dissecting eyes? *feeling the valence, an introduction, a physical magnetism any attraction any resemblance to the semblance that writes this s.o.s.?* answer us thus, do you up and like yourself unvarnished, grunge, swag, truth  trammeled, don't you want to kiss yourself goodbye, or better yet, fare thee hell? *go ahead, ask yourself now, that one question that prevents conception, from your inception, what is it that makes you exceptional?* don't you realize, everything about you ends in a question mark? *how dare you write poetry? you are the false poet, you live on the division tween artifice and self-deception, this, your only precept, and now that you are clarified, answer this, knowing you know nothing but artifice,* how dare you write poetry?
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I sit here again with a beer and a cigarette communing with a lost soul my own?     someone else's? I read scripture and the words dance around me a thousand flights of fancy on the page my incense burning this pure incense burning this pure understanding of the cruel nature of humanity of friends, heroes, lovers I write it all down try to solve it it stands before me a picture of my steps to this point I have reached the point of unabashed unregulated distorted reality my daily life the breathing the eating the sleeping it doesn't seem any more real than this life I live in my head or somewhere in my heart and I long to touch the part of me that is real but I am so disconnected flowers in the winter still grow towards the sun and such is my soul leaning leaning toward the everlasting source                                                      reality fails me and lights go dim and I cause the moon to glow for a light somewhere in this dark night                                                   and I can't stop believing in a God that doesn't exist                       but which pushes further down this tunnel into the hell of my eternity and I can't find simplicity can't find purity it's all convoluted I hate the game    shifting pulling begging for release and somehow I am an ember in a fire bent on burning out forever and I have a soul I have a heart someone acknowledge me in this newspaper grey world I am flat lining where will I go after this life has sloughed off my skin I know I am endless and I am bound for a world where opinion doesn't taint reason                             and somehow                             I will be there                             where the sky meets space                             I will be there                                                    somehow.
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Dec 10, 2015
Dec 10, 2015 at 7:20 AM UTC
puberty
I sit here again with a beer and a cigarette communing with a lost soul my own?     someone else's? I read scripture and the words dance around me a thousand flights of fancy on the page my incense burning this pure incense burning this pure understanding of the cruel nature of humanity of friends, heroes, lovers I write it all down try to solve it it stands before me a picture of my steps to this point I have reached the point of unabashed unregulated distorted reality my daily life the breathing the eating the sleeping it doesn't seem any more real than this life I live in my head or somewhere in my heart and I long to touch the part of me that is real but I am so disconnected flowers in the winter still grow towards the sun and such is my soul leaning leaning toward the everlasting source                                                      reality fails me and lights go dim and I cause the moon to glow for a light somewhere in this dark night                                                   and I can't stop believing in a God that doesn't exist                       but which pushes further down this tunnel into the hell of my eternity and I can't find simplicity can't find purity it's all convoluted I hate the game    shifting pulling begging for release and somehow I am an ember in a fire bent on burning out forever and I have a soul I have a heart someone acknowledge me in this newspaper grey world I am flat lining where will I go after this life has sloughed off my skin I know I am endless and I am bound for a world where opinion doesn't taint reason                             and somehow                             I will be there                             where the sky meets space                             I will be there                                                    somehow.
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This current state of being, A byproduct of my upbringing, To a shred of sanity I'm clinging. I'm condemned, I am ****** It's not like this was planned. Those pesky chemicals are a torrential rain, Carried 'round by cerebrospinal fluid in the brain, Are unbalanced, unregulated. I am agitated. Emotions now unchained. The feelings I suppressed Now a hysterical, pathetic, crying mess This silent monster is cunning and bold Has defiantly stepped over my mental threshold The more I try to ignore The more intense the outpour The heart drops into the stomach, Unpleasant pulsating in my ear canal I tremble uncontrollably I obsess over thoughts until they nauseate me Down a rabbit hole I'm going Due to insufficient dopamine and serotonin The ideas of inadequacy and failure are growing As logical a girl I am To these irrational thoughts I am ****** I attempt to talk myself out of it But my reasoning just won't fit No matter how hard I try I cannot find a reason why... At this point my heart is racing From the epinephrine rush, I am pacing Back and forth across the floor In and out the bedroom door You have no idea how happy I'd be To have a life of "normalcy" No matter how much I plead and plead This quiet monster won't take its leave At my wit's end, my sanity's gone, I'm all out of my Buproprion.
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Jan 27, 2017
Jan 27, 2017 at 2:56 PM UTC
Meds
When the economy tanks Unregulated globalized free market capitalism run amuck People are told to be thankful to have a job Even if you are miserable with that job And with service sector jobs making up 80% of employment Misery is widespread Underpaid, undervalued, underappreciated We are human beings for ***** sake We are starved for more than selling shoes If being thankful for misery is the best option It's time to re-evaluate
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Jan 16, 2015
Jan 16, 2015 at 12:58 PM UTC
Misery Loves Companies
one minute the written piece will be so nicely posted then in the very next minute it will be quickly unposted an indecisive mind works on the submission page switching the on and off switch with an unregulated gauge   numerous times this pattern has occurred to confuse numerous times this pattern frequently does get a use before offering any pieces for posting the submitter needs to be sure of the hosting
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Sep 18, 2016
Sep 18, 2016 at 8:08 PM UTC
Hosting
Boy, oh boy Will boys be boys And oh boy, that’s gross to say, I at least get that, I mean I try to but here’s to trying Kind of like trying to speak for women Or anyone that isn’t you, you should just not do that… There’s a difference in defense for the good of all And then, there’s what we were talking about 50 ******* years ago Oh, excuse me 30 ******* years ago, Last ******* year… 2 ******* days ago… OK RIGHT THE **** NOW… But I really want to go back to 69 Oh, The Summer of love… Or the summer of forcing a woman to go to court over the ability to receive an abortion only to be decided by a group of old men if she has any rights over her body to receive a safe medical procedure, all while the media doing no one any favors guiding a blind division nationally between people and God fearing busy bodies, calling her names and questioning her character as a responsible person, in a not very god-fearing tone, all while forcing Ms. McCorvey again, to get burned more for prolonging an unwanted pregnancy due to waiting on a decision that is determined in court by that aforementioned group of men, which is like the sportsman’s equivalent of just killing the clock to win a game but it isn’t a ******* game it’s a woman’s body, which clearly they didn’t care anything about just as long as they get that **** baby in the next 6 months or so, but as stated above it is indeed unwanted, so really who is going to take care of the ******* baby because we know how much people just love adopting ******* children? Let’s ask 25 republicans! But some people talk of 69 differently, Some remember the Beatles. Some recall Charles Manson. Kind of like today Some say we are putting god back in our government And The rest of us in 1972 to 2019 are wondering who the **** invited god? I never knew God and every white person’s, “one uncle” has the same opinion. Amazing! But Uncle Alabama shouldn’t speak for God. Wait until he finds out she’s a woman. That’d be a kick to the unregulated nuts we can just spew anywhere, like a natural ******* disaster. That’s what the name of this ******* poem should be, but it’s not. Sincere, ******** That’s what I call this one, That’s what I call the last 2 and half years too. And this poem. And telling women what to do with their bodies. Some people would think differently. But I don’t think some people think.
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May 15, 2019
May 15, 2019 at 4:44 PM UTC
Severe ********
Boy, oh boy Will boys be boys And oh boy, that’s gross to say, I at least get that, I mean I try to but here’s to trying Kind of like trying to speak for women Or anyone that isn’t you, you should just not do that… There’s a difference in defense for the good of all And then, there’s what we were talking about 50 ******* years ago Oh, excuse me 30 ******* years ago, Last ******* year… 2 ******* days ago… OK RIGHT THE **** NOW… But I really want to go back to 69 Oh, The Summer of love… Or the summer of forcing a woman to go to court over the ability to receive an abortion only to be decided by a group of old men if she has any rights over her body to receive a safe medical procedure, all while the media doing no one any favors guiding a blind division nationally between people and God fearing busy bodies, calling her names and questioning her character as a responsible person, in a not very god-fearing tone, all while forcing Ms. McCorvey again, to get burned more for prolonging an unwanted pregnancy due to waiting on a decision that is determined in court by that aforementioned group of men, which is like the sportsman’s equivalent of just killing the clock to win a game but it isn’t a ******* game it’s a woman’s body, which clearly they didn’t care anything about just as long as they get that **** baby in the next 6 months or so, but as stated above it is indeed unwanted, so really who is going to take care of the ******* baby because we know how much people just love adopting ******* children? Let’s ask 25 republicans! But some people talk of 69 differently, Some remember the Beatles. Some recall Charles Manson. Kind of like today Some say we are putting god back in our government And The rest of us in 1972 to 2019 are wondering who the **** invited god? I never knew God and every white person’s, “one uncle” has the same opinion. Amazing! But Uncle Alabama shouldn’t speak for God. Wait until he finds out she’s a woman. That’d be a kick to the unregulated nuts we can just spew anywhere, like a natural ******* disaster. That’s what the name of this ******* poem should be, but it’s not. Sincere, ******** That’s what I call this one, That’s what I call the last 2 and half years too. And this poem. And telling women what to do with their bodies. Some people would think differently. But I don’t think some people think.
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thanklessly the bankers of Wall Street meet in discrete fields just outside of Tupelo plotting to further victimize the middle of America through interest rate hikes and trickle down economic theory clearly they only have our interests in heart… corporate hedge funds send tons of industrial sludge to ponds near elementary schools where the rules are pick up your messes I guess they skipped that day of class… rash covered babies with minimal lung function sit at the crossroads or junction of a nation in transition the plight of the people is lost on the wealthy unregulated impoverished men sit waiting for a V.A. date and the medication necessary to combat PTSD and hold down a job loggers with broken backs attack environmentalists for risking their lives to save species…the flora and fauna but the powers that be don’t wanna… the United States needs a comma –
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Mar 21, 2016
Mar 21, 2016 at 5:17 PM UTC
trash on a Monday afternoon
It's the unbridled excitement Joy washing over a little mind, a tiny soul Fast heart, catching words, losing breath It's the enthusiasm of listening Attention held for the sake of being enraptured Wide eyes, fidgeting hands, innocent eyes It's the space to try and fail and learning to try again Steadfast calm; room for mistakes into lessons Furrowed brow, gentle touch, try again It's the unregulated volume, big laughs and frivolity Comfort, ease, natural to take up space together Clenched stomachs, teary eyes, Relaxed It was "sit down, be quiet, not right now" Dismissal of a moment but shattering worth and desire Tight throat, quivering lip, silent steps It was "no back talk, always sarcastic, never disrespect" Enraged pores incite fear into obedience Neutral stare, shutting down, have no thoughts It was constant fear, coded footsteps and hypervigilance Always listening in an attempt to be prepared Tense muscles, quick movements, don't make a sound
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Aug 20, 2025
Aug 20, 2025 at 9:46 AM UTC
Little Me
anyone and everyone who is a True Human Being is said to be a CULT MEMBER // to cherish LOVE and to speak of the sacredness of human feelings about other human beings Is called TAKING THE CHILDREN FROM TRUE AMERICAN VALUES // To speak of DYING TO KEEP AMERICA FREE is proper TO ACTUALLY LIVE FREELY is evil degenerate communism ( unless / of course / by FREEDOM you mean Unregulated financial markets •• To read the bible and proclaim BELIEF is the highest you are allowed to go // to actually EXPERIENCE god is taboo And is in fact considered a SOCIAL CRIME and is the bedrock of CULT activity •• In this environment Where does the concept of PHYSICAL LOVE fit in ? ////// Well It seems that if we keep it Between OURSELVES AND OUR CHOSEN LOVER it is glorified and accepted especially if it leads to the inevitable BREAK UP to the inevitable BROKEN HEARTS ! and the weakened and even lost SPIRITUAL POWER that has decimated our entire generation It is fine with the Authorities /// But if it is seen as a SOCIAL PHENOMENON a communally shared exaltation of the PEOPLE of FAMILY of BIRTH of OUR COMMON FUTURE AND DESTINY then it is called A RETURN TO CULT-HIPPIE DAYS // In other words HAPPINESS IS STRENGTH and so the political powers want to discourage it And distort what it really is In order to keep us WEAK // Once we acknowledge this We see the choices we have And thus we can be REAL and HAPPY and TRULY SATISFIED and TRULY FREE
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Mar 31, 2015
Mar 31, 2015 at 10:52 PM UTC
CULT
like dharma. like thrown lead.ransomed  .like a hostess with a gun to her head stone. carving metal casting dry mouth hair ropeand as you.            shrank backwards into the sea.to taste the salt that i become. head around bone thumb entire histories of shoetiers into the innocent briars.like the hairs- scrubmust mosslust.under your fingers.each breath shoveled on like.every single unregulated prayerdamaging us all. though i stabbed away greedily-   verily, we could come back home, waiting for the crash that never comes.thrushly.tearing awaythe sick branches . tumbling down the stairs unrequited and convulsing. if i'm the most interesting thing, than we have a problem.
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Feb 17, 2016
Feb 17, 2016 at 5:13 PM UTC
you meeken me
REVOLVING REPAIR First breath awaking in darkness, silence then given quickly to a rush, whisked into heat and noise steady, holding back clinks,pings ,rings warming into soft flashes almost melancholic if it were bottled as beauty Flush with the freshness of a moment so instant, smells broke into color segments seen as slides, a long lifetime voice Harboring back before seeking outward motion ,yet relaxing with angst, not realizing to soon become one again acutely Broke out of that beginning ,steadily come out of unrest can now become the hardest test Wanting to lay back in that happy although confusing matrimony of several souls ,placidity quickly becoming memory Tension tucked under a softer note until it vibrates into the moment ,helping the noise grow it is yours to divest Having to come up and face the pain is now not your decision to restrain ,it WILL be now ,unregulated even scary Processed at a baseline level, the neutral of what is next is almost impossible to place into text Begging to stay back but intentionally standing up ,dusting ,cleansing,rinsing, allows much more freedom to our soul Broke out to scale a new life ladder ,will it hold the weight of our future fate as we gain new ground anxiously without proper rest Standing now are we ready for the approaching head wave ,inner trust is a positive must when seeking new ground is our role MADE IT! only a moment we gained a bit ,realizing the true life drama of flesh and bones is not some elusive parallel Stretching out, making movements as a process of testing ,finding levels and degrees of burn or recall Fast forgotten ,moved along rode out up and over more obstacles ,a course without remorse a blinding spinning carousel Fast but with resolution ,more as another marker to gauge all oncoming events ,rising to the next level with new wisdom to enthrall.R.C.
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Apr 22, 2017
Apr 22, 2017 at 6:57 AM UTC
REVOLVING REPAIR
REVOLVING REPAIR First breath awaking in darkness, silence then given quickly to a rush, whisked into heat and noise steady, holding back clinks,pings ,rings warming into soft flashes almost melancholic if it were bottled as beauty Flush with the freshness of a moment so instant, smells broke into color segments seen as slides, a long lifetime voice Harboring back before seeking outward motion ,yet relaxing with angst, not realizing to soon become one again acutely Broke out of that beginning ,steadily come out of unrest can now become the hardest test Wanting to lay back in that happy although confusing matrimony of several souls ,placidity quickly becoming memory Tension tucked under a softer note until it vibrates into the moment ,helping the noise grow it is yours to divest Having to come up and face the pain is now not your decision to restrain ,it WILL be now ,unregulated even scary Processed at a baseline level, the neutral of what is next is almost impossible to place into text Begging to stay back but intentionally standing up ,dusting ,cleansing,rinsing, allows much more freedom to our soul Broke out to scale a new life ladder ,will it hold the weight of our future fate as we gain new ground anxiously without proper rest Standing now are we ready for the approaching head wave ,inner trust is a positive must when seeking new ground is our role MADE IT! only a moment we gained a bit ,realizing the true life drama of flesh and bones is not some elusive parallel Stretching out, making movements as a process of testing ,finding levels and degrees of burn or recall Fast forgotten ,moved along rode out up and over more obstacles ,a course without remorse a blinding spinning carousel Fast but with resolution ,more as another marker to gauge all oncoming events ,rising to the next level with new wisdom to enthrall.R.C.
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I sit here again with a beer and a cigarette communing with a lost soul my own?     someone else's? I read scripture and the words dance around me a thousand flights of fancy on the page my incense burning this pure incense burning this pure understanding of the cruel nature of humanity of friends, heroes, lovers I write it all down try to solve it it stands before me a picture of my steps to this point I have reached the point of unabashed unregulated distorted reality my daily life the breathing the eating the sleeping it doesn't seem any more real than this life I live in my head or somewhere in my heart and I long to touch the part of me that is real but I am so disconnected flowers in the winter still grow towards the sun and such is my soul leaning leaning toward the everlasting source                                                      reality fails me and lights go dim and I cause the moon to glow for a light somewhere in this dark night                                                   and I can't stop believing in a God that doesn't exist                       but which pushes further down this tunnel into the hell of my eternity and I can't find simplicity can't find purity it's all convoluted I hate the game    shifting pulling begging for release and somehow I am an ember in a fire bent on burning out forever and I have a soul I have a heart someone acknowledge me in this newspaper grey world I am flat lining where will I go after this life has sloughed off my skin I know I am endless and I am bound for a world where opinion doesn't taint reason                             and somehow                             I will be there                             where the sky meets space                             I will be there                                                    somehow.
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Oct 7, 2018
Oct 7, 2018 at 5:27 PM UTC
puberty
I sit here again with a beer and a cigarette communing with a lost soul my own?     someone else's? I read scripture and the words dance around me a thousand flights of fancy on the page my incense burning this pure incense burning this pure understanding of the cruel nature of humanity of friends, heroes, lovers I write it all down try to solve it it stands before me a picture of my steps to this point I have reached the point of unabashed unregulated distorted reality my daily life the breathing the eating the sleeping it doesn't seem any more real than this life I live in my head or somewhere in my heart and I long to touch the part of me that is real but I am so disconnected flowers in the winter still grow towards the sun and such is my soul leaning leaning toward the everlasting source                                                      reality fails me and lights go dim and I cause the moon to glow for a light somewhere in this dark night                                                   and I can't stop believing in a God that doesn't exist                       but which pushes further down this tunnel into the hell of my eternity and I can't find simplicity can't find purity it's all convoluted I hate the game    shifting pulling begging for release and somehow I am an ember in a fire bent on burning out forever and I have a soul I have a heart someone acknowledge me in this newspaper grey world I am flat lining where will I go after this life has sloughed off my skin I know I am endless and I am bound for a world where opinion doesn't taint reason                             and somehow                             I will be there                             where the sky meets space                             I will be there                                                    somehow.
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