"unofficially" poems
For so many reasons;
When the wow creativity
Of the young, new baby poets,
Bursts all over me,
Making me question
My egotistical perception,
Not a slap, but a belly laugh!
At the old fool, who once thought
Ever so secondary briefly, momentarily,
Unofficially, of his own esteemed self-worth,
Only to be reminded, deaf~dumb & blind~sided
By the fresh air, the aggravating sight of new insight
The delicious!delight of reading the whole of all night
The explorations, the baby hallucinations, the trembling,
Insights of the explorers of the old, not re!newed, but, but.
Made anew, re~viewed with perspectives boldly unknown,
With crazy wisdom to expound, here, you! right here, right now,
I leave you and return to delight, taste, new extra languages, that
I must
learn not to speak
but to peak, even to
Cry, Laugh even Smile
In all my new native tongues
Friday, July 18
5:39 AM,
2025
In the sunroom
Dictated in one fell swoop, not a moment to lose, dispatched while
Still laughing at myself...
Jul 18, 2025
Jul 18, 2025 at 6:03 AM UTC
Unofficially the love warrior
Locked jaw..inner locked hearts..
Exchanging pain..enduring smiles
Meaningless thoughts
Fading.. as I pull deeper..
What ...have ...I ...come ...to... be..
A
Love warrior
Spread...and conquer
Divide only to reignite...
Shots to the heart...close blank range..
Too Close for comfort
Never comfortable in self
Destruction... intolerable to the unforeseen to the forsaken eye..
Tip toe around passion..French kiss guilt trips..as
Intellectual passionately strokes my love warrior soul..war is an uproar of pain..hurt..love and never being logical..
Warmth with your sweet grace....bless my inner being for loving is always a warrior when attached to something so superficial, self reliance leads to deprivation..loving me takes a warrior.. I break you down only to uplift with greatness that overflow in the fountain of defeat..slowly losing...dying to to belong..love is killing me ...warrior spirit never letting up...love secretly unfolding times of the essence of being the love warrior..
Nikki.the.goddess
Apr 13, 2019
Apr 13, 2019 at 1:10 PM UTC
We declared ourselves as unofficially official and left it at that. No need for labels, just chemistry. So if I’m Radium, you’re Francium. Rare. Radioactive. Heavy. Unstable. You once told me that being with you meant being in danger, but little do you know that I’ll do anything to feel more alive. Because, Radium, in its glowing magnificence, devours life. I destroy everything I touch. Not at first, not with a bang. But when you’ll least expect it, when you think everything’s okay. So don’t ever tell me you’re too dangerous when I’ve kissed the life away from strangers lips. You’re just a troubled soul looking for a way out. And I won’t stop you from sticking stones in your pockets before going for a swim, I’ll be waiting at the bottom.
Feb 23, 2015
Feb 23, 2015 at 8:30 PM UTC
They that speaks so openly about things.
Seems to hide in the shadows of fear.
While speaking anonymously.
They admit.
They hadn't been approved to speak about the matter.
But sources seems to seek attention anonymously.
Even, in this case concerning us.
And before we knew it.
We was at the center of attention.
While the one that's speaking is barely known.
What people needs to know?
We can tell.
Unlike the whistleblower speaking unofficially about us.
Nov 22, 2012
Nov 22, 2012 at 10:42 PM UTC
Sadly your just a player!
If you not willing to fully commit to love.
without any conditions.
Player!
You're not committed to given love, unconditional.
Player!
Unofficially your just playing your postion.
Player your game has no emotions of cognition.
Player! You've completely lost your mind CTE,
Concussion due to the impact
from head on head collisions,traumatize,
disturbing,recognition.
You're just a
Player!
in a game
Disillusioned
thinking that you're winning.
Stop lying to your self
Foolishly thinking that your winning.
When your just really a pawn looking to
Substitute the role of a queen position.
But there can only be one King.
Don't you ever forget it.
Sacrificial player.
Jan 27, 2016
Jan 27, 2016 at 5:56 AM UTC
When is your lavender infusion enough for serving to guests, combustible enough for the summer months, could it make us invincible to poverty? It made Jackson ******* paint the future with sticks, and made Mike Jackson fill a house with unofficially adopted toddlers and children, maybe it’ll make us go out on a limb, we could chill it with ice cubes and serve it with lemon. I’m not sure if it’s the lavender talking or the infusion you see, but it might take several hours until the simple syrup can be poured into our lemonade drink.
Feb 9, 2018
Feb 9, 2018 at 6:53 AM UTC
Tell me your secrets
unofficially
surreptitiously
on the quiet
whisper the unknown
off the record
behind closed doors
on the sly
between you and me
in camera
sub rosa
entre nous
let me be your one and only
Mar 7, 2020
Mar 7, 2020 at 10:47 AM UTC
What a thing it is to claim a smile.
To grant command
to ranks of muscles ever-ready,
but rarely used,
to produce such radiance
that means I must turn away lest I be blinded.
Regardless of all other commitments
I lay claim to that smile of yours
if only unofficially
if only just for now.
Nov 8, 2015
Nov 8, 2015 at 4:42 PM UTC
Q.
5. When is love unofficially over.
A.
4. When the eyes scream or loathe.
Q.
3. What do you do with a drunken sailor.
A.
2. Heave ** and up she rises.
Q.
1. When
A.
0. Earli in the morning.
Mar 24, 2014
Mar 24, 2014 at 2:36 AM UTC
officially it has been two years,
unofficially one.
I am happier elsewhere, and I can imagine you are too
still you remain
my inspiration for poetry,
art,
and my thoughts.
when I see her there with you,
I am not sad,
and I am not not happy
mostly, I wonder —
do you think about me still?
do you compare her to me?
I did, I compared him with you
even though I promised to him and myself
that I wouldn’t
but the mind does what it wants
do you fight like we used to, loud and aggressive?
or does that require years of confidence built up by baby love
do you love like we used to, admittedly & comparatively selfish and shy?
or was that our teenage bodies remaining in us past our 20th
mostly I try to remember how being freshly loved by you was
so much intense frustration, in all ways,
endless giggles, but often nights with dawn sorrow.
of course, I need to remind myself that there was bad
my mind tries to only highlight the good with you
mostly I wonder how such intense fighters
could turn to such formal friends
and mostly, I am disappointed that you haven’t
told me about her yet.
Dec 2, 2020
Dec 2, 2020 at 10:55 AM UTC
Fatherless Father/Son-less Son/Holy-less Spirit.
Reflection/Refraction/Projection.
In triplicate.
Unofficially, Officially Signed.
Apertures and rooms...
capstone penetrated base,
base penetrated capstone.
Still life.
~
(is perfect)
Feb 20, 2017
Feb 20, 2017 at 12:54 AM UTC
I live vividly without visibly having the ability to live willingly nor the versatility to fight your volatility. Unequivocally I believe in relativity but unofficially I use negativity as a means of self-sufficiency. Naturally I have a proclivity towards acting predictably when publicly judging turbidity. Additionally I hide in anonymity and indignantly ignore my epiphany of the asymmetry of unanimity. Shamefacedly I turn to your intricate dystrophy and observe the futility of my soliloquy. I can' find nobility in dying deliberately, but it shows efficiency in skimming humanity. Initially my hostility was untangible but it has suspiciously aquired solidity and is now intermittently sending signs of my eccentricity. My alkalinity is running low because surreptitiously the pungency has grown. I am undoubtedly peripheral to the society and irresistibly disposable in the industry of this idiosyncrasy.
Mar 22, 2017
Mar 22, 2017 at 5:50 AM UTC
I was born in the age of the struggle
Trying to become something in a world my kind was not accepted
Constantly dodging bullets that the white man seemed to have an infinite amount of
As the corrupt turned a blind eye unofficially proclaiming my kind irrelevant
All because my skin is not as white as the North Pole
All because before I was born I was labeled incompetent
Unable to do anything other than picking cotton in the blazing heat
Destined to be the white man's little *****
Being blamed for everything even though we can't do anything
Taken from my home against my will
Thinking about the tears my little girl now sheds as she was bend over on all fours
I was born in the age of the struggle
But my struggle is one that never went down in history
All because I am nothing more than a wild beast
Even though I had life that was stolen from me
Apr 4, 2016
Apr 4, 2016 at 9:12 PM UTC
everywhere
is the fight zone
at least unofficially
even those
who sit in the aisle
aren't necessarily safe
they're just safer
which is better
than nothing
I guess.
Jan 8, 2016
Jan 8, 2016 at 12:35 AM UTC
For a longer dictionary
great big motivation
as / 1 (R) rəzistəb (ə) ladjective: irresistible
It's sweet and polite. "There is irresistibly delicious cake"
Family: Gender, the love of God, the grace
of our God is to speak to the original
by a cute box; desirable & beautiful,
bright, burning, Empty the measure
of the possible man is not only written
in the book. beautiful, charming and magical;
exciting study. mountain will crash and - here
"Sin" and resist the strongest power.
"I felt an irresistible desire to refute"
Definitions: intolerance, excessive -
excessive power, and a lawyer who negotiated
irresistible inappropriate dazzling relationship,
security for anything else you need to do.
Urgent payment deserves pain.
"There is a big push and a relationship - and it can't stop"
Origin of the 16th century, Middle
English irresistible stimulus, "that is"
stop (stand) no more motivation
to silence the dictionary And / 1 (R) rəzistəb
(ə) ladjective: irresistible
It's cute. "There is irresistibly delicious cake"
Synonyms: offer, charming testimony of our charm of health. desirable, beautiful, bright, burning,
How desirable.
the meadows of magical efforts are beautiful;
exciting study. unofficially fall - here
13 says: "Laughter is, of course, of major importance for their relationships" more powerful than it was before, and that was it. "I felt an irresistible desire to refute"
Definitions: intolerance, excessive
He was the chief among the charges, and the names of the excessive greed of his power "must be determined".
misery to bring strangers.
Another way is necessary for health;
Therefore, as it emerges from the answer
necessarily heavier than it is enough for the pain.
"It's the biggest push relationships - 1 Women
Origin of the 16th century, Middle
The Englishman was an irresistible relationship,
"no" attitude
(to watch). Dictionary results for the largest,
attacking a great motivation
as / 1 (R) rəzistəb (ə) ladjective: irresistible
It's sweet. "We found an irresistibly delicious cake"
List of Life: the end of our charming friend, more enthusiastic about the sake of preaching temptation; beautiful, desired bright, burning,
People are not incomplete; Make clear how much can be done.
A beautiful charming magic is beautiful;
exciting study. crash and - here
13: "Laughing Sin" and resisting the strongest power.
"I felt an irresistible desire to refute"
Definitions: intolerance, excessive,
excessive force forcing them has been negotiated;
zalistiki, irresistible, inappropriate.
Otherwise, it does not have to be secure.
The solution is strong enough to make urgent pain;
"It's an irresistibly desired relationship -
and it cannot be stopped"
Origin of the 16th century from Middle
The Englishman's was an irresistible
relationship, "no" stand (no stand)
is no bigger incentive for more push
to silence the dictionary And / 1 (R) rəzistəb (ə)
ladjective: irresistible
It's sweet. "We found an irresistibly delicious cake"
Synonyms: offer, charming witness
to the health of our charm.
beautiful, desired bright, burning,
For, as desired.
beautiful, bright, magical, charming,
exciting study. unofficially fall - here
13 "Laughter is the biggest relationship" and stronger. "I felt an irresistible desire to refute"
Definitions: intolerance, excessive
excessive force forcing them has been negotiated;
to bring strange anguish.
whatever else is necessary for safety
is a serious issue and which is,
therefore, of this necessity,
it is clear that it is enough that the solution to her pain,
"It was an irresistible urge - Do 1 '
Origin 16 at midnight
The Englishman was an irresistible relationship, "no" resisting (cautious attitude).
Feb 4, 2019
Feb 4, 2019 at 3:17 PM UTC