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Zoe Mae Aug 2021
You need so much
I don't have it to give
I'm not sure if I can feel anymore nevermind live
Part of me worries that I'm dead
or at least the most important part of me is
You deserve so much
Yet I have nothing to give
Zoe Mae Jan 2022
We witnessed cataclysmic events not take place, and instead accepted little increments of ****.
That's what life is.
Little increments of ****. Sometimes it's decent ****.
Most often it *****.
But it's always little ****, and it always adds up.
Zoe Mae Oct 2021
In prison, peanut butter and jelly sandwiches are birthday cake,
and ramen noodles a succulent meal.
In prison, everyone's given shower shoes,
but pillows you have to steal.

In prison, the "beds" are worse than the floor,
the "blankets" giant SOS pads.
In prison, lice goes around like soup du jour,
and **** talk spreads like mad.

In prison, all you see is gray,
color only lives on your screen.
Now you're picturing us watching a 60-inch all day,
but it's only 13 by 13.

In prison, there's no such thing as steak, there's no such thing as meat.
Almost everything that resembles either is fake.
Real milk would be a real treat.

In prison, you still need money,
or you go to bed hungry each night.
It's seriously not funny.
Three small "meals"a day  
isn't right.

In prison, if you don't lock it down, another con will steal it.
There's more than enough desperation to go around,
and everyone can feel it.

In prison I was years ago.
I'm a different person today.
But the shame felt from being forced to bend over, spread my legs, and cough,
well that's never gone away.
I was in prison for 49 long days, and it was enough to scare me pretty much straight. I still know people who are locked up today. The majority of them are in for something related to alcohol, drugs, or psych issues. Many non-violent people that should be in rehab, which is where I should have been, are sitting in prison being punished for having a disease. They're not horrible people. Some people just don't get the breaks in life. I'm not saying no one deserves to be there, but in my mind, you have to have done some pretty bad **** to deserve that.
Zoe Mae Jan 2018
I lay down at night in my bed all alone and my thoughts turn to you
Your bones were worn and your flesh a bit marked, certainly not brand new

And sometimes you creaked as I found my place between your shoulder and your arm
I remember feeling like we were all that exists and that I could never be harmed

Your rhythmic breath soon turned into a roar that rumbled up from the deep
And it comforted me with its familiar sound and lulled me right to sleep

Now as I lay wide eyed on a pillow top that may as well be cement
And crisp new sheets that rough up my skin I wonder where you went

Those days are long gone and I know it's my fault as I toss and turn all night
And a flowering quilt that came out of a box is all that holds me tight
Zoe Mae Oct 2021
I'm going to delve deep into the woods, and let falling leaves land on me.
So if anyone asks where I went, tell them I'm under a dying oak tree.
It's peaceful here.
My best friend's a deer.
Where on Earth would I rather be?
Zoe Mae Oct 2021
As a kid I believed the moon was made of cheese.
With age I learned it's just a frigid rock.
As a child I remember gazing at stars, whispering please.
As though the universe could really hear me talk.
Rainbows were pure magic.
Each one held a *** of gold.
Growing up is inherently tragic.
Splendor becomes same old same old.
Zoe Mae Aug 2021
Transparent yet veiled
With tendrils cloaked in daggers
Jellyfish mingle
Zoe Mae Jul 2021
Last I night I slept on your ceiling
It was the most ghastly feeling
to be looking down and watch you roll around with some other human being
Now when I'm in my own bed
I look up and see you instead
But I know you'd never sleep on my ceiling
Zoe Mae Jun 7
My head is a paper weight again
Anchoring my pen
I can't write anymore
My poems now folklore
Though no one remembers them

There was a time when words cluttered my mind
Now, they're hard to find
I never know what to say
Besides, words hold no sway when others mold them like clay
and then toss them away
It seems like a waste of time

I keep it all now
I eat it and breathe it
I've been forced to believe it
So I just shut myself down
Although I still walk around
Zoe Mae Aug 2021
It is what it was

It was just because

that's how it's always been

Now

It's not what it should be

nevermind could be

yet here we go again
Zoe Mae Jul 2021
I tried
I'm spent
I give up
I relent

I quit
I'll just stop
I can't stand
I just flop

I'm broke
I'm a mess
I've no *****
I regress

I've failed
I won't fight
I'm lost
I can't write
Zoe Mae Aug 2021
I wish I knew what I was doing
comprehended what I've done
was aware of where I'm going
and what I might become
Zoe Mae Oct 2021
Jack O'Lantern's sad
Flickering tears sear his cheeks
Until death he weeps
Zoe Mae Aug 2021
Rings gone green, cracked pearls
Vacant locket and drab gems
My jewelry box
Zoe Mae Jan 2022
Some people miss who I once thought of as me
Others long for who they thought I was
A few miss loving who they wanted me to be
But no one misses me simply because
Zoe Mae Jun 2021
It's true you're a monster most of the time
The other few moments you're gracious and kind
Those are the moments the world gets to see
But the fangs and the vileness, well that's just for me
Zoe Mae Feb 2022
Sometimes the Moon is just
the Moon
Stars simply stars
They're just reliable objects
They just are
And birds are just birds
They're pretty
They fly
Often words are just words
They're witty
They lie
And colors are just granted
Sort of like you and I
Until each pretty petal
just withers and dies
Zoe Mae Sep 2021
A promise made
A promise kept
A leap of faith
You could regret
But with starry eyes
You blindly step
Into murky waters
You may have wept
Zoe Mae Sep 2021
Ever wonder who's on the other end of these poems
Are they really human? Possibly clones?
Maybe a bunch of chimps in a dank room typing away
And after months of randomness, they conjure something clever to say
Some people are probably just busy, others insecure
That's one weakness every poet can relate to, I'm sure
But for a bunch of lonely souls, just longing to feel connected
It's amazing how many times I've reached out, only to be rejected
This place, this space, some people just seem so hollow
And you wonder to yourself,
do I even want to be followed?
Zoe Mae Sep 2021
Let's just fly away
Soar past the sun to the sea
Let's set ourselves free
Zoe Mae Jun 2021
I've lost a bunch of notebooks in my time
But I filled some up with lonely vines
Cloaked in thorns, so they'll be fine...
But what about you?
It seems your bleeding from your spine
Zoe Mae Aug 2021
Stars are always there
Some nights we get a free show
Make sure you look up
Zoe Mae Oct 2021
Crunchy leaves add up
They line every path I see
I'm where I should be
Zoe Mae Jul 2021
I love when you lose something
and the first thing someone says is where did you last have it?

Umm...If I had the answer to that question, I never would have asked it
Zoe Mae Jul 2021
Eyes spilling over trembling cheeks
leave in their wake purple streaks
A feeling as though my ears are full of cotton
Trying to speak, but it seems I've forgotten
Stomach drops, the nausea begins
Knees give out, legs cave in
Is this the effect of undying love
Or perhaps the result of lack thereof
Zoe Mae Aug 2021
I don't know a lot about love

But I do know a bit about hate

It's not something you fall into

It's something you create
Zoe Mae Aug 2021
I jumped ship long ago
Sorry you were the last to know
It's seriously not you, it's me
You're rolling your eyes, that old line, I see
But this time it's true, it's really not you
I think that I'm shattered and have run out of glue
Not sure if I can feel anymore
I'm always so numb
Pretty sure scar tissue's what my heart's become
I'm sorry I can't give the love you feel
I'm sorry I can't feel the love you give
I'm sorry about my serious love deficiencies
And my unwillingness to live
Zoe Mae Jul 2021
Everybody loves a love poem

But does anyone really have love?

To be a writer's to be alone

We just write about what we dream of
Zoe Mae Nov 2020
Shriveled up is what we become
If fate dictates we don't die young
Which is worse, I can't be sure
But maybe, just maybe, love will endure
Zoe Mae Feb 2022
Streetlight
Or spotlight
Let's dance
This night

Mosquitos
Or maestro
We can
Disco

Cha Cha?
Oh, na na
I'd rather
Lambada

Slow dance?
Oh, no chance
It's simply
A love trance
Realize Hello Poetry made this public before I wanted it to. Anyone who has to see it again, just ignore it like most people do.
Zoe Mae Jul 2021
Lovey dovey ***** me
Thought something was meant to be
Stupid cupid swept right in
And claimed his arrow yet again
Zoe Mae Jul 2021
I'll have a little love with my bottle of wine
I don't mind them older, so aged is just fine
Could you make them pair well with stale pizza crust?
And have the faint odor of ******* lust?
As long as they're low shelf, I'll be just fine
So I'll have a little love with my bottle of wine
Nobody gets me.
Zoe Mae Aug 2021
I realize I don't have many prerequisites for love
Devotion, truth, transparency?
None of the above
Turns out I'm pathetic as a human being can be
I promise to love you
if you promise to love me
Zoe Mae Sep 2021
A creaky old church
Mood is blue, which isn't new
We're on borrowed time
Zoe Mae Jan 2022
I've been living too much to write
Instead of writing too much to live
Now I know why I hid in plain sight
Amongst frilly words and mad libs
Zoe Mae Feb 2019
What have they done to my body?
Why's there a hole in my chest?
When did they discard what was rotting ?
Where have they hidden the rest?
How is it I know they are plotting
To serve me up to my own guests?
What, why, when, where, how
Zoe Mae Oct 2021
She muttered words nobody would ever hear
Her cubicle scarred her for life
Putting staples in the stapler was the final straw
The monotony of it was stifling
She left
Nobody ever noticed
Now she lives deep in the woods
among giant trees that speak to birds
She's got not much use for words
She hacks down the dead ones
so new life can grow
She's the world's best woodcutter
Far superior to any other
But nobody will ever know
Zoe Mae Aug 2021
When the last tree falls
And the seas swell with plastic
We'll have done our part
Zoe Mae Feb 2022
I don't write right
I must not think right
Therefore I don't feel right
Which means I don't act right
That's why I don't live right
Maybe I'm wrong
Me
Zoe Mae Aug 2021
Me
Insignificant and insightful
Delirious yet delightful
Neither spirited nor spiteful
Both frightening and frightful
Zoe Mae Sep 2021
You're a wistful song
A melodious medallion
You have a willful soul
no one is allowed in

Your words, how they dance
My silver-tongue strays
Lulled into a trance
which could last for days

Because I know this song
You composed it for me
It's not where I belong
but it's where I want to be
Zoe Mae Nov 2021
Jewels ceil the sky
Mother nature's Christmas lights
Make merry year round
Zoe Mae Sep 2021
I don't want to be backup
I am not a late night snack
Something you nibble on to soothe yourself when the walls collapse

I don't want to be a pipe dream
Just a childish fantasy
Something you keep in your back pocket, that's already history

I don't want to be either of those things
Yet I am both, my dear
Milk and cookies after midnight
and crumbs that magically disappear
Zoe Mae May 2021
I am a comedy
A walking calamity
Just miscellaneously here

I have a tragedy
Living inside of me
Always in paralyzing fear

I am a mystery
Already history
And I just want out of here
Zoe Mae Aug 2021
If you want to lead
miscellaneous me
miscellaneously
until eternity
I'm in...
Zoe Mae Sep 2021
I want to say I'm sad
this place made a poetess feel so bad
She up and fled this site
like a black cat at midnight
And I miss somehow what I never had
Miss you Modest Mouse
Zoe Mae Nov 2021
From the velvet sky
The Moon's smirk caught Leo's eye
Mona Lisa's muse
Zoe Mae Nov 2021
The Moon's sick of us
We expect from her love beams
She has her own dreams
Zoe Mae Nov 2021
You mimic the Moon
Twelve foreseeable phases
Infinite faces
Zoe Mae Aug 2021
Shapeshifters beware
Even men will howl tonight
Bewitched by moonlight
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