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Marissa May 2017
always being there for someone
who will never be there for you

giving them everything you have
when they can't spare anything at all

realizing everyone takes you for granted
when everyone meant the world to you
Shy May 2017
Everytime I see them, they always judge me
A subject of laughter as it always seems
No one dares to help me out
They even want me out of their sight.

God knows I'm crying right now,
Hoping that the pain will ease somehow.
The walls that I build to protect myself,
Is now shattering into pieces.

I always ask God, "Why Me?"
Am I really that worthless to be in this kind of situation?
How can I be free in this cruel world?
I don't wanna be bullied again.
Michaela Ferris Mar 2017
A long day of forced, faked smiles
But you can't see behind a computer screen...
Just my bitter words.

Words I've now said
Which could lay us to rest
Because I can't say I'm feeling insecure,
Just in a bad place.

Breaking down on either end.
Distance holding us back from those three words
Which I've never said to anyone but you.
Now what do I regret?

Why does this always get the better of me?
Tear me down till I lose everything I've ever held close
Because "you're a worthless failure" haunts me,
Tortures me till I stop in my tracks...
Numb... because I can't say I'm really not okay!
Michaela Ferris Feb 2017
Tear me down till I am nothing more than a pile of broken dreams.
Beat me till my body is black and blue
Your vicious words tear into my skin like a ship caught in a storm
But this time there is no one to see the cries for help.

Haunt me, till I’m too afraid to face the day because my nightmares are becoming reality.
**** me, slowly tearing me limb from limb until I’m nothing you told me I was.
Cry yourself to sleep you stupid, pathetic girl,
No one cares, its all just lies when they say they do.

Cuts, cuts, cuts, litter the once clean skin of a messed up mind
You’ve proved to me time and time again I am worth nothing to you!
I’m just someone you claim to love, but I’m worthless
A worthless nothing, better off gone!
Michaela Ferris Feb 2017
I never wanted to fall in love
Because I thought it only caused pain;
I’ve seen the tears, the devastation,
Watched it tear them all apart.
I never wanted to fall in love
Because they said I was never good enough,
But after that one night, things started to change…

I can’t control the butterflies as soon as you come my way,
I get lost inside your eyes where I wish that I could stay.
I feel my whole world brighten when I get to have you by my side,
You make me feel so safe, as though no one can hurt me now.
And even though I don’t see you as much as I would like,
The times I share with you, I wouldn’t change for anything.

I always have you on my mind, just wondering if you are fine?
I get lost in a daydream where it’s just you and I; no distance between.
The feelings in my heart when I can stay in your arms, it makes me smile.
There is so much I want to say, but I’m too scared I’d look a fool…
So for now, when you’re with me I’ll just look at you and smile
Because I know that it’s only you I’ll want in my life.

I’ve always been so scared of letting anyone get close
Because all they’ve ever done is walk away…
I’ve never had someone like you who believes in me wholeheartedly
It is safe to say you’ve stole my heart and that’s the truth.
So maybe all their words don’t really mean a thing?
I honestly couldn’t ask for anyone better to have right by my side.

I never wanted to fall in love
Because I thought it only caused pain.
But once again, you’ve proven me wrong.
I never wanted to fall in love
Because I didn’t believe I was worth anything
But you’ve shown me I am…
I’ve fallen in love with you and I never want to take that back!
Avellaneda Lesli Dec 2016
You sickening ***** why do you procrastinate in happiness?
Why do you poison yourself with these emerald thoughts?
Why, you only see milk white thighs and slender legs
Plaguing your head with emeralds
Why you're not beautiful,
You're strange
You're the different destiny sought out from an ill fated heartache
You're the ***** used to forget the past
Slender beauty, silky hair
Flawless skin
Why, you're the night to daylight
With your dark untamed hair and marred skin
Your extra weight
Stupid *****
You're the gauze to the wound
And you will never be more
Because you're a damaged yet different creature among sparrows
You walked yourself into this
Because you loved
And that's the price
You're nothing but a rebound
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