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Juliana Aug 4
If its bad in the face
Its even worse in the back

Behind closed doors
Behind the dont tell anyone’s
Behind the what is said here stays here

Hate spreads like wildfire
Trickling to the outer most parts of a soul

And you think its okay
Cause how would she ever know
But I know

What happens in the face isn’t all that different
What happens in the back is starting to blend
The wall has to fall eventually

I will forever look back in regret
Of calling you someone
I could trust
Lord, when I pray and don't receive
That which I pray for, I still believe
In the god who answers honest prayers
And shoulders all His people's cares,
The god who's Father, Spirit, and Son,
Who's one in three and three in one,
The god who heroically chose to die
For sinners, the god who cannot lie,
The god who's only good and true,
The only god who's GOD—who's You.
Empty
Numb
Heaviness
Can't seem to think less.

Each day im fading
Is anyone listening?

Long nights
Headaches
Cant see through the thoughts
But feeling i will still make it to the stop.
I cant make these loops stop

Scrolling
Binging
Pretending
This isnt living.

Substance abuse,
Doesnt even get me through.
Where is my muse?
A change,
must be made.
I cannot maintain
living in this frame.
When will i finally start
To follow through.

Im sick of my own ways

Excuses,
contemplate
Going insane
What is the point
Of anything
If i just spend my days fading away

Never commit
"Shes A flake"
I know.
Im so tired of being this way
Hating how i live
Feeling shame
In who i am,
Wishing i was different
I want to commit
To me again

I want to jump all in.
Leave all this **** at the door  
find the free spirit within
I will do what best for me,
Even if it takes some pain.
Anything is better,
Than living this way.


change is being made
Surrender
what are you scared of?
Trust
It will be okay
Simple,
not a debate
just need to get out
of my own way
Change is here.
Can't keep running from the girl
locked in here
staring back at me in the mirror

She says,
let go.
Change is here.
No need for fear,
my dear.
Arii Jul 31
Bury me next to
The flowers
We grew,

Remember me even when
I fly
Past you,

Look me in the eyes
And tell me
You’re still real,

And

not a part of me
that has
Yet to
Heal.

Why are you
Everywhere,
But somehow
I can’t

reach

Out and
Take you

Like I

Used

To?

Why do you sit in
A silent place?

And why won’t you ever
Reach
Back
Out

To

Me?
Written after my friend’s DnD character(s)
You looked in my eyes, and still you lied
I asked you why — you said, “You rushed,” and tried to hide
Living your dreams with girls on a screen
While I stared at myself asking, “What does this mean?”


Was I missing something? Am I the blame?
Then I whispered, “No… I walked into this flame.”
I saw your style from the very start
But I let you in, and you broke my heart


How can you stare at me and still pretend?
Say, “I love you, I’d never cheat — I’m not like them.”
But if you knew you were wrong, why hide it deep?
Wait till I’m gone, while you lie and creep?


This ain’t just about you — it’s about our name
Our roots, our values, our family shame
Arab blood was raised on pride
On loyalty, not this love that hides


We’re taught to give with all our soul
To stand for honor — that was the goal
But even the purest hearts get torn
Even the strongest queens get scorned


So what made you think, Huda, you’d be the one
To be loved right, while the rest get none?
his world don’t care if you’re loyal or kind
Even good women get left behind.
Words written straight from the heart, "You looked in my eyes, and still you lied. I asked you why — you said, ‘You rushed,’ and tried to hide." This line holds a story, and it taught me a valuable lesson: always trust your gut feeling. If something feels wrong, there's a good chance it is.
elonia Jul 30
You broke my vase
and water filled the room
at an alarming pace
all you left behind was gloom.
The room is empty now
but the water holds me in a cage.
I live with tide lines on the walls
of my heart-
I mop, and mop, but it won't stop.
I don't know how
to forget his wreckage.


Years passed before
he showed up at my door,
in his hands a vase like mine
the roses blooming, still with spines;
he placed it gently
on the spot of solitude.
I am scared he'll break it too
or he'll leave without a trace.
But I can't live without love
even if it breaks my vase.
Marwan Baytie Jul 29
Never trust again
nor reconnect with
anyone who tried to silence your voice,
break your spirit, or shatter your being.
A snake, no matter how smooth
or beautiful, only sheds its skin to grow.
But never forget:
“a snake remains a snake”
Faragraf Jul 27
I’m not asking for your apology
I just want silence, even if it looks like pain.
I just want distance, even if we’re still close by.
And you?
I don’t really care to know.
I’ve poured all I feel into verses laced with ache
about someone whose name I no longer whisper in prayer,
someone who chose to betray both himself and those who loved him.
Chance;
a single word,
yet it holds so many meanings.
If given a chance,
I would never have chosen this person to lead a family.
If given a chance,
I would’ve spared a mother the weight of a wound she never voiced.
That is what “chance” really means.
But everything feels so easy
when we live in “what ifs.”
When all seems fine on the surface,
but underneath—
a deep, dark hole waits,
never fully seen.
For a father out there, who chose to walk away from what he was meant to carry. Isn’t it true—chance feels beautiful only when it truly exists?
secrets circle your irises like silver linings
and i'm not sure whose they are
because i feel like i give away everything
when i manage to meet your gaze

secrets play around your lips like silver
smoke
and i'm not sure whose they are
because i feel like i give away everything
when i open my mouth

secrets adorn your fingers like silver rings
and i'm not sure whose they are
because i feel like i give away everything
when you touch me

name it
ask it of me
i'll give it to you gladly
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