Bitter blanket, one that bites.
Even colder when she says yeah your right.
Still in love but cant seem to function,
Lets just hope we can find it for tonight.

But tomorrow is some other news.
Unlucky coins flip says you lose,
Ill be on the couch tonight.
Hate to see the beautiful end to a bottle of *****.

Drunk slurs turn to im the reason there is no doubt.
**** maybe if id taken her out,
More or and I shouldve.
I can **** up more without a reasonable doubt.

Drink to numb the pain of knowing all along
I was never the problem in this broken love song.
One is never the problem when pointing the finger.
Should be feeling better now that shes gone.
  

So why arnt I

NT

We are the definition of TOXIC
We hate to be around each other
But are so madly in love
When we kiss
Its like fire is dancing happily around my mouth
When we hold each other
It's like the world stops moving and its only you and I
When I look into your eyes
I see love
True and honest
Without question or reason
But EVERY TIME  we open our mouths to speak
Nothing but insults
Hatred
Heart ache
Horrendous misuses of words that can't be taken back
And even knowing all that
I'd still take you back every time
Because when we're quiet
And we don't say a word
And the silence of you and I existing together
It's love

I will never understand
how you could
pretend to love me

Pretending to look
sweet as a lemon
but inside you
were sour
as a lemon drop

My chest seems too tight to be true,
because all I seem to see is you,
so when he cries into your chest,
or when you smile my way,
I hope you know I held the gun
to the temple of my head
before today.
I hope they believe when they see the news,
that loving him killed you,
how death kissed your breast
and held your hands,
called you his lover
so you could kiss him back.
I pray you cry in the grave,
scratching at the lid of (y)our coffin,
and that you look over and see my eyes,
looking at you.
They're piercing, aren't they?

It rained when she left.
I didn't even love her.
So why did it rain?