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Julie Smith Aug 2017
Look what you made me do
I've had to **** myself and you
You called me up out of the blue
But I had to hang up and pass you through

And all because you told me you'd be mine
But it's been quite a year after all this time
And baby, I know we could still be fine
But Darling, first I'll make you wait in line

I'll wait till you beg me to answer your call
Unlike her I can deal with the fall
And the silence that chokes me like a wall
So be ready when I turn up at the ball
Written on Saturday.
Inspired by Taylor Swift's new song "Look what you made me do".
This could be the second to last poem in my Part IV.
Julie Smith Aug 2017
I'm clapping my hands, congrats to you
Seems like you don't see that you're making a fool
Out of the beautiful boy I once knew

You're such a cheater, a liar, a schemer
She's your new toy, you couldn't be meaner
And her distasteful bikini couldn't be greener

Where did you lose all your dignity
Did she steal it and replace it with stupidity?
Whatever you need for publicity

I've never before seen a disgrace of such
Hypocrisy and double Dutch
But baby, flirts on the beach don't last much
Written just now. What a SHOW
Julie Smith Aug 2017
How often am I supposed to pray
To the full moon to see you again
Over and over I do the same thing
Trying so hard to let you in
What's left for me to learn
My tan turning into a sunburn
The clock is ticking for my last hours
I wish I could someday again call it ours
Written just now..
Julie Smith Aug 2017
Softly placed on her skin
A message without words
A sunny place to be in
And I hope it's not You who's with her

I made my way to Wonderland
But without You I can't stay
I just hope it's not Your hand
So close on her hand to lay

I would abandon Wonderland
To once more feel Your touch
But You with her would be too much
I'm praying please don't let it be Your hand
It wasn't Your dogs, it wasn't Your voice, why should it be Your hand? Please don't let it be Your hand.
Julie Smith Aug 2017
See her sitting there in the candle light
The golden shimmer makes her hair shine so bright
A blanket of linen, velvet and lace
Keeping her warm and the glow on her face

More like a mirage, a pale reflection
Of her inner thoughts and affections
Of a love more radiant than the candlelit room
And more lasting than the ageless old Moon

As she sits in her house on the hay covered floor
She wishes for a guitar and her man to play for
A song that's more beautiful than every diamond and pearl
A song from the heart of the last good girl
I wrote this just now in the candle light
Julie Smith Aug 2017
I can't lose you because
Then the blood in my veins will stop to run

I feel weak right now
And my heart beats irregular maybe
My circulation is at its lowest
It has ever been

My God, you even affect my health
I long for a comfortable bed of pills

Once a piece of paper told me
You'll stay a very healthy person
And he made me accomplish that

But right now I feel like last year, only worse
Recovering from the shock, not sure how to pass the time
Ready but impatient
Amused when I told you it's supposed to be healthy
And you just rolled your eyes
Torn and jaded, when I walked the lonely avenue
In beautiful October
Only without the euphoria

It's more like acting
With a touch of Franny Glass
If you're so much better then them
Make use of it

Frail girl
Take care
Even your heart is fragile and rare
But it will beat on for all my eternity
For the one
Who needs it
Written just now.
Julie Smith Aug 2017
I'm tired of this mess
I'm tired of this one mistake that chases me
I'm tired of the hide and seek
I'm tired of even seeing her name
All over again
I'm tired of seeing her face
I'm tired of reading about you
Instead of being with you
Tired but won't ever give up
Julie Smith Aug 2017
I once ordered a cappuccino
When I was with you
Before knowing you would someday
Spoil the taste of it in retrospective
And before I knew
There are people who would be named after it
And now I know
There won't be no more coffee for me!
Or so I thought... :(
Julie Smith Aug 2017
I'm not scared of you
I'm scared that someday you'll be gone
And I won't be able to live on

Maybe I was sleeping beauty
And you  finally made me see
Nothing but you, but that's enough

I know you never loved them
Hey and I just realized
You never ever lied to me

I'm thankful for all your faults
You showed me we're not perfect
But you're just perfect for me

I always talked to you in my thoughts
In situations enclosed
Trying to hear your answer beyond the distance

I was jealous of people who had what I wanted
But I know that no one will have you more than me
And I'm happy for people winning the lottery

Because having You is much better
Even if I'm not with you.
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