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Sprawled and etched underneath your delicate skin. Lines of blue and indigo travel up your forearms and push out adrenaline. Dark as ink, poisoning ones very soul. I trace the wicked lines with the very tips of my finger and you break out in shivers. The very lines that fascinate me, I want to make a home out of your veins. I want to be within your every being, I want to be the very thing that makes you feel alive.
Rough draft
 May 2014 suicidalsmiles
Trisha
you say that
I ain't fat
but the mirror says differently

you say that
I am lovely
but my mind says differently

you say that
I am beautiful
but the depression says differently

My biggest fear is that
eventually you will
see me the way I
see myself.
Tumblr inspiration.
 May 2014 suicidalsmiles
Trisha
I just feel so alone,
and it's not that I need someone,
well, it is
but not someone certain,
just someone who will,
give me that love,
I crave,
Anyone.
But I haven't been loved,
for a very long time,
and I realize that I now,
I have shut everybody out,
until there was nobody left,
to love me,
I know now, that I am a human.
that I, too, need a lovers touch,
and kind words,
that I am no different,
that I crave affection.

I don't like being human,
I don't like destroying myself,
I don't know why.
Tumblr inspiration.
You were a soft breeze that caressed my fragile flame
But when you grew too wild
You blew me
**O U T
wake up and starve
my poison is stronger
I trip into ash
and fancy the city.

Drugs
***
Rock and Hole

moons fade to
rub my starstruck
eyes in the sun
and I am still

an empty palm
scratched on street signs.
 May 2014 suicidalsmiles
lcb
Cutting
 May 2014 suicidalsmiles
lcb
I will rip my veins apart
and then my mind will be at peace
for a while

My wrist will pour blood
I need it to bleed
or bead

I am counting the seconds
till this can happen
5..4..3..2..1..

I am now content
with the results
but I'm getting dizzy

I can hear sirens
the sound is getting stronger
is it coming for me?


(lcb)
 May 2014 suicidalsmiles
Ady
don't kiss this devil
it'll burn, it will torment you.
stay with angels' lips.
Sorry I couldn't think of a better title and if I made a mistake.
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that   you
are  made  of
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and  water  balloons,
oil  pastels  and  the
collecti­on          of
settled     sugar
at             the
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c u p s
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.........*
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Nope,I got nothing
 May 2014 suicidalsmiles
Taylor
to everyone who's calling me....*i am no longer the person you're looking for.
Still breathing but feeling like the dead. Living life on autopilot until I get so anxious i shake.
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