i - Hello Poetry

i Apr 2014

worn out

i am so ******* tired,
of playing the same
game over and over
again,
doing the same ****,
over and over again.
i am really tired
of listening, watching,
breathing, living.
maybe i should
just simply disappear,
and never appear again.
i don't even want to
exist anymore,
dying would be
the cure for me.
i just want to get
a ******* break.

i Apr 2014

#3 (10w)

i just want to sleep peacefully
and never wake up.

#dream #death #dead #10w #10words #never #gone #asleep #awaken #peacefully

i Apr 2014

sorry (10w)

i am so terribly sorry for
breathing,
living,
existing,
**dying.

#dying #living #10w #10words #sorry #breathing #existing #terribly

i Apr 2014

poison

people are poison.
you are a poison.
i am a poison.
a lethal poison,
that kills everybody
and everything.
so perhaps,
i should stay away
from you,
and you should
stay away
from me.

#love #heart #passion #away #poison #lethal

i Apr 2014

music therapy

i need some kind
of tune, melody,
rhythm,
so i can take my mind
off my life,
and focus on
someone else's.
i need some kind
of words, sentences,
lyrics,
to ease the pain
that has been stabbing
my heart over and
over again.
i need some kind
of genre, rhyme,
harmony,
to play in the
background,
while i slowly,
and painfully
end my life.

i Apr 2014

#2 (10w)

i tremendously
adore anything
and everything
that's bad
for me.

#love #alcohol #drugs #bad #wrong #10w #10words #adore #cigars

i Apr 2014

eremophobia (n.)

-the deep feeling
of being alone or
feeling loneliness;
the morbid dread
of being alone.
*i guess i finally
found my condition,
and no cure for it.
at least i am going
to die alone,
there will be no one
to show fake sincerity
for my death.

#fear #lonely #pain #death #alone #die #dead #fake #morbid #dread #loneliness #sincerity #phobia #condition #cure #eremophobia