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May 2019 · 236
Life Knife....
Bhill May 2019
Life....!

When do you know, the how’s and why’s, of what we all call life
Does it come to you in a message or in the form of a knife

If it comes to you as a knife, let's hope it's not in the back
Being able to see and face the knife, will certainly, lessen the attack

Life is real, can be really tough, and it's up to you to see
The wonder and the beauty, along with life's form of debris

Getting hit in the back, with the knife of life, can ruin anyone's day
If you can see it coming, move aside, and get out of the way....!

Brian Hill - 2019#113
Inspired by watching life as we age...
I'm watching life and remembering things along the way..
Being stabbed in the back by life was never easy.
I'm sure we have all experienced this part of life...!
May 2019 · 79
Don't be blind
Bhill May 2019
How do you know
How do you know if
How do you know when
Are my thought and ideas
Right
Wrong
Who's opinion Is it
Will there be an argument
Think about this
It powers us all
There are different views
Don't be blind to that
Be open for it...
May 2019 · 254
You complete me
Bhill May 2019
Gazing into your eyes
I see
I see the most wonderous and creative
I see loving and caring
I see the vision of what is to come
I see my soul mate
I see you

Brian Hill - 2019#93
Inspiration is something you have inspired me with...
You complete me....
May 2019 · 68
Remember...
Bhill May 2019
Remember the yesterdays of your life
Remember the pain that caused you strife
Remember the beauty that shaped your soul
Remember the times you reached your goal
Remember the fight you had that one day
Remember the laughter you shared throwing clay
Remember the sore that caused that pain
Remember the lie you tried to contain
Remember the love that found you unaware
Remember how you felt, that there was no compare
Remember the time you hated your friend
Or did they hate you, did it come to an end
How did you feel when you knew you had lost
That person you loved, or at least that's what you thought
Why did it happen, did you ever find out
Do you get so mad, that you want to just shout
Looking back on your life can be a great stroll
Remember it's yesterday and has no control
Live life for today and make it the best
Yesterday is gone so put it to rest...!

Brian Hill - 2019#114
Inspired by life’s little treasures
Looking back has its true meanings...
Good with the bad
Happy and sad
Don't be afraid to look back...!
May 2019 · 152
I missed That...
Bhill May 2019
How did I miss that, where was my mind
Where was I looking, I must have been quite blind

I missed the perfect time to see it
I missed the colors, I admit

My timing for it wasn't right
I blinked and all I saw was light

I may never get another chance
To really see the fairies prance...

Brian Hill - 2019#113
Inspired by fascinating fairies.
This is another mind move to be creative...
Fairies, who would have thought...
:)
May 2019 · 454
Choices
Bhill May 2019
It's yours to make....

In life, there are always choices to make
To turn events into wants and desires
To turn dreams into reality
To turn reality into your space
To make your space,
Well,
Your space....

Get your bite out of life
Take the biggest and baddest bite
Take a bite soooo big that people notice
People will want to join you with your bite
Your bite...
Not there bite,
Your bite...
Do you want to share
Your bite?

Open up your mind
Open up and decide
What space
What bite
What reality
Just What
Do
You Want....!

Brian Hill - 2019#112
Inspired by choices to bite....
Choices are a gift to us all
Are we making them
Are we getting our bite out of life
May 2019 · 139
Night Sky... Haiku
Bhill May 2019
The night sky was full
Riddled with the strangest lights
Is there something there?

Brian Hill - 2019#111
Inspired by photos of the Milky Way
Looking up to the sky in wonder is...
A wonder!
May 2019 · 557
Who are You - Haiku
Bhill May 2019
Who you want to be
Is often not, who you are
Do you understand?

Brian Hill - 2019#110
Inspired by a comment in The Avengers
May 2019 · 448
I Don't Know
Bhill May 2019
I don't cry
I want to, but I can't
I don't feel
I want to, but I cant
I don't learn
I want to, but I cant
I don't eat
I want to, but I can't
I don't hate
I want to, but I cant
I don't breathe
I want to, but I can't
      I can love
           Why
      I don't know

Brian Hill - 2019#109
I don't know the inspire
What could this mean?
What loves but does not feel?
May 2019 · 79
Who Said That?
Bhill May 2019
Some things today lead your thoughts the wrong way
Wondering what was that, what is that, can ruin your day

Stop it now, forget it, so your day can be fixed
The sooner the better, to stay out of the mix

Sometimes, some subjects should remain closed up
Don't argue about it, just leave it in the cup

Take the easy way out and keep your mouth closed
Then no one can blame you, if they really opposed

This simple thing seems, like it should be really easy
Today, with strange facts, it's not so easy peasy

Brian Hill - 2019#108
Opinions vs facts are out of control...
This is my thoughts on that..!
Apr 2019 · 830
Thunder Rolled In
Bhill Apr 2019
Thunder rolled in
A voice, loud and vicious
From the south she came
Rains, lightning, and violent winds
Skimming the mountain tops dropping her flair
Waters, finding their way down to the valley floor
Water flowing through washes and off cliffs
Washes created by storms from the past
Flowing, furiously fast
Swallowing all things in her way
Cliffs creating the most wonderous of waterfalls
Lightning showing off brilliant power
Sending jagged beams of power across the darkened sky
Beams dancing from cloud to cloud and cloud to ground
What a show...
Oh, the desert can deliver these storms with little warning
Oh this place we call home has beauty and terror in balance!

Brian Hill - 2019#107
Inspired by desert storms...
Another desert inspiration
Apr 2019 · 145
Changing Times....Haiku
Bhill Apr 2019
Changes are coming
Times will be changing also
How is your timing?

Brian Hill - 2019#106
Inspired by my changing life...
Be prepared for the life changes.
Good, bad, planned,, unplanned.
Be ready to jump the gap!
Apr 2019 · 363
Proverb...
Bhill Apr 2019
An old ancient proverb is
”The enemy of my enemy is my friend”
Have you heard this before
Does it mean anything to you
Is it a reflection of todays thinking
Having enemies today is very different than ancient times
Becoming friends with the rivals enemies, created larger armies
Larger armies marching on to destroy
Marching on with Destruction and Death along the way
I feel semi fortunate to be here, in the now
I would like to believe that we, as a people have learned
That we have learned, to love our enemies and their friends
That we have learned, to put down weapons
That we have learned, weapons only destroy
Weapons do not create
We need to be creative and move forward
Moving forward will give the future another ancient proverb
”The friend of my friend is my friend....”

Brian Hill - 2019#105
This old proverb sparked this poem...
Apr 2019 · 462
Crescent Moon
Bhill Apr 2019
This mornings moon was just about ready to bid the night sky goodbye
It's crescent beauty hanging on just long enough to spark the question why

Good morning, as I gaze upon its beauty and question its very existence
It disappears, on its way to a different skyspace, at a great distance

This thought is overwhelming, the moon never realizes daytime gazes
It skirts around the earth, being seen at night in its different phases

The beauty it has shared for years and years, just seems to happen
Without it, the night sky, would be just so, ... Blacken

Brian Hill - 2019#104
Inspired by (of course) the morning moon...
This poem is a bit different
Let me know what you all think
Thank you for reading...
Apr 2019 · 1.2k
Again it's the Desert..!
Bhill Apr 2019
The desert has decided, to take away my mind
It is giving back some memories, that are the beautiful kind

It hard to understand, if you're are living somewhere else
The heat, the rocks, and the cactus, all can give you welts

Let's take each one and look, just how this love arrived
The heat, the rocks, and the cactus, certainly aren't deprived

The heat is hot, but the skies are clear, which makes for an awesome day
The rocks are red and beautiful, and that takes your breath away

The Cactus, of which there are many, and flowering is quite the sight
All together, they make up the desert, and all together they're a glorious delight

Why, oh why, did we move here, I used to have no clue
Now I know, and I understand, we came here for the view....

Brian Hill - 2019#103
Inspired by the desert, AGAIN...!
Living in Ivins Utah has brought out some creative writing that I never really experienced before.
Please join me in my mad, crazy writings, as I embrace this red rock place...!
Apr 2019 · 105
Quandary...
Bhill Apr 2019
The vastness of the desert is a quandary
It is a quandary of vast proportions
Realizing just how vast it is
Is a quandary all of its own
How do we get over the quandary?

Just wondering!!!

Brian Hill - 2019#102
Inspired again by our desert....
Where we live is an everyday inspiration...
It is mind mending.!
Apr 2019 · 2.1k
Desert Bloom
Bhill Apr 2019
When the desert gets rain, it wants to dress up
Their colors abound in the brightest of shade cups

The reds, pinks, and blues are showing off they're flair
Their beauty will amaze you, as you seek them with care

Some are hidden from view by their larger, taller friend
Their color will call out, cause they don't want to blend

You will not be disappointed with what your eyes see
Go out to the desert and see what can be...

Brian Hill - 2019#101
Inspired by riding my bike in the desert...
There may not be anything more beautiful than the Dessert Bloom...
Apr 2019 · 162
Am I Myself
Bhill Apr 2019
You are trapped inside yourself
Your world is another perspective
Or
Is your outer self your inner self
OR
Is your inner self your outer self
Where do you find the truth
Am I myself
OR
Is there a truth
THE MIND CAN CREATE
some CRAZY worlds
Leave it alone
AND
Be prepared for
Confusion
Awareness
Wonder
Truth of the truth

!!!>>><<<!!!SCARY!!!>>><<<!!!
..SsssssssHhhhhhhiiiiiiiiTttttttt..

Brian Hill - 2019#100
Watch the movie Tully with Charlize Theron
You will get this...
Bhill Apr 2019
Do you know when you’re vulnerable
Do you take on the challenge
Do you have the courage to accept
To accept the need for fear
To take on the challenge
When you are vulnerable...?

It takes courage to act on your vulnerability...

Brian Hill - 2019#98
Inspired by Brene’ Brown’s speech
Apr 2019 · 189
Dylan’s Pain
Bhill Apr 2019
Pain is hard to see
Imagine how hard it is
Why does hurt soooo?

Brian Hill 2019#97
Inspired by my senior dog...!
As our pets age it becomes incredibly hard to watch.
I know he is not scared of the end.
I am....
Thanks for reading
Apr 2019 · 197
Do it all Haiku
Bhill Apr 2019
I can't do it all
Did you ask me to do it
I can't do it all

Brian Hill - 2019#96
Inspired by people who appear to be able to do it all..
Some people can literally do it all..
Honor the talent
Have them as friends...
Apr 2019 · 906
Memories..
Bhill Apr 2019
Memories are the there to help you get through
Memories are there, to remember many and few

Memories are critical, I truly believe
Memories are there, for us all to retrieve

Having memories from the past, is an honor I feel
Make the best of that honor, as memories are real

I understand, that some memes are not pleasant
Take the good with bad and make room in the present

Remembering, the memories, can take you away
To places long forgotten, with friends from yesterday

Don't forget all the memories, and cherish each one
Having them at the ready, will give life a good run...

Brian Hill - 2019#96
Inspired by the memories I have...
Looking back and reliving the memories, or walking down memory lane, inspired this poem...
Apr 2019 · 122
Morning Moon
Bhill Apr 2019
The morning moon was so very present
The brightness of its glow was incredible
The desert morning sky allowed it
The sky was absent of all things
No clouds
No jet trails
No anything
Now all that is there is its memory
Beautiful things
Need to be
Seen and remembered!

Brian Hill - 2019#95
Inspired by the Moon of this Morning
Apr 2019 · 61
Out of the Blue
Bhill Apr 2019
Out of the blue you show up
You've been missing for so long
Where have you been

What, you don't know
        or won't tell

I've been needing you back

What, why don't you understand

I needed the safety of you
I needed the comfort you had surrounding you
I needed the confidence you gave me
I existed in your shadow

Wait, what do you mean
You left me so I could grow

I had no warning
I had no plans without you
I experienced so much life that was scary

Huh, you knew that would happen
I had to grow up in your absence
Why scare me like that
I needed you to show me the way

Wait....  Aren't you myself???

Brian Hill - 2019#94
Inspired by life....!
Where is ourselves when we grow up?
Apr 2019 · 275
Where is IT?
Bhill Apr 2019
Where

I believe I have forgotten that
I believe I left it where I would remember
                  ...Or..?
I can't remember where I left it
I knew I would do that
I knew it
I knew it
I knew it

If I knew it, then why did I do it
A question we all ask ourselves...

Brian Hill - 2019#94
Inspired by losing stuff all the time....!
Do you seem to not remember where it is?
Apr 2019 · 253
Your eyes...
Bhill Apr 2019
Gazing into your eyes
I see
I see wonder and creative
I see loving and caring
I see the vision of what is to come
I see bold
I see my soul mate
I see you

Brian Hill - 2019#93
Inspiration is something you have inspired me with...
You complete me....
Having that one person in your life is a great place to be.  
The constant inspiration is an inspiration...
Apr 2019 · 58
One Step at a Time...
Bhill Apr 2019
You got up in the morning, so ask life “HOW DO YOU DO”?
The first step will be followed, by a truly beautiful view

Put one leg in front of the other, remember, one step at a time
You're up, you're awake and ready, so go about life's climb

The climb called life is a trail, and that trail can be tough as hell
One step first, then the other, is the safe way to travel that trail

Don't get me wrong about the trial, there will be ups and downs
There will be rights, there will be lefts, and most likely, quite a few frowns

The beauty of this message is simple, and it's as simple, as it can be
The climb of life will happen, and it happens to you and to me

That first step is the answer, you need it to start the trail
After that, you will be moving, and living your very own tale

Brian Hill - 2019#92
Inspired by my personal life's climb...
Start lifes climb today...
Apr 2019 · 89
Time....?
Bhill Apr 2019
Time passes with elegance
It plays with our mind daily
Is it controllable
What if it is
Would you choose to not age
Would you choose to move to the future
Would you choose to recreate a past event
What would be the benefit of time control
Think about it today
Revisit it tomorrow, if there is one
Just a thought.....

Brian Hill - 2019#91
Inspired by Radom thoughts.
Do you time?
Apr 2019 · 54
Is it Water.
Bhill Apr 2019
There is the sound of water on the roof.
What is it?
The sun is shining!
The sun is shining in the front..
The sound of water is on the roof.
What is it?
The sun is not shining in the back!
The sound of water is on the roof.
What is it?
I can see blue skies left and right..
The sound of water,
Wait, is it water?
Something is on the roof!
What IS IT?

Brian Hill - 2019#91
Inspired by the strange habits of desert storms...
The desert storms can be such a different animal...
Raining in the front yard and not the back or vise versa...
Apr 2019 · 62
Open Your Eyes...
Bhill Apr 2019
Living is easy with eyes closed
Open them
Relive what you could only imagine
Imagine what is out there
Open them
See the colors of the world
The pure wonderment of what you see
Open them
Imagine the wonderful future
What’s next out there
Open them
Life isn’t easy with eyes closed
Closed eyes leave only imagination
Open eyes doesn’t always mean you can see
Open them

Brian Hill. - 2019#90
Inspired by closing my eyes and traveling...
Being able to imagine is wonderful...
Being able to open your eyes and experience the imagined is better...
Eyes open doesn’t automatically mean you see...
Apr 2019 · 61
Words?
Bhill Apr 2019
What are these words to you
    Being, Suffering, Loving
  Hating, Wanting, Dreaming
   Gazing, Wishing, Playing
   Killing, Thinking, Starving

Are the words just words
Are the words talking about you
Are the word telling me something
Do the words move you
Do the words lead you to anything
Do the words have mind changing effects
          What can be expected
               What is the plan
     What is your level of thought

        Words control everything
  Everything is controlled by words

Brian Hill - 2019#88
Inspired by my words...
Using word to create, is a new experience for me...
I am addicted
Apr 2019 · 215
Play Time
Bhill Apr 2019
Let's play and run and skip and fall
Let's see how long, it takes to crawl

The grass is green and it's on our pants
It's on our shirts because of the plants

Check out that dirt that's waiting for us
Can I get there first or will it be Russ

I have a new bike, it's a Sting Ray
High rise bars and a banana seat that's gray

Flying kites is fun if the wind is just right
We fly them so high they go out of site

The creek down the street sometimes has some fish
We can't seem to catch em, no matter how hard we wish

The tree at the corner is a blast to go climb
The highest and fastest changes all of the time

Hide and go seek is something we play
If we could, I think, we would play it all day

For some really strange reason, the street light, we hate
Cause when it turns on, I guess that it's late

We hurry and scurry to get up and get out
So we don't get in trouble and nobody shouts....

Brian Hill - 2019#87
Inspired by remembering playtime...!
Remember when??
Apr 2019 · 143
Travel Haiku
Bhill Apr 2019
I travel for fun
I ramble when I travel
I'm a travel man...

Brian Hill - 2019#86
Inspired by travel and the travel plans for the future..
Getting ready for the future
Apr 2019 · 684
Could it be???
Bhill Apr 2019
It is the way you look at me
It is the way you share your thoughts
It is the way you understand my words
Could it be, it just might be, it could be love
Is it the way you see things
Is it the way that you move me
Is it the things you do to me
It just might be, it could be love
The things I see in you
The things I do because of you
The things I share with you
It could be love
The wants and wishes we both share
The wants and wishes we both have
The wants and wishes we both have found
It is LOVE
I LOVE YOU....

Brian Hill - 2019#83
Inspired by life with my wife...
Leslie Hill Happy Birthday
Apr 2019 · 88
Is something coming
Bhill Apr 2019
Every day you wake up, something will come along
That something will be something, and it may be right or wrong

That something might be pleasant, or it could be really bad
You never can expect it, it may make you glad or sad

It's part of life to have it, its the part that makes life roll
It's the part you can't see coming and the part you can't control

What can you do with something, as it hits you with surprise
You can take it on, with surprise of your own, and that is not unwise

Brian Hill - 2019#82
Inspired by SOMETHING..  
Mar 2019 · 839
The Vastness
Bhill Mar 2019
Looking out at the vastness
I see so much
This world is more transparent than the last
I saw so little
How can anything create thisness
I'm not sure where this vastness came from
Remembering thoughts surrounded
Surrounded by chatter and emotion
Surrounded by color and words
Is this remembering?
”The Vastness”

Brian Hill - 2019#80
Inspired by intelligence in general...
Where do these words take you...
Please let me know
Mar 2019 · 79
Dog Haiku
Bhill Mar 2019
As our dogs grow old
As their eyes start to see short
Their love does not change...

Brian Hill - 2019#79
Our dogs are aging now and inspire me every day
As our fur babies age it’s tough for us to understand what is happening..
Eyes glaze over, walking slower, taking longer to go *****...
Oh wait, this sounds like myself.  Never mind...
Mar 2019 · 121
Are we Blind?
Bhill Mar 2019
How do you if
How do you when
What you are your thoughts
Are they right
Are they wrong
Who’s opinion is it
Are they right
Are they wrong
This is a problem
This problem powers
It powers mankind
Knowing different views
Different viewpoints can help
Different viewpoints can help us
It can help us not be blind
Being blind is MANKIND....

Brian Hill - 2019#78
Inspired by the news of the world!
Today’s world is so filled with vast amounts of opinions..
Who is right?
Mar 2019 · 112
A New Day
Bhill Mar 2019
Can you see it yet
Here it comes
It's coming up slowly
The sun is on its way
The sun has begun its slow rise
Its rise over the horizon
Over the horizon to reveal many fingers of light
Fingers reaching out
Highlighting the peaks on the opposite side
Reaching out to begin a new day
To touch each of us with it glorious newness
A day as new and fresh as any before
Have a fresh and new day....

Brian Hill - 2019#77
Mornings inspire me...
Mornings are a true inspiration for me...
Have some fresh new sun fingers today!
Mar 2019 · 448
Your Voice Inside
Bhill Mar 2019
There’s a little voice inside your head
Have you wondered what it just said?

Did it tell you to do it or look the other way?
Did it have you thinking it would be a good day?

Sometimes it's quiet and you think you're alone.
When all of a sudden you let out a huge grown.

I've got an idea and it just popped in.
Where did that come from, you say with a grin.

You sing a crazy song, that was long ago forgot.
You remember a story with a, ”did I do that” plot?

We all have this voice, its not just me.
I love that my voice is great company.

Brian Hill - 2019-March
All of a sudden you remember a song from your childhood and bang, out it comes...
Mar 2019 · 278
Mom's Haiku
Bhill Mar 2019
Why oh why am I?
I am here because of you.
You and you alone...

Brian Hill - 2019#74
Inspired by Mom
My mother passed Mar 20 2019
Alzheimer is nasty and ugly
Mar 2019 · 411
Frogs?
Bhill Mar 2019
Do you remember frogs and their ribbit, ribbit sound?
Do you remember them hoping, all around and round?

Do you remember tadpoles, looking slimy and gray?
Do you remember catching them, made a very, very fun day?

Do you remember the first time, your tadpole lost its tail?
His legs were bigger, his tail was gone and he wasn't quite so frail.

Those memories flooded back to me, as I did my morning stroll.
The sound of frogs was ribbitting as if they were on patrol.

It seems like forever, since I had heard that sound.
I had to stop and hold my breath and slowly turn around.

Yep, it is, it really is frogs, that are wishing me good day.
I'm glad I heard, their ribbit sound, and these memories flowed my way.

Brian Hill - 2019#73
Inspired by the welcoming frogs this morning..
I had not heard the sounds of frogs since forever.  It is so cool to be where they can be heard again.
Bhill Mar 2019
.         Our mother found her way last night...
We told her we were fine and she could move on...
                  We told her we loved her...
We told her we loved her and she could move on...
               She found her way last night...
                   She was a proud women...
      She was a proud women stuck in a disease...
           Stuck in a disease that took her away...
                        The sadness is real...
                            The relief is real...
               The sadness and relief are real...
They are real in ways that are hard to express...
                 She has found her way home...
                            We will miss her...
She found her way only after she understood...
                She understood we were all ok...
She understood we loved her and we were fine...
                   She moved on last night...
               She can finally Rest In Piece...
                         Our dear mother...
                               Our Mom...
                                 Dorothy...
                        Dot, to her friends...
                                 Mommy...
                         ...Can rest at last...
                  We will love and miss you...
                                ...Always...

Brian Hill - Mar-21-2019
My mother was a wonderful woman and mother.  She was got up in Alzheimer’s mixed in with horrible arthritis and dementia..
Terrible to watch you mother go through this.  This poem is my feeling after she found her way home.
Mar 2019 · 77
How?
Bhill Mar 2019
?  How do you know if
How do you know when
Are my thought and ideas
                Right
               Wrong
      Who's opinion Is it
Will there be an argument
         Think about this
           It powers us all
  There are different views
      Don't be blind to that
             Be open for it...

Brian Hill - 2019#70
The fact that this opinion is mine and not yours is important to WHO?
Mar 2019 · 90
Life's Learning Room
Bhill Mar 2019
We are here on this earth, but what is this place?
It's home to us all, so we all have our space.

The largest room is the room called life.
It can be a breeze or sharp as a knife.

You can learn a lot, or lose a great deal.
This room is also, a room that can heal.

This room we call life, it's a wonderful room.
It's also quite scary, don't ever assume.

You will learn as you grow,
Teach as you know.
When you are done, you get to just go....

Brian Hill - 2019#69
Life has ways of moving along at a pretty fast pace.
Remember we are here on this earth and must share this space...
Mar 2019 · 164
Expecting?
Bhill Mar 2019
Going through life and having some downs,
brings on those life lessons, that turn you around.

Ups can be fun, downs not so much.
Are you ready for both, so you don't need that crutch?

Wanting and going, smoothly through life,
takes ups and some downs, that soften the knife.

To make life complete, be ready for all.
Ups, make you high, the downs make you fall.

To know a full life, takes learning with pain,
be ready for both and ride smooth on the train.

Brian Hill - 2019#68
This is a rewrite of I did a year ago...
Life, you know!
Mar 2019 · 87
Lost...Or?
Bhill Mar 2019
Which way is home, I seem to be lost
Is it back here, over there, it appears I am tossed

Is it right or left, I can't seem to recall
Up street or down, do I walk, run or crawl

What's the matter with me, I seem so confused
Did I fall down the stairs, if so am I bruised

Which way is home, is all that I need
Can you fill me in, and let me proceed

Have I been here before, if so where is this
Will I go somewhere else, do you think I am missed

How will I get there, do I know how to drive
I don't think I care, as long as I arrive.

I know what this is, I figured it out
It's a dream, it's a dream, without any doubt.

Is it true, please tell me, am I really asleep
No I'm not, ***, these feelings are so deep....

Have long have I been here, will I ever return
I don't think I know you
who are you, Who Are You
WHO ARE YOU????

Brian Hill - 2019#67
What is this poem really about to you, the readers?
This poem is emotionally written.
What are the feelings that you all have as you take it in?
Mar 2019 · 257
The Sadness of it All
Bhill Mar 2019
She stared at me with the most faraway eyes.
I’m sure, I’m not known by her right now.
She wanders in and out of reality with just a blink.
She is trying hard to figure out who I am...
Am I Floyd?  A long, since passed, brother?
Am I her beloved son???
Am I a total stranger?
****, there is a tear of a remembered moment.
What could it be?
What could it be?
The sadness that clouds everyone near.
The spouses, children, friends and all support people.
Bless the support people...!
****, tears again..
Lost forever in this mind craziness...
Where is my mom.?
What is this terrible craziness that she is going through?
This is such an undignified disease...
Where is my MOTHER..?
And now the final moments of her life are about to pass.
How extremely sad,
these souls,
Will not have enjoyed
their last moments.
with living,
breathing, loved ones
in the room.
They will be
surrounded by long past
remembered ones.

Oh, the sadness in it all....

Brown Hill - 2019#66
Inspired by Mom. So sad to see!
Watching your mother, or anyone, go through this disease is a huge eye opener. I'm sorry for all out there who have, or are, or will be experiencing, what I call The Crazy Mind Madness...
Mar 2019 · 85
Sweet Haiku
Bhill Mar 2019
What about your life?
Is it filled with honey or ?
Harvest the bees sweet....

Brian Hill - 2019#65
Inspired by life in general.
The little things in life seem to be the sweetest....
Mar 2019 · 295
What? Over there...
Bhill Mar 2019
Can you see those people?
Over there...

There over to the left of the tree.
Can you see them?

What?
Over there...

Really,
Over there, just to the left of the tree...

I don't know...
Dressed all in white!

You're scaring me...
Can't you seem them?

I what?
What do you mean?
I'm not here....?

I can see them and you.

WHAT?
I'm not here?
So sad
Not sure where my thoughts were but it wrote out pretty curious I think...
What are your thoughts on what's going on?
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