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Hubby,
Our fractured laugh is irredeemable.
It Is reinforcing the heroic microbes.
to brainstorm some tiny schemes.
with a lack of delicacy and tact

to recur the same cynic nights of devastation,
incorporate the sores into our throats; a full-time personification of tangible intrusion, directly to the full portrait of the Meningitis itself.

Distracting the law of the incubation hours for all strains, overpowering the blood cower, and hovering over our jaded hoarse, sneering at our last appalling psyche-knot

After this creative detention,
I’m invoking another forever torpor inside of our hearts' beats to pose another irrevocable damage that would perpetuate a close depiction of da Vinci’s Last Supper masterpiece.

Honey, Light yourself with a viral-bacterial whirlwind and sink into its bleakness beside my bewitching bind.
I'm still loving you despite all my infections.
amid the urge to enfold your tsunami and swallow its combination
Fortunately, we have survived so many different tragedies together, as a full piece of plague
above Utopia.

- The Poetic Soul
about love and illness.
π™Άπš˜πš˜πš πš—πš’πšπš‘πš 𝚝𝚘 πš–πšŽ
𝚊𝚜 πšŠπš— πšŽπš‘πšπš›πšŽπš–πšŽ πšπšŠπš’πš•πšžπš›πšŽ.
π™°πš—πš 𝚝𝚘 𝚒𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚜 𝚊 πš•πš’πš‹πš›πš’πšπšŽπš—.
π™°πšœ πš–πš’ πšπšŠπš›πš” πš‘πš˜πšžπš› πš™πšŠπšœπšœπšŽπš πš‹πš’,
πšπš‘πšŽ πšŽπšŠπš›πšπš‘ πš‘πšŽπš•πš πš’πšπšœ πšœπšŽπš—πšœπšŽ 𝚘𝚏 πš‘πšžπš–πš˜πš›
πš‹πšŠπšŒπš”. π™Έβ€™πš– πš—πš˜ πš•πš˜πš—πšπšŽπš› 𝚊 πš‹πšžπšπšπšŽπš›πšπš•πš’;
𝙸'πš– πš‘πšŽπš•πš•β€™s πšŒπšŠπš›πšŽπšœπšœ.
A black and white butterfly, full of poetry, is craving you.
As you walk by her orchard and wander through.
Making her great wings Causing a miracle.
to let your head tip toward the sky, wisely like an Oracle.
Guessing who dares to embrace your soul sincerely?
And all of a sudden feeling her rhythm flirting with you tentatively.
Asking you would you be my handsome husband forever.
Telling you I dare not to leave your spot, whatsoever.
1.1k · Sep 2023
Panic Attack
I was born to be alone..
As you weren’t there
for all my panic attacks
when I sent you a message
that I needed you right now
as my hands were shivering
to the point that I couldn't yearn for help,
when the doctor was the only one
who patted my shoulder and said;
It's okay, you are safe now…
When I saw a semi-reflection of my parents
through your soul….
Well, I’m here, fighting demons,
As it’s Thursday,
and you didn’t come home.
I know I should do better
and ignore this intense fear of mine.
I should yearn for something else
rather than the idea of
your colorful permanent settlement
in my black-and-white corners.
..
π‘Žπ‘šπ‘–π‘‘π‘ π‘‘ β„Žπ‘–π‘  π‘π‘ π‘¦π‘β„Žπ‘œπ‘‘π‘–π‘ π‘’π‘π‘–π‘ π‘œπ‘‘π‘’π‘ οΌŒ
𝑖 π‘™π‘œπ‘œπ‘ π‘’π‘›π‘’π‘‘ 𝑒𝑝..
𝑖 𝑙𝑒𝑑 π‘”π‘œ π‘œπ‘“ π‘‘β„Žπ‘’ 𝑒𝑠𝑠𝑒𝑛𝑐𝑒 π‘œπ‘“ π‘šπ‘¦π‘ π‘’π‘™π‘“
π‘€π‘–π‘‘β„Ž π‘ π‘’π‘β„Ž π‘Žπ‘Ÿπ‘‘π‘œπ‘Ÿ π‘‘β„Žπ‘Žπ‘‘ π‘‘β„Žπ‘’ π‘‘π‘–π‘ π‘‘π‘œπ‘Ÿπ‘‘π‘–π‘œπ‘›π‘  π‘œπ‘“
π‘šπ‘¦ π‘π‘œπ‘›π‘ π‘π‘–π‘œπ‘’π‘ π‘›π‘’π‘ π‘  π‘π‘Žπ‘šπ‘’ π‘“π‘œπ‘Ÿπ‘‘β„Ž π‘Žπ‘›π‘‘
π‘šπ‘Žπ‘‘π‘’ π‘Ž π‘π‘œπ‘›π‘ π‘π‘–π‘œπ‘’π‘  π‘’π‘“π‘“π‘œπ‘Ÿπ‘‘ π‘‘π‘œ
π‘π‘Ÿπ‘Žπ‘€π‘™ π‘œπ‘’π‘‘ π‘Žπ‘›π‘‘ π‘‘π‘’π‘£π‘œπ‘’π‘Ÿ β„Žπ‘–π‘ 
β„Žπ‘Žπ‘™π‘™π‘’π‘π‘–π‘›π‘Žπ‘‘π‘œπ‘Ÿπ‘¦ π‘œπ‘’π‘‘π‘π‘’π‘Ÿπ‘ π‘‘π‘ 
π‘œπ‘›π‘’ π‘Žπ‘“π‘‘π‘’π‘Ÿ π‘Žπ‘›π‘œπ‘‘β„Žπ‘’π‘Ÿ
..
951 · Aug 2023
The ruin among the hope.
I got bunches of hope,
full of honey and milk,
rooted to your *****,
dressed in a pinkish silk,
It is craving your babyface,
wandering around your manhood,
invoking copious amounts of grace,
In order to devour as much charm as it can,
gently sluicing sediments from your weary right palm,
massaging it twice and coating it with fragrant balm.

There, In the centre of our old black and white patio,
I am Injuring the rushing longing inside my ruins.
that dares to leap onto your shoulders and make poems.

What sacrifice could I assume to make our souls entwined with a curse of permanence?
937 · Aug 2023
Not a poem. Just Thunder.
Yes, I’m designing gift cards today; I'm crafting another creative hope, Despite all the gift cards that you tore apart. I’m not creating them to feed your greed anymore; I’m mastering them for this beautiful world, outside of my grief.
863 · Sep 2023
Untitled
In your fake gardens
There was a vivid
Semi-orchard,
I couldn’t enjoy
Its little brightness,
I’m a fanatical
Believer in darkness
I used to be zealous
For Gothic literature
And Beyond,
Hear my colorless void
Exclaiming : for the sake
Of its melancholy’s dose.
847 · Aug 2023
His ocean.
There were black and white balloons that rose into his beautiful, colorful soul. He kept their Helium safe, glowing within his incredible sympathy. My poems are floating for the sake of love and longing. I’m the grayscale little paper boat that merges with his bright-colored ocean.
841 · Aug 2023
The Midnights Prayers.
Through the bleak midnights
I sent some exclusive prayers.
Against the foggy distance, between our aches,
I stood numbly, with the urge to yearn for some touches, brimming with caresses.
My shoulders were full of tenderness, lured by the spreading lights beneath my calamity.
Our shades reflect on the waiting northern beacon; we are there, above all the sleeping folks, matted with white obedient doves, angelically, like the chosen lovers.
747 · Aug 2023
A Letter For Baba
Baba,
I know you better now.
After a long, ferocious timeβ€”almost thirty years,
I couldn’t write you a poem that expresses my mixed feelings toward you.
Despite this inconsistency between knowing you and being unable to write to you, we are not arguing or fighting anymore.
My cumulative hatred toward you is calming down.
I forgot about all the wounds that you had drawn on my borderline personality disorder portrait and the demonic words that you used to say to me every morning and night.
I got rid of all the ruins that you had spent time injecting into my pores.
No more writing dark letters and lifting them with balloons to the world to show it how evil you were or spending three hours creating black-and-white videos about family abuse and not posting them anywhere.
I’m a grown woman today; I’m thirty years old, I guess. Keep this in mind.
Baba, in spite of these unfair feelings, I love you to the point of tears.

Your daughter
Nicole.
Note: This message will never reach you.
731 · Aug 2023
Him.
It's the fifth checkmate. I’m gathering such rich lyrics, organizing them in order to capture that image of the holy you, while you are hovering over my melancholic mind like a brilliant baby angel, delving gently with your holy fingertips into my memories, extracting the tender hallowed lullabies and gospels I used to distract dread with, and archiving some critical sores deeply into the rigid absent-mindedness of mine. Your portrait is bursting out of my soul like a fresh era, tempting my verses to leap out of my lines; it’s another uncertain obligation. Words down there, still conscious, for the sake of better refuge. Poems are shimmering, shivering, and blinking in every corner of this attempt. My soul wandering around, sinking in each corner for a better rhythmic choice, how many poetic soul do I need to cover this perfect divine of yours inside of my belief.
706 · Aug 2023
The rigid Wreck
You are wafting above my carelessness like an aged, crafty hope.

Bearing in mind that, starting from this verse, I'm utilizing as much tenderness as I can, tolerating the brainstorming of some beautiful expressions I had saved, on the American manual lexicon that I craved, your mushy wings are too soft to ponder manipulating the ruin's hell, keep your baby heart classy and friendly so you can dwell.

There are days that you are glinting like a concealed jewel, joining the stars through their ceremonies, acting cool.

I'm too rigid and miserable to smash. Your whole integrity dares not mess with the unsolved poetic puzzle in its cache.
695 · Aug 2023
Manipulate the light
I like to escape through the light, to lose the fact of being detained.
Its rule could answer our call, not to increase our glare, but to devour it all.
forget about the darkness, and break the ice,
In a melancholic way, hide in the brightness without admitting that you’re craving the light.
695 · Aug 2023
The offerings.
Above the appalling ruin, you created an icy universe.
I received nothing but shock, my eyes wandering around in miserableness. I used to yearn for garden lullabies. Deep into your bewitching gaze, I couldn't ask for more, but I committed some tender rituals within your velvet lakes, overdosing on the sanctuary when crows were nearby, cawing for more melancholic offerings.
What kind of obligation would make your full-time miracles mine?
671 · Aug 2023
Nihilism
He left.
I’m not ready to cheer myself up again; to bring all the bright phrases to the point of being so intense and real inside my flesh, I prefer to commit to writing deadly, like there’s nothing more interesting than stamping your departed soul with all the Poets’ nihilism.
665 · Aug 2023
His lexicon
Into his hundred senses of delicacy and humour, I noticed a lexicon; an enormous candy factory, filled with sweet expressions and sensitivity, luring the outrageous cabin of mine, expanding the prettiness of the English grammar, idioms, and phrasal verbs into my illiterate tiny bunch of rebellious books. I sensed a great copious number of complex poems, rich of enchanting verses, fascinating stanzas that patted on my typos gently, guiding them into a better asylum. I wandered all around his incisive vocabulary, and for a while I lost my melancholy when he sluiced my dark excursion down. I loved him with all my misery. Yes, I did.
656 · Aug 2023
Don’t let me in
Don’t let me in,
I’m filled with hopeless stories and dead oceans.
Rooks are over me, picking at the strewn sore.
Getting closer to me is like leaping into the choke itself.
Stay safe with all your attractive blessings.
645 · Jul 2023
Aftermath,
Hey hubby,
Aftermath,
You devalued the entire outburst.
The Glare is rejecting your dignity. It holds on to your upturned dynamic, crashing its pieces in front of our confrontation’s stanza and repeatedly punching your troubling typos in order to escalate another love conundrum out of our rending fight. Afterward, do you think that we are presumably still each other’s sanctuary?

- The Poetic Soul.
630 · Aug 2023
The doubt.
Heather is tickling the baby’s little hope,
preventing him from growing up,
Unstoppable laughter is such a lite choke.
Its purplish tyranny yanks the main pleasure’s roots, defiles the purity of the Utopian trees, and
Hunts the maturity of dystopian folks.
Heather is too despicable to set this black-and-white belief free. It’s the new beginning of doubt’s sense of humor.
620 · Aug 2023
The Poet
his fragrant palms,
Filled with marshmallows and ink stains,
I’m tracing the sugary world, brimming with such a poetic lexicon between his entwined fingers ;
Those Fingertips that I dared to crave
Love, pain, thirst, and beautiful hunger,
I dare to suffer, you won’t.
I care to inflate the romantic havoc, you don’t,
My tempting beauty is rooted in your psychosis, I’m nothing but a complete masterpiece of bleak jellyfish, blindly diving into your seductive ocean.
ᴍʏ Κœα΄‡α΄€Κ€α΄› Ιͺꜱ κœ±ΚœΚ€ΙͺΙ΄α΄‹ΙͺΙ΄Ι’.
ᴍʏ ΚŸα΄α΄ α΄‡ κœ°α΄Κ€ ʏᴏᴜ Ιͺꜱ ɒᴇᴛᴛΙͺΙ΄Ι’ α΄‘α΄Κ€κœ±α΄‡.
α΄›Κœα΄‡ Ι΄ΙͺΙ’Κœα΄› Ιͺ ᴅᴇᴄΙͺᴅᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ Κœα΄ΚŸα΄… ʏᴏᴜ
Ιͺꜱ κœ±Κœα΄œα΄›α΄›ΙͺΙ΄Ι’ ᴍʏ ꜱᴏᴜʟ ᴅᴏᴑɴ.
600 · Sep 2023
Untitled
And then,
No one returned
When I had decided
to remain fragile
They are awaiting
For the destruction
Itself to crave me.
551 · Sep 2023
The Abandoned bookshop
He had said his name once,
When I was drowning in my ADHD’s ocean,
There was no time to remember or to ask again;
He was the best passerby in my abandoned bookshop.
While I’m Standing in the middle of the sleepy show , Embracing your holiness with a half-rigid conscious mind, Quetiapine is all over the tiny universe, incorporating into a hundred thunders.

ill eagles are committing suicide, and bats are celebrating the final happy ending over their corpses.
Verses turned into transparent hope, and folks died.

I’m over their terror, burying my whole calamity beneath my haunted soul, crafting some papery flowers, coloring their folds, and organizing them around your fiery throne.

Despite all those doomsday grand signs, I'm luring the romance in the sky’s red layers to possess me as a last romantic attempt, to be able to cover all your fantasies and make them come true for the last time.

My love, I’m there between your fairytales, inhaling the magic and exhaling the tragedy instead of you.
529 · Aug 2023
The hell with no poets.
Your hell is different,
It extends to be a semi-heaven,
But I can’t belong,
It burns all the paper and ink.
I've got nothing there to be a half-sinner.
I’d rather be a completely miserable poet, in an uninhabited void.
523 · Sep 2023
Same malice
Same words
Same tricks
And same humor,
I would not interrupt either of the masterpieces.
I will completely show my admiration.
Both traps are alluring.
But I'm too careful not to get trapped.
513 · Apr 24
I’m home
I’m home again,
alone,
with the same tragedy
that I used to smile through.
With the same cup of coffee prepared,
yet I’ll never drink it.
I’m home,
strong,
yet lonely,
seeking solace through my silence.
I have no expectations for tonight,
except finding joy
in solitude.
In love with the silent moments
of mine.
I’m home.
500 · Aug 2023
Psychosis
They are both crowded, my calamity and your selfishness.
Our birds left, and we are still whistling for the sake of patching this failure.
That colorful portrait you etched on our hallway is pondering integrity, still wandering into this massive mess.
Our woods are filled with broken musical boxes, as we are still there, sensing their tenderness, drowning in our psychosis’s final chapters.
488 · Aug 2023
The Guardian Angel.
He kept thousands of sacred seas
Inside his kindness, his wings are full of chastity. You can sense his soul floating in the sky like a guardian angel. You dare not wish to be an angel too. But you yearn to be in his holy heart forever.
483 · Aug 2023
She/Her
I wish I could cut my heart in half
to distract the inflammation inside
and ferociously dive
into the inner weeping
for the sake of rebuking sobriety itself
To braggingly behave.
I’m a hopeless woman
who keeps hacking into little things
that powerfully destroy her.
448 · Sep 2023
This monster of mine
Hubby,
I exposed my soul to your
narcissistic hunger once,
and you are here upon my
simplicity, manipulating my few
reasons to stay alive and
making them speak
out against me.
I know I should have died
before, maybe in an earthquake
or in the Pacific Ocean
that I prayed to see one day,
but I didn’t, as I was used to your
words that killed me every
morning and night.
Just remember,
I wasn't that bad;
I only opened myself to
you without being careful
of your attack on my innocence.
I want to go home;
I'm lost, admits your
demonic knouts.
433 · Sep 2023
The day I craved you
The day I craved you
When the sunlight was accurately positive.
When the world was beautifully discussing your handsomeness with all the curious gardens,
I gave up on my parchments for the sake of admiring your features more and being blessed with you every day; despite it taking up my words, my ancient quill, and my beauty. I’m still a believer in your magic. I’m no longer a mermaid; I’m the betrayer of the ocean.
413 · Apr 16
Would you come back?
You were my child,
my priority,
my responsibility,
my spouse,
my delightful melancholy,
my breathtaking Christmas,
during moments of despair.
What perfect misfortune
would bring about
the same terrifying nights next to you.
I missed you.
385 · Sep 2023
The friend of mine
My friend
Our pain is creative.
It gathered us
And made us share it.
with impressive excitement
to the point of forgetting
about its tragedy
and focusing on how beautiful
We are together in this painful life…
My friend
Remember,
What spring brings to folks’ hearts
You bring the same emotional
beauty to the lost children out there.
The children who had never
heard about spring, the colorful one
That we knew it from fairytales
And we prayed to have it.
My friend
Believe me
When they hear about you once
They will definitely call you home.
I have only one true friend
373 · Aug 2023
The Sacred Trap.
This trap is familiar, full of integrity and decorum,
I wished I could turn it into a safe spot.
I loved how it looked, and for once I pushed my impulsiveness into a bleakness, so I couldn't sense where this pain was shrieking from.
367 · Aug 2023
Hello World!
It’s all our typos fault,
incomplete stanzas are weeping,
blackness into an ocean
full of sparkles,
dots that stamp on
chaotic poems.
I forget the passcode
of our favorite verses
as I'm still there wandering
for some complex curses
to decay the rhythmic lock
of our typewriter.
Hello World! is a code
for hacking into poetic souls,
Out there.
366 · Apr 13
Familiarity in Chaos
I would die for another fight,
another calamitous night,
another plight,
and more dark moments
next to you.
Now,
I'm still unfamiliar with this peace
without you here to wreck it.
I miss you.
357 · Feb 2020
The nightmare.
-- you didn’t see anything yet.

Yeah, he touched my blood with his Threats.
He brought his flood to my rights without regrets.
His tongue is covered by mud and his
malice is full of sweat.
And you have to know that,
He is a lonely bud that you can't love or forget.
346 · Aug 2023
Your Siren.
another note,
another stunning shyness;
you made it glow
like the sparkles under the water,
I’m fully interested in every word
that you would speak,
embrace your poetic mind
devour it ferociously,
my blood is beating inside my veins,
yearning to burst out of my body,
to hunt the sweet honey
that gently covers your golden pores,
if I Were Tinkerbell,
I would definitely pray every single night
for being the one and only Holy Siren,
That will insanely chase your soul
to inflate your hunger
with all the temptation’s tricks
for the sake of swallowing all your sins perfectly ;
disinfecting and archiving them
into our fairytale files,
Darling,
I love you to the point
that I used to crave being thirsty for you.
340 · Apr 12
Him / 12-April
How can I liberate myself
When my hands are not handcuffed
Yet my mind yearns endlessly
For more of you around?
332 · Sep 2023
Mr. Spring🌼
The final written
poetic line of mine
was yours.
I still strive
for more innovation..
that made the apprehension
no longer a pal.
I'm yearning for
your altruism
to assist me again
with my trepidation.
Mi amore,
I called you my home
as it was the most
gentle exorcism prayer
that would beautifully
evict the demonic attack
of my anguish
and set my remaining
awareness perfectly at ease.
331 · Aug 2023
Our poetic hour
Sadness is shivering,
a broken heart is healing,
madness is calming down,
Nothing is the same.
Birds, flowers, and the moon are upstairs,
flowing through my wounds like velvet glares,
Patching the appalling nights,
wandering around and spreading lights.
I’m in love with myself today,
after he came in and sent the fear away.
300 · Aug 2023
Seagulls.
Seagulls are over there,
awaiting your call,
to desperately penetrate your layers,
in order to master integrity,
inside your velvet ocean.
294 · May 4
About us
Do I really have to completely and painfully forget about us, deeply and frenetically in love, passionately devouring each other?!
Must I abandon my sincere dream of being joyfully and profoundly yours?
How can I escape being so obsessed with all of you? I’m surprised by my own strength, acting as if none of the turmoil around us matters.
I can’t overcome this silence and emotionless moment, but I swear it’s all due to the melancholy inside me.
I’m depressed, yet you’re still the one and only who can drive me crazy.
282 · Aug 2023
Just Smile
Just Smile,
Make these lullabies’ wonders shine.
I used to hover over the bleakness.
But exclusively for you, I will angelically fly Thousand miles.
Turn this miserable wood into a real paradise,
Just smile.
275 · Sep 2023
His poetic tricks
This trap is filled with poetic tricks…
Sorry, but I knew it…
I can sense your devilish intention,
Through your charms
But I'm still there…
close to your heart, trying to
Teach it how to be kind and harmless…
Also, still,
This pain is familiar.
Those tricks are similar.
But I got used to horrific nightmares…
I would not ask you to stop.
I would keep my midnight prayers
For the earth to make a safe crack
Between our contradictory intentions…
Go home; leave me for my beautiful
nightmares and that ancient level of pain.
I’m totally fine with them.
272 · Sep 2023
The mess and I
Despite years of learning
to be independent,
your ghosting can
still act around,
but I'm the happiest
introverted woman
in this corner;
I no longer
belong to you.
I belong to my mess.
256 · Aug 2023
The pain inside.
This pain is intense.
Taking the brightness away,
Creeping up on our melancholy,
Hunting its bleakness and embodying such a ferocious doom inside, we are no longer alive; we are just pretending to be.
226 · Jan 2020
our gloom
I will drag your predationΒ Β to mine
to mix it and prepare it as a perfect wine.
I will not leave your line
until I make sure that our gloom is fine.
trust this dust-path and this shrine
of our love that will always mar the sunshine.
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