Dear Unfollower
I have a medical condition
With a name and
That name is
Post traumatic stress disorder
If you don't
Enjoy or
Like the things I
Write about then
Forever hold you peace
Thank you

To my love
We went through hell and back this week. I accused you of horrorible things things so unthinkable
That there shouldn't be words to them. But we got through it and still love each other.  I will name my/our daughter Love

I see this
And I don't know where
Nature begins
And swimming pool ends
In this earthly paradise
Oh the wonders you encounter
While on vacation.

This is not a
Junk yard
For
You got it
Hottubs
But there stands
a piece of art
Not junk.

Private account

"nudes??"

"Follow or friend me for nudes"

"enjoy my site"

"i love ***".....

I want to puke.
I want to call the police
I want to call the fbi
You f*cking sicko.

As posiden rages
The cuirse ship
And other
Boats on the
Sea bobbing
In the violent sea
For he's angry

Though we might love eachother
and remember eachother
Hope it won't be a fading
Memory
But I know that we as
Kindred spirits my
One day have to leave one another
Though the love won't fade away
There will be fading memories
To the point where
They're just Mear dreams

Hill Morty.
When  you send me those gifs on Tumblr
I feel like I am special and worth somethingand desired. But no just by anyone but the most intelligent and loving young man and skilled  doctor on the planet. I wish to meet one day in the future.

As I go
And mediate
Fire burst in to
the poalms of my hands
And purple on my crawn chakra
Wierd.

There is no brain in
The human anatomy
Or it shouldn't be called
A brain
More like a hyper active
Squirrel that won't shove it
And chill
But that how i
Feel
About
My "brain"

A wise man from the sky
Not buddha
But hippocrates
Comes back to wrong the wrongs
Of those like mengele
While the Chakra
Float overs his head
Indicted the
Highest intelligence
And wisdom

Sleep
All I want to
To
Do
Is
To sleep
For my ptsd
As reigned supreme
Last night
Nightmares
**** the life out
Of you.

As I get depressed
I alway hang up
words on the
Clothesline
To remind my self everything is OK.

As Alexander
Approached the caucuses
He notices the
God permithus
Chainted to the rock
In suffering
What shall Alexander do.

Made my way to my bed
Safely:
I am hopeless in love
With you
It's not a matter of "trust"
Or "if" but....
"when" we will be together
at last.

As I sit in my seat
On the 373 I see the clouds turn pink and purple then out of nowhere
I see this forest with the
Big Dipper poking through
The forest roof
"***"

The sky
Is cotton candy
The forest dark
And pitch black
As as the sun sets
The clearing
Gets pixelized
Turning
A simple camping trip
Into a vaporwave adventure

I wake up
Every night
Winter
Or summer
Ask
Why.....
Why do have these nightmares
Every night's sleep.

One night I was
On the computer
It was late
And I can feel my mind
Playing tricks on me
The note pad popped up with buddha
Init and a funky sun
The ripples came into the oddness
Was I dreaming

If you say
"Smile
Or that you don't love me"
One more time I am
Going
To
Go
**** Bill vol. 1
On you
For I am cat.

This morning as I
Step outside
To go to the pub I
See something unusual
It's midday
Blue skies and
I can see the great Dipper
Parallel to my house......
Strange.

As we kiss
Good night
Together
A tear emerges from
My eyes
Will this be the last time
We kiss

As you
Create me
With a cut of the scalpel
And a stitch he and some potion
You fall in love with me
As you made my being
How can I express my love
Will be this difficult one
Gentle doctor.

As the light hit s the out line over her face
Just by the outline
That this is
A tortured
Soul both
Spiritually
And physically
For she
Had childhood trauma in her life
But as broken as she is
She tougher than leather
Ans wants to live life

As I walk in the park
I see that the
Colours of the trees
Are changing
Soon it will be cooler
And more colorful
Than pride.

I think I shall stay
And read a book
Cannot handle
In this town today

One night
God and the great satan
Were in the graveyard
Hoping
To
Switch
And trade souls
From the
Blessed
And from the ******
The blessed when to paradise
And
The ******
Where cast
Into the hell fire
Every Halloween.

Ahhh sleep
This
Is the time
When my
P
T
S
D
Wants to play
but ******* I
Want to sleep
Instead of p l a y I n g
All night.

As the sun sets
And night falls over
The city
A guy and girl look
at the tallest of the
Building
From both ends
Of town.

T
R
Y
A
G
A
I
N??
No life is not like
A video game
Or fortnite
Sometimes you
Don't get
A second chance
At sh*t.

As the sun sets
On a mountain
Forest
It sets the
Trees ablaze
With light

At night he
Comes to
Be with me
And to love me
He speaks of marriage
And family
But by breakfast time I am heart broken
For he has
Left for his job
And god only knows

One Monday morning
On the way to
Work
A young
Man
And
An older
Gentleman
Talk
The conversation
Would blossom
Into
Friendship
And the words exchange
Will impact the young man
Forever.

Love intensifies
Many a passion
And desires
As we talk on imvu
My love
I keep falling deeper and
Deeper In love with
You
With every chat and kiss
I grow more passionate
And protective of our love.

Are
There
Flowers
More
Like
Irises
In
My
Boading
*****????

When I was
In catholic school
This is what the people
Students
And teachers looked like
For they thought
That's what I true looked like
To them
I say
I am beautiful
And brilliant
In my own way.

Hill Morty
I just want you
To kiss me
Softly and gently
Under the moon
On the hospital roof
In the light
Of the moon
Like you said you would
And see that sparkle
In your eyes as we kiss
Passionately.

In the smoke stack
Of a nuclear power plant
God put a lovely
Pink rose
In full bloom
As i way of comforting manking
During the appoaclipse

I
Want
To
Believe
In love.

The Pleiades are so close
Or they seem that why
As we drive on a mountain
Pass
I wonder if I can see the big dipper.

As a wolf
Howls at the moon
It spues out
Fluttering butterflies
In the midnight.
Of moonlit
Darkness

As I
Hear a good song
Be it
Classical music
Or techno
To rock
I cannot help but dance

As the cruise ship
Lives the city
I wonder what
Awaits
On the other side of
the pond

"u ugly AF!"
One bigot
Had said

And I say "I am beautiful
In my own way
Both inside and out"

As the sun raises
Over the cherunbol
Remains
A lone smoke stack
Stands to greet the sun
On this autumn day.

As a Breezy flows through
Thee trees
The leaves from the trees
Float gently down
On the ground.

I take a cup of coffee
With sugar and cream
When I look
At my cup I realize there is night scenery
In it instead of coffee
Should I drink this art.

As I stand there
With my
Umbrella
I am excepting to
Rain water
Not flames
For the plagues
Have come back
To **** man kind
Just like in Egypt
Thousands of years ago.

I am wondering if
I should go out side
For my town is racist
And hate ful
But I have to grow the lady
*****
To say f*ck you to
The neo nazis.

You want to know about pain
Try going to sleep
Having nightmares about
Your trauma

You want to know about pain
Try waking up to
The flashbacks
Of the physical
Torture
You endured

Want to know about about pain
Try having people trigger you


Try living with it all your f*cking life