Submit your work, meet writers and drop the ads. Become a member
 
Apr 2017 · 453
parasite
i am a parasite
with nightmare eyes
you have given up
so by me, you'll die

my existence is monstrous
your useless cries
they dont care
they're already dead inside
idk
Mar 2017 · 250
speech poem
why is it important for authors to recount past traumas in their work?
what do you do
when all your bad memories seem to lurk
in your mind, resurfacing,
causing you to relive the past that only seems to give
you negativity, no tranquility?

dont let your traumas fester
manifest into some kind of monster
one that you cant tame yourself
we had to write a speech about why its important for authors to write about traumas so i made a lil poem for it!
Mar 2017 · 313
Freedom
the metamorphosis of catatonic minds
the freeing of people
crossing freedom lines
free to be yourself
free to be you and
was that so bad?
was it that hard to see?
idk man
Feb 2017 · 168
What is a click?
Do you know the game where you can click?
Feb 2017 · 868
Dream World
Can I keep on dreaming
Up a new life
One without strife
Where I’m alright
If I have to live here
I will block the world out
Living in my dream world

In this world
I’m a free deer
I tend to spend more
Of my time here
Living here in peace
There is so much space here
I am made of stars

Can I keep on dreaming
Up a new life
One without strife
Where I’m alright
If I have to live here
I will block the world out
Living in my dream world

In here
I don’t have to deal with
My depression
No acceptance
Ignorant
To the world around

Can I keep on dreaming
Up a new life
One without strife
Where I’m alright
If I have to live here
I will block the world out
Living in my dream world
i like to daydream about being a deer. no troubles no worries. when im not at school i spend my time in this world. it helps calm me down and make me happy
Feb 2017 · 328
i suck at this
can you play the right keys?
use your right, left, right, right, left
hand
-wait which one?-
one at a time
now both
-crap i cant do this-
*******, three fingers
take it down an octave
stay at the rhythm please
follow everyone else
-i cant focus on mine and everyone elses!-
and now repeat
*-help...-
im not good at playing the piano especially when i have to play while violins, cellos, violas, and the bass are playing at the same time
Feb 2017 · 184
ya fool
poor porcupine*
you never let people get too close
those who do
regret finding you
but youve let one in
got too close too quick
they got stuck on your quills
they want to stay but also leave
always talking to others
never you
yet theyre there
always reassuring you that theyll stay
that youre the best home
but you know better
than to trust a *rat
my best friend (imma call her porcupine) is dating this girl. she always takes forever to open up to people. it took me about two years for her to be comfortable with me and same for her other friends. she opened up to this girl in 3 months and they started dating. now her girlfriend prefers to talk to and play with other people rather than porcupine. her girlfriend makes porcupine feel bad for bringing that up and now shes even more depressed. like dude get to know the person first. her gf is poly meaning she wants to date multiple people and porcupine clearly has a problem with this. they wouldve broken up but her gf is the only thing making her happy yet is also hurting her
Jan 2017 · 1.0k
im a deer
oh dear oh dear
i feel so free
this is a new feeling
im escaping reality
to live in my fantasies
im a care free deer
and no one can stop me
for once im happy and its lasted a while
ive been looking towards the future and im telling myself itll be good
i hope so
Dec 2016 · 192
September 3rd 2014
you hurt me
they were all on your side
you told me to
i couldve died
you wouldnt have cared
i can still feel the wires
tangled around my neck
i cant help but feel scared
that you guys still feel this way
should i just let
these wires take me away??
im still upset about this
my friend and i got in a fight
and she told me to **** myself and that she hated me
and i tried to but couldnt
and i told my other friend and she didnt care cuz the girl who told me to **** myself was crying
and now i cant get over it
im worried no one cares
that everyone wants me dead
i probably should have died that day
it got bad
i became obsessed with her liking me
i had to have her approval for everything
and i still act like this
i need to stop
i need to leave her
Dec 2016 · 688
clap your hands
if you're stressed out and you know it clap your hands
clap clap
if you need constant reassurance clap your hands
clap clap
if your life is just a wreck and you're really tired of it
if you're depressed and anxious clap your hands
*clap clap
Dec 2016 · 211
Oh Looky Its a Poem?
there's too many of them
why do I have to be here
there's no space for me to move
they're all watching me
look away please
itd be weird if I started biting my pen
in front of them
I need to do something
I need to calm down
what can I do?
when I get anxious I need to do something. like move around, bite my pen, flap my hands idk. it helps calm me down. I can't really do that at school especially when I have a stalker in the class...sometimes I'll find myself biting my pen or just drumming my hands on the table. sometimes that isn't enough sometimes it is.
no one can see me
I hide myself can't you see?
cuz they dont care
how is that fair?
they have others
why would they bother
to be with someone like this
i bet they wouldnt miss
me when im gone
dont tell me im wrong

I can't seem to control
all my emotions and it seems to play a role
in why no one seems to stay
that and I may
not know how to hold a conversation
its quite hard to make friends when
I'm socially awkward

so instead of trying
I'll just be here hiding
watching everyone else
have a life while I'm by myself
its great when you want to make new friends but you know no ones gonna like you or care bout you so you don't even bother trying. and then when you do try you end up annoying them cuz you're so used to talking to like two people and you start acting like how you normally would around the new person and they don't like it.
Dec 2016 · 394
Idk What I'm Doing
public class Poetry extends ConsoleProgram
{
    public void run()
    {
        System.out.prinln("* A poem about a word ");
        System.out.prinln(" Continue the poem using the letters ");
        System.out.prinln(" Random? No! ");
        System.out.prinln(" Of course it'll sound a bit off ");
        System.out.prinln(" Sadly that's how it is ");
        System.out.prinln(" To inexperienced poets ");
        System.out.prinln(" I for one don't like this sort of poem style ");
        System.out.prinln(" Can't always do what we want can we? *");
    }
}
idk for some reason i had to put an acrostic poem in my coding program. so heres a lil poem for that program. its dumb but eh. the language is java!
Dec 2016 · 220
All Alone In My Room
I threw out the key
wanting to be away from
this society
trapped myself in this room, i
prefer it like this
Dec 2016 · 369
see me hear me feel me
can you see me?
hear me?
feel me?
can you see how broken I've become?
don't you see?
with every little touch
I crumble
idk
Dec 2016 · 552
Bam Bam
you shoot and they die
why humanity do they
face brutality?
Dec 2016 · 196
Alive?
we weren't alive
your heart will deteriorate
why are you trying?
Help of polkadotlover123
Dec 2016 · 204
Past Dreams
given another chance
at life
a new me
every time I change
I am reborn
starting at the last save point
with a new feature
a new view on life
a poem about a dream I had
where I kept dying
every time I came back to life
something had changed
and so did the world around me
I realized it was every time I changed as a person
and how I saw the world changed with it
Dec 2016 · 538
Space Dreams
float through space with me
let's be cosmic entities
living within dreams
Dec 2016 · 179
Eyes
they're hidden and blind
only sees beyond your lies
these questioning eyes
idk
Dec 2016 · 164
No Crowds No
lost in this sea of bodies
right in the middle
they're everywhere
surrounding me
make them go away
make them go
their noises
louder than thoughts
no space to move
no place to think
they can't hear
these silent screams
I get really anxious when I'm in a crowd and everything is so loud. I can't even hear myself think and it gets me anxious...idk can't handle loud noises especially when there's way too many people
Dec 2016 · 151
homework outline
follow the outlines
make it perfect
times new roman
12 size font
double space

you double spaced your name,
date, and title?
a zero
you failed!
stressed?
shouldn't have double spaced...

don't worry
I'll tell you why you got a zero
after I force you to revise it
without you knowing what you did wrong!
seriously though
he could've told us why we did it wrong
instead of saying its an incorrect
and why does he want it so **** specific?!
put the date same line as your name
make title last name type of document youre writing blah blah
We should stop talking
I can not keep doing this
This is hurting me
eeeeehhhhhh
not gonna talk to best friendly anymore
I just can't
she has someone she loves more
and doesn't even care about me as much as she used too
Nov 2016 · 367
Forgotten Puppet
here I am
waiting
give me commands
I will do
whatever you demand
for just one more touch
for your eyes to be on me
01110011

here I am
waiting
paralyzed
I can't get up
I can't move on
you've trapped me here
with your strings
yet you still haven't realized
01101111

here I am
waiting
like all your other toys
locked away in your closet
forgotten in time
when will you use me
puppeteer?
**01110011
idk
Nov 2016 · 258
Oh No They Fall
there's our zealous king zeph
with his wife the anxious queen amaryce
be careful zeph
the queen she warns
our kingdom will fall
in prophecy its sworn

one by one
the letters they fall
one by one
they can't recall

first falls z
not many use it you see
now what do we call the king?
how bout luke it has a nice ring!

one by one
the letters they fall
one by one
they can't recall

next falls q
in the wind it flew
now what do we call amaryce?
how bout king number 2!

one by one
the letters they fall
one by one
they can't recall

next falls x and m
oh wow what'll we be left with then?
king 2 will be referred to as lucy
you see it fits nicely!
idk got bored and don't wanna finish the rest
Nov 2016 · 314
Dang Dang Diggity Dang Dang
well ****
family gatherings aren't that fun
got yelled at right when I got to the house
talking bout little things I've done
criticizing me

when I want to be alone
and make some drawings
they complain
I'm not spending time with my family

yet everything's fine and dandy
when we all hangout in the room
listening to old songs
while they all get drunk
I hate holidays
I stopped feeling joy when they come around
same with other things I used to love
I'm so tired

idk how to title things...
Nov 2016 · 213
Five Senses
look into the mirror
what do you see?
someone who's lost faith in humanity
and themselves
touch your skin
what do you feel?
cuts and hair i don't need
stop and listen
what do you hear?
someone crying, there goes a tear
in your mouth
what do you taste?
salty tears but that's not always the case
breathe through your nose
what do you smell?
i can't...nose is stuffed...oh well
idk
Nov 2016 · 1.7k
Billy Joel the Piano Man
oh ****
I saw the piano man
singing his songs
to the uptown girl
by the fire he didn't start
for the longest time
you believed
he was the entertainer
you may be right
but its all in a matter of trust
I SAW BILLY JOEL TODAY!
idk poem with titles of his songs
Nov 2016 · 224
Me At Myself
do you ever feel like
your friends never cared about you?
like your entire existence never affected them?
hell they probs would've done better without you...
you've annoyed them ever since you met them
and now here you are
still bothering them...
you're probably the cause of their problems
or making their problems worse for them
and you know it
you hurt them so many times
and only came back to you
because you were weak
and couldn't go on without them in your life
you want them all for yourself
because you don't know how to speak
to other people and make friends...
how much longer
til you've broken beyond repair?
a year, a month, or just a few hours?
when will you finally be consumed with despair?
or have you already died inside
and are too scared you'll mess up
and have to explain to everyone that you don't have the will to live...
lelel tired
friendos probs hate me
like deep down they do
I'm so annoying cuz all I do is complain about how I wanna die
lol
#eh
Nov 2016 · 349
Another Life Poem Yay
In life we hope
That there will be light
Along the way
As we float in space
We hope our hearts won't be filled with void or rage
We don't want to be alone with just our minds
We wish to be with others
Not related by blood
No matter whether or not you're alone
We're all doomed to die
So we take our last breath
One last *time
beep beep I'm a sheep
I said beep beep I'm a sheep
Nov 2016 · 200
They're All Leaving Me
Oh no
      They're all leaving
      My family, my friends
Don't go
      I can't do this
      I don't want it to end
I rely
      On my friends to be fine but
      They're leaving and I don't want to be alone forever
I've tried*
       But I can't go on
      When I feel like it's all over
rip
friendo is moving to different borough...we can still hangout but she'd be farther and we'd hangout less. other friend moved to Florida. fave aunt moved to new jersey. other friend doesn't wanna hangout anymore. bro moved to south Carolina. sis has been living in Buffalo for a while...mom wants us to move to but I don't want to.
Nov 2016 · 173
Am I?
Do you really think
That I am a good person
As you say I am?
Nov 2016 · 438
Jejune's Makeover (Draft)
they tell us from a young age
to be ourselves
yet we're expected
to be like everyone else

I made my own
snowflake world
special to me
yet others found strange

they stalked their celebrity crush
and listened to rap
while obsessing over shoes
expecting others to do the same
why do I get looks
for being in my own world?

bzzrtt
-here comes loud obnoxious infomercial voice-
stop diverting
hide yourself
conceal away your desires

you are flawed
we can help
you're just one payment away
from sheep like happiness
bzzzrtt

falling under their spells
i was doomed from the start
i'm like every other teenage girl
dealing with this lipstick chaos
now I am jejune
idk this is like a ****** song I'm working on. there's this person who makes songs using vocaloids and she uses themes to tell her story. some themes she's used have been, colors, trains, teeth, color bars/tv, and radios. I love these songs and I wanna make songs like her! so the theme is supposed to be makeup...idk...I'm working on it...I'll be revising it. I already drew the character for the story and eventually when I get a vocaloid ill put it on youtube!
Nov 2016 · 207
Scales
I'm under the influence of these scales
Controlling my every action
Twisting views of my reality
The distorted reflections
in the mirror
Remind me of past memories
And what's to come
Nov 2016 · 745
beat beat
my heart beat keeps me up at night
beating fast
beating hard
it hurts to move
it hurts to breathe
im so tired
but I can't seem to leave
don't think this is supposed to happen...it just keeps happening tho
Nov 2016 · 669
More Games Please
↑ ↑ ↓
You have so many options you can choose from
↓ ← →
Yet every game is you shooting from a gun
← → ⒝
I'd like some more variety in games please
(ª) start
boi I'm tired of fps
Nov 2016 · 439
I'm Your Computer
A computer
A device for storing and processing data
It's full of bits
Chunks of information
And so am i
I'm your gateway to all your solutions
You come to me asking help for your problems
You come for new information
And that's it
I'm just your living computer
vrrm bip bip
Nov 2016 · 160
Beep Bop Gonna Stop
I started again a month ago
I didn't have a razor but just my Trusty pair of lil scissors
I made patterns across my legs
To help distract me from death
Yet I must stop and let them heal
For I'll have to go to the doctors soon
And they most likely will be revealed
boop...idk I need to go to the doctors soon cuz of stuff...been two months and nothing so gotta get that checked
Nov 2016 · 437
Oh Look a New Hairstyle!
I usually go by unnoticed
Especially when I'm crying
Or having a mental breakdown
Yet I dye and cut my hair
And that's when I get a wave of people noticing
Like thats the only thing there
*Do I seriously have to change how I look
For people to acknowledge my existence?
****...
Nov 2016 · 1.9k
My Cut Sew Pattern
My own family mocks my creations
With my patience wearing thin
I cut the delicate fabric
And wait to sew it back up again
And I repeat these actions
It's an endless battle
Between myself and my family
*Can they see the thread?
Can they see the patterns I've created?
boop I'm tired...
Nov 2016 · 927
Election Day Haiku
This election day
Determines who's president
Please don't elect Trump
omfg im really disappointed in america right now. trump has 140 electoral votes while hillary only has 104. really?! why the **** do people want some racist, sexist, homophobic pig who will ruin the country!? why are people so stupid!? did they not learn from what happened with england and brexit!? hes an idiot! he said global warming is fake! and he believes in conversion therapy and pro life! hillary better win
Nov 2016 · 664
Porcelain Doll
"Stay away from others
You're too fragile
They'll break you apart"
But that's something you've done from the start
"Wear ballroom attire, and go on display
Everyone will see
Your beauty right away"
I'm not a toy you can collect
I'm not something you can play with,
Something you can dress
Mom leave me alone
*I'm not your porcelain doll
boop
Nov 2016 · 310
I'm Blue
You gave birth to a red
But I'm a frickin blue
Yet after all I've said
You still cant understand my feelings are true
bluh bluh mom doesn't understand
Nov 2016 · 363
Can't You Let Me Leave?
Why do you all want me to stay?
I'm just a nuisance can't you see
Leave me alone so I may
Take these pills and be in eternal sleep
My existence never helped anyone
My absence will be the key
Everything will be better after I'm done
So don't lie and say you'll miss me
idk I've noticed peeps will say they'll miss you if you try to **** yourself even peeps who thought you were annoying and wanted you to shut up or go away...
Nov 2016 · 572
You're Not the Only One
...
      mother I've been wanting to die,
I've tried.
       i cant live with the fact that inside
my mind
       there's no brightness left to shine.
I'm fine?
       I lie because you've never seemed to care,
that's fair
       you've dealt with more than I've had.
you're sad
        I get it, but I still feel this way.
okay?
idk my mom likes to yell at me saying that she's had to deal with more than I've had and that I shouldn't be feeling stressed out or depressed when she has it worse. its not my fault that I feel this way and she should know since she's studying psychology
Nov 2016 · 252
A Haiku of Question
Dissatisfaction
Leads to investigation
Truth hidden in life
Oct 2016 · 438
what can i do?
what can I do
to make you stop?
for you to not yell at me...
I'm trying all that I can
and I know I'm not the sharpest tool in the shed
but that doesn't mean you have to degrade me
you want me to treat you like a god
yet you're actually just a ****
if my existence is bothering you
would it be best if I was gone?
would that work?
bluh my bro is a ****
Oct 2016 · 1.7k
thread of life
hand sewing everything with thread tied in knots
putting patterns in places they don't belong
binding them together in desperation
but it seems the thread of life was unable
to keep my patchwork from tearing apart at the seams
in a club at school we have to creatively express ourselves by writing a poem, drawing, singing, or acting out an emotion. I wanted this to be for sadness but I'd need to add more and I felt it was good like this. maybe this could be stressed out cuz they're trying so hard to put their life back together but nothing seems to work...
Oct 2016 · 197
Untitled
you pretended to be a real musician
following the papers given to you
pressing keys you had learned back then
but once you were forced on stage you knew
that for this you weren't ready
the crowd stares at you
like you're something they need to study
you hear the once steady beat
turn into a nightmarish feat
the pounding of heart drums
echo in the air
soon the crowd turn to none
and you're left with an instrument that was never there
idk man
Oct 2016 · 227
Insomnia
I go to school and do my work
in the shadows they will lurk
making sure I'm on time
and never stepping out of line
at home I'll cry, and when the clock strikes 3
there with tear soaked pillows I will sleep
whatever I do I am always late
I guess its just an insomniac trait
I have a lot of trouble sleeping at night and I usually fall asleep at 3am
I have to wake up at 6 so I can be on time but I never do
its been getting so bad that I couldn't do my hw cuz my eyes hurt so much
mom let me stay home cuz she knows its better to just be absent than to go with missing hw
Next page