Broken poets and Broken pens never think to scribble again
-*LG

The end of the world, will always look different
through somebody elses eyes
*LG

Time to write
No time to fight
dancing with rain drops on my tongue
acid rain couldn't sting as much
as the rain on my window pain
of flesh and lungs
smoke evaporates with a passion
and I feel
that i am no longer in fasion

Take a little bit of this girl,

I will show you what I'm on,

is this  not the beginning of something ?

It feels like we're living too fast to fall asleep,


Take a little hit of this girl,

I will show you the way tonight,

And I promise,

That this could be everything you needed,

This could be everything you dreamed of,

And I won't waste a minute of time that we're living

I won't waste a day less I'm wasting my days with you,

I won't waste away less I'm wasting away with you,

watch me take a breath,
breathe in clouds of smoke that eradicate my lungs
watch the smile creep across my face , go on
watch the powder stick to my nose
watch... go on...
watch my body slip away from my mind,
watch
watch my heart fail and stutter
watch tar build roads through my artieres
watch...
watch the dope crawl through my brain..
watch me sing
watch me dance
watch me die, my mind writhing in pain..
so long as you savour the experience
so long as im worth your time
so go on...
look at me with those back lit black tipped eyes,
watch me
and i swear ill make it worth your time

                            *L.G

lets do drugs,
I want throw my mind to rot, lets find the incomplete sentences.
Complete them
whole heartily with abrupt anticipated humor,
and laugh like banshees
Ill spit in the ***-plant and grin at the first syllable
I'l Furget how to sPell,
and gurgle at the slurs I carve into the page
slow it down, back it up and take a hit
lines like slit wrists I've forgotten how to sleep,
that's the new one right? sleep?  Tramadol, codeine and a line of melatonin to get me going?
some uppers followed by some downers
watch me crash and burn , I'll die brighter then the Hindenburg and 10 times higher then that **** box ever got  I will make you anticipate my agony,
I will watch you suffer in my delights,
look at me stumble
                                        on
                                                     down
god send me a GPS I've lost my path,
squatting under a pine tree like a bad Christmas present  taking my hits
like a heavy weight
and just like weights ill sink
to the bottom of this cesspool I've dug
down
down
down
down
oh
so far down...
I'm going to crash
I'm falling off my high
I've found the edge where my lines blur
and i see the way there looking at me
while I'm lost in headphones spewing gold into my ears
the bass vibrates my bones Christ I'm going down
so watch me
because I"m going to burn brighter
then anyone
then anything
you've ever seen before
watch me grin as I burn up
And throw yourself onto my bonfire

                                                        ­                 *LG

Buckle in, actually **** it take the buckles out of the car
Who cares I've given up,
Lets wrap ourselves  in tinfoil instead,
Not so the government can avoid reading our minds
But more over so everyone can see we've tossed them out the window
Gone with the
w
i
n
d
Oh how unfortunate
My mind was delicate like silk but you wore me like weather
Does my age show? like velvet left in the rain
My shirt is covered in stains but its o.k!
Mad Hatters Make Maddening Hats Madder
We have literally nothing to loose but whats left of our corpses
Because our souls ran long ago, with the wind form our lungs
Buckle in your heart my fallen angel its all you have left
Get ready for the roller coaster with no brakes
We've opened Hades
We've ****** with Pandora's box
We burnt all of our bridges,
But in the this desert island we've dug out of the ocean
with plastic buckets and spaces

In this space we have made our beds my dear
We've stepped to far, Done too much , I fear.
Its time to sleep in the mess we have made
along with our blades and spades
And see if it isnt too much to bare

I started Loitering in hallways designed for cars,

Sign out
End it all
Finish that last level

Complete your purpose
Finish your  task
End it  all

Final push
Last effort
Used to capacity

Why dont you just call me disposable

I don't thank you,
I never have,
I'm six thousand seven hundred and eight eight days old
and I've never once'd stop to say thank you,
I had a good day today, and I realized ( far too late)
that I often have good days,
days where the sun shines
days where the wind is fine
days where I can take my time,
and smile
yet I've never thanked you,

i exist because of some unknown force, or maybe science, or maybe god
but Ill never know, and so I've never stopped to say hello,
and today I finished  a terrifying assessment,
and today wasn't that bad
so I've stopped to thank you
I don't ask for anything in return,
all I ask is to help others learn
that each day I open my eyes, is a gift from someone who might never materialize, and though you might not hear me, and though you might not exist,
thank you strange force,
I'm so happy I exist