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"scald" poems
Come with me, I said, and no one knew where, or how my pain throbbed, no carnations or barcaroles for me, only a wound that love had opened. I said it again: Come with me, as if I were dying, and no one saw the moon that bled in my mouth or the blood that rose into the silence. O Love, now we can forget the star that has such thorns! That is why when I heard your voice repeat Come with me, it was as if you had let loose the grief, the love, the fury of a cork-trapped wine the geysers flooding from deep in its vault: in my mouth I felt the taste of fire again, of blood and carnations, of rock and scald.
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Come With Me, I Said, And No One Knew (VII)
I'm not over her, Though painful, Without it, ? The foundation of my childhood home, Became the foundation, Of an inferno. She is the firewood, She is the flames, She is fulminating, Just as a name. It horrifies me she will never feel the heat, Nor see the lights, As this will never scald her skin, Nor scorch her eyes.
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Nov 5, 2015
Nov 5, 2015 at 9:48 AM UTC
Forest Fire
As I walked out one evening, Walking down Bristol Street, The crowds upon the pavement Were fields of harvest wheat. And down by the brimming river I heard a lover sing Under an arch of the railway: "Love has no ending. "I'll love you, dear, I'll love you Till China and Africa meet, And the river jumps over the mountain And the salmon sing in the street, "I'll love you till the ocean Is folded and hung up to dry And the seven stars go squawking Like geese about the sky. "The years shall run like rabbits, For in my arms I hold The Flower of the Ages, And the first love of the world." But all the clocks in the city Began to whirr and chime: "O let not Time deceive you, You cannot conquer Time. "In the burrows of the Nightmare Where Justice naked is, Time watches from the shadow And coughs when you would kiss. "In headaches and in worry Vaguely life leaks away, And Time will have his fancy To-morrow or to-day. "Into many a green valley Drifts the appalling snow; Time breaks the threaded dances And the diver's brilliant bow. "O plunge your hands in water, Plunge them in up to the wrist; Stare, stare in the basin And wonder what you've missed. "The glacier knocks in the cupboard, The desert sighs in the bed, And the crack in the tea-cup opens A lane to the land of the dead. "Where the beggars raffle the banknotes And the Giant is enchanting to Jack, And the Lily-white Boy is a Roarer, And Jill goes down on her back. "O look, look in the mirror? O look in your distress: Life remains a blessing Although you cannot bless. "O stand, stand at the window As the tears scald and start; You shall love your crooked neighbour With your crooked heart." It was late, late in the evening, The lovers they were gone; The clocks had ceased their chiming, And the deep river ran on.
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As I Walked Out One Evening
As I walked out one evening, Walking down Bristol Street, The crowds upon the pavement Were fields of harvest wheat. And down by the brimming river I heard a lover sing Under an arch of the railway: "Love has no ending. "I'll love you, dear, I'll love you Till China and Africa meet, And the river jumps over the mountain And the salmon sing in the street, "I'll love you till the ocean Is folded and hung up to dry And the seven stars go squawking Like geese about the sky. "The years shall run like rabbits, For in my arms I hold The Flower of the Ages, And the first love of the world." But all the clocks in the city Began to whirr and chime: "O let not Time deceive you, You cannot conquer Time. "In the burrows of the Nightmare Where Justice naked is, Time watches from the shadow And coughs when you would kiss. "In headaches and in worry Vaguely life leaks away, And Time will have his fancy To-morrow or to-day. "Into many a green valley Drifts the appalling snow; Time breaks the threaded dances And the diver's brilliant bow. "O plunge your hands in water, Plunge them in up to the wrist; Stare, stare in the basin And wonder what you've missed. "The glacier knocks in the cupboard, The desert sighs in the bed, And the crack in the tea-cup opens A lane to the land of the dead. "Where the beggars raffle the banknotes And the Giant is enchanting to Jack, And the Lily-white Boy is a Roarer, And Jill goes down on her back. "O look, look in the mirror? O look in your distress: Life remains a blessing Although you cannot bless. "O stand, stand at the window As the tears scald and start; You shall love your crooked neighbour With your crooked heart." It was late, late in the evening, The lovers they were gone; The clocks had ceased their chiming, And the deep river ran on.
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Is there room for context at this table? We can move some dishes and shuffle chairs. I’ve checked all four legs and they seem stable, but choosing a placemat is like splitting hairs. I notice the candle’s flame is getting dim, and my fingers pirouette in the puddles of wax, my hair needs a cut but I settled for a trim, and I’m donating my salary and spending my tax. I’ve told you every thought in my head, except the ones that matter the most, the facts that scald my cheeks to red, now they’re burning up like charred toast. I’d promise you whatever you ask for, and I’d drag myself to deliver each time, but I’m ignoring the truth at my core, and I’m confessing to you in mime. Sit across from me with crossed legs, see magnets becomes our eyes, “come closer together” both begs, but we’re determined and polarized. There’s no world existing around us, and there certainly is no group, you listen while I ramble and make a fuss, over the death of Lipton’s Alligator Soup. We turned Heaven into a Hell, we took a skeleton and made a shell, We dragged our nails down the walls scribbled ephiphanies on bathroom stalls, and silenced a story we could never tell. And all the things that have driven us apart, in truth have only made us stronger. and my love you are actually my heart, I won’t question it’s beating any longer. If you’re stuck with a choice you should flip a coin in the air, then listen to your mind’s voice, ‘cause your answer will be there. When it comes to heads or tails, you already know your favourite side, you’ll pray for it as the coin sails, ignore the outcome but absorb the ride.
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Jan 13, 2019
Jan 13, 2019 at 12:10 PM UTC
The Lion & The Rose
Is there room for context at this table? We can move some dishes and shuffle chairs. I’ve checked all four legs and they seem stable, but choosing a placemat is like splitting hairs. I notice the candle’s flame is getting dim, and my fingers pirouette in the puddles of wax, my hair needs a cut but I settled for a trim, and I’m donating my salary and spending my tax. I’ve told you every thought in my head, except the ones that matter the most, the facts that scald my cheeks to red, now they’re burning up like charred toast. I’d promise you whatever you ask for, and I’d drag myself to deliver each time, but I’m ignoring the truth at my core, and I’m confessing to you in mime. Sit across from me with crossed legs, see magnets becomes our eyes, “come closer together” both begs, but we’re determined and polarized. There’s no world existing around us, and there certainly is no group, you listen while I ramble and make a fuss, over the death of Lipton’s Alligator Soup. We turned Heaven into a Hell, we took a skeleton and made a shell, We dragged our nails down the walls scribbled ephiphanies on bathroom stalls, and silenced a story we could never tell. And all the things that have driven us apart, in truth have only made us stronger. and my love you are actually my heart, I won’t question it’s beating any longer. If you’re stuck with a choice you should flip a coin in the air, then listen to your mind’s voice, ‘cause your answer will be there. When it comes to heads or tails, you already know your favourite side, you’ll pray for it as the coin sails, ignore the outcome but absorb the ride.
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Two, of course there are two. It seems perfectly natural now—— The one who never looks up, whose eyes are lidded And balled¸ like Blake's. Who exhibits The birthmarks that are his trademark—— The scald scar of water, The **** Verdigris of the condor. I am red meat. His beak Claps sidewise: I am not his yet. He tells me how badly I photograph. He tells me how sweet The babies look in their hospital Icebox, a simple Frill at the neck Then the flutings of their Ionian Death-gowns. Then two little feet. He does not smile or smoke. The other does that His hair long and plausive ******* ************ a glitter He wants to be loved. I do not stir. The frost makes a flower, The dew makes a star, The dead bell, The dead bell. Somebody's done for.
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Death & Co.
I would bathe myself in strangeness: These comforts heaped upon me, smother me! I burn, I scald so for the new, New friends, new faces, Places! Oh to be out of this, This that is all I wanted —save the new. And you, Love, you the much, the more desired! Do I not loathe all walls, streets, stones, All mire, mist, all fog, All ways of traffic? You, I wold have flow over me like water, Oh, but far out of this! Grass, and low fields, and hills, And sun, Oh, sun enough! Out, and alone, among some Alien people!
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The Plunge
They would have given a lot those paste-skinned kids with straw for hair and knobby knees Not that frail— it seems Beneath grayish strings through black rims one cracked lens screams— Gets nothing! Changes nothing! Ritual words fall— a rusted refrigerator shoved over a railing from the second floor Barking dogs tied to the radiator of misery fed on rough-house excuses for kindness Why do people keep children? Larger than average eyes huge foreheads of genetic wrong ******* childhood downstairs while mother is sleeping I can get used to the smell of cats Human ***** is not so— different? and if I didn’t change my clothes for a week What do children know? Jenny cuddles a starving kitten then releases it to where they disappear... one generation after another Famished eyes devour anything offered words...food...sex...God Screams from the mats of string and gray Scald the frantic instant badly I watch her bolt beyond explanation Night gives no reason to let her live.... My faith went the way the kittens go Hope and a small girl blend beyond blackness
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Apr 23, 2017
Apr 23, 2017 at 11:24 PM UTC
Bread on the Water
i am aggressive. aggressively happy, aggressively sad. i will be the sun that crashes through your window and warms your living room with my laughter, i will melt your candles and burn your eyes with my smile. i will furnish your home with my voice and hang memories of us on the walls of your heart. i will scorch you by surprise like a seat belt in july, i will scald your cupid's bow with my cherry lips and you will never get my taste out of your mouth. i will set your house on fire. but on the hard days, i will not. i will drain the color from your life. my tears will wash the pigment from the walls and pull the curtains shut. you won't remember what sunshine feels like. my shivering shoulders will **** the warmth out of our shared home, establishing a winter not with crystalline ice but with a bone-chilling cold whose frost bites at anything exposed - your heart, your fingers, your nose - don't let me get too close. i will be your sunshine, and then i will leave you out in the rain. i wish i could be a calm, pleasant day, but i can only be fire, i can only be ice. i'm sorry, but i've never known gray - i've never done anything halfway.
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Apr 22, 2015
Apr 22, 2015 at 7:13 PM UTC
aggression
I’m getting greys at an alarming rate, I already pulled at my hair. “It’s normal” he says I swear just to debate, cause he doesn’t seem to care. And I’m bleeding through my scar tissued skin, the layers only grew still I find a way in. I’m getting greys at an alarming rate, I’ll be down to the last strand. Check or fold the plays, the cards aren’t that great I’ll be down the my last hand. And I’m bleeding through my thick nice sweater. It’s a shame as it’s new and we’re reaching the cold weather. It will stain the soft fabric I may just grab the bleach, but I always made it a habit to always keep it just out of reach. I’m getting greys at an alarming rate pretty soon I’ll be bald. On hot coals she stays, though she shifts her weight and watches her soles scald. And I’m bleeding through my clogged and blocked pores, and the remaining few are becoming septic sores. I’ll shed another layer of a non-protective bubble, and my hair will continue to get greyer, I think I’m now in some trouble.
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Nov 8, 2024
Nov 8, 2024 at 10:35 AM UTC
Bleed Through
Lightning striking through a nervous system, Blood pumping facetious fire. Whispers through my home, hauntings of trauma and dreams of the crucifix stand. The flaming star of the avatar. The predator and the prey, predetermined and praying. Just another eternity until the monsoon departs, the season ended. From there the calm waves will carry me to shore. The dark, restful, kiln, I am your dough, as I am your clay, a grateful panettone. Mold me, endow me the drug, the decree, the great recipe of relinquishment. I rejected asylum, I denounced Gehenna, Cold blooded sunbathing in the radiant rays of the great bird's wings. The boiling embrace of his soft feathered fire. The brutal, unrelenting, chaotic, climactic, pull into the hot murky depths. Scald me, lash me, revive me in death. For I can wait no longer. Living in fear of the Reaper is worse than The Harvest itself. So come unto me my lord, my peace, And engulf me in the ******** rest.
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Sep 28, 2019
Sep 28, 2019 at 3:14 PM UTC
The sunny dunes of the Fantastic Phoenix
Words blow with the blast Ink drops as oil to the flame and burn the fire's light Waved in the leaden air   the majesty of accuracy scald the ears waxed with injustice Literacy and liberty are for all longing eyes A witness to the silences— to misfortunes ignored to blessings need to be heard to weak breath trying to make sense of its existence- the sonar in the deepest sea of truth hears silences louder than speeches Also, he believes in voices voices stronger than power
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Mar 11, 2013
Mar 11, 2013 at 7:55 AM UTC
a sonar in the deepest sea of truth - for a journalist
I am cab ma, please don’t! Is I, lass, I who brought scald without such pains. I am mumbling coherently a ****** most apparently. Phospholipids leave envelope area soon endoplasmic doom. Opened neutral taste I’m sinking in laughing at something sunken in. What hell overwhelm brings ribosome organelle use geared hither, tell? Seceded certain atoms like Democritus withdrew incursion. Truncated heavy organelles under tissue systems use cycles. Half polypeptide accents intergenetic nuclear spaces.
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Dec 11, 2014
Dec 11, 2014 at 8:38 PM UTC
Acrostic Haiku
I posted this poem  a few days after I joined HP.  As  is oft the case, poems you are especially proud of, fall to the wayside, under the onslaught of the constant waterfall of new submissions.  With the usual exception of Ms. Lori C., one of the two unofficial High Priestesses of HP, in my estimation, this one, was pretty much overlooked.  Despite some comical jaunts of late re bras and beds, real inspiration has escaped me ever nice I penned "Sittin' On The Dock Of The Bay (Razor Blades, Pills, & Shotguns" last week.  So, with your hoped for solicitude, I resubmit it, hoping it finds a wider audience and dedicate it to those of you who I number as friends (you know who you are!), despite the fact that our only shared embraces have been techno~electronic, and yet the quality of your kindness is beyond measure. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The Numerical Quality of Friendship The quality of friendship is non-quantitative. Yet, I ask you to number it, and me, this way. With tape measure, determine that: The length of my arm's embrace will always be longer than long enough, and when distance magnifies sorrow's gains, my shoulders measure wide enough to pillow your wearied head. The depth of my pocket is finite for by definition, a pocket is but an open doored, three walled shelter. My pocket of shelter is forever open, forever deep, and forever is infinite. Trust that when bowed and bent, upon my shoulders climb and together we will be tall enough to touch the season's new fruit upon the tree of life, and with one tongue, taste the unimaginable! Do u think that mercury can measure the warmth of my tears when love sears my heart, or the heat of thy skin when it heals and cauterizes wounds salted by the mistreatment, by the bitters of the weak ones, who rejoice when they scald others? Size me up. What is my volume? What are the boundaries that length X depth X height state must limit my capacity to cherish, to heal, and even to forgive those who deserve no forgiveness? If you measure me well and proper, if I meet the standards that qualify me to be called friend, then friend me here, friend me now, friend me for the qualities I posses, and number us a unity among the few who are truly blessed by a quality of friendship that cannot be measured, for there is no scientific instrument that can quantify limitless. March 2012
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Aug 10, 2013
Aug 10, 2013 at 3:21 PM UTC
Resubmitting For Your Consideration: The Numerical Quality of Friendship
I posted this poem  a few days after I joined HP.  As  is oft the case, poems you are especially proud of, fall to the wayside, under the onslaught of the constant waterfall of new submissions.  With the usual exception of Ms. Lori C., one of the two unofficial High Priestesses of HP, in my estimation, this one, was pretty much overlooked.  Despite some comical jaunts of late re bras and beds, real inspiration has escaped me ever nice I penned "Sittin' On The Dock Of The Bay (Razor Blades, Pills, & Shotguns" last week.  So, with your hoped for solicitude, I resubmit it, hoping it finds a wider audience and dedicate it to those of you who I number as friends (you know who you are!), despite the fact that our only shared embraces have been techno~electronic, and yet the quality of your kindness is beyond measure. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The Numerical Quality of Friendship The quality of friendship is non-quantitative. Yet, I ask you to number it, and me, this way. With tape measure, determine that: The length of my arm's embrace will always be longer than long enough, and when distance magnifies sorrow's gains, my shoulders measure wide enough to pillow your wearied head. The depth of my pocket is finite for by definition, a pocket is but an open doored, three walled shelter. My pocket of shelter is forever open, forever deep, and forever is infinite. Trust that when bowed and bent, upon my shoulders climb and together we will be tall enough to touch the season's new fruit upon the tree of life, and with one tongue, taste the unimaginable! Do u think that mercury can measure the warmth of my tears when love sears my heart, or the heat of thy skin when it heals and cauterizes wounds salted by the mistreatment, by the bitters of the weak ones, who rejoice when they scald others? Size me up. What is my volume? What are the boundaries that length X depth X height state must limit my capacity to cherish, to heal, and even to forgive those who deserve no forgiveness? If you measure me well and proper, if I meet the standards that qualify me to be called friend, then friend me here, friend me now, friend me for the qualities I posses, and number us a unity among the few who are truly blessed by a quality of friendship that cannot be measured, for there is no scientific instrument that can quantify limitless. March 2012
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It sways and flickers away. Like a wren. The flame stains the glass and reflects fully the inconsistency. Casts shadows on the wall Frightful swirls. Turns wax to syrup Sweet, seduced I want to swallow it Feel the liquid fire scald my throat. I shouldn't be allowed to have candles.
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Oct 13, 2013
Oct 13, 2013 at 7:41 PM UTC
Candles
death is coming, it is a dark point on the horizon it will be here, sooner than expected, the planet is dying why are you preparing for a future, the future why are you denying it is happening, sticking your head in the sand going about, living carefree, when your children will suffer, millions will die do you need a quatrain, a burning bush, to see the horror racing towards us nostradamus didn’t see it, but we did, like a slow train wreck the air will burn your lungs, the oceans scald your flesh by the time you react, you will have reached the point of no return your children are an army of dead men walking their bodies catching up to their environmental fate it is too late to cry, it is time to die what will we do, how will we choose, who lives, who perishes your cozy lives will disintegrate in social chaos as individual fight for survival our former rules and norms will vanish, as the strong and ruthless vanquish you will witness horrors, etched into your mind, re-dreamt every night scream and cry, it could have been avoid, such is the tragedy of the commons complacency of the masses, mass graves of the innocent gods will die, civilizations will fall, as you huddle, shaking in a dark corner
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May 12, 2019
May 12, 2019 at 12:01 PM UTC
do you need a quatrain?
As I walked out one evening, Walking down Bristol Street, The crowds upon the pavement Were fields of harvest wheat. And down by the brimming river I heard a lover sing Under an arch of the railway: 'Love has no ending. I'll love you, dear, I'll love you Till China and Africa meet, And the river jumps over the mountain And the salmon sing in the street. I'll love you till the ocean Is folded and hung up to dry, And the seven stars go squawking Like geese about the sky. The years shall run like rabbits, For in my arms I hold The Flower of the Ages, And the first love of the world.' But all the clocks in the city Began to whirr and chime: 'O let not Time deceive you, You cannot conquer Time. 'In the burrows of the Nightmare Where Justice naked is, Time watches from the shadow And coughs when you would kiss. 'In headaches and in worry Vaguely life leaks away, And Time will have his fancy To-morrow or today. 'Into many a green valley Drifts the appalling snow; Time breaks the threaded dances And the diver's brilliant bow. 'O plunge your hands in water, Plunge them in up to the wrist; Stare, stare at the basin And wonder what you've missed. 'The glacier knocks in the cupboard, The desert sighs in the bed, And the crack in the tea-cup opens A lane to the land of the dead. 'Where the beggars raffle the banknotes And the Giant in enchanting to Jack, And the Lily-white Boy is a Roarer, And Jill goes down on her back. 'O look, look in the mirror, O look in your distress; Life remains a blessing Although you cannot bless. 'O stand, stand in the window As the tears scald and start; You shall love your crooked neighbor With your crooked heart.' It was late, late in the evening The lovers they were gone; The clocks had ceased their chiming, And the deep river ran on.
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One Evening
As I walked out one evening, Walking down Bristol Street, The crowds upon the pavement Were fields of harvest wheat. And down by the brimming river I heard a lover sing Under an arch of the railway: 'Love has no ending. I'll love you, dear, I'll love you Till China and Africa meet, And the river jumps over the mountain And the salmon sing in the street. I'll love you till the ocean Is folded and hung up to dry, And the seven stars go squawking Like geese about the sky. The years shall run like rabbits, For in my arms I hold The Flower of the Ages, And the first love of the world.' But all the clocks in the city Began to whirr and chime: 'O let not Time deceive you, You cannot conquer Time. 'In the burrows of the Nightmare Where Justice naked is, Time watches from the shadow And coughs when you would kiss. 'In headaches and in worry Vaguely life leaks away, And Time will have his fancy To-morrow or today. 'Into many a green valley Drifts the appalling snow; Time breaks the threaded dances And the diver's brilliant bow. 'O plunge your hands in water, Plunge them in up to the wrist; Stare, stare at the basin And wonder what you've missed. 'The glacier knocks in the cupboard, The desert sighs in the bed, And the crack in the tea-cup opens A lane to the land of the dead. 'Where the beggars raffle the banknotes And the Giant in enchanting to Jack, And the Lily-white Boy is a Roarer, And Jill goes down on her back. 'O look, look in the mirror, O look in your distress; Life remains a blessing Although you cannot bless. 'O stand, stand in the window As the tears scald and start; You shall love your crooked neighbor With your crooked heart.' It was late, late in the evening The lovers they were gone; The clocks had ceased their chiming, And the deep river ran on.
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Prometheus gave fire to humanity and had his innards guzzled by vultures for it. You gave me the sun and I unduly set myself wholly to the task of tearing apart your insides. Top to bottom, I stripped you strip you, will strip you of all that makes you you and I don't know how to stop turning your yellow to orange to purple to black like my innards too. See, I too once gave fire to people and lovers and friends and then I set myself to the task of tearing up apart those various necessities that made me me. Things like basic human kindness. Simple rules like don't involve yourself with so many girls that you lose count while never losing count. That sort of thing, y'know. Do you know how long I've been trying to write you a poem called Darjeeling? I've been trying  for so long that I drink coffee now. I've been trying for so long that when the restaurant menu finally reads 'Darjeeling tea' for so and so price, I don't pay it and order some mediocre hot-chocolate instead (and even a Strawberry milkshake. What does that say about me, I wonder?). It was lukewarm. It didn't scald my tongue like you did. I suppose it never will.
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Jul 29, 2015
Jul 29, 2015 at 12:04 PM UTC
Sunshine Girl.
Band-aids to prevent the social infections that could eventually spread to the frontal lobe, Diseases started on Fox News, spread to the living room, circulate around the family dinner table putting victims of ignorance on the coroner’s slab Alleviate the pain. Should we let the gapping wounds of intolerance fester, decay and grow maggots? ***** bigotry, vile illiteracy, primitive ideas coat the skins of society like a black goo. Band-aids: self adhesive bandages We aren’t teachers. We are medics. covering the gapping wounds of life lathering the lesions with Neosporin. Healing the scars from parenting gone wrong - scars from wounded self-esteems -lacerations to the proverbial heart Scars lasting longer than the body itself.   No one knows where its impact will end. Band-aids temporary fix heal the wound fast, heal the hurt faster A Johnson and Johnson remedy for damaged organisms Well-meaning ones hurling scriptures scald hands with tainted words Healing is a matter of time. Arm teachers to protect children from the crazies who loom? What will protect them from their own inherited ignorance? The damage is already done when they get here. Equip us with Band-Aids, boxes and boxes. Hello Kitty over their ears to block the infection from coming in Spiderman for their mouths. Stop the seepage of any contamination from spreading to others. The remaining scars will fade, but not disappear. even with a band-aid.
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Oct 14, 2013
Oct 14, 2013 at 8:13 PM UTC
Band-aids
Asphalt hot will scald the toe The smallest step will stub it, Succulent pots will catch the eye— Surely to leave you rubbing. And Fear, the wretched, ***** cat, A mane sheer black with pause Shimmies down the fire escape Like good old Sandy Claws. Blind as night these twenty years With memory for an action. Fear, that ***** is blind as me, But she seems to find her satisfaction. The difference between stepping Stones and stumbling is the lesson; You turned the light on, a quarter to three, And from my blindness, drew a crescent. Asphalt hot could scald the toe Could melt holes in shoes, you know. But nothing ever burns quite like Denying your weary feet that road. And Fear, the wretched, hoarding cat, A mane sheer black and sane: You ought to thank her for the ride Once you’ve felt, at last, the pouring rain.
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Dec 9, 2012
Dec 9, 2012 at 6:35 PM UTC
“Asphalt hot will scald the toe...”
tonight is strange. you see, i slept today at a friend's house. but now, cannot sleep. and when i say "slept" i mean; i laid there in her blankets, and thought of you. and when i say "thought of you" i mean; i wondered if at that moment you missed me too. and when i say "wondered" i mean; i imagined your lips against my eyelids. and when i say "against" what i meant to say was; that i wished you were held against me. and when i say "held" i meant; that i'll take your problems and shoulder them as My own. but dear, when i said "problems" what i meant to say was that your ink-stained fingernails are god-crafted. and by "ink" you know that i mean; you've forever left your mark on me. and by "mark" i mean; that you've drawn in all the sides of all the best poems. and by "drawn" i offer up; that this is not the first or last time we fire one another and scald the oceans. tonight is strange, indeed. it's a good thing You always know what i'm really trying to say.
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Aug 17, 2017
Aug 17, 2017 at 4:42 AM UTC
since you're not here.
I feel his eyes on me Whenever I cross the room. It is mostly when there are others Present and we must share ourselves, Expended over people And places. The spaces Before we fall into our wine stained Non-marital bed. The grape blood reminds me Of my own. On my own, fledgling ******* and acne, Elaborately false ******* Where I would never have my fill. A child-man I forgot. Or remember only as a token, Cardboard textured orange peel In a breast pocket never worn. I forget Most everyone Now that he is In my life. He obliterates All else like light pollution. Not of fluorescent neon or slogans But an exploding star That dims all else In my peripheries. I am Diminished also in his love, Both wholesomely and then in a sense Where I lose my ‘I’. It is in his shadow Where I live. Small comet Hidden in the black of velvet, Licked by the spit of his flames That scald me And bathe me In equal measure. I am more than this I know. Or guess. His tailor hands Though, are efficient and caring. They Do not create me, but he threads himself Into my sides And drops a stitch Only to adulate the rhythm When he enters me. When he enters me I become burgeoned and full and blood fills The rusted roadways That shine blue Through my pasty prism. He finishes. A gloom fills me. Not A gloom, more of a nothing and he is An obliterated star once more And I his aftermath. He has killed me with a kindness, A ghost only when witnessed, kissed. I have long since forgotten whether I have Been taken prisoner Or gave myself up.
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Aug 7, 2013
Aug 7, 2013 at 7:26 PM UTC
A Witness
I feel his eyes on me Whenever I cross the room. It is mostly when there are others Present and we must share ourselves, Expended over people And places. The spaces Before we fall into our wine stained Non-marital bed. The grape blood reminds me Of my own. On my own, fledgling ******* and acne, Elaborately false ******* Where I would never have my fill. A child-man I forgot. Or remember only as a token, Cardboard textured orange peel In a breast pocket never worn. I forget Most everyone Now that he is In my life. He obliterates All else like light pollution. Not of fluorescent neon or slogans But an exploding star That dims all else In my peripheries. I am Diminished also in his love, Both wholesomely and then in a sense Where I lose my ‘I’. It is in his shadow Where I live. Small comet Hidden in the black of velvet, Licked by the spit of his flames That scald me And bathe me In equal measure. I am more than this I know. Or guess. His tailor hands Though, are efficient and caring. They Do not create me, but he threads himself Into my sides And drops a stitch Only to adulate the rhythm When he enters me. When he enters me I become burgeoned and full and blood fills The rusted roadways That shine blue Through my pasty prism. He finishes. A gloom fills me. Not A gloom, more of a nothing and he is An obliterated star once more And I his aftermath. He has killed me with a kindness, A ghost only when witnessed, kissed. I have long since forgotten whether I have Been taken prisoner Or gave myself up.
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Today I wish to not wake up I wish to go from yesterday to tomorrow and forget that today ever exists I wish for the sun to stay below the horizon and the song birds to sleep past noon I wish this world to skip today Today I wish to be nothing I wish to not be a mass of energy or to take up space on this planet I wish for Einstein to be wrong and Newton to be full of sh*t I wish this world breaks physics today   Today I wish for fire I wish to have water scald my throat and for food to become ash on my tongue I wish the air I breathe turns to smoke in my lungs and my skin to char from the heat of the sun I wish this world to burn today Today I wish for ice I wish for no smile to melt my bitter heart and no embrace to warm my calloused soul I wish for Arctic wind to bring forth a new ice age and for frost to encircle my home I wish this world to freeze today Today I wish for disaster I wish for my tears to flood the highest cities and my screams to cause cracks in the sea floor I wish for wild fires to incinerate all forests and global warming to evaporate all oceans I wish this world to destroy today Today I wish to have a chat with death I wish to be kissed by the lips of a viper and down hemlock until I’m no longer parched I wish for the gods to send down a new plague and Mother Nature to take revenge on us all I wish this world to die today Today I wish for you to not care For today I wish that you turn your check the other way when you see me and you don’t whisper a word for the wrongness I am causing I wish for you to let my anger consume me until she can see it from the heavens and let me destroy myself until her absence feels less empty than I do I wish for today that you let me embrace death with open arms so I can be close to her once more Because Today I wish to no longer exist But if you refuse to grant me any of these wishes than grant me this one simple request That today of all days you let me have this hate You let me have the same hate for myself that I have for this world on the day that it took her away
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Feb 26, 2022
Feb 26, 2022 at 7:31 PM UTC
January 20th
Today I wish to not wake up I wish to go from yesterday to tomorrow and forget that today ever exists I wish for the sun to stay below the horizon and the song birds to sleep past noon I wish this world to skip today Today I wish to be nothing I wish to not be a mass of energy or to take up space on this planet I wish for Einstein to be wrong and Newton to be full of sh*t I wish this world breaks physics today   Today I wish for fire I wish to have water scald my throat and for food to become ash on my tongue I wish the air I breathe turns to smoke in my lungs and my skin to char from the heat of the sun I wish this world to burn today Today I wish for ice I wish for no smile to melt my bitter heart and no embrace to warm my calloused soul I wish for Arctic wind to bring forth a new ice age and for frost to encircle my home I wish this world to freeze today Today I wish for disaster I wish for my tears to flood the highest cities and my screams to cause cracks in the sea floor I wish for wild fires to incinerate all forests and global warming to evaporate all oceans I wish this world to destroy today Today I wish to have a chat with death I wish to be kissed by the lips of a viper and down hemlock until I’m no longer parched I wish for the gods to send down a new plague and Mother Nature to take revenge on us all I wish this world to die today Today I wish for you to not care For today I wish that you turn your check the other way when you see me and you don’t whisper a word for the wrongness I am causing I wish for you to let my anger consume me until she can see it from the heavens and let me destroy myself until her absence feels less empty than I do I wish for today that you let me embrace death with open arms so I can be close to her once more Because Today I wish to no longer exist But if you refuse to grant me any of these wishes than grant me this one simple request That today of all days you let me have this hate You let me have the same hate for myself that I have for this world on the day that it took her away
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The Numerical Quality of Friendship The quality of friendship is non-quantitative. Yet, I ask you to number me this way. With tape measure, determine that: The length of my arm's embrace will always be longer than long enough, and when distance magnifies sorrow's gains, my shoulders measure wide enough to pillow your wearied head. The depth of my pocket is finite for by definition, a pocket is but an open doored, three walled shelter. My pocket of shelter is forever open, forever deep, and forever is infinite. Trust that when bowed and bent, upon my shoulders climb and together we will be tall enough to touch the season's new fruit upon the tree of life, and with one tongue taste the unimaginable! Do u think that mercury can measure the warmth of my tears when love sears my heart, or the heat of thy skin when it heals and cauterizes wounds salted by the mistreatment, by the bitters of the weak ones, who rejoice when they scald others? Size me up. What is my volume? What are the boundaries that length X depth X height state must limit my capacity to cherish, to heal, and even to forgive those who deserve no forgiveness? If you measure me well and proper, if I meet the standards that qualify me to be called friend, then friend me here, friend me now, friend me for the qualities I posses, and number us a unity among the few who are truly blessed by a quality of friendship that cannot be measured, for there is no scientific instrument that can quantify, limitless. March 2012
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May 23, 2013
May 23, 2013 at 11:26 PM UTC
The Numerical Quality of Friendship
The Numerical Quality of Friendship The quality of friendship is non-quantitative. Yet, I ask you to number me this way. With tape measure, determine that: The length of my arm's embrace will always be longer than long enough, and when distance magnifies sorrow's gains, my shoulders measure wide enough to pillow your wearied head. The depth of my pocket is finite for by definition, a pocket is but an open doored, three walled shelter. My pocket of shelter is forever open, forever deep, and forever is infinite. Trust that when bowed and bent, upon my shoulders climb and together we will be tall enough to touch the season's new fruit upon the tree of life, and with one tongue taste the unimaginable! Do u think that mercury can measure the warmth of my tears when love sears my heart, or the heat of thy skin when it heals and cauterizes wounds salted by the mistreatment, by the bitters of the weak ones, who rejoice when they scald others? Size me up. What is my volume? What are the boundaries that length X depth X height state must limit my capacity to cherish, to heal, and even to forgive those who deserve no forgiveness? If you measure me well and proper, if I meet the standards that qualify me to be called friend, then friend me here, friend me now, friend me for the qualities I posses, and number us a unity among the few who are truly blessed by a quality of friendship that cannot be measured, for there is no scientific instrument that can quantify, limitless. March 2012
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The devil’s acts scratched into your skin; Scald yourself with your own sins. **** his soul out through his chest; Ink it out- **** his quest. Her mind in torture, her lack of amour Fills her with fear- a ruptured shiver Here he clutches a deadly dagger Stabs the prey with morbid hunger Stalks the hundred blackened souls Digs a hundred hardened holes His huge wings sign menace Kills their passion, screams, “There is no grace.” In his head, he feels misled. The way he sees the girl “I’ve always wanted to tell you,” he shrieks “You used to be so beautiful!” The sockets in his face leaks The conjured up image in his head is dreadful He lets out a final bloodcurdling cry A signal of his goodbye Before he stomps across the sunken boat Tilts her head and slits her throat.
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Feb 28, 2014
Feb 28, 2014 at 6:25 AM UTC
Devil
It was a lifetime ago...just yesterday, when rain fell softly upon my face. That spoke to me of younger years, with all my innocence thus encased. I could feel the rainbow...just out of reach, all the colors of moments passed. Where truths were lies and lies believed, countless, as grains in an hourglass. I can bear forth the torch...yet not burn the eyes, to scald away truth's stench and decay. Why can't we hold to the dreams of youth, that was a lifetime ago...just yesterday?
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Jul 4, 2012
Jul 4, 2012 at 12:01 AM UTC
A Lifetime Ago, Just Yesterday