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"pandemonium" poems
He stood fifty times his height, his palms pressed against the glass separating him from the road in their glamour; blurred images of car in their splendor – and there isn’t the familiar scent of coffee – I call this pandemonium. Nothing beats a day in a café redolent of the finest Arabica, he’d inhale deeply and recall : unroasted gives the sweetest scents of blueberries – roasted’s entirely different: fruit, sugar, perfume – They call this addiction. Mnemonic – a wind chime lost in the array of winds. “You used to be my cup of tea – I drink coffee now.” These words slip out of his dry lips, and a lone tear trickles down a milky cheek; They all say if they’ve got love, they don’t need money – And he’d say if he’s got coffee, he doesn’t need love – He calls this heaven.
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Oct 26, 2014
Oct 26, 2014 at 6:23 AM UTC
coffee
Cheating can be pandemic Heart’s afflicted and paralyzed Mind rationalizes the malady Sabotaging the ties of relationships Pandemonium sweeps away all
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Jul 17, 2014
Jul 17, 2014 at 8:08 AM UTC
Cheating
Waiting all alone waiting on this cold table waiting for the doctors and the drones I feel the scratch of the itchy cotton gown on the narrows of my back as it climbs up and down Displayed I lye on the medical tables hard cold steel It seers into the crevices of my bones I ponder the lone window and wonder if it's real I listen for the bleep and bloop of medical tones Nurses walk by in a mechanical grace poke and **** & tap and touch my face and then proceed to leave without a trace with no hint of knowledge of my medical case Waiting all alone waiting on this cold table waiting for the doctors and the drones I'm a big girl, I'm a big girl I begin to chant in a simple rhythm as small as a ball I begin to curl I'm abandoned inside this glassy prism The dead silence creeps inside my brain I want to scream to fill the deadly gap but the cold thick air of silence brings pain I comfort myself and say it will be ok My breathing begins to quicken my eyes dart around the room only comfort is the fear which I am stricken my sight goes bleary as darkness looms Waiting all alone waiting on this cold table waiting for the doctors and the drones Tears sting the corner of my eyes I want someone to hold my hand Oh God how I want to cry but the only thing there is the bleeding arm band The test begins with the thickness of barium It slides down my throat and clings to my esophagus It tastes like chalk and pandemonium they want me to suffocate I guess I chug and chug as the pictures are snapped x-ray upon x-ray of my stomach and my back Drink more Drink more They tell me to do Nervously I shake and say, anymore and I will puke on you Waiting all alone waiting on this cold table waiting for the doctors and the drones Even more poking and prodding ensues but of my stomach, ribs and ******* I lay rigid as a board from the pain of each touch I grow weary of this tiresome rues The tests are done and the coast is clear I am left alone to dress myself in fear Dismissed and discharged to walk away they file my chart with a robotic smile now for the wait of endless days I'm lost in my mind's land of emotional exile Waiting all alone waiting on this cold table waiting for the doctors and the drones Pins & Needles Pins & Needles I wait for the results Is it stomach cancer, an ulcer or both?? In the dark I am kept like followers in cults.
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Nov 2, 2010
Nov 2, 2010 at 2:34 PM UTC
Doctors Visit
Waiting all alone waiting on this cold table waiting for the doctors and the drones I feel the scratch of the itchy cotton gown on the narrows of my back as it climbs up and down Displayed I lye on the medical tables hard cold steel It seers into the crevices of my bones I ponder the lone window and wonder if it's real I listen for the bleep and bloop of medical tones Nurses walk by in a mechanical grace poke and **** & tap and touch my face and then proceed to leave without a trace with no hint of knowledge of my medical case Waiting all alone waiting on this cold table waiting for the doctors and the drones I'm a big girl, I'm a big girl I begin to chant in a simple rhythm as small as a ball I begin to curl I'm abandoned inside this glassy prism The dead silence creeps inside my brain I want to scream to fill the deadly gap but the cold thick air of silence brings pain I comfort myself and say it will be ok My breathing begins to quicken my eyes dart around the room only comfort is the fear which I am stricken my sight goes bleary as darkness looms Waiting all alone waiting on this cold table waiting for the doctors and the drones Tears sting the corner of my eyes I want someone to hold my hand Oh God how I want to cry but the only thing there is the bleeding arm band The test begins with the thickness of barium It slides down my throat and clings to my esophagus It tastes like chalk and pandemonium they want me to suffocate I guess I chug and chug as the pictures are snapped x-ray upon x-ray of my stomach and my back Drink more Drink more They tell me to do Nervously I shake and say, anymore and I will puke on you Waiting all alone waiting on this cold table waiting for the doctors and the drones Even more poking and prodding ensues but of my stomach, ribs and ******* I lay rigid as a board from the pain of each touch I grow weary of this tiresome rues The tests are done and the coast is clear I am left alone to dress myself in fear Dismissed and discharged to walk away they file my chart with a robotic smile now for the wait of endless days I'm lost in my mind's land of emotional exile Waiting all alone waiting on this cold table waiting for the doctors and the drones Pins & Needles Pins & Needles I wait for the results Is it stomach cancer, an ulcer or both?? In the dark I am kept like followers in cults.
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Gathered in a dark night, Because there lies fantasy of the final judge, my beloved servant, The skyline set before a calm sunset is a clear memory, stained. Like flowers, we rise and fall through life's misery. Dream on- I love you, my dear servant, cling on to my wings, For a world we see is true, what we manifest, is simply true devilry, What I'll build you is a castle of crystal starlight. Ready the flames of misery, slice through fate and shape the world, My devil's angel, lean on to me, be by my side, Ah, take hold of me and fly with me, through this spring dream, Ah, believe our dream and don't let go; and I tie our fates, Ah, the answer sought by this world's end is but a mystical square, Ah, cascade through this thrilling, lingering, sweet darkness, I will fill it with falling stars; like the snowfall to make it brighter, Forgotten by heaven and hell, a kingdom forms in pandemonium, Voving affection, does not only lead us to light, but will save all, Take my hand, for the love of light is for all to bear. ~ Umi
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May 4, 2018
May 4, 2018 at 6:00 PM UTC
The Last Judgement (2)
Come on my Love! Let us move to the East Where the sun resurrects after his interim death Where darkness first gives way to light And life renews itself every morn Look to the East beyond those crooked hills Where poplars grow tall in line And wild weeds hem the edges of pathways Where bunnies and squirrels hop and jump And merrily run round the trees Where the wind moves whistling through bamboo reeds Where the laughing cataract leaps down from the rocks And flow along in silvery rills Where the languorous breeze plays upon the leaves Away from the tumult, far from the crazy crowd With the pandemonium of the world Hushed to serene silence Let us move to that sequestered glade Of perennial greenery, through the sunlit grove Where we shall walk hands locked Till the bright day gives way to dusky night Inhaling night air in scented perfume Under the stillness of a star lit sky Through moon blanched woods, mysterious Listening to the sweet whispering of our soul And ‘drinking life to the lees’ from the chalice of love Oh! Come on, Let us not tarry…. Let’s go!
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Dec 1, 2016
Dec 1, 2016 at 6:36 AM UTC
An Invitation
The whole concept of adulthood is one that seems to trespass from the ever-anticipated world of the theoretical, just to barge into your life one night like an uninvited drunken friend. It will never really “hit you,” but it’ll come **** close the first time your aunt offers you a glass of wine as she and your mother gossip frankly about your father’s mistress— you sip on cheap Chardonnay and pretend to be used to the taste, as they talk with a middle-aged bitterness of the man you were raised to believe was too virtuous to be in debt for some glitzy engagement ring that he bought to restart his life with a woman he left your mother for shortly after the pandemonium of a guiltless affair. The man whose brutishness you were told to overlook, cradling the sparse memories of when he’d tuck you too tightly into bed, or when he’d tell you that he loved you even though half the time you really didn’t believe him— The man whose love confused you, whose clumsy attempts of fatherhood kept the heart of a young girl perpetually guarded by a cautious skepticism— The man who brought you into a world he found absurd as carelessly as he raised you to face it, torn apart like every illusion that makes a child, the ashes of which that slip through your fingers inevitably declare you another bitter adult. More wine will reveal that your beloved father is a controlling ****** and his relationship with that ***** the whole family hates only appears to be functioning because she lets him have all the control he couldn’t exert on your mother, even though you’ve had dinner with the two of them a couple of times and if you had met her under any other circumstance (though you’d feel like a traitor if you said it aloud) you wouldn’t think she was all that bad. In red, declarative letters I want to write to any children I may ever bear into this bittersweet game of ******** we play that we’ve since called ‘life,’ that when they first gaze with awe at the unattainable grace with which every grown-up seems to navigate the world they created, with all the pain of tax-paying and womanhood, I want to scream that we don’t know what the hell we’re doing either and if at any point I try to convince you otherwise you should tell your mother that she’s full of ****
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Nov 12, 2013
Nov 12, 2013 at 3:25 PM UTC
"Adulthood" (revised)
The whole concept of adulthood is one that seems to trespass from the ever-anticipated world of the theoretical, just to barge into your life one night like an uninvited drunken friend. It will never really “hit you,” but it’ll come **** close the first time your aunt offers you a glass of wine as she and your mother gossip frankly about your father’s mistress— you sip on cheap Chardonnay and pretend to be used to the taste, as they talk with a middle-aged bitterness of the man you were raised to believe was too virtuous to be in debt for some glitzy engagement ring that he bought to restart his life with a woman he left your mother for shortly after the pandemonium of a guiltless affair. The man whose brutishness you were told to overlook, cradling the sparse memories of when he’d tuck you too tightly into bed, or when he’d tell you that he loved you even though half the time you really didn’t believe him— The man whose love confused you, whose clumsy attempts of fatherhood kept the heart of a young girl perpetually guarded by a cautious skepticism— The man who brought you into a world he found absurd as carelessly as he raised you to face it, torn apart like every illusion that makes a child, the ashes of which that slip through your fingers inevitably declare you another bitter adult. More wine will reveal that your beloved father is a controlling ****** and his relationship with that ***** the whole family hates only appears to be functioning because she lets him have all the control he couldn’t exert on your mother, even though you’ve had dinner with the two of them a couple of times and if you had met her under any other circumstance (though you’d feel like a traitor if you said it aloud) you wouldn’t think she was all that bad. In red, declarative letters I want to write to any children I may ever bear into this bittersweet game of ******** we play that we’ve since called ‘life,’ that when they first gaze with awe at the unattainable grace with which every grown-up seems to navigate the world they created, with all the pain of tax-paying and womanhood, I want to scream that we don’t know what the hell we’re doing either and if at any point I try to convince you otherwise you should tell your mother that she’s full of ****
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Umbrage ultraism infrangible extemporaneous incognito edition Penumbral platitude platonic proxy photics rendition Interface fenestration imbroglio pandemonium inducement sedition Wretched infelicitous extant trajectory sordid intuition Scandalous scavenger squalid anomalous punitive condition Panacea chiaroscuro parallax emanate imminent perdition Equilibrist revision exertion suborn temerity imbues Indulgent zealous discrepancy apparentness cogitation accrues Heuristic noumenal psychokinesis extrapolation incursion construes Aura auspicious primitive prism processional reviews Obstinate tenacious preeminent edificatory omnipotence eschews Equivocal gumption ratification constitutional manumission ensues      Delusory apparition extravagance peccavi verity tempestuous Obtrusive obtusely overt indemnities sagaciously obliquitous Ephemeral anxiety antonym existential exigency alacritous Fortuitous emendation phantasm ontological ontogeny acuitous Indemnify veracious infernal infidel impunities iniquitous Meritorious fulham presumptive extrication expiation indigenous
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Jan 13, 2013
Jan 13, 2013 at 9:20 PM UTC
Anonymity emanations
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Sep 15, 2025
Sep 15, 2025 at 2:42 PM UTC
A Second Dot
a virtual network is the perfect place for an alien intelligence to infiltrate; passing as any number of avatars & spreading an anti-human philosophy in the war between robots & aliens w/ humanity no longer a factor, the robots freely the pummel the aliens w/ devastating laser precision; the aliens retaliating w/ hot magnets to heat the polymer machines to the melting point; the aliens unaware of the earth's default nuclear arsenal; triggered to explode as a last resort; mankind & machine joined as one & as the aliens land their ground forces a slight tremor becomes a supernova & the entire alien fleet is blown out of spacetime w/ such fiery havoc, the never seen & long extinct mankind becomes legendary for its viciousness hav·oc/ˈhavək/noun noun: havoc 1.        widespread destruction. "the hurricane ripped through Florida,                                       causing havoc" synonyms: devastation, destruction, damage, desolation, ruination, ruin; disaster, catastrophe "the hurricane caused havoc" great confusion or disorder. "schoolchildren wreaking havoc in the classroom" synonyms: disorder, chaos, disruption, mayhem, bedlam, pandemonium, turmoil, tumult, uproar; commotion, furor, a three-ring circus; informal:                                          hullabaloo "hyperactive children create havoc" verb: archaic: havoc; 3rd person present: havocs; past tense: havocked; past participle: havocked; gerund or present participle: havocking [               ].   (                   ) 1.                      lay waste to; devastate. late Middle English: from Anglo-Norman French havok, alteration of Old French havot, of unknown origin; the word was originally used in the phrase ‘cry havoc’; (Old French crier havot )         ‘to give an army the order - havoc,’ the signal for plundering
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Jul 26, 2018
Jul 26, 2018 at 8:04 PM UTC
War of the Words [... | ...]
a virtual network is the perfect place for an alien intelligence to infiltrate; passing as any number of avatars & spreading an anti-human philosophy in the war between robots & aliens w/ humanity no longer a factor, the robots freely the pummel the aliens w/ devastating laser precision; the aliens retaliating w/ hot magnets to heat the polymer machines to the melting point; the aliens unaware of the earth's default nuclear arsenal; triggered to explode as a last resort; mankind & machine joined as one & as the aliens land their ground forces a slight tremor becomes a supernova & the entire alien fleet is blown out of spacetime w/ such fiery havoc, the never seen & long extinct mankind becomes legendary for its viciousness hav·oc/ˈhavək/noun noun: havoc 1.        widespread destruction. "the hurricane ripped through Florida,                                       causing havoc" synonyms: devastation, destruction, damage, desolation, ruination, ruin; disaster, catastrophe "the hurricane caused havoc" great confusion or disorder. "schoolchildren wreaking havoc in the classroom" synonyms: disorder, chaos, disruption, mayhem, bedlam, pandemonium, turmoil, tumult, uproar; commotion, furor, a three-ring circus; informal:                                          hullabaloo "hyperactive children create havoc" verb: archaic: havoc; 3rd person present: havocs; past tense: havocked; past participle: havocked; gerund or present participle: havocking [               ].   (                   ) 1.                      lay waste to; devastate. late Middle English: from Anglo-Norman French havok, alteration of Old French havot, of unknown origin; the word was originally used in the phrase ‘cry havoc’; (Old French crier havot )         ‘to give an army the order - havoc,’ the signal for plundering
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The wind rushes though my hair,  Whistling it's shrillness in my ear. The thunder gives a deafening boom, Echoing inside my skull. It never ends, The crashing of water on rocks. Like war soldiers in battle, The waves cry out. Desperately wanting to Be rid of such pandemonium. I'm unsure of the havoc it's caused, With all the loudness it brings. Everything is on hyperdrive, My ears even more so. Now the wind is coming much faster, Causing me to loose all sense of direction. The high pitch of an alarm is off in the distance, Still trying to resonate above all the turmoil. Suddenly, everything stops And I'm left to wonder where it all went. No nosie, no thrashing of the trees, Complete silence - trance like even. It's over. I'm free.
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Jul 31, 2018
Jul 31, 2018 at 4:59 PM UTC
Through Blind Eyes
The whole concept of adulthood is one that seems to trespass from the ever-anticipated world of the theoretical, just to barge into your life one night like an uninvited drunken friend. It will never really “hit you,” but it’ll come **** close the first time your aunt offers you a glass of wine as she and your mother gossip frankly about your father’s mistress— you sip on cheap Chardonnay and pretend to be used to the taste, as they talk of the man you were raised to believe was too virtuous to be in debt for some glitzy engagement ring that he bought to restart his life with a woman he left your mother for shortly after the pandemonium of a guiltless affair. The man whose brutishness you were told to overlook, cradling the sparse memories of when he’d tuck you too tightly into bed, or when he’d tell you that he loved you even though half the time you really didn’t believe him. The man who brought you into the world as carelessly as he raised you to face it, torn apart like every illusion that makes a child, the ashes of which that slip through your fingers inevitably declare you another bitter adult. More wine will reveal that your beloved father is a controlling ****** and his relationship with that ***** the whole family hates only appears to be functioning because she lets him have all the control he couldn’t exert on your mother, even though you’ve had dinner with them a couple of times and if you had met her under any other circumstance (even though you’d feel like a traitor if you said it aloud) you wouldn’t think she was all that bad. In red, declarative letters I want to write to any children I may ever bring into this ******** little game that goes by the name of “life,” that when they first gaze with awe at the unattainable grace with which every grown-up seems to be navigating the world they created, with all the pain of tax-paying and womanhood, I want to scream that we don’t know what the hell we’re doing either and if at any point I try to convince you otherwise you should tell your mother that she’s full of ****
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Aug 17, 2013
Aug 17, 2013 at 6:21 PM UTC
"Welcome to Adulthood"
The whole concept of adulthood is one that seems to trespass from the ever-anticipated world of the theoretical, just to barge into your life one night like an uninvited drunken friend. It will never really “hit you,” but it’ll come **** close the first time your aunt offers you a glass of wine as she and your mother gossip frankly about your father’s mistress— you sip on cheap Chardonnay and pretend to be used to the taste, as they talk of the man you were raised to believe was too virtuous to be in debt for some glitzy engagement ring that he bought to restart his life with a woman he left your mother for shortly after the pandemonium of a guiltless affair. The man whose brutishness you were told to overlook, cradling the sparse memories of when he’d tuck you too tightly into bed, or when he’d tell you that he loved you even though half the time you really didn’t believe him. The man who brought you into the world as carelessly as he raised you to face it, torn apart like every illusion that makes a child, the ashes of which that slip through your fingers inevitably declare you another bitter adult. More wine will reveal that your beloved father is a controlling ****** and his relationship with that ***** the whole family hates only appears to be functioning because she lets him have all the control he couldn’t exert on your mother, even though you’ve had dinner with them a couple of times and if you had met her under any other circumstance (even though you’d feel like a traitor if you said it aloud) you wouldn’t think she was all that bad. In red, declarative letters I want to write to any children I may ever bring into this ******** little game that goes by the name of “life,” that when they first gaze with awe at the unattainable grace with which every grown-up seems to be navigating the world they created, with all the pain of tax-paying and womanhood, I want to scream that we don’t know what the hell we’re doing either and if at any point I try to convince you otherwise you should tell your mother that she’s full of ****
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Pandemonium seeps, swallows, and creeps like a crawling Virus barreling havoc far beneath the innermost psyche Dispatch the strike, angels discern demons alike, appalling The flight of sparrow's circum to children below Consumed within a thoughtless crow All bold to make haste on an hour's race The final shade seeps under all frontiers A foe abandoned in fear Passing tides in the dead of night Shown troubled to the world's delight Such lonesome calls to a stranger Embark on this journey, my ranger ALL RIGHTS RESERVED
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May 8, 2012
May 8, 2012 at 4:13 AM UTC
The Unborn Injustice
Schizoaffective bipolar type is hell’s disorder. It is a whirlwind of the curious mind. A fusion of emotions, brick by boring brick. Thoughts askew and twisted like twigs. Mania, depression, and psychosis sleep together. Producing a break out of pandemonium. Exulting energy, dejection, and voices taunt. A battle within that seems to haunt. Medication and therapy, tools of aid. Will tackle hell’s disorder and put it in Pandora's box. Be wary and do not open it no matter what. Or the symptoms will crawl over every inch of your skin. Put the pain in the past because you can still live your life. You can work a 9 to 5, go on hikes, travel, and ride a bike. What is something you look forward to? They always ask. I sigh and answer: freedom.
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Aug 24, 2022
Aug 24, 2022 at 1:23 PM UTC
Hell’s Disorder
We were two introverts surrounded by an infestation of the dipsomania and delight. Ingested by white noise, flashing lights and sin, we stood sheltered behind conservatism and our cocktails. This technophonic cave was crammed with lascivious men modeling their lavish kicks and threads in pursuit of non-commitment. With our backs pressed firmly against our salutary wall, we felt inviolable. But then, you turned to me. Your chandelier earrings exploded the luminescence and trepidation into a million particles, and through the deafening roar of pandemonium and decadence, you offered a wink and said, “Let’s dance.”
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Dec 3, 2011
Dec 3, 2011 at 4:11 AM UTC
The Beginning
All days may not start well Things may not go to plan Punctuality monsoon will tell Start as early as you can But not always in our hands Things at the mercy of rain Is there any place to stand? In a Mumbai fast local train? More so when it is late Leaving you at the hands of fate Men push, jostle and bicker Place to stand is a premium At your expense, they snicker For a while, it’s pandemonium To and fro, back and forth Swung for all your worth Then the train stops when it shouldn’t Getting further late when it shouldn’t When time comes to alight You are expected to defy gravity Jumping a moving train with no clarity Changing over at Dadar is no delight Later greeted by grime and muck Rain at Lower Parel adds to bad luck Noisy motorists on a narrow street Make your mind admit defeat Reaching office is a relief Your sweat beggars belief Just the start of a long day ahead A miracle not to lose your head
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Jul 25, 2017
Jul 25, 2017 at 11:08 AM UTC
A bad hair day in Mumbai local trains
vampiric ***** house a fearful symmetry of cleavers for something to love ***** addicted pearly satin's copulate a continent of curves ovoid rectums and raw mouths in a ritual of sadistic etiquette drenching phallus tongued spit like gales of flames at a masochists invitation for foot blooded kisses and heated lopped breast eager haunches thunder in a malignant lust ********* utopias **** cyclops spreading winkling's dribbling night operas in a red cathedral of flicker hives squealing euphoria's hemic arcade with greased ******* that break backs fluting throats ***** chromatic fizz and shrilling wombs flutter like bat wings pandemonium in the museum of the moon
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Mar 9, 2019
Mar 9, 2019 at 1:39 PM UTC
Museum of The Moon
When the boulder was lifted, Pandemonium started. Everyone, in a flurry- The usually slow flow Of movements. Now done in haste: Moving out Moving in Resettling Reorganizing Moving shelter Moving food supply Everyone has to hurry. In my eyes, I see that Confusion shouts in every corner. Still, there is peace In their lined activities. How could there be so much Hope and patience, When soon enough, Another boulder would be lifted... Demolition is nearing, Construction would soon be starting, Desolation, all is expecting, Still, they move on, They live on. We, could gain so much from These industrious, persevering living beings. They are brimming with wisdom, These tiny, Slow-moving, fellow creatures, Called Ants. Sally Copyright 2013 Rosalia Rosario A. Bayan
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Nov 20, 2013
Nov 20, 2013 at 11:09 AM UTC
Traffic
I buck the system my ***** like forget the system ***** , This world is so Corrupted, The government just wanna take away are feelings, & make us into killing machines..just like the Nazis (Fuck America)..Uhh (They lie to us*2,..MK Ultra, (Its mind control*2)..mind control This **** is getting way outta control..)*2 Uhh, The **** been going on , I been In my zone, I been sad for so very long.. I been writing all alone, I been stuck in my room, broken mirrors, & Monarch butterflies all around me, The voices in my head won't leave me alone mane, tryna distract me from my Fathers truth homie, I'm having Dreams of demons tryna take hold of my soul..(I won't let em get to me thou..)..Ayo, I'm getting so sick & tired dawg..Im feeling very depress, homicidal & suicidal, like Tommy Wright the 3rd but forget killing myself dawg.. I'm just about to buss out the AK & go Rambo & make these ******* die dawg..They are gonna feel the wrath of Young Ston Poet.. The ****** Disciple , that I felt for so very long..Man its eating up my insides..Uhh I buck the system my ***** **** The system my nigga,..I'm bringing pandemonium.. **** The CIA ***** , America isn't protecting us , They ain't doing nothing but putting us on a string..Uhh, So Forget America mane..Im blowing **** up like the Two brothers did at the Boston Marathon dawg..Real Talk man..Uhh,...I just don't give a **** any more,about nothing..Yeah America **** them..Yeah America is just filled with puppets man.. Sinning Machines, humanoids,clones..shit, people thats just here for devilish purposes, like assassinations, & prostitution.. **** all of that sick **** man, **** being a robot for the white man, **** mind control..Imma stand against the **** shit..This is Only For The Real..This is Only For The Righteous.. Uhh They lie to us, Its mind control.. MK Ultra..Uhh
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Dec 28, 2015
Dec 28, 2015 at 12:48 PM UTC
Ston Poet - Mind Control (MK Ultra)
I buck the system my ***** like forget the system ***** , This world is so Corrupted, The government just wanna take away are feelings, & make us into killing machines..just like the Nazis (Fuck America)..Uhh (They lie to us*2,..MK Ultra, (Its mind control*2)..mind control This **** is getting way outta control..)*2 Uhh, The **** been going on , I been In my zone, I been sad for so very long.. I been writing all alone, I been stuck in my room, broken mirrors, & Monarch butterflies all around me, The voices in my head won't leave me alone mane, tryna distract me from my Fathers truth homie, I'm having Dreams of demons tryna take hold of my soul..(I won't let em get to me thou..)..Ayo, I'm getting so sick & tired dawg..Im feeling very depress, homicidal & suicidal, like Tommy Wright the 3rd but forget killing myself dawg.. I'm just about to buss out the AK & go Rambo & make these ******* die dawg..They are gonna feel the wrath of Young Ston Poet.. The ****** Disciple , that I felt for so very long..Man its eating up my insides..Uhh I buck the system my ***** **** The system my nigga,..I'm bringing pandemonium.. **** The CIA ***** , America isn't protecting us , They ain't doing nothing but putting us on a string..Uhh, So Forget America mane..Im blowing **** up like the Two brothers did at the Boston Marathon dawg..Real Talk man..Uhh,...I just don't give a **** any more,about nothing..Yeah America **** them..Yeah America is just filled with puppets man.. Sinning Machines, humanoids,clones..shit, people thats just here for devilish purposes, like assassinations, & prostitution.. **** all of that sick **** man, **** being a robot for the white man, **** mind control..Imma stand against the **** shit..This is Only For The Real..This is Only For The Righteous.. Uhh They lie to us, Its mind control.. MK Ultra..Uhh
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Umbrage ultraism infrangible extemporaneous incognito edition Penumbral platitude platonic proxy photics rendition Interface fenestration imbroglio pandemonium inducement sedition Wretched infelicitous extant trajectory sordid intuition Scandalous scavenger squalid anomalous punitive condition Panacea chiaroscuro parallax emanate imminent perdition Equilibrist revision exertion suborn temerity imbues Indulgent zealous discrepancy apparentness cogitation accrues Heuristic noumenal psychokinesis extrapolation incursion construes Aura auspicious primitive prism processional reviews Obstinate tenacious preeminent edificatory omnipotence eschews Equivocal gumption ratification constitutional manumission ensues      Delusory apparition extravagance peccavi verity tempestuous Obtrusive obtusely overt indemnities sagaciously obliquitous Ephemeral anxiety antonym existential exigency alacritous Fortuitous emendation phantasm ontological ontogeny acuitous Indemnify veracious infernal infidel impunities iniquitous Meritorious fulham presumptive extrication expiation indigenous
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Oct 12, 2017
Oct 12, 2017 at 9:10 AM UTC
Anonymity Emanations (re-post)
Beulah went to Memphis, just to see where the king was laid. Bought herself a ticket, first time she’d ever been on a plane. She sashayed down to Graceland, closest she’d ever been to the king. Every gaudy jumpsuit, jet planes, and all those diamond rings. What you gonna do, now that you’re king is dead? You better get on back to Kentucky, lick your wounds and feed your head. Beulah went to Memphis, feelin’ just like ol’ Tom and Huck. All 5 foot and sassy, struttin’ like a Peabody duck. She’ll be in "Blue Hawaii", long before the crack of noon. Right where he shot his TV, in that jungle room. What you gonna do, now that you’re king is dead? You better get on back to Kentucky, feed your mind and lose your head. Beulah went to Memphis, didn’t see where the King was slain. All caught up in Vegas, she didn’t hear His sad refrain. She was takin’ care of business, while the Angels sang, “We Shall Overcome.” Didn’t hear the message, dazzled by the pandemonium. What you gonna do, now that their King is dead? You better get on back to Kentucky, rest your mind and feed your head. Beulah went to Memphis, just to see where the king was laid. Poor ol’ girl, he rocked her world, and then he went away.
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Jan 19, 2013
Jan 19, 2013 at 10:39 PM UTC
Beulah Went To Memphis
On the edge of the railway I was caught unprepared, of whether to fight or not of whether to give up or to give in. I went to runaway taking every breath that is left in me, chasing the shadows away from my sun pondering through these thoughts of whether should I live or should I die? I took the imbecile mind of a weak heart struggling for words I cannot say, revolution against chaotic ideas, generating evidences of what is left, generating evidences of what was taken away. I stumbled on the great floor, misled my feet on the broken rails of the railway. I fractured my foot, the other luckily was scarred now I have to run, but I just can’t. Where should I put myself in this trouble imparted on my living sense of self? Now I have to run, but I have nowhere to go I need to escape this extravasation of doom as I left my heart on the coffin of his memories. I wept right where I was trapped, until someone offered his hand and gently lifted me up from this pandemonium. I turned my head up, and saw the sincerity of heart that he possess, whose eyes brought me to a safe haven. I moved with him, and with him I breathe the air of solace, the soliloquy of the imbecile. He brought me to the sun, bequeathed it to me and for me he chased its shadows away. My doom is now the doomed, as my chaos is now the chaotic, for what was drastic is now lenient, and that railway is now just another railway, a quotient of my unfulfilled repose.
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Oct 27, 2015
Oct 27, 2015 at 7:37 PM UTC
Unfulfilled Repose
When I met you, my heartbeat fret-- something was incongruous. And once frantic words careened out of your mouth-- I saw rapid fire machine gun rubber bullets bouncing everywhere. Neighborhood dogs desperately yipped and barked and howled as your attempts to weave a conspiracy laden tragic web of a storybook life into a net to trap those who will listen unravel before me. Storm clouds darken around you. The cacophonous pandemonium of your voice and slithering slender body are fascinating to watch as headlights dance by while you whirl in the middle of the road, ***** drink in one hand a plucky smile-- your green eyes glow like melting peridot. With a train wreck personality, your frolfing at a busy intersection influence over some is astonishing! The next morning, through a haze of listlessness, I understand what you are; Succubus.
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Sep 13, 2012
Sep 13, 2012 at 8:44 AM UTC
Chaos Incarnate
like nausea comes in waves, melancholy,misery enters, it robs and depraves, the mind,the soul, destroying your being, its ultimate goal. dark demons writhe and chase, hair pulling,self harming, scratching at your face, darkest deepest black, dragging you back, to a time you wish was alien. ebony looms, at the light within, snuffing life out, he shadows you, the reaper, with his deathly grin. madness,delusions, insanity,instability, pandemonium,lunacy, all real in the mind, not deadly illusions.
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Sep 30, 2010
Sep 30, 2010 at 12:04 AM UTC
diary of a mad man
I always despised Them. Despise not Fear. I always hated Them. Hate not Dislike They bring Chaos. Chaos not Insanity. They are Pandemonium. Pandemonium not Confusion. They are Feared, By many whom are ruled. They are the Rulers, That proclaims Sanctuary. Now? They found Me... Through my Disdain. They Found me... Through my Hatred. I am Now, One of Them... I *was *Feared. I *am *Feared. I **Fear **Myself. I *am *Fear. They needed one last One They needed Four. I am Four. I am Death. I help bring Chaos. I am part of Chaos. I *am *Chaos. It drives** Me **Insane. I *bring *Pandemonium. I am part of the Pandemonium. I *am *The Pandemonium. My *Identity *Confuses Me. Now? I am Starting, To Enjoy this Fear. I am Adoring, The Chaos. I am Loving... The Insanity. The Pandemonium. The Chaos. I am *Embracing *It... You should too. You cannot Hide from Us... **We **Will Find You. Through Disgust. Through Hatred. Through Dislike. Through Fear. Through Chaos. Through Pandemonium. Through Insanity. Through Confusion. There is no Sanctuary. None for You. It is all a Lie. *Embrace *It. *Do Not Run.* There is nowhere to hide. **We **Will find You... Even when Both of Us are Dead.
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Feb 5, 2014
Feb 5, 2014 at 5:36 PM UTC
Chaos