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I used to hate your healthy avocados...until I had one Not that your coffee tasted superior to my tea But what's taste when you season mine with gun powder? Yes, In case you did not detect There is a lot of hate in this one Call me aggressive and spiteful Whilst holding your rifle They say hate begets hate begets hate begets hate So for you to understand I put aside my ignorance and try to walk in your shoes OK, let's start: A lot of trees Beautiful sky, delightful breeze A rich land where tenants are a many and they shun the proprietor I know I promised to be nice But let's face it for that white picket fence, someone had to pay the price. Start again: Sunny coasts Bacon, eggs on toast Walk the dog in the park, life is not all that hectic here. To make it clear, running out of coffee is my basic fear. Flat stomachs In fact, six packs! Cupboard full of knick-knacks and plenty of time to kick back and relax Never-ending supply of niceties Calm waters Long walks along the harbor and perhaps a tall pint of lager at the pub Throw some juicy ones on the barbie mate! Who cares if 6.2 mil in Somalia are starving mate? You say to me: "survival of the fittest, Darwin mate" "It's so difficult to fit in" I say; so tiring MATE Did I say that right? I'm Mohammad, as James in a play called "Aussie Catch Up" and I don't know how to play that part What else can I say? they gave me a voice (although in English) between the self deprecating migrant and the middle eastern rag head, the gave me a choice And by the way my boss tried to anglicize my name Said Sebastian had a nice ‘ring’ to it Well go ahead, march to your colonial tune and have me sing to it Oh healthy avocados, you're too ripe for my liking Maybe I'm just used to a bit of rawness in my diet To be honest I have a heavy heart, a dark one Maybe to reconcile, you should take a step a very very very very very very long one
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May 2, 2018
May 2, 2018 at 6:00 AM UTC
Healthy Avocados
I used to hate your healthy avocados...until I had one Not that your coffee tasted superior to my tea But what's taste when you season mine with gun powder? Yes, In case you did not detect There is a lot of hate in this one Call me aggressive and spiteful Whilst holding your rifle They say hate begets hate begets hate begets hate So for you to understand I put aside my ignorance and try to walk in your shoes OK, let's start: A lot of trees Beautiful sky, delightful breeze A rich land where tenants are a many and they shun the proprietor I know I promised to be nice But let's face it for that white picket fence, someone had to pay the price. Start again: Sunny coasts Bacon, eggs on toast Walk the dog in the park, life is not all that hectic here. To make it clear, running out of coffee is my basic fear. Flat stomachs In fact, six packs! Cupboard full of knick-knacks and plenty of time to kick back and relax Never-ending supply of niceties Calm waters Long walks along the harbor and perhaps a tall pint of lager at the pub Throw some juicy ones on the barbie mate! Who cares if 6.2 mil in Somalia are starving mate? You say to me: "survival of the fittest, Darwin mate" "It's so difficult to fit in" I say; so tiring MATE Did I say that right? I'm Mohammad, as James in a play called "Aussie Catch Up" and I don't know how to play that part What else can I say? they gave me a voice (although in English) between the self deprecating migrant and the middle eastern rag head, the gave me a choice And by the way my boss tried to anglicize my name Said Sebastian had a nice ‘ring’ to it Well go ahead, march to your colonial tune and have me sing to it Oh healthy avocados, you're too ripe for my liking Maybe I'm just used to a bit of rawness in my diet To be honest I have a heavy heart, a dark one Maybe to reconcile, you should take a step a very very very very very very long one
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It wasnt long before the baluster flapped somewhere in the distance and Icarus knew how old he had been on the day of his birth. For whatever reason, the snow capped cappuccinos he had willfully destroyed in a heated debate on fiscal policy had him beginning again. Why was there always a beginning where there was an end? Fur traders used to circumnavigate the Hudson's Bay of his humanity when he was young, sharing drinks and fire water whiskey like it was all an H2O ready for the soul search. Sadly, many ended up in Hitlers concentration camps weeks after the **** invasion of Poland, about a month or so before the fall of the Roman Empire. Beginning with a last breath, Icarus strode off the plank with a new-found confidence unnatural in his niceties of long past. It was as if 1 minute and 35 seconds was enough to dish a clamouring populace onto the dinner table before the fat step-father gleefully orders everyone to 'dig in, everyone!' Cancelling everyone's appointment with Dr. Pardon meant the gaining of a key participatory certificate in El Dorado, and the gold lingering in dusty sun-beams was sifted for the taking. Some got rich, the rest got miserable. The rest used to imagine the gold, staring at ivory towers and lottery tickets, apple cores lording over old public servant applications near the city hall drain pipes as the modern world collapsed into a flash-mob image of Ronald Reagan. Icarus was a sliver of duskish light flittering a top distant windowsills, all cupped in an intentional light because happiness was as possible as sadness. Not that considering either would make you either. Icarus slept as his wings incinerated at the first glimpse of the solar system. He now believed every single proverb the old ***** slumbers had whispered their children as they woke to find themselves adults. In the beginning he found the beginning beginning again. It made him feel however you wish. Both were just as possible. Both were just as much a jazz configuration as a smooth and easy guitar rift. Ahha!
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Apr 1, 2013
Apr 1, 2013 at 5:31 PM UTC
Icarus Inside
It wasnt long before the baluster flapped somewhere in the distance and Icarus knew how old he had been on the day of his birth. For whatever reason, the snow capped cappuccinos he had willfully destroyed in a heated debate on fiscal policy had him beginning again. Why was there always a beginning where there was an end? Fur traders used to circumnavigate the Hudson's Bay of his humanity when he was young, sharing drinks and fire water whiskey like it was all an H2O ready for the soul search. Sadly, many ended up in Hitlers concentration camps weeks after the **** invasion of Poland, about a month or so before the fall of the Roman Empire. Beginning with a last breath, Icarus strode off the plank with a new-found confidence unnatural in his niceties of long past. It was as if 1 minute and 35 seconds was enough to dish a clamouring populace onto the dinner table before the fat step-father gleefully orders everyone to 'dig in, everyone!' Cancelling everyone's appointment with Dr. Pardon meant the gaining of a key participatory certificate in El Dorado, and the gold lingering in dusty sun-beams was sifted for the taking. Some got rich, the rest got miserable. The rest used to imagine the gold, staring at ivory towers and lottery tickets, apple cores lording over old public servant applications near the city hall drain pipes as the modern world collapsed into a flash-mob image of Ronald Reagan. Icarus was a sliver of duskish light flittering a top distant windowsills, all cupped in an intentional light because happiness was as possible as sadness. Not that considering either would make you either. Icarus slept as his wings incinerated at the first glimpse of the solar system. He now believed every single proverb the old ***** slumbers had whispered their children as they woke to find themselves adults. In the beginning he found the beginning beginning again. It made him feel however you wish. Both were just as possible. Both were just as much a jazz configuration as a smooth and easy guitar rift. Ahha!
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Perhaps they expect a pool offerings of rare coffee from Ethiopia Instead of a view of hydrangea plus pale ale in mugs Conversation entails irrelevant niceties of trivial events Smiles exchanged chairs rearranged subtlety reigns Another chance to touch humanity willfully aborted
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May 24, 2013
May 24, 2013 at 9:50 AM UTC
The Gathering
Hands, plural to make us one Near the end of August the heat told me to stop It's vicious, wanting you No milder than the jaws of winter And every person not you cuts On the street, our wounded lips Before October and on silver screens Your face projected on everything You wanted the cinema, I thought So I spoke fumbled niceties at your door But the camera was stuck in my eye And the words I scripted shifted into your mouth The breaths I take, the breaths I shout Your smile corroded in the rain Your endless longing, My endless shame It keeps me in this thought That what I feel has no name But the credits crept up with the dregs of December Money is noisy, and I liked your quietudes But the snow will blanket my blood-buoyant bright And I will drown into night To lay by you until dawn To lay by you until you are gone
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Sep 4, 2014
Sep 4, 2014 at 8:37 PM UTC
Quiet Cinema by Charlotte Johansen and Joshua Haines
Here, have a cookie Or really anything Sweet. To make up for my lack Of niceties.
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Jun 25, 2013
Jun 25, 2013 at 5:06 AM UTC
Hospitality.
When I was stationed at Enoggera, as a young platoon sergeant with 9 RAR, a Merino ram was offered, and accepted, as the Battalion mascot. The diggers called him Stan. The brigade RSM of the time was outraged because he viewed our adoption of Stan as a direct and improper play on his surname, which was Lamb. And, of course, he being as bald as a coot the diggers called him Curly. As I recall, Stan was a lively, ill disciplined beast with little respect for the niceties of service life, hence: When Stan-the-Ram met Curly Lamb a fracas did ensue. For Curly stood beside the road just outside B.H.Q.; His Sam Brown belt so shiny, his pace-stick 'neath one arm, The RSM of our brigade was used to war's alarm. But Stan, although a raw recruit and barely chewing grass, Unimpressed by Curly, charged and knocked him on his **** "It's contact rear" cried Curly, as he struggled to his feet, Turned about with arms akimbo his assailant for to meet. Meanwhile Stan's poor handler looked ready to desert 'cos Stan-the-Ram whilst in his care had Curly eating dirt. I guess he felt embarrassed, which was natural, wouldn't you? If involved in such a fracas outside of BHQ. Your questions are but natural and in answer I can swear, As these events unfolded I was marching off the square. Having Just dismissed defaulters I was feeling rather mean But my despondency was lifted by that ****** glorious scene. And in the mess that evening rang out laughter clear and loud, For I'd told them all my story and of Stan we felt quite proud. There was Sutherland and Massingham, and Peter Cowan too And Tim Daly called **** Gordon from his room, well, wouldn't you? And when **** heard my story he poured port into a glass, And we drank a toast to Stanly putting Curly on his ****
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Mar 10, 2019
Mar 10, 2019 at 1:45 AM UTC
A Memory
When I was stationed at Enoggera, as a young platoon sergeant with 9 RAR, a Merino ram was offered, and accepted, as the Battalion mascot. The diggers called him Stan. The brigade RSM of the time was outraged because he viewed our adoption of Stan as a direct and improper play on his surname, which was Lamb. And, of course, he being as bald as a coot the diggers called him Curly. As I recall, Stan was a lively, ill disciplined beast with little respect for the niceties of service life, hence: When Stan-the-Ram met Curly Lamb a fracas did ensue. For Curly stood beside the road just outside B.H.Q.; His Sam Brown belt so shiny, his pace-stick 'neath one arm, The RSM of our brigade was used to war's alarm. But Stan, although a raw recruit and barely chewing grass, Unimpressed by Curly, charged and knocked him on his **** "It's contact rear" cried Curly, as he struggled to his feet, Turned about with arms akimbo his assailant for to meet. Meanwhile Stan's poor handler looked ready to desert 'cos Stan-the-Ram whilst in his care had Curly eating dirt. I guess he felt embarrassed, which was natural, wouldn't you? If involved in such a fracas outside of BHQ. Your questions are but natural and in answer I can swear, As these events unfolded I was marching off the square. Having Just dismissed defaulters I was feeling rather mean But my despondency was lifted by that ****** glorious scene. And in the mess that evening rang out laughter clear and loud, For I'd told them all my story and of Stan we felt quite proud. There was Sutherland and Massingham, and Peter Cowan too And Tim Daly called **** Gordon from his room, well, wouldn't you? And when **** heard my story he poured port into a glass, And we drank a toast to Stanly putting Curly on his ****
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While I return and slow down to the classics; the film analog cameras, vinyl records, typewriters, silent movies, worn-out pocketbooks, and other novelties of the old world charm... I also enjoy the convenience of the contemporary; my phone's one-click camera, spotify premium, notes app, netflix, kindle, and other niceties that the here and now has to offer... And while I rev back to the retro and vintage, I also race forward to the excitement and danger brought about by the internet, of chatting with a familiar stranger. of exchanging laughters in electronic. of feeling emotions from a vague, distant, technical, difficult source. Oh, the thrill and tragedy of technology!
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May 7, 2022
May 7, 2022 at 8:22 AM UTC
Technical Difficulties
through graceless steps and cleavaged twirls, girls shared repost with other girls, and the upper lips of the ladies curled, as the married men all swooned. they got bored all too readily, so drunk their liquid steadily, synthetically coloured blue and green, she'd seen the latest advert. and the boys in their polo shirts, drunk and high on testosterone, they took pictures on their camera phones, and called each other gay. the male claws began to itch, for the feeling of **** and the feeling of **** and the dancefloor was badly lit, so they knew they had a chance. sweaty hands and fluorescent teeth, moved through crowds to find their niche, and the necessity for niceties, was shortly overruled. uninvited gropes from behind, on bellies of those who looked like they might, be easily persuaded to bed that night, without heavy rhetoric. then came the bartering stage, those awkward five minutes in which to arrange, the consummating details, the exchanging of names, the reality of night. there were many things to factor in, tales of lost friends still waiting, I said we'd share a taxi home, and she can't walk alone. and after the barter is all complete, the scorned pick fights in the street, the end draws near finally, so the masses all go home. some walked home solemnly, whilst others share the company, of people they'd knew they'd never see, after the night is through.
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Oct 14, 2012
Oct 14, 2012 at 10:34 AM UTC
sweaty hands and fluorescent teeth
The funny thing about life is You try and try to be a good person A good neighbor In a good mood With only good things to say But then life intervenes With the landlord screaming About uncollected bills That shouldn’t exist in the first place Of bosses ranting That you’re lucky to be working for them When they’re running the company into the ground And your only compensation is a poor paycheck That you take home to your family So that you can afford to stay under your roof For another day longer And put some food on the table For another night longer And let’s not forget about the conservatives Screaming at the top of their lungs That we’ve lost our way And that only they can save us By bringing us back to how it used to be News flash grenade explosion **We are the way we are Because we were the way we were For far too long** And then the conservatives parading Their hidden agendas like they’re liberals Pay more taxes than the government is worth A system that’s failing to support it’s own weight Should have it’s leg kicked out from beneath it To quicken the fall and rise of sovereignty Every day is a new day And it’s how you deal with the obstacles Placed in front of you that matters But the matter of banging your head On the brick wall Trying to placate the niceties that we were Brought up to hold so dear to our hearts Gets out of control I’ll grab the sledgehammer And bash the wall down I’ll walk around the wall And find my own path The one least occupied By the masses
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Mar 6, 2012
Mar 6, 2012 at 5:53 PM UTC
Positive Attitude
The funny thing about life is You try and try to be a good person A good neighbor In a good mood With only good things to say But then life intervenes With the landlord screaming About uncollected bills That shouldn’t exist in the first place Of bosses ranting That you’re lucky to be working for them When they’re running the company into the ground And your only compensation is a poor paycheck That you take home to your family So that you can afford to stay under your roof For another day longer And put some food on the table For another night longer And let’s not forget about the conservatives Screaming at the top of their lungs That we’ve lost our way And that only they can save us By bringing us back to how it used to be News flash grenade explosion **We are the way we are Because we were the way we were For far too long** And then the conservatives parading Their hidden agendas like they’re liberals Pay more taxes than the government is worth A system that’s failing to support it’s own weight Should have it’s leg kicked out from beneath it To quicken the fall and rise of sovereignty Every day is a new day And it’s how you deal with the obstacles Placed in front of you that matters But the matter of banging your head On the brick wall Trying to placate the niceties that we were Brought up to hold so dear to our hearts Gets out of control I’ll grab the sledgehammer And bash the wall down I’ll walk around the wall And find my own path The one least occupied By the masses
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You’ll find them in all such establishments, (Be they graceful small-town former Victorian homes, Or cinderblock edifices mindful of some campus multi-faith center) Sitting in the basement, cheek-to-jowl With moldering burial records and banking statements, Yellowed newspaper clippings, faded prayer cards Small squared-off boxes hastily tabbed together, Ostensibly temporary containers which have acquired An unintended and wholly unwelcome permanence. The whys and wherefores of their subterranean placement A mixed bag of foible and outright foolishness: Unresolvable squabbles concerning possession and burial, Families that skipped out on the bill, leaving mom behind, Cases of outright not giving a good-goddamn. And so they remain, in lieu of repatriation and redemption, To sit for something akin to perpetuity in some cases (Members of the profession resolute in their respect For the dignity of life, Though their sincerity enjoys less unanimity) While others wait for mass burial Once legal niceties have been satisfied, While still others, in care of firms not so scrupulous About crossing their t’s and dotting their i’s, Are flung, albeit somewhat surreptitiously, out the back door, The remains to take flight if the grass is dry and the wind is brisk, Otherwise to be left to the vagaries Of curious birds and creped soles.
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Aug 31, 2018
Aug 31, 2018 at 11:28 AM UTC
the unclaimed
I was disappointed when the electricity came back. The magic of flicking a switch and Lo! There is light! was doubly triply exponentially more magic than it had ever been. To watch television, to cook on the stove, to turn on a heater - magic, marvellous, miraculous. Yet I was disappointed. That's the end of the apocalypse camping, I thought, sadly. I will miss these days. Do you appreciate the wonder of a switch that makes all the luxuries you consider necessities work? Do you understand the glory that is a tap that turns on and  provides clean drinking water? Or even more glorious, that allows your toilet to flush? Appreciate these things. They are not little, they are significant. Without them life is different. Have you ever walked to a well and returned with water, to drink, to clean yourself with, to wash your clothes? Do you know how much water it takes to wash clothes, or how HEAVY water is? I spent a mere two weeks without electricity, and perhaps another week with no running water and each day was consumed with those tasks I normally considered arduous but which took so little effort, I came to realise, when compared to a more third world lifestyle. "I want a drink of water - I shall turn on a tap." versus "I want a drink of water. Are the water bottles full? Has the water truck been yet? Or must I walk to the well? Where is a clean vessel? There are none, and no hot water to wash them in." Without a thought I turned on switches, ran water from the tap, and consumed all the niceties of a life so **** rich in luxury I took for granted. Two short weeks without taught me to appreciate what I have. Some days, now, I forget to marvel at my easy, privileged life, but I make myself remember apocalypse camping, which was challenging and difficult, but satisfying in a way my life no longer is. I miss those days, I value their lessons. I would mutter and complain at carrying water back to my house, at cooking over the open fire - this was my life for two weeks. Not forever, not always, two weeks only. Appreciate what you have, for many live a life without, and your own life, already so wealthy, will be richer for your gratitude.
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Sep 29, 2014
Sep 29, 2014 at 1:52 PM UTC
apocalypse camping
I was disappointed when the electricity came back. The magic of flicking a switch and Lo! There is light! was doubly triply exponentially more magic than it had ever been. To watch television, to cook on the stove, to turn on a heater - magic, marvellous, miraculous. Yet I was disappointed. That's the end of the apocalypse camping, I thought, sadly. I will miss these days. Do you appreciate the wonder of a switch that makes all the luxuries you consider necessities work? Do you understand the glory that is a tap that turns on and  provides clean drinking water? Or even more glorious, that allows your toilet to flush? Appreciate these things. They are not little, they are significant. Without them life is different. Have you ever walked to a well and returned with water, to drink, to clean yourself with, to wash your clothes? Do you know how much water it takes to wash clothes, or how HEAVY water is? I spent a mere two weeks without electricity, and perhaps another week with no running water and each day was consumed with those tasks I normally considered arduous but which took so little effort, I came to realise, when compared to a more third world lifestyle. "I want a drink of water - I shall turn on a tap." versus "I want a drink of water. Are the water bottles full? Has the water truck been yet? Or must I walk to the well? Where is a clean vessel? There are none, and no hot water to wash them in." Without a thought I turned on switches, ran water from the tap, and consumed all the niceties of a life so **** rich in luxury I took for granted. Two short weeks without taught me to appreciate what I have. Some days, now, I forget to marvel at my easy, privileged life, but I make myself remember apocalypse camping, which was challenging and difficult, but satisfying in a way my life no longer is. I miss those days, I value their lessons. I would mutter and complain at carrying water back to my house, at cooking over the open fire - this was my life for two weeks. Not forever, not always, two weeks only. Appreciate what you have, for many live a life without, and your own life, already so wealthy, will be richer for your gratitude.
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To be alone Is to be complete They say No man is an island, But isn't everyone? We're all stranded on islands of self-interest Connected to others Through flimsy bridges of temporary alliances Mutual interests and gain The more connected we are The more isolated we become Pictures and blog posts Nothing more than facades Anomie is the word of the decade The individualistic The self-sufficient Is reviled For refusing to play the game To participate In the masquerade To jump through the hoops Of social niceties Somehow To sit and squirm Through ******* contests and gossip To flap and flutter In the howling gales of hysteria and contrived laughter Is preferred over Sitting alone Revelations and epiphanies Splayed out before oneself Playing solitaire with one's reflections In peace Baby showers and mixers Celebrated The impenetrable silence Of one's hermitage Eschewed The people-pleaser Preferred Over the lone wolf The team player Over the independent agent I suppose In an age of open doors A locked one Raises a few eyebrows They'd knock and rattle Then bang and kick and shout Before leaving in a huff Authenticity is now the rarest commodity Valued over saffron and platinum So people settle instead For knockoffs Alcohol-plied sincerity is better than nothing A China-made Rolex still looks better -- Flashier, if nothing else -- Than a Timex No man is an island, They say, Smirking Frowning Clucking with disapproval Peering behind perfectly schooled masks Nary a hair out of place Looking at me In all my artless imperfection Paper, pen, and cigarettes for company Well Which of us here Is truly alone?
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Aug 30, 2014
Aug 30, 2014 at 10:27 AM UTC
Juche: Meditations on Solitude
To be alone Is to be complete They say No man is an island, But isn't everyone? We're all stranded on islands of self-interest Connected to others Through flimsy bridges of temporary alliances Mutual interests and gain The more connected we are The more isolated we become Pictures and blog posts Nothing more than facades Anomie is the word of the decade The individualistic The self-sufficient Is reviled For refusing to play the game To participate In the masquerade To jump through the hoops Of social niceties Somehow To sit and squirm Through ******* contests and gossip To flap and flutter In the howling gales of hysteria and contrived laughter Is preferred over Sitting alone Revelations and epiphanies Splayed out before oneself Playing solitaire with one's reflections In peace Baby showers and mixers Celebrated The impenetrable silence Of one's hermitage Eschewed The people-pleaser Preferred Over the lone wolf The team player Over the independent agent I suppose In an age of open doors A locked one Raises a few eyebrows They'd knock and rattle Then bang and kick and shout Before leaving in a huff Authenticity is now the rarest commodity Valued over saffron and platinum So people settle instead For knockoffs Alcohol-plied sincerity is better than nothing A China-made Rolex still looks better -- Flashier, if nothing else -- Than a Timex No man is an island, They say, Smirking Frowning Clucking with disapproval Peering behind perfectly schooled masks Nary a hair out of place Looking at me In all my artless imperfection Paper, pen, and cigarettes for company Well Which of us here Is truly alone?
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To speak without any editing Edging towards the ending To talk without a purpose Proposing nothing new Just spewing modern niceties As modern nice people do To speak with no intention Yet live by your words I wonder do you have to yell Or will the whispers be heard To speak Tongues touching syllables Tasting the virility of what language is Links to the past and present But push us to a future Were we have no clue Of what we will do To speak as I do As I choose to Be sociable with you Let it all hang down and out Let us speak to figure it out Let us speak until breath Becomes non-syllabic death And we can speak no more
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Jan 15, 2015
Jan 15, 2015 at 10:17 AM UTC
To Speak
Today entails a small bit of day drinking I'm clad in a string bikini and a chilled beer bottle pressed to my lips. It feels fantastic to get a little drunk at 2 in the afternoon And yet, it also kind of numbs the Pain, the Pain of feeling like a complete failure or vapid or inadequate in life, love, and green I'm dwelling on my most personal desires: a sweaty yoga practice, deep beats pounding through my Body, ironing white dress shirts, the feeling that I am a piece of art: you can look but you do not touch Me Niceties tend to fly out the window when the tiniest bit of liquor enters My Temple. Completely aware of my role as sugar, spice, everything nice; its a balancing act between the good and bad coursing through my veins There is nothing nobler than being Good, but sometimes it is Oh. So. Good to be Bad
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Jun 16, 2015
Jun 16, 2015 at 5:22 PM UTC
Yin Yang
I’ve always hated That I wasn’t perfect I writhed in agony Hating myself for what I am Human My family wasn’t perfect My friends weren’t perfect I wasn’t perfect Nothing was perfect But constantly I was confronted With this image This abstract concept Of what I was supposed to be And it was always A model of perfection The perfect life The perfect lie And I believed it They always had good intentions To give me my “best life” But no one lives like that We have so many flaws Our best life cannot be A perfect life But no one told me They made it look Like they all could do it But all I was seeing Were masks and games To hide their imperfection So I learned to hide mine Behind smiles and niceties But all the while I was dying From the Lies of perfection
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Mar 23, 2019
Mar 23, 2019 at 4:19 PM UTC
Lies of Perfection
"good morning" a distracted nod the door opens "have a nice day" a preoccupied glance the elevator closes "have a nice weekend" an abstracted smile the register clatters oh the niceties of the ersatz existence
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Feb 15, 2013
Feb 15, 2013 at 9:24 AM UTC
niceties
I want to see where nice words are used on young ladies. Damned Rome of rude-bred heights from the balcony of the city of dynamite. The villagers sacrifice their seven pounds of worry, and sleep like children in caves of textile reactors. Souls packed in coins and gasoline sin are sold hot at the bazaar on a University campus in America. What the **** do these lambs do in societal gardens? What the hell do pets know watching letters drizzle from the clouds? Parcel dreams scattered on foster children--I want to know where all our words for niceties went when we paid the women to be young. Devils make knees slick barbwire anacondas bless our country write a laugh--write a song--and we will all work it out We--used as a rapier to categorize the salt in vigorous blood flow--the bells, the bells of centuries worth of midnights. I--the edited cobble in roads that precipitation breaks in stride. Hearing the rambles of lucky men in the next room, but I know young ladies don't kiss and tell to friends they find effeminate, they rupture and explode. And laugh. And laugh. And laugh. And laugh with squeaky voices as true as poetry. Now they mumble till they are paid. But you--are no ********** just an empty glass with chunks of broken accents skipping deadlines in life, for new deadlines in life. Abstract puzzle pieces resemble therapy that burns the interrupted wick in--you. But as for--them--they--or others--delirium commercializes whispers aching the back of their tonsils till there is no relief, but coin to pay for more coin that will pay for more coin. Relief is in another language they refuse to learn because they are arrogant. Cats scowl at one in the morning for attention, nails anchored in carpet, the rest of us are tired by the week of spending. They want more, more, more--till the gates in your eyes open.
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Feb 19, 2013
Feb 19, 2013 at 1:04 AM UTC
Barefeet & Tired
I want to see where nice words are used on young ladies. Damned Rome of rude-bred heights from the balcony of the city of dynamite. The villagers sacrifice their seven pounds of worry, and sleep like children in caves of textile reactors. Souls packed in coins and gasoline sin are sold hot at the bazaar on a University campus in America. What the **** do these lambs do in societal gardens? What the hell do pets know watching letters drizzle from the clouds? Parcel dreams scattered on foster children--I want to know where all our words for niceties went when we paid the women to be young. Devils make knees slick barbwire anacondas bless our country write a laugh--write a song--and we will all work it out We--used as a rapier to categorize the salt in vigorous blood flow--the bells, the bells of centuries worth of midnights. I--the edited cobble in roads that precipitation breaks in stride. Hearing the rambles of lucky men in the next room, but I know young ladies don't kiss and tell to friends they find effeminate, they rupture and explode. And laugh. And laugh. And laugh. And laugh with squeaky voices as true as poetry. Now they mumble till they are paid. But you--are no ********** just an empty glass with chunks of broken accents skipping deadlines in life, for new deadlines in life. Abstract puzzle pieces resemble therapy that burns the interrupted wick in--you. But as for--them--they--or others--delirium commercializes whispers aching the back of their tonsils till there is no relief, but coin to pay for more coin that will pay for more coin. Relief is in another language they refuse to learn because they are arrogant. Cats scowl at one in the morning for attention, nails anchored in carpet, the rest of us are tired by the week of spending. They want more, more, more--till the gates in your eyes open.
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An ancient river an old London chapel & our last summer rays of such an august Sun        The promise of niceties... laughter, drinks, ice cream & perhaps a softly stolen kiss Fill my hand with yours. If you please; a pleasant walk with you up on Tower Hill © Qwey.ku
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Aug 31, 2019
Aug 31, 2019 at 4:30 AM UTC
August Sun
I seek the whole pitch and whine the petty grasping ridiculous insecure ******* mess behind the lyrical niceties but you know that you get me we ride the same pendulum apex of light nadir of night and like me you're still learning to speak sometimes words die in your mouth never make it out resting roundly sweet on your passive tongue bitter truth I would forgive before I'd see you swallow Better to risk offending than let your truth die unsaid.
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Mar 7, 2016
Mar 7, 2016 at 11:05 AM UTC
Swallow
Mother tried to be a decent mother in the weeks ahead of Christmas. she’d fill the month with Advent calendars, finger countdowns and splotchy un-successful attempts to create a joyful face with lipstick. In hindsight maybe the weight of her guilt was especially heavy during the one month of the year that God could not be ignored. Its different now. God is no longer privy to X-mas, and guilt is not an appropriate emotion to be taught to children.   I was more afraid of mother during Christmas than at any other time of the year, all that fake smiling and brittle kindness, her strings could snap at any moment, and you knew they would you just didn’t know when, or how, or on who. “It always snows at Christmas!” mother said as she reached out my bedroom window to gather a handful of fresh powder. She’d bring it in to show me and I’d wince and cringe because her movements were  erratic and unpredictable like a puppet on strings, her arms swinging wildly from side to side, knees jerking up and down across the floor she’d always end up spilling snow on my bed. I think the snow helped numb what it was that she hid, helped her hide behind that painted wooden smile, if only for a little while. My memories of snow are quite vivid.    I’d shovel snow into tall piles, taller than I stood then build tunnels to the other side. I jumped off of rooftops into huge snowdrifts and come up with sleeves full of snow. My friends and I would latch onto bumpers of slow moving cars and “skeech” through the neighborhood, or careen down toboggan runs on our feet, face planting at the bottom where the ice gave way to fresh snow. When I turned 16 we’d hide Old Style Beer in snow drifts, build ice forts in the forest and spin donuts in St. Mary’s parking lot with open beers in our laps and never get caught. As I see it now all of these things helped ease the burden of confusion with my mother’s dis- interested wooden puppet smiling, but her guilt ridden attempts at Christmas niceties were never going to be enough to keep me from becoming dysfunctional. You see its all about the snow.   A life embraced by snow. snow cut into lines, Encapsulated snow, spoon melted snow, any kind of snow to numb the extremities and freeze the nerve endings, a temporary escape from the Christmas gift of mother’s guilt.
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Dec 22, 2015
Dec 22, 2015 at 8:52 AM UTC
A Christmas Gift of Mother's Guilt
Mother tried to be a decent mother in the weeks ahead of Christmas. she’d fill the month with Advent calendars, finger countdowns and splotchy un-successful attempts to create a joyful face with lipstick. In hindsight maybe the weight of her guilt was especially heavy during the one month of the year that God could not be ignored. Its different now. God is no longer privy to X-mas, and guilt is not an appropriate emotion to be taught to children.   I was more afraid of mother during Christmas than at any other time of the year, all that fake smiling and brittle kindness, her strings could snap at any moment, and you knew they would you just didn’t know when, or how, or on who. “It always snows at Christmas!” mother said as she reached out my bedroom window to gather a handful of fresh powder. She’d bring it in to show me and I’d wince and cringe because her movements were  erratic and unpredictable like a puppet on strings, her arms swinging wildly from side to side, knees jerking up and down across the floor she’d always end up spilling snow on my bed. I think the snow helped numb what it was that she hid, helped her hide behind that painted wooden smile, if only for a little while. My memories of snow are quite vivid.    I’d shovel snow into tall piles, taller than I stood then build tunnels to the other side. I jumped off of rooftops into huge snowdrifts and come up with sleeves full of snow. My friends and I would latch onto bumpers of slow moving cars and “skeech” through the neighborhood, or careen down toboggan runs on our feet, face planting at the bottom where the ice gave way to fresh snow. When I turned 16 we’d hide Old Style Beer in snow drifts, build ice forts in the forest and spin donuts in St. Mary’s parking lot with open beers in our laps and never get caught. As I see it now all of these things helped ease the burden of confusion with my mother’s dis- interested wooden puppet smiling, but her guilt ridden attempts at Christmas niceties were never going to be enough to keep me from becoming dysfunctional. You see its all about the snow.   A life embraced by snow. snow cut into lines, Encapsulated snow, spoon melted snow, any kind of snow to numb the extremities and freeze the nerve endings, a temporary escape from the Christmas gift of mother’s guilt.
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You started to leave as the cold nose of Winter bulldozed through Guy Fawks skies and Christmas silent nights. Your nearness was a far plane of slumped reflection, deliberation, contemplation of your plight, so mine. Suspicion stirred in morning tea and pre-work niceties. You watched me when I turned my back, your head buried in the ‘Daily Mail’, too close to the print. Denial hugged me a long while, dismissing the cosseted phone and obsessive hygiene. Giggling-head days, home-fire Wednesdays, pledges in sweat daze all rolling around on a distant carousel. I hoped you could see, but hope could not override your turning tide. Your eyes begged for the ‘talk’, so you could bring it up like rancid ***** Coward You left in a yellow haze with the daffodils, and I hated you with all the love anyone could imagine.
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Jan 30, 2016
Jan 30, 2016 at 4:59 PM UTC
Leaving The Carousel
your smile sunk its teeth into my brain and I can’t get them out I think about you in that way all the time, as hard, little pieces of the bigger picture, embedded in different parts of my memory that appear when they please I feel your arms around me before sleep hits me I see your smile when you tell me good news I hear your aching heart beating when you’re upset these are the things embedded in my brain like teeth the smile you buried in my memories I’m ******* terrified every piece of you I find in my life is just a small remnant of you but every piece of you embedded in my skin, my hair, my personality leaves a hole when you take it away you’re quickly replacing my framework, filling my bones with your mannerisms and laughter and niceties and breathing life into me so that just that smile can warm every inch of me but what happens when you’re gone? what happens when your laughter leaves and bitterness breaks in and rips holes in the whole person you made me? when sorrow pours into the gaps, do I suddenly sink and drown under its weight? does it attack what’s left of me? do I crumble until I am two inches tall, the person I was before you built me up? there are pieces of you embedded in my memories that will leave holes when they’re gone I try not to think of all the ways I will try and fail to replace them even stitches leave scars I am ******* terrified
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Feb 12, 2014
Feb 12, 2014 at 1:00 AM UTC
Your smile sunk its teeth into my brain
I have an extra dry sense of humor up here in the most sarcastic city in the country Down south, they just can't figure it out They think I'm dumb or should be institutionalized for the things I say that they just take to heart with 6 grade reading levels at best There's no forethought, let alone critical analysis afterwards Down there you say what you mean or paint on fake niceties You leave all the **** talking for when this or that person leaves the room There's no cold distance Strangers will ask where you go to church No respect that folks may have better things to do A panopticon of middle school gossip and small talk so you're never alone I wish my brother never left He came back and won't talk to me after I gave his complaining back to him in too clever remarks In Carolina, you're lucky if they get it on the drive back home
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Jan 26, 2024
Jan 26, 2024 at 3:43 PM UTC
You'll Pry my Coldness from my Dead Hands
You held me closer to your skin than felt comfortable Come on we are only passing strangers There's no need for all these niceties Pass me a cigarette and be gone with you The moon is high and I'd rather be alone with my thoughts of who you might of been **Sober for a change I wipe your sweat from my brow Too close brother god dam you** Did I say you could come that close **Pushing through my barriers There's such a thing as personal space my friend** Do I want to join you for a drink I don't think so Yep I may have called you friend but that doesn't make you my family My brother Hell in just a moment I'm joining the other wanderers on the road to oblivion **Until then speak your truths Tell no lies** ***I see you hide behind eyes of ice cold blue The hues are amazing But they aren't enough to catch this heart Not on a night like this anyhow*** *Ok so your cultured and refined Behind your grey shaggy hair and your hair spiked chin* Your breathing is shallow upon my skin ***Why do you try to touch my soul Do you really think there's anything left I've been bleeding on these god dam paper sheets for years now An obscure poetess from the other side of town No body notices me Not until now that is I guess*** **You deal Ill win I always do** You stand silhouetted in the light of the window I'm sure you were once a handsome soul Something like loneliness lines your brow A feeling of need arises in my chest *You are an angel of darkness And so I let you stay You may wander my corridors a while if you desire What be it you desire my way wood friend You touch so much more* And words will not give away the secrets our bodies hold *Sleep fast on pillows of Egyptian cotton Crisp white sheets Blood stained By my poets hand* **Tomorrow you will run wild Beckoning for your freedom The silhouetted man with a need for a connection** *Spit me out quick Before your words fail you*
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Jan 5, 2014
Jan 5, 2014 at 7:57 PM UTC
Silhouetted within the frame
You held me closer to your skin than felt comfortable Come on we are only passing strangers There's no need for all these niceties Pass me a cigarette and be gone with you The moon is high and I'd rather be alone with my thoughts of who you might of been **Sober for a change I wipe your sweat from my brow Too close brother god dam you** Did I say you could come that close **Pushing through my barriers There's such a thing as personal space my friend** Do I want to join you for a drink I don't think so Yep I may have called you friend but that doesn't make you my family My brother Hell in just a moment I'm joining the other wanderers on the road to oblivion **Until then speak your truths Tell no lies** ***I see you hide behind eyes of ice cold blue The hues are amazing But they aren't enough to catch this heart Not on a night like this anyhow*** *Ok so your cultured and refined Behind your grey shaggy hair and your hair spiked chin* Your breathing is shallow upon my skin ***Why do you try to touch my soul Do you really think there's anything left I've been bleeding on these god dam paper sheets for years now An obscure poetess from the other side of town No body notices me Not until now that is I guess*** **You deal Ill win I always do** You stand silhouetted in the light of the window I'm sure you were once a handsome soul Something like loneliness lines your brow A feeling of need arises in my chest *You are an angel of darkness And so I let you stay You may wander my corridors a while if you desire What be it you desire my way wood friend You touch so much more* And words will not give away the secrets our bodies hold *Sleep fast on pillows of Egyptian cotton Crisp white sheets Blood stained By my poets hand* **Tomorrow you will run wild Beckoning for your freedom The silhouetted man with a need for a connection** *Spit me out quick Before your words fail you*
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