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"deodorant" poems
Three Minute Warning A messenger delivers A three minute warning As I lay in bed at 10:30 am (Resting in preparation for, not from, our oops, early morning hike). Breakfast will be ready in 3, Get your **** in gear or else It will be cold, I'll be mad, And you will answer to a Higher Authority. No problem cause I already know All I need is two. Splash water on my face Now I'm presentable enough to the human race, current company probably won't be happy, But I ain't telling her, are you? Shave! You crazed? It is a three day weekend, Every day a July Fourth, Celebrating freedom from the European tyranny, Of shaving smooth  every day! Splash water on my head, count with me, Five brush strokes as you can plainly see Is a classic case of overcompensating In my geling n' hair stylin' Brush my teeth, well, I hope 2 full minutes of rinsing with  CVS Green stuff, mouthwash, will have to suffice. Blast my deodorant both sides, Long and strong, wearin' now My bold blue *** husk of musk, Cause I am a very considerate fellow Who happens to really have stunk. Clean T- shirt and shorts, Yes, clean underwear too, Leaves me a whole minute to write this scribble. My flip flop noises coming down the hallway, Are the butler announcing our joint arrival, Me and my poem. Lest you think this is paean to men Another grand male boast, Be advised this ditty be writty By a man who, while no longer gritty, Just put jelly on his scrambled eggs And ketchup on his toast! Mmmmmmm there might be a poem Lurking in that too...
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May 27, 2013
May 27, 2013 at 11:50 AM UTC
Three Minute Warning (A True Story)
Three Minute Warning A messenger delivers A three minute warning As I lay in bed at 10:30 am (Resting in preparation for, not from, our oops, early morning hike). Breakfast will be ready in 3, Get your **** in gear or else It will be cold, I'll be mad, And you will answer to a Higher Authority. No problem cause I already know All I need is two. Splash water on my face Now I'm presentable enough to the human race, current company probably won't be happy, But I ain't telling her, are you? Shave! You crazed? It is a three day weekend, Every day a July Fourth, Celebrating freedom from the European tyranny, Of shaving smooth  every day! Splash water on my head, count with me, Five brush strokes as you can plainly see Is a classic case of overcompensating In my geling n' hair stylin' Brush my teeth, well, I hope 2 full minutes of rinsing with  CVS Green stuff, mouthwash, will have to suffice. Blast my deodorant both sides, Long and strong, wearin' now My bold blue *** husk of musk, Cause I am a very considerate fellow Who happens to really have stunk. Clean T- shirt and shorts, Yes, clean underwear too, Leaves me a whole minute to write this scribble. My flip flop noises coming down the hallway, Are the butler announcing our joint arrival, Me and my poem. Lest you think this is paean to men Another grand male boast, Be advised this ditty be writty By a man who, while no longer gritty, Just put jelly on his scrambled eggs And ketchup on his toast! Mmmmmmm there might be a poem Lurking in that too...
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Pimple popping Lathered deodorant Awkward tampons Hair in unwanted places Drunken nights Failed hangover cures Flunked classes Broken hearts First kisses and first times Rebounds Hookups Hickeys Rushes of frustration These are all unglamorous occasions Of a not so florescent Adolescence
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Jun 18, 2014
Jun 18, 2014 at 3:06 PM UTC
A Not So Florescent Adolescence
It smells like first love Says the perfume bottle Smells like true love Says the bath bomb What does first love smell like? First love smells like rain The heavy scent of the air Before a thunderstorm True love smells like cookies Baking in the background And a rich *** of coffee Brewing from fresh beans And of cinnamon in hot chocolate And lavender, like my lotion And spice, like his deodorant First love smells lightly of sweat Because you're nervous True love smells like tears Because it's never a dry-eyed affair It smells like the flowers Of the wedding bouquet And the crimson and white Christmas flower display First love smells like body spray Slathered on to hide the sweat True love smells natural Bad breath in the morning And yet fine Because it's theirs. First love turns to sweet summers' air Vanished with August's last week True love kisses the scents Both foul and fair That break upon my cheek.
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Jul 13, 2017
Jul 13, 2017 at 11:48 PM UTC
Scentsation
I know the smell of everyone I've ever loved wanted hated lusted snorted like a dying drug addicts last meal My first smelt of deities a mens deodorant for a boy who didn't know what he wanted, but he knew what he should. He was sharp, uncertain, his natural scent masked by an advert. My second smelt of fields the earth was his roll-on and though he'd mask it in the oils of men, I knew he smell of a hearth, hormones and her heart on his sleeve. His scent was primal and I bathed in it's rawness. My third smells of fire whatever he's burning, midnight oil, stress, nicotine, I can sense it soaked into his skin with sweat. Encased in fire, I suffocate on air nowadays. He reeks of home, lust, longing and hope.
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Jul 28, 2014
Jul 28, 2014 at 5:12 PM UTC
Scent
Spooky Wooky Skelington Booky Wooky Selling tin Zooky Mooky Telling Jim Rooky Pooky That ****** was right
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May 15, 2015
May 15, 2015 at 6:40 PM UTC
deodorant
I love everything about you. I love your smell, from the way your cologne and deodorant sticks to your freshly washed skin to the way your natural musk smells when you sweat through a hot summer night stuck to me. I love how your skin is always soft, it brushes up against my thighs and cheeks like a blanket of the highest quality. Your voice is deep, but comforting and I adore all the sounds your body makes, especially the little grunts and sighs. When you speak soft words in my ear, I just melt into soft butter and I even love the way your silly words tease me, even when I get upset. Your bone structure is manly, but in a way that your body wraps around mine ideally when we hug. The way your eyes sparkle in the sunshine is like fairy dust and I could get lost in your gaze forever. Your hand fits into mine perfectly and your tongue twists perfectly with mine when our lips collide. The movement of your hips with mine is like a metronome to my heart. All you could do is sleep and eat and I would never get tired of watching you. If you were a colour, you would be your favourite, purple, because it represents devotion, pride, mystery, magic and nobility. If you were a smell, it would be freshly cut grass on an early summer morning. Most people would say love feels like a sunny summer day, but ours is like one of those spring days where the temperature is fit for flowy dresses, but the sky is filled with some dark clouds that pass in the evening and there is a slight warm wind breezing through everyone's hair. Every single evening when you tell me you love me over the phone my stomach flutters with butterflies. As an item, you would be my favourite comfy old sweater. I love every single imperfection on your skin and in your soul. If I were to describe hanging out and having fun with you, the closest thing I could compare it to is the first bite of a freshly baked warm cinnamon pastry. I used to hate the idea of life, but if we were to create a family I would actually want to grow old with you. If there exists a heaven, it would be us sharing a fresh lemonade and chuckling next to a lake where tiny birds chirp and eat the crumbs of the bread we baked together. If you were a drink, you would be high quality whiskey and lastly, if you were a person, you would be mine.
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Aug 15, 2023
Aug 15, 2023 at 6:49 PM UTC
For him
I love everything about you. I love your smell, from the way your cologne and deodorant sticks to your freshly washed skin to the way your natural musk smells when you sweat through a hot summer night stuck to me. I love how your skin is always soft, it brushes up against my thighs and cheeks like a blanket of the highest quality. Your voice is deep, but comforting and I adore all the sounds your body makes, especially the little grunts and sighs. When you speak soft words in my ear, I just melt into soft butter and I even love the way your silly words tease me, even when I get upset. Your bone structure is manly, but in a way that your body wraps around mine ideally when we hug. The way your eyes sparkle in the sunshine is like fairy dust and I could get lost in your gaze forever. Your hand fits into mine perfectly and your tongue twists perfectly with mine when our lips collide. The movement of your hips with mine is like a metronome to my heart. All you could do is sleep and eat and I would never get tired of watching you. If you were a colour, you would be your favourite, purple, because it represents devotion, pride, mystery, magic and nobility. If you were a smell, it would be freshly cut grass on an early summer morning. Most people would say love feels like a sunny summer day, but ours is like one of those spring days where the temperature is fit for flowy dresses, but the sky is filled with some dark clouds that pass in the evening and there is a slight warm wind breezing through everyone's hair. Every single evening when you tell me you love me over the phone my stomach flutters with butterflies. As an item, you would be my favourite comfy old sweater. I love every single imperfection on your skin and in your soul. If I were to describe hanging out and having fun with you, the closest thing I could compare it to is the first bite of a freshly baked warm cinnamon pastry. I used to hate the idea of life, but if we were to create a family I would actually want to grow old with you. If there exists a heaven, it would be us sharing a fresh lemonade and chuckling next to a lake where tiny birds chirp and eat the crumbs of the bread we baked together. If you were a drink, you would be high quality whiskey and lastly, if you were a person, you would be mine.
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christmas lights have a smell as does freedom, hatred, and ugliness of heart headaches have a smell, clarity has a smell home smells like new wood and sand, both growing up and childhood smell like smoke, fear smells like my sister's old bathroom sleep smells like my mom's perfume love is warm and smells like sleep anxiety smells like Pure Sport Old Spice deodorant, work smells like a gym, familiarity smells like the locker room when the trash hasn't been taken out, lost love smells like grass on the lakefront, nostalgia smells like a cappucino, comfort in isolation smells like the fur of a dog, purpose smells like a church, platitudes smell like mildew, tears smell like rotten wood but joy smells like that too, jubilation smells like a fire crackling, discomfort smells like that attic smell when the Halloween decorations are taken out, new beginnings as well as things we leave behind smell like airports and morning dew, risk smells like a hot tub, liberty smells like a public pool, a broken heart smells like the mountains, but a healed heart smells like them too.
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Nov 30, 2015
Nov 30, 2015 at 11:33 PM UTC
smell
my pits smell just fine i don't need deodorant so go **** yourself
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Mar 5, 2014
Mar 5, 2014 at 10:13 PM UTC
hygiene haiku
It's so odd how one smell can trigger so many emotions. I used an old deodorant today and I swear every time I lift my arms I am back in your bed, one hand behind my head and the other wrapped around your petite body. The nostalgia has a choke-hold on me these days. It's so odd how one smell can trigger so many feelings, like the scent of Old Spice, or the perfume in your favorite store. Or the smell of our frequented restaurant, or the metallic blood on my lips when your cutting words blended with your sweet kiss and caught me off guard.
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Nov 19, 2014
Nov 19, 2014 at 3:10 PM UTC
These Scents I Sense
unsuccessful potatoes & you found a tree in the ocean i spent the afternoon digging, digging my fingernails into my own fear of commitment the fear of my own reputation now the cat's in heat & richard nixon (the dog) is teasing her with his trump card she takes it & squeezes it very gently then rips it open madly & snarls & it oozes and drips out of her mouth we all pick up a thousand pieces of a minute i cremated my sister this morning & new spirits arrived at my doorstep before noon they sang to me of instinct, whinnying about the antique zenith up in cheyenne "gimmie some secrets" she said so i carved them into my arm into a minotaur's chest into a giant looking glass into a wooden boat & i set sail for the sundial, "there is no truth" my eyes are wax & the ocean means nasty filth but everything is useless now frogs carry high powered harmonicas & walk into the spells of Poe & into the hexagrams of Hamlet i do not want to carry a pitchfork across some godforsaken desert i do not want to feel my own evaporation while the real artists brood in the meantime i want to waste away on a slushy evening i will live in my armpit & hate you & never wear deodorant "your mind is small--it is limited--why must you understand?"
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Jan 10, 2012
Jan 10, 2012 at 9:11 PM UTC
supper ruined
She was like the iron pyrite The teacher asked them to examine, and describe; Cold, dense and prickly, Difficult to love. Given the right light And a gentle handling, Oh, how she'd sparkle, But in that place, expectations and sensory overload rendered her lumpen, and resistant. Removed from her books and her inner world - all she needed - And placed in a maelstrom, She was bewildered and forlorn. Un-cooperative, they called her, And the teachers loved the other gems instead, Pretty little nuggets; Ruby, Jasper, Jade. Two years of discouragement and dislike And even the tentative sparkles had darkened. The other gems enjoyed each other And moved away from her magnetic pull, sensing difference. No outright meanness, not yet, But hints were brewing, whispers had started And she wandered alone, in the playground, Talking to the seagulls, and singing to herself. The teachers only wanted conformity And called her parents to voice concern about her lack of friends. Had they asked her, allowed her to have a say She would have told them it didn't matter But they were determined that it did, to them, if not to her, And her parents were added to the burden of people Worried and disappointed, watching. She knew now, she was different, she had always known but never minded, Now it was a problem. She didn't fit, Like that scratchy purple uniform, around her chubby waist Food didn't judge, dislike or condemn. That life ended, and a new struggle, in a new school, began. This was harder; the meanness was apparent now, Difference wasn't tolerated And someone wandering alone was a target. She found a place to hide, behind a staircase, with a book, But they found her, removed her and patrolled her only refuge Forcing her to submit to the torture. Every day was a war zone, So she found another way, and embraced ill-health, stealthily Spraying deodorant directly into her own face induced asthma attacks; and not all those ear infections were real, She was an accomplished actress. She got through it, millions do. She found her own place, her own friends in her own time. Among Onyx, Jet and Tigers Eye Her darkness didn't mark her out as different, And all that fake illness Was great prep for theatre, Where she was able to return to her inner world, And no-one cared if you feigned madness Or embraced the real thing. Difference was celebrated, The whispers now, were that she had a great stage presence, And a talent to be nurtured, Not a difference to be despised.
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Sep 17, 2013
Sep 17, 2013 at 4:35 AM UTC
The Girl who Talked to Seagulls
She was like the iron pyrite The teacher asked them to examine, and describe; Cold, dense and prickly, Difficult to love. Given the right light And a gentle handling, Oh, how she'd sparkle, But in that place, expectations and sensory overload rendered her lumpen, and resistant. Removed from her books and her inner world - all she needed - And placed in a maelstrom, She was bewildered and forlorn. Un-cooperative, they called her, And the teachers loved the other gems instead, Pretty little nuggets; Ruby, Jasper, Jade. Two years of discouragement and dislike And even the tentative sparkles had darkened. The other gems enjoyed each other And moved away from her magnetic pull, sensing difference. No outright meanness, not yet, But hints were brewing, whispers had started And she wandered alone, in the playground, Talking to the seagulls, and singing to herself. The teachers only wanted conformity And called her parents to voice concern about her lack of friends. Had they asked her, allowed her to have a say She would have told them it didn't matter But they were determined that it did, to them, if not to her, And her parents were added to the burden of people Worried and disappointed, watching. She knew now, she was different, she had always known but never minded, Now it was a problem. She didn't fit, Like that scratchy purple uniform, around her chubby waist Food didn't judge, dislike or condemn. That life ended, and a new struggle, in a new school, began. This was harder; the meanness was apparent now, Difference wasn't tolerated And someone wandering alone was a target. She found a place to hide, behind a staircase, with a book, But they found her, removed her and patrolled her only refuge Forcing her to submit to the torture. Every day was a war zone, So she found another way, and embraced ill-health, stealthily Spraying deodorant directly into her own face induced asthma attacks; and not all those ear infections were real, She was an accomplished actress. She got through it, millions do. She found her own place, her own friends in her own time. Among Onyx, Jet and Tigers Eye Her darkness didn't mark her out as different, And all that fake illness Was great prep for theatre, Where she was able to return to her inner world, And no-one cared if you feigned madness Or embraced the real thing. Difference was celebrated, The whispers now, were that she had a great stage presence, And a talent to be nurtured, Not a difference to be despised.
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As I strolled  down Beaker Street A neon sign flashed in front of me That said "Only Serious Poets Need Apply" (Blink) "Need Apply" (Blink) "Need Apply" So it was I thought to myself I can think of nobody else As serious a poet as I I looked to the right and the left Feeling pretty confident about myself And decided to take a gander inside The room it was totally dark In the corner was the tiniest of sparks I did a stately poetic stroll in that direction Feeling I might have made a mistake This thought occurred a little too late But of course this whole scene might just be window dressing A voice said we don't need a poet at all Just someone dumb and gullible That's the moment in my pants I started messing Turns out it was a mad scientist With a masters degree in craziness What were his dastardly plans I could only be guessing I was grabbed by a couple of ugly thugs Who highly dislike deodorant and mouthwash Tied up and flown off to the smallest of islands Where they did unspeakable experiments on me In the first, second, and third degree All because to insanity they took a liking When it was they were finally done With what those nut jobs consider good fun Don't know how many walls they had me climbing Daily now I plan my escape I only hope that I'm not too late When the opportunity arrives I hope I don't blow it I find it so hard to believe That this all has happened to little ole me And Why? Because of me being such a serious poet
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Aug 15, 2018
Aug 15, 2018 at 3:02 PM UTC
"Only Serious Poet's Need Apply"
Breakups **** They **** when you're sobbing into your pillow at 1 in the morning because you realize your life isn't going to be the same. That you are never going to have that person wrap their arms around you or that you're going to smell their deodorant or that you can't send them a message telling them about your day. It ***** because you feel so alone and you keep letting out shakey breaths and telling yourself 'you're okay, you're going to be okay'
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Oct 28, 2016
Oct 28, 2016 at 3:50 AM UTC
Breakups
You roll on You gel on No matter what the reason You have a beautiful aroma You gel on You slicken propagation You have a beautiful aroma You make the senses burgeon with new life You slicken propagation Across the nation spreads, the cooling sensation You make the senses burgeon with new life You stop sweaty pits rife with strife Across the nation spreads the cooling sensation Cool underarms allow for a vigorous standing ovation You stop sweaty pits rife with strife You deserve an award for saving many-a social life Cool underarms allow for vigorous standing ovation So applause to you Deodorant You deserve an award for saving many-a social life You bring us together- no matter the weather- in a tank or in a sweater So applause to you Deodorant You bring us together- no matter the weather- in a tank or in a sweater
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Jun 17, 2013
Jun 17, 2013 at 5:24 PM UTC
Ode to Deodorant
If you take away the ticker-tape barriers and the scattered signs for luggage, vending machines and airport senior leadership teams, all you’ll have is a hall of travel. Some seats remain for the elderly to reside in, they’re checking holiday books and pamphlet guides. Floor space has curdled into a mess of white-deodorant- stained teens who want a good night’s sleep like the marines across the way. They, the marines, joke about the weather, the women, the watered down beverages from broken vending machines and shit-cafe- expensive-coffee down the strip. De Gaulle is but a roof now: drains and curving stretches of eyebrow iron, not the general France once relied upon.
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Mar 28, 2013
Mar 28, 2013 at 1:54 PM UTC
CHARLES DE GAULLE AIRPORT & CHILDREN
Well the doctor told me I was out tears ? The doctors told me I would never sweat again ? I am 10 lbs UNDER weight & will never gain it back ? I won't regain a lot of lost muscle ,so I won't be able to lift 200lbs again ? My appetite is 1/2 what it has been my whole life? My blood ,heart,other parts ,fat,cholesterol etc. are as good as a teenagers? My credit will straighten back out this yr.:) I think the cost savings in KLEENEX,DEODORANT,FOOD, & then knowing I can't lift means my back won't hurt,saves ON CHIROPRACTORS and PAIN KILLERS :) Plain food tastes "fine" now I can sell off my cookbook & kitchen junk collection:) I have missed out 30 yrs of junk food , I might as well go for it now :) with that cost saving and a small loan I can pay off another house & paint it PINK just to freak the neighbors out :):) Hey I am "POSITIVE" that is a good side to be on :) R.C.
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Jun 14, 2016
Jun 14, 2016 at 7:44 PM UTC
TEARS (prose ,fun)
You gave me your jacket on a cold day When you saw how I was shivering and miserable "Take this" And you smiled as you handed me your dark grey jacket I wore it And instantly felt the warmth Not only from the jacket But from the kindness you showed someone like me I still have the jacket Lying to you saying, "I left it at home again" You still tell me that it's okay for me to keep it And I dunno why but I always tell you that I'll bring it the next time I guess I still want to keep the jacket I wear it when I feel lonely or sad But also want your scent on it again The smell of you and your favourite deodorant... it comforts me for some reason I'm giving it back to you tomorrow So you can wear it again And then I'll find a way to trick you Into giving it back to me
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Dec 31, 2014
Dec 31, 2014 at 2:54 PM UTC
Your Jacket
It's Martha's birthday today Martha and I were in a summer camp together back when I had just started smoking Martha always smelled terrible and the rest of the kids and I had to complain In order to get Martha to start wearing deodorant so that we could stand her We all got together on the last night of the camp And Martha cried and told us all she felt so close to us And that she wished that she could've gotten to know us better And feels sad that the summer was over and that she didn't make more of an effort And then she jumped on everyone and gave us all a big hug but she still smelled pretty bad I haven't seen Martha in about seven or eight years And I'm still smoking
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Nov 21, 2013
Nov 21, 2013 at 3:02 AM UTC
Martha
Was I maudlin over our breakup? For a minute. If I think of you now, it’s like a slideshow of unflattering images. At the time, my breakup buddies reminded me you were a bad choice - like a brand of deodorant that gave me a rash or fashionable shoes that chafed, even after they were stretched. “Ruca,” my girlfriends would say, “you’re shootin-terrible, they’re a million pork-swords in the sea.” Finally, I pulled the trigger - double-tapped us. At first, reminders of you, those siren whispers of nostalgia, were everywhere - like the moon - which, I just had to live with. You passed from memory though, that’s how memory works. Events fade, like last week’s chemistry test, or yesterday’s lunch. Now, if someone asks me, “Hey, remember, what’s his name, your big love from high school?” I say “Nope.” I chose to laugh, dance - and shoot birds at the moon.
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May 30, 2023
May 30, 2023 at 8:37 PM UTC
shooting birds at the moon
1.5 grams of marijuana, 30 mL of cough syrup, half a bowl of cereal, and an iron supplement. Then I throw up blood into a toilet, shave, and put on a pair of flip flops. I don't bother changing pants, so I just grab a different shirt, throw on some deodorant, and smoke another joint. I get in the car. I take a deep, shaky breath. And drive away.
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May 24, 2019
May 24, 2019 at 9:57 AM UTC
Breakfast of Champions
. "That there Is'belle's house stinks wunderful turr'ble,"croaked Emma Beiler at their quilting bee. "Jah...vell," sighed Rosanna Yoder. "All them there katzes , ain't so?" Accordingly the two ladies set out to pay Travis and Isabella Salter a visit, only to be politely told that they had were in the process of taking some cats to a local shelter. Two weeks passed and to the Amish folks' disgust the odour had merely intensified. "Them there Englisch are chust liars!" Potato Sam spat the words out along with a *** of chewing tobacco. " Ach, vell," sighed  his wife Rosanna, unaware of her heavily sweating underarms. The Ordnung  strictly forbade deodorant as well as perfume. "Reckon I best  mosey over and see fur myself." Travis opened the door with a tired sigh. 'Chust thought I'de ask vhat fur stinks yer house up so vonderful tur'ble...Izzy tells us youse gettin' rid of them but-" A puzzled look crossed Travis weary face as he glanced toward the kitchen. Irritation gripped him, not lessened as Rosanna glowered at Tabby washing her face on the couch. Then a waft of a familiar scent, overpowering, drifted toward him from the kitchen. Brussel sprouts enhanced by -. With all the stress, Isabelle was increasing her calming herbs, mixing the powders.... Valerian? "Good evening, Mrs. Yoder." He motioned her toward the door, locking it firmly behind her. For a long time after she was gone he stood staring out the window.
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Jun 12, 2013
Jun 12, 2013 at 1:39 AM UTC
Untitled
Fingers type aggressively into the night as I stare at the screen of my phone. A group debate about whether or not applying deodorant to your ****** will stop the chronic itching is being played out We all smile and laugh. For the record, it totally will. The discussion of memes enthrals my mind as I relax into the cotton comforter. The feeling of satisfaction travels through my veins as I embrace the friendship I have and the light, playful conversation taking place. Anxiety and paranoia settle in and take their well worn places in my mind. Like icy blue dragons, they curl around my thoughts, just waiting for these people who will soon be irrelevant to leave me. The words they type about Harambe have no meaning But the words they think about what I say in return imprison me. Fear of abandonment creeps in as I swirl the aspects of my personality into a hue that will convince them not to drop me in a ditch. I know, not because I’m afraid, but because I’ve seen it happen, that my trust in them will be burned to ashes eventually and I’ll be yet Another traitor to the fragile glass of friendships that we all hold together. Just waiting for them to use my insecurities against me like a time bomb ticking Ticking Ticking in my ear. And I can’t see the timer. But I laugh along. And send a relevant emoji. They laugh at my jokes and I can’t stop thinking about how soon enough they’ll be laughing at Me.
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Mar 24, 2017
Mar 24, 2017 at 3:47 PM UTC
Social Anxiety My Old Friend
The sheets were soft and crumpled underneath my back and my mind was wandering even though this wasn’t the time for that, and I thought about how much I always loved the feeling of bare skin against sheets, year round, even when it was far too cold for it to be a reasonable thing to do. There’s something **** about just being naked, as simplistic as it sounds. With only his skin, my hair, and the sheets touching my body, I felt exposed but I also felt strong, which was an interesting mix of emotions. I knew I should have been more fixated on what was going on (he certainly was) but I always feel somewhat disconnected from my body and having someone else touch it made it feel even more foreign. It wasn’t unpleasant to have his hands all over me, maybe just a little disappointing and I suddenly wanted to push him off me and go for a walk outside where the air could fill my lungs. Stuffy. It was stuffy in his room, I thought. The distinctly boyish smell of deodorant and sweat mingled with the fake perfume of the candle I remembered to bring and it was was suffocating me. Outside, I could hear his little brother playing loudly in the yard and I wanted to be a little kid again but instead I was inside in a darkened room doing things that seemed too adult for my body and things I used to tell myself I would never do. I liked his brother; he was a sweet kid and last spring I took him to the park a few times when the older boy on top of me had work at the bodega down the street. It felt ***** to hear his childish yells and I wanted more than ever to leave, but the strange more-than-friends relationship with this boy meant that he wanted this once in a while and I liked him more than I had admitted to anyone yet. The cracks in his ceiling were familiar to me by now and once, after we--fucked? made love? I still didn’t know what to call it-- he told me that the first night I came over, drunk and crying, he had to run to peel off the glow in the dark stars that had still been up, a remnant from his childhood, and I found this endearing and I had kissed him again for that. One of his hands was running through my hair now and I stroked his chest, which was leaner and tanner than my bluish-white hands. In the back of my mind I thought I might love him but it could have been his body between my thighs. I could never be sure.
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Feb 22, 2014
Feb 22, 2014 at 7:13 PM UTC
uncertainty
The sheets were soft and crumpled underneath my back and my mind was wandering even though this wasn’t the time for that, and I thought about how much I always loved the feeling of bare skin against sheets, year round, even when it was far too cold for it to be a reasonable thing to do. There’s something **** about just being naked, as simplistic as it sounds. With only his skin, my hair, and the sheets touching my body, I felt exposed but I also felt strong, which was an interesting mix of emotions. I knew I should have been more fixated on what was going on (he certainly was) but I always feel somewhat disconnected from my body and having someone else touch it made it feel even more foreign. It wasn’t unpleasant to have his hands all over me, maybe just a little disappointing and I suddenly wanted to push him off me and go for a walk outside where the air could fill my lungs. Stuffy. It was stuffy in his room, I thought. The distinctly boyish smell of deodorant and sweat mingled with the fake perfume of the candle I remembered to bring and it was was suffocating me. Outside, I could hear his little brother playing loudly in the yard and I wanted to be a little kid again but instead I was inside in a darkened room doing things that seemed too adult for my body and things I used to tell myself I would never do. I liked his brother; he was a sweet kid and last spring I took him to the park a few times when the older boy on top of me had work at the bodega down the street. It felt ***** to hear his childish yells and I wanted more than ever to leave, but the strange more-than-friends relationship with this boy meant that he wanted this once in a while and I liked him more than I had admitted to anyone yet. The cracks in his ceiling were familiar to me by now and once, after we--fucked? made love? I still didn’t know what to call it-- he told me that the first night I came over, drunk and crying, he had to run to peel off the glow in the dark stars that had still been up, a remnant from his childhood, and I found this endearing and I had kissed him again for that. One of his hands was running through my hair now and I stroked his chest, which was leaner and tanner than my bluish-white hands. In the back of my mind I thought I might love him but it could have been his body between my thighs. I could never be sure.
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go anywhere but to the movies. show up to a party, sip ***** in the kitchen, at midnight let lips rest for an instant                            --then draw back. the boy in biology class has wild curly hair                            --be careful. when lips brush against cheeks                            --tremble. when pale timid fingers trace spines                             --sway. never stray too far from home. never sacrifice anything but once make a journey. turn away from civilization. shake the sweaty hand of a bald, tan man wearing sunglasses, claw through the huddled masses, yearning to breathe free, step out onto the cool gray platform. feel awkward in your brown leather jacket amongst black windbreakers, lean back against the rumbling doors, search drawn, blank faces for reactions. find nothing. exit on the wrong end, the far end. do not to walk on the left side of the street -- that’s where the bad **** happens. do not to look anyone in the eye. do not think. if you must think, think only about lips and brown eyes and star-shaped sunglasses. look around and realize that this elevator's button don’t light up anymore, and the number thirteen has been scratched out by someone’s keys. let your footsteps echo against tile floors. let your eyes catch, briefly. and inhale deeply because you like the smell of his deodorant, just this once.
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Dec 27, 2012
Dec 27, 2012 at 7:56 PM UTC
Adolescence
go anywhere but to the movies. show up to a party, sip ***** in the kitchen, at midnight let lips rest for an instant                            --then draw back. the boy in biology class has wild curly hair                            --be careful. when lips brush against cheeks                            --tremble. when pale timid fingers trace spines                             --sway. never stray too far from home. never sacrifice anything but once make a journey. turn away from civilization. shake the sweaty hand of a bald, tan man wearing sunglasses, claw through the huddled masses, yearning to breathe free, step out onto the cool gray platform. feel awkward in your brown leather jacket amongst black windbreakers, lean back against the rumbling doors, search drawn, blank faces for reactions. find nothing. exit on the wrong end, the far end. do not to walk on the left side of the street -- that’s where the bad **** happens. do not to look anyone in the eye. do not think. if you must think, think only about lips and brown eyes and star-shaped sunglasses. look around and realize that this elevator's button don’t light up anymore, and the number thirteen has been scratched out by someone’s keys. let your footsteps echo against tile floors. let your eyes catch, briefly. and inhale deeply because you like the smell of his deodorant, just this once.
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