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"capillary" poems
Lovesick and you've got the cure. Got all these symptoms. You know what for. Don't be afraid of this contagious disease, Just take my requisition form. I've made room for you in my atria and ventricle. You're the capillary to my arteriole and venule. You're the amniotic fluid to the child in my heart. I find you even in the interstitial parts. Treatment like uours is like a centrifugAl force. So be the **** stasis my heart is longing for. Some homeostasis is what we need. We will make compromises to succeed. Lay me supine and you in prone. Sensory neurons fire Exocrine glands make to pressure Spark endocrine glands to hear you moan. Without your heart I'd be anemic. Withiutbyour arms I'd be half a paraplegic. Your kisses give me air, without them I'm cyatonic. You're the fibrin in my veins, to my pain an anesthetic. I'm ready for some long-term care and affection. Got a chronic condition that needs your attention. I k now I'm concluded, parts of me sclerosed. Don't wait post mortem to know that you're the most.
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Aug 1, 2014
Aug 1, 2014 at 3:51 PM UTC
a medical love letter
this door exists, stately and staunchly it stands, disheartening and terrifying it remains. the door is unlocked, yet cannot be opened, for in it, a path in time... one decision that can affect everything [such as my choice to wear the necklace you adore, which lead to you noticing me for the very first time, or my idea to play you the song that you fell in love with, which i can no longer listen to] ...for in this door, one path is intimidatingly located. every bone in my body, every last muscle, tendon, ligament each artery, each vein, each capillary every single nerve, even each microscopic cell, implores me not to open this tempting door... [it is almost as if my hand refuses to grasp the handle, to unleash the unknown upon me, the colossal chain of events that would ensue] the immensity of the unfamiliar, the unexplored, tends to perturb me. change is unnerving and is almost as chilling as an abandoned graveyard at midnight. but i bring my mind back to the door, yes! this preposterous door that i have contrived for myself. why is the **** so easily turned? why does it not put up somewhat of a fight, at least jolt me suddenly, as to frighten my curious heart? it is a constant battle between my body my mind and my heart as to which doors to open and which ones to leave ever so steadfastly closed. but never once has there been such a struggle for them to reach an understanding. somehow my heart, [even though a fraction of me, a fist, dripping in blood] is prevailing for the moment. my heart reaches for the handle, attempts to unclose the door... yet, with the best of its ability, withstanding my strong-willed and obstinate heart, my powerful body and commanding mind overcome this hostile takeover, and the door remains shut. it is my body, my skillful mouth, my soft, rose lips, my elegant tongue, and my vocal chords... all of these pieces must contrive the words, conceive the change, which will unveil the path that will forever alter us... slowly, opening the door. being as in love with you as i am, i will not let you slip away from my arms right now. but when we are not together [*i wish you’d have been there, i needed you there*] i stare at this humbling door. if i wait too long, i’ll forever lose you; for it is you who will make this choice for me, opening your own door, fearless and dauntless.
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Nov 11, 2012
Nov 11, 2012 at 2:40 AM UTC
The Door
this door exists, stately and staunchly it stands, disheartening and terrifying it remains. the door is unlocked, yet cannot be opened, for in it, a path in time... one decision that can affect everything [such as my choice to wear the necklace you adore, which lead to you noticing me for the very first time, or my idea to play you the song that you fell in love with, which i can no longer listen to] ...for in this door, one path is intimidatingly located. every bone in my body, every last muscle, tendon, ligament each artery, each vein, each capillary every single nerve, even each microscopic cell, implores me not to open this tempting door... [it is almost as if my hand refuses to grasp the handle, to unleash the unknown upon me, the colossal chain of events that would ensue] the immensity of the unfamiliar, the unexplored, tends to perturb me. change is unnerving and is almost as chilling as an abandoned graveyard at midnight. but i bring my mind back to the door, yes! this preposterous door that i have contrived for myself. why is the **** so easily turned? why does it not put up somewhat of a fight, at least jolt me suddenly, as to frighten my curious heart? it is a constant battle between my body my mind and my heart as to which doors to open and which ones to leave ever so steadfastly closed. but never once has there been such a struggle for them to reach an understanding. somehow my heart, [even though a fraction of me, a fist, dripping in blood] is prevailing for the moment. my heart reaches for the handle, attempts to unclose the door... yet, with the best of its ability, withstanding my strong-willed and obstinate heart, my powerful body and commanding mind overcome this hostile takeover, and the door remains shut. it is my body, my skillful mouth, my soft, rose lips, my elegant tongue, and my vocal chords... all of these pieces must contrive the words, conceive the change, which will unveil the path that will forever alter us... slowly, opening the door. being as in love with you as i am, i will not let you slip away from my arms right now. but when we are not together [*i wish you’d have been there, i needed you there*] i stare at this humbling door. if i wait too long, i’ll forever lose you; for it is you who will make this choice for me, opening your own door, fearless and dauntless.
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Tiny wrists. Tiny rivers of blue. Translucent. I'm thinking about making myself a home Beneath your pale skin. I'd float along your lazy blue river Until I make my way to your ghost chest And burrow myself a tunnel Deep inside your heart. Light myself a campfire, And pitch a tent. Looks like I'm gonna be here for a while. I am rocked to sleep with each beat: Onetwo. Onetwo. Onetwo. And my heart-house dreams Intermingle with yours. Maybe if we dream hard enough, We can create a world of our own. Where red blood cells sing like angels Housed in four chapel-chambers, And each artery stretches up far Like a rainforest canopy Riddled with exotic capillary-flowers. Can we be safe here? The heart has tender walls But it is a soldier. Though it may be kicked down, It forges on And picks itself right back up again. Always beating, Always winning. Your heart is a soldier. A fighter. A protector. I think I feel safe, For the first time in a long time, Within the home I've made for myself Inside of who you are.
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Mar 28, 2014
Mar 28, 2014 at 4:49 PM UTC
Ghost
Smoke is filling my bones The carcinogenic ghosts of an irish ancestory At war with my german temper Fueling the fire To a heart that beats for belonging Keeping me in step with the frostbitten sidewalks Of a December morning Lips moist from french vanilla cappuccino And your chapstick Smoke is filling my bones I'm rolling through my own fingertips Losing touch with my own reality Wondering if my knuckles are white from clenched fists Or the grip around your palm Smoke is filling my bones You don't smoke Yet you fill your lungs with my exhale Breathe me in I'll house myself in your capillary beds Where I'll tuck myself in for the night Listening to what makes your heart tick
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Dec 2, 2013
Dec 2, 2013 at 11:25 PM UTC
Architectural Arthritis
I know the flowers better everyday their twisting stems their curtain petals their floating spice I know the flowers better everyday their capillary roots their plum faces their purple stamens I know the flowers better everyday their shaking seeds their modest thorns their unabashed lust for the sun I know the flowers better everyday I know the sun will rise I know the clouds will rain I know my daughter will laugh I know the flowers better everyday I’ll draw a fence for flowers I’ll draw a muzzle for the sheep I’ll draw a number for the man to crunch I know the flowers better everyday I know how lovely it is to feel grass in between toes the breath of a boa the embrace of home I know the flowers better everyday I am forty I am a mother I love fearlessly
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Feb 28, 2016
Feb 28, 2016 at 6:10 PM UTC
voice
tenderness leaves my eyes in capillary ribbons. your diamond lips are chalked, released from rock. your head, a knot of angel pine— a dark-brown blooming sticky and lucked to the back of my throat. it is in this moment that I hear a wisp of rapture blowing through the oak overhead. my heart’s motor cranked like October’s last churning bumble bee. *pollination susurration be gone…* you kept looking past me, your hand on my shoulder. the precious gauze of your profile mixed porcelain doll and found a chisel to perfect your nose. I feel the love of everything and you—so unaware of your beautiful.
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Nov 1, 2017
Nov 1, 2017 at 10:46 AM UTC
I hear a wisp of rapture
You are the systole to the diastole Of my four-chambered cavity You are the pulmonary rhythmic control That fills air to my capillary. You are the Pituitary Gland That drowns my bloodstream in dopamine You take my brain to a wonderland Drunk and overdosed in Seratonin. You are the only Mitochondrion That powers all cellular activity My Cytoplasms are in motion For the sexiest Golgi Body. You are the ultimate synapse In my every granule of neuron That gives an involuntary prolapse To both my dendrite and axon.
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Aug 10, 2013
Aug 10, 2013 at 9:27 AM UTC
Anatomy of Love
~ *You're alive, my candle You're a beautiful and unique wick About to blow out In the night of falling shapes In the night of fever walk We did the igniting We did the melting We do the killing* ~
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Mar 27, 2023
Mar 27, 2023 at 12:35 PM UTC
Capillary Rise
I'm just getting in the bath, Someone else wrote the letter, I don't want to make a. Mess. Draw me the water I point at the tap Burden no family Hold my head under icecaps. Merkel Cells, diluted sensation, The end of fingertips cant feel your Flesh. Shriveling in the cold, Shivering to stop freezing, But I cant. What am I doing? Can I want this now, errectores pilorum erected. Have I set motion to, Cogs in a watch I cant adjust. my lungs mark absolute zero this is me sitting in chemistry class english 10th grade asking sam to suffocate with me every alvioli is pinned by ****** as thick as knitting needles my chest is permafrost my sternum, antarctica the ribs hollow out capillary beds lose all the haem out of their erythrocytes I'm losing St. Elmo's Fire. The baths still panting out, Water roars, gushing spout. Proud the current sweeps me through, The porcelain lining this white hell bathroom. It's bone cannot hide from my blood, As if I'm isotope 226 of Radium. Heat seeking marrow. My serum is Hodgkins Lymphoma, Tearing through sheeting tile, Like a young cancer child, Afflicted, Leukemia, No chance, No good blood left, To let. Soon, it will all be gone, and the rivers that freeze in my arms, and the ribs that are icicles form, and the atrial canal is not like Venice, it is the Rhine in winter, the Volga during the solstice. Spring will never come again. Spring slipped its head into the bath water, like my own.
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Mar 27, 2013
Mar 27, 2013 at 11:34 AM UTC
30% erssss
Your fingers traced the curve of my forearm like an atlas that mapped out the route that would lead you back to your heart, but you knew the journey was a labyrinth as complicated as the waterways of veins beneath my skin, so you removed your hand. Instead, your fingers found their familiar solace upon the sturdy neck and trembling strings of your guitar. You plucked each one intently, running your hand down the edge of the fretboard and feeling each chord reverberating within the empty space of your every capillary. I moved my gaze to your eyes, the black holes that have always swallowed me whole with the promise of never regurgitating me into bigger pieces than what I was originally. I found myself reminiscing to a time whenever your eyes were identical to the ground we laid upon the afternoon we first decided to find versions of ourselves within the shapes of the clouds. But ever since, the innocence has slowly seeped from your expression and a stare as hard and cold as stone has taken resisidence in its place. I allowed my eyes to slowly drift closed and suddenly I began to feel each strum of your fingers within my rib cage, the notes sketching portraits of a love never experienced upon my internal organs. When you stopped playing, your hand immediately reached for the long-necked glass bottle resting upon the edge of your night stand. You brought it to your lips and tipped your head back, slowly drinking in every bad decision you have ever made and the after-taste that you had begun to crave. It burned your throat like acid, but each swallow was a reminder of just how hollow you had become. Your fingers found their place once again and I readjusted beneath the weight of your expectations. I draped my legs over your bed like every profession of love that I have never said that hangs from the brim of my lips. My fingers danced across my thighs to the beat of your song, one not as familiar as the one of your unrequited love, but I still managed to dance the same. And we seemed to lie like that for an eternity, you focused on every chord that never came out wrong like every word you ever said to me, and me basking in the sound of your unspoken promises and confessions just waiting for the day when they become reality.
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Jul 16, 2013
Jul 16, 2013 at 3:30 PM UTC
Heartstrings
Your fingers traced the curve of my forearm like an atlas that mapped out the route that would lead you back to your heart, but you knew the journey was a labyrinth as complicated as the waterways of veins beneath my skin, so you removed your hand. Instead, your fingers found their familiar solace upon the sturdy neck and trembling strings of your guitar. You plucked each one intently, running your hand down the edge of the fretboard and feeling each chord reverberating within the empty space of your every capillary. I moved my gaze to your eyes, the black holes that have always swallowed me whole with the promise of never regurgitating me into bigger pieces than what I was originally. I found myself reminiscing to a time whenever your eyes were identical to the ground we laid upon the afternoon we first decided to find versions of ourselves within the shapes of the clouds. But ever since, the innocence has slowly seeped from your expression and a stare as hard and cold as stone has taken resisidence in its place. I allowed my eyes to slowly drift closed and suddenly I began to feel each strum of your fingers within my rib cage, the notes sketching portraits of a love never experienced upon my internal organs. When you stopped playing, your hand immediately reached for the long-necked glass bottle resting upon the edge of your night stand. You brought it to your lips and tipped your head back, slowly drinking in every bad decision you have ever made and the after-taste that you had begun to crave. It burned your throat like acid, but each swallow was a reminder of just how hollow you had become. Your fingers found their place once again and I readjusted beneath the weight of your expectations. I draped my legs over your bed like every profession of love that I have never said that hangs from the brim of my lips. My fingers danced across my thighs to the beat of your song, one not as familiar as the one of your unrequited love, but I still managed to dance the same. And we seemed to lie like that for an eternity, you focused on every chord that never came out wrong like every word you ever said to me, and me basking in the sound of your unspoken promises and confessions just waiting for the day when they become reality.
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A stapel river flows in Hyena pack, rivulets of laughing data. Twist a turn to deconvolute destituted band. From arterial ort to capillary place respires a quantal love. Quid non quo flows, trickling down in plain flat, in crevice crag, filling just enough. Fresh down to Mexican border town, in flooding estuaries, in fanning delta, it breezes meta confidence within six Sigma.
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Feb 7, 2013
Feb 7, 2013 at 8:34 PM UTC
Mexican Border town
If my blood could illustrate, A picture to the world, It will tell you the exact state, How my heart pumps its hurt. Each ventricle pumps emotions, Pain, anger, hope, Up to my brain, And down to my toes. Slithering through each artery and vein, Blood carves my hearts pain, In my head, In my head. Working through each capillary, It forges anger and rage, In my bones, My aching bones. After its done its work, It fights back through each valve, And pours back into the atriums, Devoid of fury and pain. It was used up, Just like my tears, My wasted energy for nothing, It brought me no good. Just more hurt. And just slowly, As the pain and anger dissipates from my system, And fresh blood is packaged and sent, From my bone marrows, It brings along a slimmer of hope, That this new cycle of blood would carry no more pain.
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Jun 11, 2014
Jun 11, 2014 at 4:36 AM UTC
Blood
Long ago I was young and naive and hopeful and believed My heart was a flame with the belief of love Its plumage magnificent and terrifying It lived in the belief that even if it were broken it would rise again But this was not quite so long ago The time of the heart is different than the time of the mind When that great phoenix In its youth In its greatest power Burns in its own fire, its fire that had been cared for and admired by hope Cared for by blood and bone, By faith and innocence, The mind laments its loss and shares its pain It lovingly scoops its ashes into the ornate urn the mind thought it always deserved A sight to behold The love that the mind bore for the heart, a love that could never protect it And hides it within the folds of its grey domain The phoenix does rise again, Small and fragile, Afraid at the loss of its power, of its grand wings, of its fire divine The mind takes it and places it in a golden cage meant to mend and protect its flames But a phoenix cannot grow in such a place It cannot fly It cannot sing its terrifying song of beauty and power, Terrifying in resonance and in truth But in the mind it feeds only on dry seed, not the sweet nectar that it is worthy of, The mind knows that the heart needs this freedom, But it also knows that this freedom will lead to another supernova in the intercostals, It is out of love that the mind does this for the heart, For the heart is not the only one to know pain and beauty and power The mind suffers silently, with an unyielding patience as the pain reverberates through every capillary, This interaction goes unnoticed, It is assumed that the mind must be evil for denying the heart such wonders and freedoms, But only the pain can be seen, Never noticing the healing, not until its finished does it become evident. I had not noticed this, I had forgotten the value of my heart, I had forgotten to give it the fire of hope and the winds of innocence and waters of faith And the purity of trust. But one of impulse came my way So short and intense was this strange affair His chance and command of chaos came to notify me of my folly And then After he came and went, After he shocked me into consciousness My heart awoke, Because of him it awoke. The pain of caring, the same thing that caged my phoenix, gave it power again. Its fire ignited, its plumes aglow, its song again pure in tone, full and rich in sound I had forgotten, Forgotten the power and beauty and value of this gift Forgotten that it is not a right, but a privilege to own a heart Only those who care for it, who tremble in the phoenix’s presence, those who trust it, Will know love, Will see its beauty Will be rewarded by it It does not know ownership, It is living, It is alive and depends upon its carrier for nurturing It does not need protection from pain. But this man, Who chaos and coincidence sent to me, Does not even know that he saved my heart, That he awoke not only my heart but also my mind He woke me from a lie I had knit and had called my skin, He reminded me that my heart was still within me, He reminded me of where my heart belonged He saved me from a life where I would not trust or nurture my heart, Saved it from a life without trust or belief in love. Thank you.
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Feb 23, 2012
Feb 23, 2012 at 11:31 PM UTC
Phoenix
Long ago I was young and naive and hopeful and believed My heart was a flame with the belief of love Its plumage magnificent and terrifying It lived in the belief that even if it were broken it would rise again But this was not quite so long ago The time of the heart is different than the time of the mind When that great phoenix In its youth In its greatest power Burns in its own fire, its fire that had been cared for and admired by hope Cared for by blood and bone, By faith and innocence, The mind laments its loss and shares its pain It lovingly scoops its ashes into the ornate urn the mind thought it always deserved A sight to behold The love that the mind bore for the heart, a love that could never protect it And hides it within the folds of its grey domain The phoenix does rise again, Small and fragile, Afraid at the loss of its power, of its grand wings, of its fire divine The mind takes it and places it in a golden cage meant to mend and protect its flames But a phoenix cannot grow in such a place It cannot fly It cannot sing its terrifying song of beauty and power, Terrifying in resonance and in truth But in the mind it feeds only on dry seed, not the sweet nectar that it is worthy of, The mind knows that the heart needs this freedom, But it also knows that this freedom will lead to another supernova in the intercostals, It is out of love that the mind does this for the heart, For the heart is not the only one to know pain and beauty and power The mind suffers silently, with an unyielding patience as the pain reverberates through every capillary, This interaction goes unnoticed, It is assumed that the mind must be evil for denying the heart such wonders and freedoms, But only the pain can be seen, Never noticing the healing, not until its finished does it become evident. I had not noticed this, I had forgotten the value of my heart, I had forgotten to give it the fire of hope and the winds of innocence and waters of faith And the purity of trust. But one of impulse came my way So short and intense was this strange affair His chance and command of chaos came to notify me of my folly And then After he came and went, After he shocked me into consciousness My heart awoke, Because of him it awoke. The pain of caring, the same thing that caged my phoenix, gave it power again. Its fire ignited, its plumes aglow, its song again pure in tone, full and rich in sound I had forgotten, Forgotten the power and beauty and value of this gift Forgotten that it is not a right, but a privilege to own a heart Only those who care for it, who tremble in the phoenix’s presence, those who trust it, Will know love, Will see its beauty Will be rewarded by it It does not know ownership, It is living, It is alive and depends upon its carrier for nurturing It does not need protection from pain. But this man, Who chaos and coincidence sent to me, Does not even know that he saved my heart, That he awoke not only my heart but also my mind He woke me from a lie I had knit and had called my skin, He reminded me that my heart was still within me, He reminded me of where my heart belonged He saved me from a life where I would not trust or nurture my heart, Saved it from a life without trust or belief in love. Thank you.
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The girl’s corneas expand over the small black abyss of pupil Tides of blue and hazel rising over onyx isles An unhinged eyelash balances precariously on its neighbor It evaporates with her quick blink Directly beneath her right eye Below the mottled eggplant shadows The corpse of a capillary drains among the freckles Subterranean rivers of vein Pulse under thin skin Her nose is spherical Etched by soft papery scars Pores round and gazing Culminating in a uniform valley Lips are soft and pink and unkissed A source for a small steady trickle of pride Her mother’s lips But behind the outer façade The seamed surface is rough with nervous nibbles Ribboned with scars of worries and troubles She lacks fourteen teeth Absent since the womb Those she has are either sickly infants or filled with grainy mystery metallics Some entirely fabricated with spatulas of amalgam Yellowed and cracking Rough and worn Spongy inner marrow screaming with pain She hides the stony incisors from view The hair Curling and waving Kissing with reptilian tongues at her cheeks Neck Forehead Framing her face in brambles and cowlicks Indecisive of its true form Fuzzy with moisture Unwilling to obey The strands of a gorgon A monstrous tangle of personality Instantly recognizable Her hands attempt to soothe the undulating tendrils But they anger As stubborn as her Refuse treatment She gives up Rinses her hands And turns away from the mirror Sighing
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May 31, 2013
May 31, 2013 at 11:48 PM UTC
Restroom Mirrors
Pain reminds me I'm alive Wish it would just let me die Head spins violent ***** spouting Evil eye pressure builds up pounding Cracks streak my face from capillary fractures I choke on three day old eggs and curdled milk My teeth devolving in stomach acid As bitter and stringent as anything I can think of Still not done ******** Hemorrhoid blood dripping sticky Toilet seat gripping Not to mention the bathtub Full of ***** needing washed out At least my hair is clean...
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Nov 16, 2014
Nov 16, 2014 at 11:09 AM UTC
Morning ****
As the light made islands on the water, ethereal bubbles frozen with warmth, tucking tired beaks beneath wings, pigeons saunter, into sleep, on tesselated petals, going forth. That summer aura which sparks from you and thrums moving dials to a sanguine solstace in me. Hitting cold skin, the blood rush is autumn; cathartic capillary trees with loose fingers and red leaves and in these veins speeds my guttural london estuaries, to syncopate their tide beats with yours. Those mediterranean wine filled arteries will encompass my imperfections to pearls. From my idealist sonnets hearts you come fixed on air, a changeable paint that can't run. Like newborn fern fronds you unfolded your words cut with castanet syllables peppered in. Sentences ushered on as pacified herds breathed out plumes, rippled fire, wind-thinned. I then learned a beauty untamed, is a beauty rare. Those eyes indeed are coffee dewdrops pierced by sun. Those lips are pronounced like unbroken waves that tear, on the cusp of unspoken words braced for freedom. Core bright, i see the rose through the street's ornaments. From the slight rise of your nose to those angular cheekbones, further a picture of stunning complex arrangement; identity of locked cogs, in you, are the pieces of home. Islands on the canal of time; forever moments un-faded. We aren't seen in a new light without becoming more illuminated.
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Aug 25, 2013
Aug 25, 2013 at 6:03 PM UTC
Camden Canal
I'm a hung dumpster! Alcohol flask bucket Sacked into the trash can of grocery store monopoly the end of all produce and of production Collapse Coronary killer vegetables Rotting in the stomach Begotten sons of Aspergers eating asparagus the symptoms of collectivism and social surplus. colliding and, The end of evolve. The cities you see are the collecting cells pooling to cesspit trudging on tracheing breath. Collapsing lungs with no space left The cornucopia is over. It fell down with its mortar and grout lain to crust into soil. Traipsed through toil torture and insolence. The Crimea fell next comes bombs next comes Obamba. Capitulation with motor skills Feigning docility and anti-hostility mortar round bills. Mountains from Jerusalem cricket ant hills I am your friend though we owe the same blood I am no different yet I give nothing up I claim all the land just as you do You take and you take and I lose and lose Corruption and solitude Killing people only gets you less friends We are mirror yet very mad at it . My time will be up only but once. This is the one time I'm not scared of death But the glimmer in her eyes laughs me through it.
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Mar 3, 2014
Mar 3, 2014 at 12:09 AM UTC
Connoted with Capillary
Anesthesia seeps into me and settles like plaque into my arteries where it converses with my blood. I let its ugly yellow fingers swagger through, waving their malicious banners proclaiming my surrender. My lungs breathe chafing dust that conspires and leaves me suffocating under the silent sands of guilt that build up into graceful dunes. My mind loves the desert in my lungs despite the lifeless contours; it is far away, removed and sees a sweeping landscape, patterned by the winds, my rattling breath. But my heart lives next door to that forsaken terrain. It feels the pain of the parched ***** gone unacknowledged by my mind. It feels the lecherous caress of the ugly yellow fingers that violate my blood, stroking, disgustingly, inside my veins. Still my mind remains Doorless Windowless Refusing to see. Serenely smooth, impenetrable Reason. My heart has no hands to hold a hammer or a sword. Yet Your tongue is a sword, Your words a hammer of consciousness, Your expression the oil to reignite shimmering embers buried under ashes. My mind’s shield becomes an eggshell— it shatters, flinging shards away, letting the newly lit inferno roar through every capillary, burning away the ugly yellow fingers. Winds from within gust through my lungs, force the desert from my chest. The sand rends my throat and lips in its storm of escape, and the blissful tears that rain from my eyes quench my arid lungs. The fire recedes into my heart, where it burns white-hot and pure— My eternal sun that gleams within, to You, I surrender.
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Oct 26, 2012
Oct 26, 2012 at 12:19 AM UTC
Surrender
Anesthesia seeps into me and settles like plaque into my arteries where it converses with my blood. I let its ugly yellow fingers swagger through, waving their malicious banners proclaiming my surrender. My lungs breathe chafing dust that conspires and leaves me suffocating under the silent sands of guilt that build up into graceful dunes. My mind loves the desert in my lungs despite the lifeless contours; it is far away, removed and sees a sweeping landscape, patterned by the winds, my rattling breath. But my heart lives next door to that forsaken terrain. It feels the pain of the parched ***** gone unacknowledged by my mind. It feels the lecherous caress of the ugly yellow fingers that violate my blood, stroking, disgustingly, inside my veins. Still my mind remains Doorless Windowless Refusing to see. Serenely smooth, impenetrable Reason. My heart has no hands to hold a hammer or a sword. Yet Your tongue is a sword, Your words a hammer of consciousness, Your expression the oil to reignite shimmering embers buried under ashes. My mind’s shield becomes an eggshell— it shatters, flinging shards away, letting the newly lit inferno roar through every capillary, burning away the ugly yellow fingers. Winds from within gust through my lungs, force the desert from my chest. The sand rends my throat and lips in its storm of escape, and the blissful tears that rain from my eyes quench my arid lungs. The fire recedes into my heart, where it burns white-hot and pure— My eternal sun that gleams within, to You, I surrender.
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what do you hide in those claws, other than ice water? it falls like a gong until it crashes into me, and then the warmth hugs it, and then the molecules move so fast they need milk of the poppy to release any energy at all. when you told me your rapids join an underground river, and that i am the nile hugging delta silt, i felt like a sunrise, like a capillary, like a sphere of light dissolving the boundaries of our bodies. i want to follow you like the nymphs of Hekate, i want to breathe your torch because all my faith is inside it. i want to gently pull your son out of my horned womb, under an old pinus halapensis on the foothills of mouth olympus. i want to fiercely hold you like waves of the aegean under a full aries moon, sky clad with our soles half in water, half in ancient rock fragments, the ivy a filigree binding our wrists, our soul merging into infinity and then surging forever, like the endless forest fires on the arid and rocky venusian shores.
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Jun 10, 2013
Jun 10, 2013 at 4:54 AM UTC
confession
The most beautiful moment. Tears. Like oceans overflowing barricades. The flood. I Drown for your breath. I blow your face, perfectly still. Serene, tragic. Tiny, fulfilling. Why did this happen? The tears keep coming. Even now, hidden in a painful box, my mind, pandora guards. I remember the first embrace. I arrived, late. You were thrown to me before I could catch my breath. before I could compose. before I could gather. be strong. Floods came. They still do. Here you were. Yet were not. Why. I blow. It doesn’t come. I prayed and I blew and still you were. Surrounded. Tragedy. Beauty. Nightmares. Here you were. We are lucky I suppose. We treasure those days, in the depths of our chambers, they are ours. Precious. Untouched by the demons. No one can tarnish. I took you and bathed you as the tears engulfed my soul slowly and quickly drowning a piece of me. Of our family.   Pain touching my every capillary. Still I blew. You broke me. You connected me. You taught me. Real love. Real meaning. Still.
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Sep 2, 2018
Sep 2, 2018 at 12:43 PM UTC
Still. P.
The inferno builds, beginning from the tips of her toes, where corroded copper pennies lie covered in sludge & slime. She claws in the darkness searching for notches in the stone, surrounded in a tomb of suffocating impenetrable rock. Inch by inch she reaches the surface, bleeding at the nails, blinded temporarily, with hesitation, she finds her footing. The inferno is boiling now, unstoppable, coursing through every vein, artery, capillary, culminating in a throat constricted from a history of silent struggle, not one understands. A scream lies in wait, yet she is afraid to give it freedom, fearing the rage will take on a life of its' own, and become a never ending roar. A blank-faced crowd stops & stares, some giggle, others mock in disapproval, snide noses upturned, they simply scoff and continue on their way. She watches, red-eyed, at their backs, like an army off to battle. Feeling a grin of confirmation & satisfaction forming on her lips, she celebrates her victory. An ivy league education would do nothing for their perception of her. Empathy is dead. Nothing is authentic. Either be strong or cease to exist. She returns to the hole in the earth, filled with her own murky stench, away from the chattering voices of those forever searching for accolades & meaningless status. Alone, she is jubilant, in her own nothingness. She floats in water as clear as crystals, with pennies, now sparkling underneath her feet.
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Jul 21, 2013
Jul 21, 2013 at 7:41 PM UTC
Corroded Copper Pennies
He created a night for him with the dark metaphors his poetry tossed on to the air; from its ember buried under ashes oozed little by little, two drops of scared light. Alone, in the cocoon of the memory of her words, he distilled and drained the magic potion of poetic expression. In it was ingested, the intensity of sudden lightening that burns down everything in to ashes like the tides that occur high and low what if ,at will, single source secretes both poison and nectar? with your eyes mutely speaking of desire you are deft in signalling both--- the ascent of love, that creates in me the instant capillary rise of passion and love's descend, as if the monsoon has dissipated and just a sprinkling announcing rejection! who are you, reveal your true face poetic trance at the moment of my inspiration or dark poetry, gushing out on it's own from a secret spring, deeply hidden?
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Sep 19, 2014
Sep 19, 2014 at 6:36 AM UTC
The enchantress with faces more than he can think of
His Grieved eyes stare down the barrel Teeth clenched, dressed in flame, she's got a soul to steal.             As faint rays of day trespass A ravaged passageway The long forgotten bell tolls, Accenting this tired tryst, With the accelerating sunset Dying the skies a capillary crimson, Just another piece of scenery Behind this scene of deceit.   The burnt shrine supports his skull, As through tears torn tapestry and shattered glass His vision is over powered by the pin-up with a pistol standing Point blank.   The dilapidated temple calls for one last mass, one more sacrifice A fantastic funeral pyre paid in full, with the sins of Helios.   The words escape, “I love you” Only her tongue matches the sky And theres no way to block out her incandescence   His tears of scarlet Splash against the cold steel his teeth grind All his hopes, all his dreams...all that he is Now just organic graffiti Splattered All across the neglected floor of a forgotten Church. With the horizon swallowing the sun, she vanishes in the dusk,  And as he falls, so too, does her ring. Two bonds broken, death they sing.
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Jan 14, 2010
Jan 14, 2010 at 4:16 PM UTC
Betrayal
Petals fall, wheels roll How swift is the flight of time Lifting the veil of my translucent memory The past comes alive with a rare fragrance Don’t you remember the very first time We saw each other on a Christmas Eve Amid gazing eyes, we stood embarrassed As Time, like an unsteady toddler Crawled away on hands and legs How we simply stared at each other Unable to commune our thoughts in lucid words, Later in the ripe moment, When we solemnly held our hands How dazed we were by that electric touch Memories so green linger my dear As though it all happened just days ago With all the fervor of our young hearts We were pledged to explore life Youth and hope then walked hand in hand Warm blood flowed through every capillary and vein And life glowed in gleams of golden light We were lifted upon wings of love From the terrestrial plain unto heaven’s heights Days flew, months into years fled Amid gusts of laughter and of tears How the stairs of life we climbed Through what labyrinthine paths we traveled Posing undecided on turns and curves But holding fast and never loosening our grip In the ripe season how thoughtfully Had we sown the seeds of love Watering them with our saline tears How excitedly we watched them sprout and grow Memories so green linger my dear As though it all happened just days ago I feel the years have flown too fast Now life’s fire is almost extinguished Somber shadows darken our track The night ahead is darker and colder We have to accept the in eluctability of it Doting on the past is now our pleasure When we look back, we see the thrill of victory And the tears of defeat and heartbreak Life presented us with a mixed bag We have watched the death of spring We have bore the heat of summer, Seen the leaves drop in the mellowing autumn And the chilly shroud of winter is about to veil Without revolt, let us accept the truth But till Death do us part, Oh my Love, Let us hold our hands together And stoically wait for the final sunset!
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Jun 14, 2016
Jun 14, 2016 at 7:45 AM UTC
Chugging Back in Time
Petals fall, wheels roll How swift is the flight of time Lifting the veil of my translucent memory The past comes alive with a rare fragrance Don’t you remember the very first time We saw each other on a Christmas Eve Amid gazing eyes, we stood embarrassed As Time, like an unsteady toddler Crawled away on hands and legs How we simply stared at each other Unable to commune our thoughts in lucid words, Later in the ripe moment, When we solemnly held our hands How dazed we were by that electric touch Memories so green linger my dear As though it all happened just days ago With all the fervor of our young hearts We were pledged to explore life Youth and hope then walked hand in hand Warm blood flowed through every capillary and vein And life glowed in gleams of golden light We were lifted upon wings of love From the terrestrial plain unto heaven’s heights Days flew, months into years fled Amid gusts of laughter and of tears How the stairs of life we climbed Through what labyrinthine paths we traveled Posing undecided on turns and curves But holding fast and never loosening our grip In the ripe season how thoughtfully Had we sown the seeds of love Watering them with our saline tears How excitedly we watched them sprout and grow Memories so green linger my dear As though it all happened just days ago I feel the years have flown too fast Now life’s fire is almost extinguished Somber shadows darken our track The night ahead is darker and colder We have to accept the in eluctability of it Doting on the past is now our pleasure When we look back, we see the thrill of victory And the tears of defeat and heartbreak Life presented us with a mixed bag We have watched the death of spring We have bore the heat of summer, Seen the leaves drop in the mellowing autumn And the chilly shroud of winter is about to veil Without revolt, let us accept the truth But till Death do us part, Oh my Love, Let us hold our hands together And stoically wait for the final sunset!
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