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i wish i was prettier
though i've been called
pretty many times
in many days.

but pretty to them,
isn't pretty to me.

we aren't supposed to live off
of what others think.

we are supposed to live
off what we love
about ourselves.

because if we don't love ourselves,
we can't love another.

if i were prettier,
i could love you better.
one day i walked into a room,
and i didn't know more than
i knew, but one day i walked
into a room.

with your fantastic, swirly, oceanic eyes,
you locked with my Van Morrison'*****-colored eyes,
and I thought, well maybe, just maybe
I didn't think that far into it,
but one day i walked into that room,
that room you were in,
and a thought crossed my mind.

you don't mingle with the others.
you don't tread water like the others.
you're in your own ship, and
that ship seems pretty stable on this sea.

see, my ship is stable as well, but it's
been with a lot of work, constant
reconstruction of the captain's ship
due to heartbreak, self-discovery,
and everything in between.
my sailing will never be anything
Columbus or Polo-level
extraordinary.

you just sail in a practical nature
like Cook, in Renaissance-flavor
like Raleigh, and
one day i walked into a room, that room,
and not only did i want to come on board your ship,
get lost in your eyes or at sea,
but i wanted to walk with you
at the bow or even on to the plank.
-WRR
He has cerulean eyes that I despise

And Martin Senour Paints' white ibis hair.

He is a skyscrappppeerrrr.

But God ******, I like looking up at that body over there.
WRR-
every day,
i question whether you like me
because
you don't want exclusive,
but we've usually spent
at least one night every
weekend,
together in my sheets.

we also talk every day,
and sometimes at night.

and to add to that,
we've been top best friends on
snapchat,
for two weeks straight.

and last weekend,
i asked you what you
like to read
because i know you
read a lot in your free time
and party less.

you weren't too specific,
but i told you i love poetry.
you said you didn't mind it.

so, i gave you a copy of
one of my poetry books today
with sticky notes marking
the poems that i enjoy the most.

and when you rode the bus
home from work today,
you sent me a line
from one of those poems
that i enjoy the most.

i still don't know whether
you like me the way
i wish you did, but
i don't see a lot of guys
reading poetry gave
to them by their lady friends.

and i don't see a lot of guys
acknowledging the fact that they
are reading those poems given
to them by their lady friends.
-WRR
some girls want diamonds;
some girls want babies,
and others, those are far-fetched dreams.
we can't even dream that big.
some girls just want commitment.
i'm one of those girls.
-WRR
it's been a season
like no other.

who would figure
out this blunder
would be ours?

i thought we had it all.
it felt so real,
felt so strong.

but now, i just sit here,
down with no faith
it's coming back up.
___
they'll raise a drink or two
and party all night long.

they'll be the talk of the town
and all around.

that could have been us.
oh, that should have been us.

___

mark my words, i won't forget yet.
even when it hurts, i know i still love you.
maybe it wasn't that we weren't meant
to see the golden light,
maybe it just wasn't our turn that night.

now they're walking around in their best outfits.
they're smiling with a smile that should
have been ours.

oh, i don't know how i'll feel tomorrow,
but if it's anything like today,
it'll still be heartbreak and sorrow.

___
they'll raise a drink or two
and party all night long.

they'll be the talk of the town
and all around.

that could have been us.
oh, that should have been us.
___

they will light up the skies
with fireworks of their own shades of gold.

they've told me this pain wouldn't last forever,
but i'm not sold.

maybe next season, we won't fall
like the winter snowflakes did.

maybe next season, we'll have it all.
we will be the champions,
but not this time.

___
they'll raise a drink or two
and party all night long.

they'll be the talk of the town
and all around.

that could have been us.
oh, that should have been us.
____

it's been a season
like no other.

who would figure
out this blunder
would be ours?
-WRR
That seasonal edition perfume
Might smell like another
Retail brand attempting to
Make a quick buck
From the “cool kids”
Who only shop at their shop.

I, on the other hand, recognize
The smell as that night
I wore a camo zip-up hoodie,
Another retail brand’s
Pink v-neck tee
With the words “American
Eagle” printed in purple on the front,
And a pair of jeans.

I walked into that freshman
Dorm hoping we’d do more than
Just your English Composition paper,
But then you showed me where your
Desk was and I sat down to write
An “A” paper for you.

You sat your left cheek on what
Was left on the seat that I was sitting on
So you could see better than awkwardly
Laying on your bed which was against the desk.

I told you to sit down.
You sat down.
I, then sat on your lap,
“Because now we can both see.”

You said “You smell good”
And the rest was history.
-WRR
Like my thousand audience show,
you wait to hear my next creation,
and although it is not about you,
your granny smith eyes,
your Chris Pine-like face,
you say “I’d love to listen.”

In that moment, I don’t say
what I originally plan to say,
the words of a poem about a boy
who isn’t you.
Instead, I say what’s on my mind,
and not the words on the screen before me.

“I want to marry you right now.
I want you to come home
and find a paper that says
“World War 3 is about to begin.”
And next to it, lies a ******* Nerf gun
or a squirt gun because
I’m ready to play.”

As you drift off to sleep on the other end
of the video screen, you say,
“It’s raw emotion” at the use of “*******."
As you say this, I finish the poem,
and can’t help but love you more.
WRR-
I never understood why you,
laugh at everything.

Is it my general presence,
an insult or compliment
to my company?

NO. It's cannabis.
You're a little stoner.
-WRR
A blast from the past,

I cannot evade,

Crop tops, khakis,

Born with rapping genes,

Skin on skin in the

early, sunlight setting

night,

I tried to keep the sun

awake like logic,

but logic fails to

guts, and evasion

cannot avoid what

I did not go searching

back for.
-WRR
if you ask me sober,
i'll say nothing.
i feel nothing.

if you ask me drunk,
well i like a lot of things
and feel even more things,
but i wrote this buzzed,
so you might be able
to trust what i say
for once.

and i gotta say this;
it's on my ******* chest
like his two hands have
been for the past
few weeks.

i like
i like like
i likeeeeeeeeeee him
but, jesus ****,
I LOVE YOU.

& that has made all of the difference.
-WRR
you kissed me in public
where our coworkers could have seen.

you brought me a packet of sugar
for my office coffee.

you shared your chocolate with me
when i was crabby and hangry.

i want you.
i need you.

you make me happy.
-WRR
I think you can find the right guy,
the one who holds your hand in public,
tells you he’s gotten something for you,
and even though it’s hot chocolate,
it says more about him than a five-star dinner from another.

You can find the right guy,
if you let go of all of the wrong ones,
the doctor-like type who buys your love
more than he gives it,
or the guy who leaves you hanging,
wondering when somebody will untie you from the monkey bars.

The right guy won’t be perfect;
I can promise you that.
But the right guy, he will be right,
at least for some time.

If that seems to be exactly what you want,
then go find that right guy.
Don’t stop until he’s holding your hand
and bringing you hot chocolate;
however,
if you want more than that,
don’t stop until you’ve gotten more,
more than a hand holding yours
or hot chocolate in the cold.

Find the one,
the one who’s driven you mad,
the one that you’re dumb enough,
dumb enough to leave the right one for.
Find him. Find him in the local restaurant,
the one who wears those beige shorts,
with the big cross across his neck
that guy smiling when he sees you join him,
to leave for a concert, or a drink at the bar.

The one who doesn’t say everything right,
nor tries to.
The one who makes more mistakes than you would like,
but you wouldn’t leave for a million other rights
because you know his one right is more like left,
but his left is also the rightest right you’ve ever met.
WRR-
I am fierce.   kills thee,     For my words              defines who i am
My pen      yet kills me.  that this pen slays,        yet---but still,
is a                                                                           it is often more
double-                                                                      of concerned curiosity
sided                                                                         than content and concise
sword,                                                                           happiness.
-WRR
to the boy
who reads my
poetry on
this site,

sometimes it
frightens me
that you read my
words and know
that they are probably,
usually about you.

but it fascinates
me more than
frightens me,
so i continue
to write about
probably, usually,
you.
-WRR
but i'm a girl.
i wait for everything.
even nothing is
something i have already
imagined in my mind
where i might be the
princess, you, of course,
are the prince,
and this is a fairytale,
or at least a
love story.

so i'm waiting.
i'm waiting for it
to happen.
i'm waiting for you
to take me to where
we first met, where
we first realized
feelings were felt,
or where we went
on our first date,
somewhere,
at some point,
soon enough,
where you will
grab my two
hands,
tangle and twine your
fingers with my fingers,
and say,
"be mine."
-WRR
i wish i had perfect explanations,
not just perfect as in,
perfect for what i want to say
but also for what you want to hear.

because i'm not perfect ---
neither are you,
and we will never be perfect.

but we can make funny noises
at each other. i'll catch you
humming a tune and join you.

we can have laughs about
my clumsiness and
your stretchy dress pants.

we can have coffee
at the kitchen table
as we small talk about
clutter and junk,
or deep talk about
the way we just
can't get enough.

we can have arguments
that are sometimes
both pointless
or pointful,
or even both at the same time.

we can also have kissing sprees
that last hours, wet ones,
long ones, short ones,
and french ones
to make up for those
arguments.

we can have raw
and real.

we can have each
other, us, the glory,
the pain, and
maybe even
love.
-WRR
Wehaveasecret.

Wehaveasecret.
And for those of you
I’d love to tell,
You probably would not
Believe me,
Or he would deny it
Because who
Would believe me,
When it's him?

When I walk these halls,
I flashback to my first week.
That Friday.
A Couch.
Hometown *****.
Captain America.
Some Happy Gilmore Production.
And then, The Mighty Ducks.

That smile really sold me,
As if he didn’t know how to sell me enough.
And he isn’t as ***** as you think,
It wasn’t a nightmare, but more
Of a daydream.

I rejected his first try
After testingteasing him
For three hours.

Finally, I gave in.

It probably won’t happen again
Although I’ve pressed at
The idea a few times
After drinking a few too many
A week later with
A bunch of you,
And you, him, of course.

But it won’t he says.
And I’m not sure if I believe him
Becuase the lines between flirtation
And friendship is blurred
And the lines between
A look and that look,
Remind me
Of those Calvin's he
Stripped down to.
-WRR
What would be the worth
of a day waltzing around
our favorite city
in our best suits and dresses
only to die suddenly
like the Kennedy curse?

I’d wear my Jackie O. glasses,
and you’d greet the public
like John F. on campaign,
never to know the tragedy
that was about to happen.
-WRR
people
always
use
love

, and
never
did

anyone
see
how
love
essentially
yearns
-WRR
you aren't the jack to my rose.
you are the iceberg to my titanic
because no matter the course i planned to go,
you were meant to cross my path,
hit me,
sink me,
and **** everything
i was and was supposed to be.
-WRR
you look at me like
i'm nothing, as if you're looking at me,
but really,
you're daydreaming, drifting,
as far a way from me
as possible.

but then,
you look at me,
smile at me,
kiss me,
as if i'm everything, and you know it so well,
but try to hide it just as much.

"don't hide it."
"don't fear this."

"i didn't expect this either,
this nothing and also everything at once,"
are what I'm thinking but not saying
as I look at you the same exact
way you look at me.
love sudden rush feelings hidden hide insecure fear faith
all weeds are flowers that
weren't given enough love,
so if i call you a flower,
don't feel too special.

before my heart watered you
with adoration, attention, and affection, you were probably
a big ****.
-WRR
If you ever attract a zebra,
remember they are wilder
than they look
patrolling the ice.

Remember that while you
stick around in your zoo,
they travel to other zoos
to do their business
and probably meet
other penguins like you,
and lions,
and tigers,
and every other animal.

Sure, the zebra will think of you,
that little innocent penguin,
waiting in her little zoo
for him to come back to her
for another game or two,
but remember, it’s not just you.

It probably won’t be
as he caresses her and her.
It probably won’t be
as he doesn’t mention
you to any other animals
except for his zebra friends
who probably have penguins
just like you
whom they leave behind.

Because Omaha isn’t your zoo.
Buffalo isn’t your zoo.
Atlantic City isn’t your zoo.
Philadelphia isn’t your zoo,
and you aren’t his one and only;
You will never be his only one.
-WRR

— The End —