All I wanted was a drink
Caught in circumstances of today
Trying to drink away tomorrow
Yet, still living in yesterday

Never saw you come
Barely heard you speak
Your lips and eyes
So red - so blue

Three shots deep and
Now we’re reminiscing over
Things we’ve long forgot
Drawing closer through the thoughts of lust

In the ocean of your blue eyes
I see us swimming through the night
Burning at the thoughts of
Your red lips, kiss and press to mine....

Even a falling start...
                  Shines brightly.

Oh what a man to do,
When his lost in a thought of you?
Heart is loaning for an answer,
Yet, the mind knows it will never come.
With every breath my chest is caving,
Cause for you my heart is aching.
Oh what a man to do,
When all he wants to do
      is heal the pain he caused you...

From a dream I wake
Where in I dreamt of you
Even thought we probably never meet
And we will never truly speak
              Know
                      That
I already miss you.

When I got a call from you
Girl you already knew that
It’s been two months since the one I loved
Left me lonesome with a broken heart

Your words were so enticing
The whispers of your thoughts
Telling me you got me
And I won’t be wasting time

Before I even knew what had happened
I was miles from my home
And on my way to you
Hoping to forget the one that cut me true

Cold hearted and a clouded mind
From your hand I took the pill
Chased it down with alcohol
Within that moment I began to float

On a dance floor to my favorite song
I felt your hips press and grid on mine
The sweetness of your lips
******* on my tongue

Another shot and I was ready for action
Another pill and you’ll get the full reaction
Patron and ecstasy ******* with my mind
****** up, floating on cloud nine

Next thing I see that you were dancing
With a girl whom you seem to know
Her hands feeling on your body
Acting like she could read my ***** mind

In a back seat if your car
She was kissing, *******
Near **** blowing the one I loved
Out my ******* mind

How sweet it felt
As you both were giving me head
In silk covered, unmade bed
How ******* hot

****, how you kiss and bite
How you caress and touch my ***
Ah the way she pulled me in
And squeezed me with her thighs

In a way you face me
As she ate you out
In a way she moaned
As I pushed myself deep inside her

On a floor and you’re on top
Sliding, gliding near **** braking me in half
You felt so warm so tight
As I felt you coming, squeezing me so tight

Standing in a shower
Feeling your friend’s touch
The way she pinned my body
Against the shower wall

Against the wall she had me
And I had her from behind
I heard her moan with pleasure
As she got me to ******

It must of been forever
I simple couldn’t tell
When finally I stumbled out the bathroom
I saw you kissing her

The way you kissed and touch her body
It seemed so gentle and so slow
They way you slid your tongue inside her
She shivered ready to explode

I laid beside you and kissed her
I’ve never heard a moan so profound
As she climaxed with you
Between her creamy thighs

At a sight of light I left you
Driving in my car
I’ve never felt so ******
This only caused a scar

The pain still hunts me
I’m full of psychological regrets
I know that I have used you
I’m dying of a cheaters heart

Because all night the one I loved
Has never left my thoughts
I knew that I still loved her
I was loaning for her touch

A nurse so sweet
A skin of fair delight
With eyes so dark
You seemed a heaven sent;
An angel from the sky above.

The way you spoke
So timid; yet so nice
Your voice a gentle hum.

You led me to a patient’s room
Where in, as if I froze in time,
I dreamed of you.

Your eyes, your lips
Your ever ****** physic
I wanted you so free
On top and kissing me.

I thought I sensed you
Come into my room

I thought I felt
Your lips on mine

I thought I heard you
Whisper...
       Something....
That’s forever lost in time

Cause as always
I was too busy
Writing everything down.

Isn’t it lovely
Pieces of my shattered heart
Like petals of a rose
Spread
Across our bedroom floor
Oh
     Hello
You’re never coming home

So tired of this game we play
This chase of stop and go
Near every time I see you
You tend to be around your friends and
We have to play it cool
I know you want me darling
But around them we can never show
It's in the way you touch and kiss me
When we steal the time to get away
The way you lean against me
And whisper in my ear
That “This is wrong and we mustn't”
Cause it's hurting the one you left at home
I would love to say that I could be
Your one and only lover
But we both know that could never be
The ever changing circumstances of our lives
Could never let it happen
No matter how hard we want it darling
Even though the short time we spent together
I know I mustn't push it
But I just can't help it
As our time is spent in ecstasy of fear
Looking into your eyes
As you lean in to kiss me
It's worth the pain of sadness
As you push away to say goodbye

Moment of this night,
         Succumbing to your touch.
The timing of the kiss,
         Consumed by wild thoughts.

You offered me your heart
Long before I even realized it
Light years before I understood
What that even meant

I was blind to it’s beauty
Blind to it’s heat
You carried it so open
Yet I didn’t hear it’s beat

Bare, you laid it on my bed
Where in I laid with you
I felt it beat between us
Yet I didn’t see the truth

I fought against your passion
I was hiding from your love
And
Then
I watched you sleeping

      I knew I was in love with you...

I can see that look in your eyes
Bitting your lips
Confusing passion for lust.
Surrounded by havoc,
In a storm of
Secrets and lies.

I’ll keep all of your secrets,
You know all of my lies.
Caught in a storm
Havoc of
Secrets and lies.

I love the way you lie
Saying you’d kiss and lick
All of my scars
The ones underneath my skin
Across my heart.
Surrounded by
Havoc of
Secrets and lies.

Consuming your body,
In flickering light.
Succumbing to passion,
Falling in love.
Stuck with no answer
In a ghostly goodbye.
Surrounded by havoc
In a storm of
Secrets and lies.

A glass of wine.
           A kiss.
                
                And then it’s time to go.

Know you are worth everything you need.
You are, and always will be loved,
Specially when no one is around.
Love is internal.
         Never ending.
                    You are Love Itself.

Burning through my life
Like a never ending match
Not wanting or caring for love.

Ending up in a shadow of a rotten hill
That was built of my own
Ever growing sadness and fear.

You appeared like shooting star
In a dark and moonless sky
To guide me with your blinding light.

The way you talk to me
The way you walk with me
Brightens every aspect of my life.

You are the friend I never had
Cause you take it all in stride
Even when I act a selfish fool.

I can write all day about you
And all the wonderful things you do
But the honest truth....

    Life is empty without a friend like you.

Holding you tight in our final embrace

Kissing your forehead in silent goodbye

Searching for tears but feeling no pain

Leaving our home in a shattered dismay

Our love is easy...
          Like kisses over scars.

You came and went like a shooting star, leaving no trail
      except a scar.

The game you play is so **** sweet
Telling me you miss when you see me
The way you get on top and kiss me
Oh my god the way you lick and bite
The way you moan when I grab your thighs
Flip you over and kiss your lips
The lips between your hips
Flip and roll my tongue across your body
Lick your perfect ******* and kiss your neck
Work my way to nibble on your earlobe
Whisper that “I need you”
This is heaven, surrounded by the flames of hell
Only we know that it’s the sweetest place to be
This night is young
Gonna take my time and do it right
Rediscover your entire body
Burning into memory every moment of tonight
I can do it slow or I can do it fast
Close your eyes and let your body speak
Tell me if you want it soft or do you want it hard
Here, right here my dear
I’m gonna make you fall in love
Just remember that it’s our last time.

Had to be years,
Since I’ve seen your face.
Had to be crazy ,
To meet you this way.
Had to take pills,
Just to numb the pain.
You had to be lonely,
To call on my name.

You asked me for an answer,
But the question was all wrong.
You were looking for confessor,
Just to validate your thoughts.

The truth has never mattered,
It mattered not to you.
You heard me speak it daily,
Yet you felt we were untrue.

You thought I was a cheater,
Always searching for the next.
Never seeing all the changes
I gladly made for you.

For you my heart is open,
There’s still our love with in.
I never chased another,
Because I WAS in love with you.

I know you’ll never know this
I shiver at this thought.
You are The One I wanted,
      I’m STILL in love with you.

**** girl you act calm and say I'm crazy, yet I can see through your eyes that your mind is racing. You take another sip and play it cool, asking why all I do is ****, acting like everything about my life you already knew. Baby hold up, don't be judging, I know I've been on single seine sense 2000 and 6 And it ain't easy to just stop it, but baby you know I'm down to try it too. Try me, you never know, I might love coming home to you. Loving every night, talking problems through, laughing while holding your hand through any ******* too. And everything I'm telling you is so **** true but baby till love happens, remember... I get lonely too.