Time with you is slow and sweet
Like honey on the edges of my lips
Kiss you soft and breathe you in
Feel you take and lose control
Dreams are melting-morphing into one
Shiver at a though that this could be our love personified
As you take my time and let it drip
Oh so slow and oh so sweet
Lay beside me darling and grab my hand
Close your eyes and try to visualize
Us rising, flying over the mountains and the clouds
Still rising higher, as we fly towards the galaxy above
Hold me tight as we dance across star filled skies
Still rising higher and higher past the darkness of your past
Towards broken sphere and frozen dust
Bringing fire to its soul
As it spins, burning, melting into solid core
Hold me tightly as my love brings to life this world within your broken heart
If only it was this easy to fall away and crawl out of abyss.... ;)
You shouldn’t be alone
I know your mind is racing as you’re pacing
To my will you’ll surrender all control
Forget the future and the past
Love couldn’t and it wouldn’t last
So take another shot and fall away into
Someone else’s bed and break their soul
Play the game of stupid love
Better them than you cause nothing lasts
Take another puff and lose your mind as
You disappear into nights of lust
Frozen to another’s touch
Cause darling you don’t want to hurt
Trust me take another pill and close your eyes
Life only lasts a moment and it’s worth loosing time playing games of causing scars.
I think we all have had that moment or a few where we close our eyes and fall away into abyss.
Into a pool of ecstasy we both fall
A moment of honesty as we both lose control
Souls intertwine morphing into one
Hallelujah on my lips and
No regrets as
We both fall victim to exuberant romance...
As flames of love begin to fade
I realize you mimic someone that I used to know...
Whom now, I don’t remember.
Just feels kind of wrong when time tends to make you forget someone you thought you couldn’t go a second without.
Devil in a mirror imposing voices in your head, causing harm.
Seeds of painful past take root within your dying heart.
Every step you take had lead you closer to the edge - edge of self inflicted doubts.
Insecurities like knifes cutting deeper causing scars.
All alone, walls are closing in as you collapse fighting fear.
Light of truth fading faster as you fall into darkness of your mind.
Chaos building, twisting every memory and thought.
Falling into rabbit’s hole, deeper faster with no way out.
Psychosis taking over, soul is dying losing hope.
Thoughts of red lines up and down your inner thighs relieving pain.
Causing you to contemplate red lines across your wrist to **** it all.
One loud scream as you face yourself.
Devil in a mirror disappears as you close your eyes.
Mind is blank as you take a breath.
Smile across your face as you silence painful thoughts.
Strength is rising, realizing warmth of light is always creeping in through the cracks.
People need to remember that no matter how bad things get there are cracks in everything that’s how the light gets in.
I watch you smile for the last time
Your fragile heart is growing still
With tear soaked eyes
I place my lips upon your brow to say goodbye
One final breath and then you’re gone
I look to the sky about to see you off
Across the line your soul has passed
Through darkness into light
You take your place in galaxy of stars
And it fills my heart with loving joy as
You ascend to Heaven’s Gates above
Wrote this for a friend who’s grandmother has passed away.... imagining how she felt as she watched her loved one move on.
Angel grabbing, pulling at my soul
Yet, unbeknownst to her, I sold it years ago
With everything I say and
With everything I do
I try to be so right but
All I want to do is wrong
Slowly evanescing into flames of red
Into misty, hazy shades of blue
Descending into Hell
Forbidden from ascending into bliss
Cause why would I want to go up to Heaven
When everyone I know is going down to Devil’s Paradise
Girl I know I’m not the only one you see
And I don’t care
Cause I do the same
I’ll let you close your eyes and
Through me you can make love to him
I can blow the candles out and
Turn up your favorite song
Because I don’t wanna see or hear the
Dying beating of your heart
Now tell me baby...
Do you want it darker still?
Felt like the original poen needed a little explanation.
has lead me to this moment.
And I think...
I’m ready to finally meet you.
Coming on 35 years of age and I think I’m ready to give my time to one person.
I must be crazy to want this
even crazier to say it out loud
“Cause you are the girl of my dreams”
To give you something so precious
that was just meant for one person
Not for anyone else’s eyes to see.
I'm prone to ruin the good things, fighting through thorns of my past.
Cautious, sensing my demons within.
That I can be the partner you’d love,
share our bed, protect you and keep my demons at bay.
But baby, who’s gonna protect me from your demons within...
Never tried to go back to date any of my ex’s and never will.
To a beat of a heart
I can write you
and with every word like
But waste my beats and
I’ll twist every word
Rope Around Your Neck
Oh you know dating be crazy.
Little after 2am, I was texting driving home
Time was slipping into mounds of sand
You were joking, playing games
Texting me that it was early and
You haven’t got your kiss
Texted you that anything was possible if
You came and brought Champagne
Mind fuzzy, lost in thought
Seemed my drive it took forever cause
Your reply, it never came
Parked my car and thought to call you
Just to see if you’re awake
Never got the chance to do it cause
I saw you at my door
Flames of red and curly hair
Freckles on your cheeks, smile on your lips
And in your hand a bottle of Champagne
Beautiful way to end the cold and sad December.
Staring at you through a glass of
My self-inflicted barrier of thought
No matter what I say or do the
Message isn’t getting through
“Darling can’t you sense the pain of
cuts upon your blood-soaked hands as
you’re trying to assemble the pieces of
my shattered heart....”
Lips upon my tear-soaked eyes
As we spend our final night
Knowing that your tenet won’t come true
As I watch you struggle through affliction
“How can you try to mend it in the dark,
specially when someone else has
stolen some of it’s parts...”
Not long after being dumped I met a beautiful soul who tried to bring me back to life through love... I hated myself for hurting her because I wasn’t ready for Love nor did I thought I could at that time. I hope our paths cross again so I can show you what you meant to me. Thank you.
We can talk all night
About the things we like
Or we can take this time
To turn each other out.
You know you wanna it too
Tonight my times’ with you
Kiss you there, and touch you here
Close your eyes we almost there.
So close to heaven
Flouting on cloud nine
Clear your mind
Tonight we gonna fly.
Cause when I kiss your neck
I touch your soul
And when I pull your hair
You’ll lose control.
Now baby wouldn’t it be sweet
If all night I was with you
Hold you tight and
Kiss you through and through....
When she’s too far so we start with a little texting back and forth...
As you hang with your new crew
To the sky, raising shots celebrating
Things that, as adolescents, we used to do
Know as I hang with new crowd too
I too, reminisce over **** we used to do.
I miss one of my best friends. ***** how it all ended. But I do hope he is happy and healthy. Much love to you Mike and your family.
Expectations can be such a misery
Misery of unexpected truth
Truth that blinds us
Us that expectation have tore apart
Apart from what we knew
Knew that in the end we weren’t true
True be the misery of expectations too
Running through my thoughts...
I’d sell my soul
For a chance
The rain came down in sheets that night
Thunder, as lightning split the sky
In that flash of light I saw you at my door
Your tear filled eyes glistened in a dark.
You want it darker?
Whistles of the wind through wires as
Rain knocked agains the windows of my room
Glass of wine in candle’s dancing light
Drama of the one you left behind.
You want it darker?
Your story was so incredibly complexed
In the way of pain inflicted perfect storm
How the one you love - left you broken
Hurting, at my door, looking for revenge.
You want it darker?
With every kiss our friendship’s dying
With every teardrop revenge was growing hotter
No love can heal the pain we’re causing
As we fell lower our fury burnt brighter.
You want it darker?
Like stars on a cloudy night
My true feelings were hiding in a dark
I couldn’t even look you directly in your eyes
Cause through you I was making love to her.
You want it darker?
Agonizing pain of self Inflicted cuts
Hearts drained of passion, dying fast
We both knew that you’re in love with him
I’m still in love with fading light of her.
You want it darker?
Like waves crashing agains a shore
I felt your pain collide with mine
Eyes wide shut as we reached out to touch
In our minds we wanted the ones that we were not.
You want it darker?
Dying candles flicker in a rays of raising sun
Lifeless hearts, falling out of lovers grasp
I used the blood for ink to pen this poem as
Angels wept in sheets the night before.
You want it darker.....
Some time still yet to go
Till The End Of December
The nuts are turning blue
I’m cracking at this wicked thoughts
So is my patience
****** no pun was intended
In a shower and I use no soap cause
You know what that leads to, ahhh
I’m shaking at the thought that
I could make it, cause baby
You know that there is nothing worst then
Trying to bone over the phone and
At this point I don’t need all that much
I swear if you show up and try to touch
I’m taking you down on a spot and
I don’t care who’s around to witness
Like a bull in a china store
All I see is red - the color of your dress
And I’m not trying to offend anyone
But ****** I’m finning for your body
Like a crackhead baby I’ll **** your... toes
Lick that crack between your... *******
Tunnel vision, cause all I see is you as
We get closer to the end of this *******
No Nut Till The End Of December.
Tripping at the thought that I can win this bet by making it without *** till the end of December. Fingers crossed as few more weeks still yet to go.
I couldn’t see the end, yet
We STILL tried like we were true
In unfinished LOVE you let me go
Cause within your heart, YOU felt that I would cheat on you.
Ran into my ex today...
When I finished this poem and was looking for what to name it... my friend pointed out the title, I didn’t even see it.
Dating is fine.
*** is cool.
But you’re the one who makes it fun.
Why would I ever hurt you with lies...
When the truth is already killing you.
Passion of this night is blooming into
What we would only know as love
Naked bodies clutching to each other
Satisfied, resuscitating from unison ******
Never thought that deepness of your eyes
Would convince me otherwise but
**** baby you got me falling
Throwing fear and caution to the wind
Never wanna lose the the rhythm of
Hearts beating as we lay chest to chest
Souls are morphing into one as
I feel your lips on mine
Taste so sweet so right
Never felt more real as I do with you
To you my dear I wish to say “Hello”
Cause in my heart I know that
With you is where my heart
Thought about writing something for a dear friend with whom I got to spend some time with.
It’s been said that I couldn’t do it,
Go without a nut till the end of December.
The whispers growing louder as
The bets are growing higher,
Cause no one trust the line that
Timur has given up the nut,
Ah, let me check... yes
From the mid of November.
Am I crazy to play this game?
Cause I’m as weak as any other man.
And what can be better then a nut on
A cold morning in mid of December?
And oh my god there’s so many nuts,
Of every shape, size and color
But ****** I’m a man and I can
Give up a nut till the end of December.
But you better believe it
That the day after The Cold Sad December,
Your boy is going crazy to celebrate
The End Of No Nut December.
Oh you know, just messing around trying to win this bets.
Everything and more that’s what I’ll be
We have all night yet still to go
So close your eyes and lose control
Bodies twisting, arching at a thought
Cause when I kiss your neck
I touch your soul
Sweat your body covers
Nails digging into flesh
Squeezing me so tightly
Never let me go
Closer still as one we grow
Falling deeper into yen
Minds dreaming of what’s next
Bodies acting in response
Dancing to the rhythm of our hearts
Folding, bending into lust’s decree
Slow and deep our bodies rise and fall
In your eyes I see my word liquefying into bliss
In the way you bite your lip and moan
As lust changing - morphing into
Something so unreal yet so profound...
I realize that I miss your friendship on
A level of which I never knew before.
In the way we spent all day just talking
About things that mean something to only me and you.
As you worked all night, so you texted till I passed out.
As I woke, I’d texted you till you passed out too.
You were a true friend who didn’t need me to always reach out first cause you were true.
And I know why we had to say goodbye
Cause we were morphing into tragic story
Of wanting something we couldn’t have.
I know you’ll see this, know that what I feel is love; on a level of true friendship.
Never wanted to end like this, and I don’t want you reach out to say you miss me too, cause I know you do.
Just to say goodbye again.
In a world full of fake, know you were true and I love your spirit and miss your soul.
I miss my friend, she was always one to keep it real and caped me focused and moving forward. But when you spend too much time together emotions grow....
Succumbing to ghosts of lustful past
Knowing that my soul will be the price
Falling further into beauty of our chaos
Baby, I love the way you take it slow
You are the angel at my door and
The devil within me, taking all control
We both know how this will end
Yet, we push on; falling victim to our past
Lonely ghosts reappearing on algid night.
Sometimes even knowing that it’s bad for you, we still push on because it’s familiar.
I don’t want to lose myself...
Sometimes going back to someone is a lot harder then letting them go in the first place.
I will always remember
When I reached out to
With that kiss
Reminiscing over a woman I got to date for three years. Always a great memory.
Never thought I’d see you
Never thought I would like this
You bared your body by
Sending me your naked pics
You showed your soul to total stranger
And covered me in bliss
It’s a shame I never got to touch you
I never got that kiss
I know I come across as crazy
It’s funny, so do you
With plans that we make often
Will never be the truth
Never thought I’d meet you
Never really did
But seeing you so naked
It really got me shook
I hope you one day know this
To me you meant much more
Your body I’ve always wanted second
Your soul was always first.
In a place of love I wake
To lustful gaze in you
I’m lost in winter of your eyes
They match the color of my heart
A Hue of Frozen Blue
I can play this game with you
Tell you all about the things I do
How my mind runs through wild thoughts
About the night of crazy lust
If you close your pretty eyes
You can feel it through the night
How I kiss you deep and soft
Lay you down and take control
Body shiver at my touch
Tearing clothes without a thought
Grab your hips and kiss your neck
Lick your lips and taste your soul
In a candle light - we toss and turn
Shadows dancing on a wall
Kiss my lips and **** my tongue
Feel the rhythm of your love
Kiss you sweet and lick you slow
Taste your passion
Won’t let go
Mouth to ******* and ******* too
Bite you gentle
Grip you firm
Between your thighs is where I want to be
Push and pull, succumbing to our lust
Bodies twisting - turning into one
Gonna make you shake and moan
Everything you need and want
Trust, I’ll be the one to give it all...
I love the way the night conceals
My lonely silent heart
I love the way you touch me
In the coldest moments of the night
I love the way you kiss me
When I’m longing for her love
You love the way I hold you
As the sun blinds your tear filled eyes.
We all have that one person in our life that we can never be with... that person could be us or them. Either way sometimes we can’t be everything the other person wants.
Lusting for the skies above
Like a bird I yearn to fly
Close my eyes and feel the gust
Take the leap and hope to rise
Sky of blue within my grasp
On a cusp of taking flight
I could fall but I don’t care
Freedom of my soul the wind shall bear.
Sometimes we all just wanna get away from it all.
I love the way you lie
Telling me you miss me
Oceans of your piercing eyes are
Washing over me
Trying to convince me that
I won't be wasting time
Ah but the thoughts of lonely nights
Reminiscing over you
Only reinforce the fact that
Your Pretty Little Heart
Will never beat as fast as mine
When an apology comes in a time when it’s no longer wanted or needed. Goodbye my sweet.
Passion burning bright
In a silent goodbye
I'm watching you smile
For the last time
As soft as you were
Gentler you'll go
And all the thoughts
Of heart's desires
Melt away in a thought
That I'm too scared to say
"I never want to say goodbye"
Love is like a ****** - it hurts at first
Like a shooting pain from a needle that
****** the skin in a middle of your arm
Like a fire, floating through your veins as it
Burns it's way to a middle of your heart
Before it clouds your mind
You feel your body float as
Free as one will ever be
Unknowingly your mind slows and races
To unimagined peak of ecstasy.
As I lay... ever so awake
Hours long before the sun ascents
In bed with you is where I want to be
Watch you sleep and smile at the thought
That here, my dear is where I want to be
Baby, even though you’ll never know
The daydream of this - imagined scene
As hour of the bright draws near
I’ll drift further from the truth of you
Into rain and melancholy shades of blue
Makeup of my fake placed smile
Gives way through my dappled mind
The sun is peeking through the cracks
As rays of light eliminate obscurity of
My self delusion thoughts...
Saw my ex the other day and my thoughts of “what if” came to play...
I can feel your heart bleeding,
Through our one connected soul.
I can feel the hurt I caused it,
Through the nights we spend alone.
I can feel the love you’re hiding,
Through the truth I feel from you.
I can sense the pain can be subsided,
Through the love I feel for you.
Sometimes when you have an argument best thing to do is write what you feel and slide the note across the table...
Flames of passion dying red
Ambers fading - turning black
Dreams of love filled thoughts
Turning into pain filled doubts
Mind caught in purgatory
Of self inflicted speculation
Angels falling from skies above
Demons raising from hateful contemplation
Roots never had a chance to take
Roses welting from the lack of faith
From the start you already knew
That what you felt was so untrue
Black roses is what I’ll give to you
To signify the end of what we meant to you.
Sounded like a drum
Arrow through the chest
Knees the ground hit
Heart is bleeding still
Never saw you come
Never saw you leave
No one stops to help
No one ever will...
I didn't know and couldn't see that
Ten years of chasing wild peaches at
Every turn had led me to
End up in Paradise of Hell
I lacked the strength to
Leave this wild orchard or
Ever thought I could
And then I saw your lovely face
A simple smile and a kiss
I realized I want to live my life with you
I'm turning leaves, I'm taking steps and
Baby to you I say “Hello my love” and
To the rest “Goodbye”
Wrote this 4 years ago for my first girlfriend after being single for 10 years. It only lasted 4 months but **** she showed me that I can be in love and not be afraid.
All I wanted was a drink
Caught in circumstances of today
Trying to drink away tomorrow
Yet, still living in yesterday
Never saw you come
Barely heard you speak
Your lips and eyes
So red - so blue
Three shots deep and
Now we’re reminiscing over
Things we’ve long forgot
Drawing closer through the thoughts of lust
In the ocean of your blue eyes
I see us swimming through the night
Burning at the thoughts of
Your red lips, kiss and press to mine....
We all had those late bar nights that lead into.... something we can write about.
She came from heaven
Just to laugh with me
To a rhythm of
My beating heart
With lips so warm
They burnt through
Every fiber of my soul
She held my hand and
Walked with me but
Never at my side
Yet I never saw a single fault
Until I saw her in a different light
I closed my eyes and dreamt her face
The words could not describe
I tried to pull her closer
To whisper that I lo...
She stopped me short by
Placing finger on my lips
Leaned in and whispered...
“Silly boy, love is just a game
we play with feelings of another”.
Even a falling start...
Don’t be afraid to fail chasing something you love.
I want to go where flowers bloom
To a place where dreams come true
A space to call my own
A blooming place in space to call a home
Oh what a man to do,
When his lost in a thought of you?
Heart is loaning for an answer,
Yet, the mind knows it will never come.
With every breath my chest is caving,
Cause for you my heart is aching.
Oh what a man to do,
When all he wants to do
is heal the pain he caused you...
From a dream I wake
Where in I dreamt of you
Even thought we probably never meet
And we will never truly speak
I already miss you.
When I got a call from you
Girl you already knew that
It’s been two months since the one I loved
Left me lonesome with a broken heart
Your words were so enticing
The whispers of your thoughts
Telling me you got me
And I won’t be wasting time
Before I even knew what had happened
I was miles from my home
And on my way to you
Hoping to forget the one that cut me true
Cold hearted and a clouded mind
From your hand I took the pill
Chased it down with alcohol
Within that moment I began to float
On a dance floor to my favorite song
I felt your hips press and grid on mine
The sweetness of your lips
******* on my tongue
Another shot and I was ready for action
Another pill and you’ll get the full reaction
Patron and ecstasy ******* with my mind
****** up, floating on cloud nine
Next thing I see that you were dancing
With a girl whom you seem to know
Her hands feeling on your body
Acting like she could read my ***** mind
In a back seat if your car
She was kissing, *******
Near **** blowing the one I loved
Out my ******* mind
How sweet it felt
As you both were giving me head
In silk covered, unmade bed
How ******* hot
****, how you kiss and bite
How you caress and touch my ***
Ah the way she pulled me in
And squeezed me with her thighs
In a way you face me
As she ate you out
In a way she moaned
As I pushed myself deep inside her
On a floor and you’re on top
Sliding, gliding near **** braking me in half
You felt so warm so tight
As I felt you coming, squeezing me so tight
Standing in a shower
Feeling your friend’s touch
The way she pinned my body
Against the shower wall
Against the wall she had me
And I had her from behind
I heard her moan with pleasure
As she got me to ******
It must of been forever
I simple couldn’t tell
When finally I stumbled out the bathroom
I saw you kissing her
The way you kissed and touch her body
It seemed so gentle and so slow
They way you slid your tongue inside her
She shivered ready to explode
I laid beside you and kissed her
I’ve never heard a moan so profound
As she climaxed with you
Between her creamy thighs
At a sight of light I left you
Driving in my car
I’ve never felt so ******
This only caused a scar
The pain still hunts me
I’m full of psychological regrets
I know that I have used you
I’m dying of a cheaters heart
Because all night the one I loved
Has never left my thoughts
I knew that I still loved her
I was loaning for her touch