It takes strength to walk away from a toxic relationship, weakness to stay.
Wishful thinking will have you believing old problems or tyrant personalities have or will dissipate.
By constantly relenting, nothing will change.
Having said that, there is still time for you to gather your strength.
Take a stand, don’t stay victim to someone unworthy of your love.
Instead just walk away.
I've been in some unpleasant relationships, one in particular broke me down. Broken down and shattered some more... Eventually i pulled myself back up. Very thankful for the loving support of my family and a particular friend. Anyone who may be struggling or scared to leave an abusive/toxic relationship, in most situations clarity only comes after chance after chance, each one being thrown out the window... Stay strong, you aren't alone.