A little different from the rest, a better personality
Could wake up to that smile every morning, wish to hold you close to me
This feeling is so brand new to me, I've never felt like this before
I think I'm falling for you, but you don't feel the same no do you?
Do you feel butterflies when you think about me?
Do you wish to hold me in your arms?
Do you want to be my pillow?
Do you want to call me yours?
Do you want to tell me you love me?
Cause that's what I wish I could say to you
I would love to tell you that I love you, but....
I know that those three words
Will effect our relationship
But I'm scared that if I tell you that you will leave me behind...

All you had to do was stay
but instead you left
and took a piece of me away

every night and every day
I think of you
and weep as I begin to pray

Give me a break, god
Tell me all the things that I haven’t done right
All the ways that I’ve been a sore sight

How am I a splinter in your side
I’m trying not to just deny

I’m trying hard to leave the questions
Let the roar of peace cancel them out
But I do find that on this mission
The things I see just take me out

I’m tired of having to peoce together
All the things that I’ve done wrong
And when I die, light as a feather
My heart will sing a cleared up song

I hate this feeling,
Deep inside my gut,
That makes me feel like bleeding.
I wish my mouth would shut.

That when I want to look,
My eyes would turn away.
And then when I feel shook,
I realize its my fault, I should pay.

See there's a life I live in public
and one a little more reserved
The first makes me feel sick
the latter more preserved

We wear a mask that we sometimes share
wondering what face to show
One used here and one used there
questioning where each should go

Perhaps there is a compromise
in this hellish seeming turmoil
I forgot... I got lost in your eyes
as it moves from simmer to boil

What to do about such a complex issue...
What if I stood in front of the world and attempted to kiss you?