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I had to be nice
had to learn to keep smiling
I had to live my life
even though I'm dying
I had to be alone
I had to let go
Keep pretending
to be the fine girl
when I'm really losing my mind
in this cruel world
Would I ever be in your thoughts as I flood memories of you and me in my head?
Would I ever be that name you would state as you smile with friends and acquaintances?
Would I be the person who would be there for you and turn your frown upside down?
Would I? Because you are the axis of my world, you circle around my life as if you own it by some sort.
You are everything I never expected to be granted upon an unsaid wish
Would I? Just be something more to you as you are something far more special than any diamond this world could ever have. Would I?
Hicky has been there to bleed a knife where once it traced him
in the knees like a robot he fought his colors in a foe but his registered *** offender agreed where feelings hurt inside the belt
that flood was never analgesic again and let him gun down nights
he walked alas with cleated shoes as future most often did ****** with just his uniform search for sovereignty and dignified marksman with courageousness that ended his justiceship in Harris County.
Sheriff Hickman will survive  Houston
Rogue Jul 2017
Lost in the deepest part of darkness,
I have come upon the most monstrous, appalling creatures ever existed;
a noxious realm encompassed of fiendish howls and growls from the bravest of all kinds
From where I unravel the garment of fraudulent sophistication—a sweet taste of liberty
From where I diverge from the twisted notions of the tainted society

This is the domain of my very own.
This is my home...
Debanjana Saha Jul 2017
My lips, parched as the thirsty desert
lingering upon for a submerged bite!

Only to be seen,
are thunders & lightening
awaiting for a tiny drop of rain
amidst the dark blue sky following!
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Paul Jones Apr 2017
A lone wanderer,      forgotten by time,
I throw myself like      dust into the wind.
23:30 - 29/04/17
Aya Jun 2017
she doesn't wanna remember
the last December
there was quiet on the wind
it was as cold as his soul
The girl looked alive
but her heart had holes
she thought she could survive
but it all began in September
she fell in love that she couldn't handle
Dolefully, the boy was a good pretender
All she asked for is to hold his hands all night
to make love until the sun rise
she lived a lie she couldn't get out of it alive
she was unsure anymore if it's love or addiction
she faced a lot of years of adversity
maybe she loved the devil she had became
everyday she felt more vulnerable
she felt normal about feeling the pain
she became a psychopath with no shame
she started doing her bad habits every night
but who could she blame?
something in her beauty ain't right
is the guy who broke her heart we could blame
or love is just a losing game?
she kept thinking..
is this the life she wanted to live?
is this the person she wanted to love?
She knew inside there's still the good person she used to be
she knew what happened to her was a lesson she wouldn't repeat
she was like a lost girl wanted to trick and treat to get some sweet
but never had it anyways
she couldn't find way back home
kept thinking if it's possible to **** feelings..?
As a young adult coming up into a world ablaze, it's hard to find guidance, wisdom and true help.
Everyone literally has problems weight upon there shoulders so heavy making it almost impossible to lend a helping hand.
It feels wrong to try and get something off your chest knowing someone's going through way worst things then you are.
Most heard saying out of my 22 years is " this is life and it ain't pretty."
Hearing this from my elders hurts because all it is telling me is that I shouldn't care about the pain the stress the feeling of being so close to death when all I want is to truly live a life of joy.
" I've been there it'll get better, keep your head up"
Tips on staying positive
Tips on ways to free the pain
To lift the stress to truly free yourself from depression.
It's hard to find
Nowadays everyone's just trying to stay a float as if we're all on the Titanic waiting for the iceberg to emerge.
"Wake up!, Stay awake!, Believe in thou self as you will become the man you needed coming up"
Thank you
I appreciate being able to come to a place where I can express myself. It's hard to talk to anyone nowadays knowing your old friends are either in college or working mad hours as yourself. I truly hope that one day everything will get better and people as one will come together.
Pacificp May 2017
He Is On With His As Usual.. LIFE
But He's struggling Even Today..
Sometimes Feels Strong, Sometimes Weak..
This Is He's Least Favorite.. LIFE
He Lost Everything For Some'..
But Why He Did Not Stop He's Tears For You
Love..
He Lost Her In Light..
The Light Of Tears Of Ocean​
As These Memories Stays So Vivid..
Just Like He Can't Remember Stuff From
Last Week..
Those Moments..
They Started To Stare Back At Him...
Moments He Doesn't Remember Them..
But They Remember Him..
As He Just Turn Around.. And There They Are..
STARING..
As This Is He's Least Favorite Life..
   -Pacific_P
Ha, don't get me started
At first it was jokes about who farted
Then became jokes about who coughed on the tree
Ha, at first it was football then skipping school and breaking rules
Getting good grades but stayed barely in tune....
What happened?
Friends?
Is it because it has end at the end of a word so bleak that it could never be true because
Definition states that friends are those who are close..
But now we're just split and distant like ghost who float on our on clouds
Breaking are own rules
No longer skipping school to get high...
Now were at work everyday trying to get by, while some stick to telling lies like I don't get high no more...Ha, friends what happened man,bro,homie,dog,og?
I guess friends do come to an end like the drop of this text box type style ink pen............
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