it's not horrid it's not terrible it's everything it's you and her it's the tears that pour it's the people laughing it's everyone clapping for the joyous occasion the white dress the suit and the girl in tears watching her life dissapear.
POV: watching the love of your life get married to another girl and love someone else. you're never enough, you're never the one.
Oh Joy how you come at me like the beach waves though. I'm tumbled on the the ground humbled all joy to the furthest corners of my feels. A sneaky one you already beat spring to it didn't you? Done with the teases and little glimses and graced us with full body appearances oh joy. She's an escapee from the garden this one. All stylish even on disguise cap and sun glasses like she's on the run yet she's all joy dressed like the sky as nature's own. -Sw👀
She wore a t- shirt that said Goodbye Beautiful but beauty never left her. Actually every time I saw her beautiful was always with her.... Out standing a force of nature. A treat to my natural lances. Ciao Bella but beautiful I hope you never live me. Sw👀
Look at me. Look at me and let my reflection get trapped in those👀as I journey to places that no being's ever been and I'll triumph. Since thru those windows is where I find home. And thru those windows is where I'd find you if you ever got lost from me. Look at me. -Sw👀
You're my hyper spirit in this pendemic. When tomorrow is uncertain I'm hopeful. Since your bigger dreams make my dreams bigger than I've known them to be. So in this cold night I'm here thinking about you, as far as you are from me I'm close to you my better tomorrow. ,- My Better Tomorrow. Sw👀
Everyday I reserve a moment to picture you to imagine us to feel your heart which I know well is still embedded into my own I'm aware these few moments of my day can lead to nothing but troubles, & heartache because when I open my eyes you're there god knows where & I'm here, nowhere When I stop to think about why I still take my time to think about you I can only come up with the reasoning that I still love you I always will love you even now, six months later after the damage is done after the tears have fallen for so long I'm worried they may have seeped their way into my heart Even with the knowledge of the gut wrenching heart altering pain our love brought into my all dancing and daisy life even past the break, the moment I knew the love of my life was never coming home I would do it all again over & over & over &over again just for a taste of that sensation of us lying barely clothed wrapped in your embrace for just a glimpse of your abysmal brown eyes for a minuscule moment of our epic love story I just thought you should know there's never regrets in this hallow hallway of my heart only stubborn love that grasps at a chance for one more try
Darling boy. I think you’re more of a dream than I’d like to admit. You’ve existed in my mind for so long. You go by many names: soulmate. The One. Love of my life. Angel. True love. Mister right. Beloved. Red. Why would I call you anything but your name when you go by so many? I can call you my sweetheart and it doesn’t hold what I’d like it to. My Red. Color boy. Have you ever considered that the crime scene of my heart is now covered in your fingerprints? Does it bother you to have your name so close to a ******? I’d like to think your hands will be the softest thing to ever touch me. I’d like to think your lips are even softer. I want to believe that you’ll always love me like this, the way that I’ll always love you like a whirlpool. I am just spinning in my feelings for you. They can be overwhelming, but I wouldn’t change it for the world. It’s almost like the universe created me to love you. I was created to be yours and you were created to be great. You’ve succeeded. And I hope I’m succeeding, too. I love you, soulmate.
Oh those long summer nights Usually spent in the backyard with smoke in the air And old country music mixing in with the laughter
Everyone’s smile is as big as the summer sun From roasting marshmallows to driving on old backroads at early hours And staying up all night just to see the sun rise
Oh the sweet summer sun I’ll never stop wishing for the tan lines we get to last forever and ever Spending all day on those bluffs The rush you get when you jump into the cool lake water for the first time will probably never get old
Summer is the love of my life It brings an abundance of happiness to my life And just the word makes me feel all warm inside The best memories I’ve made have been during that wonderful time
Man I wish someone loved me as much as I love summer