for what it’s worth,
we both didn’t know what we needed
i think
we relied on smoke to make up for the silence
we couldn’t fill
fingertips touching, flickering like the fire from
your lighter
gazes fluid like gasoline, waiting for a light to set it afire
but where the edges aren’t collapsing,
we’re still whole
flowing into each other,
falling back into place
we’re not looking to burn the night away
even in our self-destroying core,
we’re still looking to feel something,
everything
**** falling apart, that’s not,
that’s not us
we’re not breaking, not leaving
just looking for a space to stay
we don’t breathe fuel, and even on the cruelest days
we know how to keep each other warm
so i guess when we extinguished ourselves,
in our own self-doubt,
fell apart,
that’s when we realized that,
for what it’s worth, what we needed
most,
was each other
