The tongue wags with sudden impulse swearing on myself what I’d never utter to another a volcano of failure erupts like a reflex gushing in a tide of crimson anger making me wonder if my mind is master or merely a servant of fleeting feelings.
I embarrass myself and subject those in earshot to these small virile tsunamis of garbage molesting and spoiling peaceful moments while they silently love me and cherish the molecules of purity they see and summon in me.
It will take a higher power to stem this tide for my own devices have pitifully failed.
I call out to the heavens mount me on eagles’ wings bear me on the breath of dawn change my mind and pinch my tongue between your finger and thumb.
Making a concerted effort to do better with this ***** vice I still court with too little forethought.
I hate waiting I always have It’s become a real ******* issue in everything I do I move too quick, I leave things unfinished, If something takes too long, it’s easy for me to get ****** So you can only imagine How ****** I am about you You’re taking a sweet **** time aren’t you Probably running around with other people I can’t measure to Or maybe you’re like me, Lonely Well then all is the better to hurry the **** up then won’t you I’m tired of waiting for this great love But don’t get me wrong it’s not standards or the idea of soulmates holding me back It’s just I’m still waiting for you For the person who makes me feel so in love that I’m ****** I want you here now I want to write ****** sappy poetry about you I want your dumb smile to be stuck on my mind all day long I want to hold you and be held by you and just sit there and feel Feel ******* comfortable for once I want to kiss your idiotic mouth and fall deeper down the well I want the want I feel for you to crash over me like the **** tide I want to ******* until neither of us can breathe I want to know your name so I can whisper it to myself when I’m alone I want to hold your hand and imagine what its going to look like, all wrinkled and grey I want fights and dumb arguments, days spent laying around with the worst of our thoughts I want to be there for you, with whatever you face and whatever you’re going through I want to love you, you insufferable ******* I want to fall stupidly and blindly in love So could you please hurry the **** up.
Alternative Title, It's Valentines Again and I'm ******* Still Alone
"Yesterday, love was such an easy game to play." said John Lennon in his song and my love to me a long time ago. I believe its better if "when we love someone, we do so unconditionaly, without any expectations in riddles or fill in the blank games on a cold computer screen -maleffic- mirror- button- pushing disaster!
Nothing beats the face to face embrace a hug and a passionate kiss an " I love you" of a true love lost and~~~~? ~~~~~~
Tell them everything & don't leave out the good parts **** bent whispers for desperate listeners I'm not proud of the things we did No, it didn't work out ... we were just kids Knowing I stand tall in courage to leave
Go on and tell them why I needed to flee Oh, everyone is talking about me Oh, I've kept it mute so you wouldn't fall Don't leave out the good parts, tell it all!
Tell them everything & in between How you've become so mean... you've got your story & I got mine Oh, the secrets you've told me Uh, were a waste of my time Good sweet lies as you said " I love you" How do you feel now? Seeing me rise above you Tell em how you broke my heart Should have left but was blinded from the start
Just continuous restless nights Knowing my decision was right
Fine lines were breaking Unbreak my heart now that beats to a different drum Continuous agony has made me go numb Knowing **** well it was all affecting me
You tarnish my character just so you can look clean Oh, after it all. I promised to never fall Uh, at least tell them I'm a good kisser.
Think Good Thoughts! JK! *******!
inspired by the song Good Kisser by Lake Street Dive
and i’d like for it to sound poetic. poetic and sad “the car smelled of cigarette smoke as we swerved on an empty highway waiting for the sun to catch up” nah. neither of us smokes and you didn’t swerve and the highway wasn’t empty and it was only eleven p.m. we weren’t running from the sun i’d like to say we were chasing it but baby when have we ever done something so brave? nah. it would even be poetic to admit that we’re cowards but we aren’t those either we’re just ****** people you know? that’s all we are that’s all anyone is driving on a highway at eleven p.m. with other people who are just people and **** if that isn’t the most poetic and sad **** that i’ve heard all day. ha. turns out the highway was empty after all.
has no one ever told you that you’re the most beautiful thing in the universe? has no one ever told you that? see i find that so surprising. because. when i took a moment to stop being so entranced with the way the light crystallizes on the leaves of the hammock trees. when i took a moment to take a moment and look at you. *******. “oh oh my god why, aren’t you just the most beautiful thing in the universe?” aren’t you just the most beautiful thing in the universe? aren’t you? my child eyes the same oceans that have seen storms my child eyes must be newborn because you oh my goodness you seem to float with the clouds way up there in the blue abyss hey, can you toss down your string? sweetness i’d very much like to join you
oh, how badly i want to show you the truth that the sun does not shine for you the sun will never shine for you and you can live with that oh, how badly i want to show you that you can be kind ******* you can be so kind the kind of kind that blooms the flowers in your chest and leaves petals after your every footfall oh, how badly i want to show you that things will only be okay if you let them be okay let them be okay. let youself. be okay. oh, how badly i want to show you to tell you to pound it into your ******* head that you are allowed to be okay.
not every bad thing that happens to you is an attack on your existence. if you think that way, your existence will turn into an attack on your happiness.