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Sep 2014 · 390
A Poet
Silence Screamz Sep 2014
Blasphemous rumors
spread so thin,
create false hopes
and temptation within.

Infectious blisters
bursting with ****.
Scraping the bubble,
Tension is must.

Finding the lies,
that give us no hope.
Stand very tall,
cut down that rope.

Breathing again,
feeling alive.
No downward spiral,
not going to die.

I write with my pen,
sometimes I just do it.
Writing my muse,
Just call me a poet.
Sep 2014 · 1.8k
The Pill
Silence Screamz Sep 2014
Beautiful teenager
so smart and clean
Honor Roll, Glee Club
Homecoming Queen

The dance, the party,
enjoying the night.
Evil seeps in,
destroyed her pride

A cancerous pill
sinks down below.
Taking the sip,
Wouldn't you know?

Glazed stare, from her eyes,
not knowing the known.
Steps in the abyss,
blackness be ******.

Minutes to hours,
hours to days,
This homecoming queen
has lost her ways.

Three days have passed,
naked, afraid.
Miles from home,
Memories are fade.

The devil creeped in,
destroyed her soul.
SLIT HER WRIST
SHE'S FINALLY HOME!!
Sep 2014 · 1.2k
Lady Cocaine
Silence Screamz Sep 2014
Powder on the mirror,
Its lines so smooth in lane
Cut, nice and pure
it's Lady *******.

Fuel filled dragons,
bills rolled up tight
Sniffing up the white stuff
my mind isn't right

The first line went up too fast
Burning up my nose
Two lines more to go
Is this a killing joke?

Spinning into Hades,
Twisting way too fast
going down the rabbit hole
I am only going to crash

Am I in wonderland
Or is this a dream?
Could this be ******* real
or it is make believe?

Finding my way out,
I am never going see.
take this stuff away,
Just pain and suffering

Crying out loud
And crying me insane
Please get her away from me,
This Lady *******
I never done this drug but know friends who have!!
Sep 2014 · 708
When I was a child?
Silence Screamz Sep 2014
Coloring pages full of sadness,
Darkened circles with crazy madness.

With crayons in hand, I started to paint,
Reds and blacks, I was feeling blank.

No one to see my beautiful muse,
No one to look at, I was confused.

I needed direction, when I was a child,
Home all alone, loose but not wild

I talked to my friend,
the one you can't see,
you said I was crazy,
he made me believe.

We played many games
and talked many hours,
you went back to the closet,
I was in sorrows

Have I made you up?
My closest friend.
This family is gone,
I need you again.

Come back my companion,
I need you so.
Come out of my closet,
I will hold you close.
Have you ever had that imaginary friend?
Sep 2014 · 393
You did this to me!!
Silence Screamz Sep 2014
You ripped my soul out
You ripped it clean
Inserted a demon
That *******, FIEND!

You released the evil
You released it whole
Fighting against it
I can't win this war

Why did you do it?
Why did you let go?
I buried the hatchet
Now I am digging the hole

Burning with rage
Burning with fear
It was locked away forever
Now forcibly here

Just leave me alone
Just leave me so free
I was standing so proud
Now fetal with need

You did this to me
You would do it again
Releasing this hell
No mind or no brain!!
This just happened to me from a person that I thought was a friend. He opened up a past demon
Sep 2014 · 6.0k
Sad Clown
Silence Screamz Sep 2014
Satirical sadness
said the face of the clown,
Under the big top
tears upside down

Twenty five years
of life on the road,
No smiles, no more
has taken its toll

The laughter is gone
and so its said
The show is but over,
So put it to rest

Sitting alone,
in front of the glass,
his reflection is broken
dropping down fast

Make-up streams down
his circus drawn face,
Sitting with no one
in his own solemn place

Dropping his pills,
with a liter of gin
fading so fast
and losing his grin

The big top has fallen,
the circus left town
Nobody cares
the sad clown is down.
Sep 2014 · 305
The Muse
Silence Screamz Sep 2014
May every writer's muse melt into the very fabric of the pulp that lay before him, so that his dreams and thoughts be forever inlaid into the minds of those who cast their eyes upon them. May his works be set in solid and never turn yellow.
For everyone that has ever put a pen to a paper. Thank You.
Sep 2014 · 1.4k
Bullied
Silence Screamz Sep 2014
I remember the first day,  I walked into class,
At seven years old saying "This will be a blast!"

The classroom was full, the bell did ring
Lessons being taught, so it begins

Recess starts, the teams are split
Standing alone, the last one picked

Slowly it starts, as laughter and fun
but deep inside, I am seeing no sun

The nicknames had started, not laughing inside
but what did I do, starting to cry

Never belonging or being accepted
being myself, I felt dissected

From 2nd to 3rd and up into 8th grade
the bullies got worse, fearing into fade

Freshman to Senior, I thought I was stronger
Hitting my point, it started to boil over

It was one little word that threw me over the edge
Couldn't take it no more, all that was said

I stood up to the bully, on that great day,
all was released, feeling no shame

But it doesn't stop there, the torment goes on
At night, I dont sleep, I just sing a song

That song never ends, forever on that round
it never skips a beat, listen to the sound

Decades goes on, never forgetting the names
What has happened to me? Am I going insane?

These are the first names that tortured my young soul
Always in my mind, but never letting go

So Danny, Robert, Terry and Andy
You are not very special or very well dandy!

Oh Michael and Chuck and Bill, I remember
stand up to call, hell is your number

Chris, Steven, and even Brad
Life's but a mystery,  so why are you so sad

I tried to forgive you deep in my heart
Why did you bully me? TEARING MY WORLD APART!!
This one is dedicated to every victim of bullying around the world. Its not right. Together we are strong. Please share as much as possible as my gift to those without a voice!
Sep 2014 · 588
Russian Roulette
Silence Screamz Sep 2014
Facing each day or facing my debts
What do I see? But Russian Roulette

Cold steel in my hand and brass on the cover
loading one up, I drop the five other

Placing the barrel next to my skull
closing my eyes, feeling more dull

Pulling it back, the trigger with force
hearing a click, thinking what's more

One more time, the intensity deepens
Do I live or die? My plot thickens

Third times a charm, so I've been told
The click is once more, but nothing, BEHOLD!

Four now five, still nothing but blank
what's going on, its stealing my fate

This is the one, the final shot
squeezing that trigger, I am dead on the spot.
Sep 2014 · 5.4k
Ode to Jason Voorhees
Silence Screamz Sep 2014
Where did it start but by one little cry,
one mother's love, one day she will die

Trees grace the land, the water at peace
Visually astounding, pleasant at ease

The lake was open for summer time fun
Camp Crystal Lake where it begun

A boy and his mother greeted each soul,
welcome my friends enjoy it all.

The torment started, it lasted all season,
they beheaded his mother for all the wrong reasons

Emboldened with fury, deep in the lake
drowned by cowards, feeling no shame

Each year they returned, hearing stories of the camp
the man in the mask, machete in hand

Not believing the myth, what shadows do lurk
no hearts will be pounding, only their blood will spurt

Pre-marital *** upstairs in the cabin
rolling blunts on couch, look out, he's coming

Naked in the shower, Alice did fall,
ice pick in hand, no scream or no crawl

Squeezing your eyes out or smashing your face
Ask all of the counselors at Camp Crystal Lake

One hundred and fifty more victims will fall
This is my place, you are not welcome at all

Mother, I love you, through all of the pain
Hide behind my mask, my machete does reign.
My favorite character for Halloween!! Jason, you are a god!! lol
Sep 2014 · 2.4k
Angsty Teen
Silence Screamz Sep 2014
For you to think about

Always write what you feel
the pen, the paper and the steel

Feelings rapture on the page
Engraved forever, feel your rage

So let it flow angsty teen
Set it stone, always clean
Ty Laina
Sep 2014 · 483
Go Figure
Silence Screamz Sep 2014
If you go and try your hardest to figure me out, you will fail.  All the intangibles are in place as you will see, but you will die from complete exhaustion with your first attempt. I do wish you the best of luck for trying. So seize that moment and let me hear your silent screams!!
Sep 2014 · 3.3k
Her Nightmare
Silence Screamz Sep 2014
Quivering chills
Shadows stand over
Taking her breathes
Stay under the cover

Feeling the pressure,
the crucified call.
Lucifer sighs forward
"Bring me her soul!"

Surrounded by sirens,
dark bellowed knights,
Up on their horses
With fire piercing sights

Screaming for mercy,
Gripping the sheets,
Swords pierce her heart
Lord Lucifer shrieks!!
Sep 2014 · 3.3k
My Emotions
Silence Screamz Sep 2014
Dehumanize the living soul,
casting out the black
Feverpitch rolls me up
cradled in a sack
Sep 2014 · 2.9k
Einstein
Silence Screamz Sep 2014
Creeping in
Sleepless soul
Masking over
Forever told

Finding solace
Bending times
Saving grace
Tracing lines

Quantum leaps
Minds crossed
Time speaks
Words lost

Energy equals
MC squared
Theories proved
Many dared
Sep 2014 · 941
The Demon Inside
Silence Screamz Sep 2014
Wretched souls baste in hell
breaking earth and seeking bell

Minds forsaken deep in dark
Forthcoming hearts torn apart

Mystic lines streams down the pane
shadows emerge driving the train

Faceless demons reaching within
breaking my walls, stealing my grins

Go away and reappears
feeding, breeding, drip down tears

Shocked by the terror of fallible desires
Pushed into the well, burned by fires
Sep 2014 · 362
Highlands
Silence Screamz Sep 2014
Insanity rules the naked past,
obscured in fever and forever last.

Paralleled with stains of darkened crowns,
stabbing northward, taking no grounds

No thirst is but solemn on foreign sands,
explosive disdain near the Highlands.

Victory was seen but was taken away,
nowhere to turn, nowhere to stay

Caught and quartered for all to see
A hero, a martyr, for god and country
#martyr #country #history
Sep 2014 · 556
Corpus to Baghdad
Silence Screamz Sep 2014
Seven five two three
Is the distance that she sees

Gazing lost into the shutter
Dreams awaken from her slumber

Her angels asleep by her side
counting sheep, hush, hush, Ty

Moments go by, ever so slow
Ticking away, she's missing her love

His wife, his lover awaits his return
Fear not my dear, hold steady, hold firm

One day I'll be home, back in your arms
Never letting you go, the mother of my sons

You are my mate, you are my soul
bound by the ring, but given with love.
I was touched by a photo I saw tonight of my niece as she is missing her husband overseas. To whom I love very much.
Sep 2014 · 459
Lost Innocence
Silence Screamz Sep 2014
Did I not deserve one moment of your time?
I stared at the walls, I was crying blind.

You were not there, I had no other.
A sister, a mother, but where was my father?

I wanted to talk, I wanted to grow
I felt betrayed with no place or no home

I was left scared, with no place to turn.
No father to run to, I was feeling astern.

Time passed by, I remembered what mattered,
all of my innocence, all but shattered

I found your headstone many years later,
I cried many tears, I found my father.
Sep 2014 · 2.5k
Despaired
Silence Screamz Sep 2014
Shadows astute pierced by emotion
drowning in sorrow, deep in the ocean

Dramatic ideas cast returned
Cinder and ashes, all have burned

Wishes, dreams built in despair
count the blessings no more fare

Faulting my demons, sights unknown
Feeling inside, I'm alone!!
Sep 2014 · 14.2k
The Swan from Cornwall
Silence Screamz Sep 2014
The Swan from Cornwall
Oh gracious on the pond,
Reached out it wings
while singing his song

Listen my friend
like the frets on a guitar
I'll play you a tune
so  distant so far

The words go like this,
So simple and pure
Ripples the effect
I have given the cure.

The banshee it screams
like sirens in the night,
the slow dive that surrounds
its about perfect flight

Oh swan you lifted me
from shadows of past,
No sin is untold
More stories to last

Gratitude and fortune
I wish you a fond
The Swan from Cornwall
Oh gracious on your pond
This is for a friend who got me back into writing.. with a few hidden messages
H. V. Swan
Sep 2014 · 2.1k
Lust is Hell!!
Silence Screamz Sep 2014
We condemn the fruits
of our putrid past,
straining the stench
of summer's last

Our passions forbidden
by the temptress soul,
love is blind
when given whole

Driven by lust
and greed and sin,
Envy takes over
now it begins

Deep in the soul
feeling it swell,
Its all but over
we are going to hell!!
Thoughts of lust
Sep 2014 · 892
Did I Deserve It!!
Silence Screamz Sep 2014
Explicit
Bold
Terrifying
And scold

Disobey
Embarks
Runaway
The marks

Stand
Fall
Cry
Then crawl

Smack
Whip
Silence
No sit

Inside
Hurt
Pain
Singe, Burn

Belt
Switch
Cord
You *****!!

Father
Mother
Family
Don't bother

Fear
Lost
Blind
All cost
did we deserve it?
Sep 2014 · 281
Untitled
Silence Screamz Sep 2014
Don't complain, don't gloat, just go and grow

-As spoken from the aged and wizened Veronika Sorrow
She is a friend of mine and an amazing singer
Sep 2014 · 248
Count
Silence Screamz Sep 2014
Deep in the hallows
the sanctity turns,
Feeding the fire
and feeling the burns

The bells do toll
at the midnight hour,
Rises above
he gains his power

Darkness surrounds
like the cloak of his breath
he feeds his soul
with the drink of their red

Breathless lass
falls to the floor,
Out of his arms
she is no more

One more victim
one hundred years
taking its toll
no more tears

The sun start to rise
he begins to sleep,
Shadows and fears
Everyone weeps!!
My ode to the Count!!
Sep 2014 · 602
The World
Silence Screamz Sep 2014
Delusions twist the righteous mind
seeking conscience never to find

Visions ascued by fields of deceit
staring blindly into a cowardly sheet

Subliminal signals cross my track
tripping my soul flat on its back

***** of confusion in the world is seen
transcending the ages time and again

Expecting peace but seeing the wars
We are losing this place, it's going the course!!
As I see the world today !!
Sep 2014 · 367
Alone
Silence Screamz Sep 2014
Black soon white,
Here now then,
Appearing so deeply
that evil grin

Soulless blank face,
with a hard piercing gaze,
I am grinding deeper
inside of this maze

No solitude, no fortune
no looking back
Where do I turn
I have no more track

A sliver of hope
or dash of my dream,
falling in ashes
In coma I scream

Trapped in emotion,
No escape that I see
drowning in sorrow,
Make me believe

Twisted thoughts of illusion
hold on to the last
I melting away
No future no past
When I am alone at times and just think of why I am here!!
Sep 2014 · 304
Taken Away
Silence Screamz Sep 2014
Sacrifice thy sacred heart
giveth to me not torn apart

Mend my wound by your withered hands
By my side you take a stand

A glow from the candle had lit the room,
the enemy nears which seals my doom

The squeeze of her hand began to soothe my soul,
A tear burst out and began to roll

Crash through door, the soldier appears,
Squeezing the trigger, his gaze showed no fears

Burning, searing, blood starts to spill
she drops to her knees and silence was still

Numbness besets, all the pain is gone
Floating above, she is singing our song

Her soldier was taken away from his wife
Rest my dear, eternal life
Just remembering stories of Civil War soldiers and how they were treated in nearby farm houses near the battlefileds
Sep 2014 · 220
In my room
Silence Screamz Sep 2014
Succulent tears
drips blood on the tree,
******* in chains
Never be free

Deep in my mind
time passes slow,
Trapped and insane
I bow to below

Vastness surrounds,
who's calling my name
Tap on the glass
its breaking the pane

Serenity smiles
she's making the grade,
I see no evil
but fear total fade

The brightness blinds me,
where do I pay
Alone in my room
with nothing to say!!

© Silent Screams
Times when I sat alone in my room as a child with no one around and no one to talk to.
Sep 2014 · 237
Final Goodbye
Silence Screamz Sep 2014
I am here
I am me
I am a *******
I do bleed

I was shunned
I do cry
I do run
I do slide

I might smile
I might frown
I look never up
I always look down

I had promise
I had cheer
I wanted you close
I gave you fear

I am here
I am me
I am a *******
I do bleed

I have convictions
I have told lies
I am going away
I am hanging good bye

© Silent Screams
Sep 2014 · 215
Start to End
Silence Screamz Sep 2014
Where do we start but in the womb
where do we end up but in a tomb

We take a breathe, we see the light
We take no more, we feel the blight

Days do start living a dream
Days do end, never ending scream.

© Silent Screams
Sep 2014 · 436
Inside my head
Silence Screamz Sep 2014
Twisted inside
demented in dreams,
I fear the demons
that make me scream.

The nightmare, the pain,
the evil inside
No tears, all fears
All night do I cry.

Come darkness no light
cursing my soul
nowhere do I turn
I run and I crawl

No escape from this place
Inside of this hell
Pounding and pounding
Stop ringing the bell

© Silent Screams
I have been a migraine sufferer for 10 years  and this is what I go through about 10 times a month.
Sep 2014 · 336
My Heros
Silence Screamz Sep 2014
In days of the past, the bombs and bullets did fly,
my comrades in arms had said their final good byes.
Their blood and their souls was left on the shore,
their battles were over but so not the war.

They lie here in silence,
They lie here in sleep,
They lie here together among the rolling fields of green.
So these are my heros as I kneel here today,
Never forgotten and never in dismay.

© Silent Screams
Sep 2014 · 607
Succumb to Life
Silence Screamz Sep 2014
I sit in darkness all around,
no place to go or see the ground.
As silence kills the piercing night
I succumb to it all by the blinding light.

The pain disappeared, the numbness is gone,
they took it away as is the sun.
Why did I die without saying goodbye?
I succumb to it all what a wonderful life.

© Silent Screams

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