conundrum: an intricate and difficult problem


He was having conundrum
 with his Life Expectations.
He had No degrees, 
no diploma or a set
firm Education.
He knew certain crafts,
 but people did laugh; but
he still had a firm
 Foundation. He knew ABC's and 
123's,  For, Carpentry was his niche,
 He worked hard for his degree, and
He got it with ease and now 
He is making it.


B. R.
Date: 01/12/2023

He fell for her the moment he saw her at the Carnival. Entriguing, yet Mysterious, Enchanting, yet Seductive. He couldn't keep his eyes off of her, like he was in a trance. He just had to get to know her. He wanted to get close to her. Curiosity kills the cat, and he was very curious to know who this mysterious woman was. It was something about her that he can't help but to be drawn to her. Like a Love spell was cast upon him.  So, he tried to follow her through the crowds of Happy People as he swiftly moved through the crowds trying to keep up, it seems as if she moved farther and farther. The more he moved the farther she moved. By the time he made it through the crowds to a clear distance, she was gone. He was disappointed. It had seemed as if she had suddenly dissipated into thin air. Was she really there or was he looking at a apparition only he can see, as if she was trying to get his attention??? He knows he not crazy, or that his mind is messing with him, He knows what he saw, like an Angel before his very eyes!!! She could've been an Angel in Disguise, He has No idea where she could've gone. Could He have been dreaming, Well, He is wide awake. That same night while sleeping, he sees her in his dreams, Is she trying to give him some type of message??? He just didn't understand. So, finally, He just forgot about her after some time. About a month or so later, he decided to stop by a Coffee shop for coffee before heading to work. As, he waited in line, something caught his attention, as he looked to the right, There she was, the mysterious woman from the Carnival!!! His eyes had widened, he just couldn't believe it. It was really her, sitting alone, enjoying her Caramel Macchatto. She felt his glance, looked up and smiled at him. He smiled back, he grabbed his coffee, and felt it was okay to approach her. So, he did, and he asked was it okay to sit down, and she said yes. Since discovery of her at the Carnival, they started talking. Come to find out, she's very distanced in the same area as he, and they have a lot in common. This to him was Love at first sight, He searched for her, and actually gave up trying to find her, however it was fate that brought them together ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️


B.R.
Date: 8/13/2024

I feel so BITTER, and
I DEF KNOW WHY,
This WORLD is so COLD,
That it makes me wanna CRY,
There is so much HATE,
AS THESE DAYS GO BY,
When YOU'RE TRYING to
ENDURE IT, and
It makes you wanna SIGH,

NO MATTER the TRIALS
IT WILL BE ALRIGHT,
These TROUBLES WON'T LAST,
Through the DARKNESS there is LIGHT,
I AM BITTER RIGHT NOW, but THAT'S OKAY,
My SUNSHINE will BREAK
through these DARK CLOUDS,
AND SHINE AGAIN ONE DAY,
I'm just PRAYING IT ALL
GETS BETTER AND THE
BITTERNESS GOES AWAY

These TIMES HAVE CHANGED,
PEOPLE are SO DERANGED
It's makes NO SENSE
It's just so INSANE, but
THE DEAR LORD KNOWS,
AS I CONTINUE to FLOW,

These SKIES of BITTER GRAY,
Will become SUNNY BRIGHTER DAYS,
I BELIEVE my LORD AND SAVIOR
WILL MAKE A WAY,
THROUGH THIS DARK, DARK WORLD
that is EVIL and SO COLD,
PEOPLE ARE SO BOLD,
and EVEN THROUGH THESE
TRYING TIMES,
BLESSINGS WILL UNFOLD!!!

So, TRUST IN HIM,
HE WILL MAKE A WAY,
THE BITTERNESS WILL SUBSIDE,
PRODUCING HAPPIER DAYS!!!


B.R.
Date: 5/13/2024

A - Always the one to want to Play games
R - Realizing that you are just not the same
E -Even though we have grown far apart


Y - You were the one that left from the start
O - Only problem is that you have changed
U - Undeniably you have become estranged


S - Since you have decided to go astray
E - Elated to see you go far away
R - Relieved that you are No longer around
I - Influenced from others that you were a clown
O - Over the top and completely deranged
U - Under some control and very unhinged
S - So very Happy that we have come to an End



                                   B.R.
                       Date: 12/3/2022

B - affled that you had to tell me a Fib
E -  agared to listen to what you really did

F - iguring out what the Hell to do next
O - nly to find out you have been seeing your ex
R - eminiscing back on the times we shared

R - ealizing the fact you were never there
E - vidently seeing you didn't even care
A - ware of the fact you are never around
L - eaving me for that ** from downtown


B.R.
Date: 12/3/2022

Twisting corridors,
doors unknown,
in this dreamscape,
I've flown,
aspirations to explore,
to be discovered, and
so much more.
A Fantasy coming
true of imaginations
are in store.
Just keep on wishing,
what are you waiting for???
A vision of true bliss,
awaits behind closed doors!!!!


B.R.
Date: 10/05/2023