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 Jul 2015
Gwen Johnson
I say I'm okay
but I'm not
I'll have my good days
and I'll have my worst
but until the day
I go to bed without
a feeling of dread
or tears on the bed
pounding in my head
the inability to catch my breath
I'm not okay

I won't truly be okay
Until the day
I can say hello
without having to rehearse it
or wonder if I said it
too quiet
or too loud
if it even came out
and worrying if
the conversation will go past that

If the most I say
about how I'm feeling
is okay
and you had to ask in the first place
I'm probably not

If I'm more worried
if you're okay
than I'm probably not
because until I unlearn
how to pick everybody but myself up
I'm not

I say I'm okay
so you don't have to worry about me
but I'll still cling to all the care
and love you give to me
because I'm still unsure
if its all I get
so until the day
I don't feel the need
for reassurance that you care for me
I'm not okay

Until the day
I can no longer relate to this
I'm not okay
but I'm working on it
 Jul 2015
Eleanor Rigby
You were a petal of a rose
That settled on my palm
And I blew you away.


-- Eleanor
 Jul 2015
Eleanor Rigby
Beautiful when far,
Deadly when close.
Those stars above
Are just like love.


F.Z.N
 Jul 2015
Eleanor Rigby
It's not love that leads to disappointment
But rather attachment.


-- Eleanor
 Jul 2015
LadyBird
Your smile is a shiny serrated knife,
Divine, but deadly.
With the power to mesmerize my mind
And to slowly, beautifully put an end to me.

One layer at a time, you peel back my skin.
And even as the blood begins to seep out of my pores,
I will delight in the pleasure of your attention.

The pain of the lacerations caused by your kisses,
Barely an afterthought -- to plague me only after
The door shuts behind you and the memory of your spirit
Is the only thing left to violently wake me in the middle of the night,
So that torturous thoughts of you can pour out onto my pillow.

My body heaves trying to purge itself
Of the wonder it still holds for your soul and the
Desire for your skin still pulsing through every vein.

But to rid myself of the memory of you,
would leave only a breathing corpse, for your fingertips
have grazed every fiber of my being.
 Jul 2015
Eleanor Rigby
Love poem
Never read
In a letter
Never sent.

Self-inflicted torment.


-- Eleanor
10W
i'm at the edge
and it is impossible for me
to give space to you
because if i do
i may fall

broken*

©IGMS
 Jul 2015
Eleanor Rigby
Get a coffee
Light up a cigarette
Write
Get published
Become famous
Get bored
Write again
Write again
Get more bored
Write, write, write
About boredom
Become miserable
Write
About misery.

Die famous
But miserable...


-- Eleanor
 Jul 2015
Eleanor Rigby
Don't run from me, baby
he said.
You are asking for it,
it's how I know you want it.

Beneath fragile skin,
beneath tiny bones,
there is a woman
just like any another woman

and she wants it.


F.Z.**N
Feminism
 Jul 2015
PrttyBrd
If I have been in the morning of your love
The stormy skies seem cornflower blue
Obstacles turn to vaporous haze
Warmth envelopes any sadness
In your gaze my life force blooms
If I have been in the morning of your love

If I have been in the dusk of your passion
The night's shadows disappear
The darkness takes a sultry turn
Sated slumber surrounds me
Blanketed in love divine
If I have been in the dusk of your passion

Through days and nights in lover's hands
Kept safe in love sublime
Fear naught what life unfolds our path
Guardian of heart and soul
This earth is full of whimsy and wonder
If I have been in the morning of your love
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as you requested, my dear
 Jun 2015
PrttyBrd
Birthed at the center of my soul
You are my very heart
You are the seed of compassion
And the water with which it blooms

Birthed at the center of my soul
You open the window of joy
And close the doors tinged blue
A teacher of spirits, of freedom

Birthed at the center of my soul
Your kindness bleeds into me
Saturating my casing
Rendering me tender, despite myself

Birthed at the center of my soul
We became...as intended
Entire beings
Flowing between a unified spirit
Connected now as then

Birthed at the center of my soul
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