When you look at that person
and your heart skips a beat

When your talking and that person
finishes your sentence

When you think of your life without
that person and the pain is unbearable

While your sleeping and your hearts beat at the same rhythm

When you wake and there is such joy to start the day

When you find the person that completes you

All is in balance and you live as one

My heart skips a beat

I scream, but no sound comes out

I cry in silence, waiting for it to end.

I feel nothing.  Dead inside.

He says he loves me.  This is not love.

My own hell.

When will it end.

I curl in a ball. Face wet with tears.

I wake hours later, straighten out and
slowly fall back to sleep as I listen
to his breathing

Should we really let emotions control us.

They flow in and out like the tides.

To understand true emotions you must
let go and let them flow.

The heart know what the heart needs.

Your soul cries out.

Do you ever just wonder
What if

What if I took a chance
What if I just went for it
It could turn out perfectly
But then it may not
I'm scared
Scared to take a chance
Even if its something that
could make me
happier than ever
But
If it goes wrong
It could crush me
Break me
Wonder why
Do you care so much
For little old me
But not feel the same
Its all so weird
Isn't it
So confusing
The things you wonder

I'm not quite sure
What it was that intregied me
What pulled me into
Falling for you
You see we never really talked at all
I never took a second glance
You were just the quiet one
That I didn't much care for
Didn't really know
For five years I've known OF you
But only really
This  year we got really close

It's funny isn't it
How a mere stranger can
All of a sudden
Without notice
mean the entire world to you
Was it your coffee brown eyes
So full of life
Full of care
Or was it your big white smile
Stretching from ear to ear
Or the way you spoke to me
Like no one else
In that soft tone of voice
What was it that
Pulled me in
What was it
That intregied me
To end up liking you so much
Just all of a sudden you
Meant the world
And I'm not quite sure why
Or how
For you see
I hardly knew you a year ago
But now I know things about you
Even your best friends don't
And you know me
Better than anyone
It's funny that
We hardly knew each other
Just our names
And now
We know everything

I love how
When something happens
You always want to tell me
Even if it's not that exciting
But you still want to share it with me
But you won't tell me in text
You have to wait to talk about it in person
And I'm the same if something happens
No matter how extrodinary
You and my best friend
Are the first people
I want to tell

I had this best friend
As a little kid
She meant the world to me
We had been friends since babies
I thought we'd be friends forever
We don't really talk anymore
I had this other best friend
I met her when we were five
I spent everyday with her
Got into trouble with her
Our parents were best friends
We got poisoned together
By nightshade berries
We did everything together
And last year we started talking again
And now we're inseparable again
We do everything together
Get into trouble together
Sneak out late together
Cry together
Vent together
Rage together
Everything together
Adventure together
I've always wanted that kind of friendship
And I'm so blessed to have a friend like her
Soul sisters

Our love
So complicated, so contrived
We try so hard to keep it alive
And...
When we are face to face
           breathing eachother in
You lips on mine
The weight of you on me.
Or...
An understanding of
how we are with our generosity
The sight of you
Allergy medicine in hand
Bottled water
And a full take of gas.
But...
Especially watching you try things
Eating a garbanzo bean,
Painting a mural.
Oh...
I know,
I know deep down
That you are the only one for me
You have as much as I can give
And in time
I know there is more
More from me,
More for us
Evermore
I love you

I sit here everyday
And watch her say
She loves somebody else
I like all her pics
And comment when i cen
And Try not to creep her out
Hoping one day she'll notice me
But knowing tha she never will
Whenever shes down
I try to make her feel special
Texting her long sentences
About how "we" care about her
Even though i really mean me...
But someone better comes along
And says two words that sweep her off her feet
And I still Know
She'll never notice me....

Help me to move on,
Help me to move on from you.
Help me to forget all the memories we had.
Undo those touches and kisses.

Help me to ease this pain,
Because it hurts a lot right now.
Help me to unlove you,
Because I don't know
If I can live without you.

hey i know we're playing by ear,
but if you ever start a band can i be your main roadie,
can i help make your lame t-shirts
can i call people for gigs
even though you'll be nervous to play?
i had a dream things got started
i had a dream i was backstage