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949 · Nov 2014
Construction Site
Amanda Nov 2014
Home is full of secrets.
The first laugh and all the laughs in between the last of a baby muffled itself into the bedroom walls. His mother sometimes sit in front of it, hoping, hoping it could live in her ears again.

The nervous movement of lip to lip, neck to neck, heart to heart in the wardrobe, in between jeans and cotton button-downs.
Getting dressed is still achingly difficult. And it is getting truly ridiculous now.

Those holding-too-tight-yet, you-are- still- not- close- enough sort of hugs under tired doorways.
You were enough, you are always enough.

Within swelled up throats, the unsaid words hid themselves in odd drawers, cabinets and a handful of knooks & crannies.
I opened a drawer today and I very nearly cried.

For I heard your voice, your breaths, then brushed again with the warmth and coldness of your wrists. All of which were in different dimensions of time and memories.

And I try and am still trying to keep my pen on the page. For, its to keep you alive, again.
A few words has already slipped and tip-toed off the page.
I'll find it someday.
(Putting something far, far, far off the horizon eyes can possibly see is the sort of thing, humans are terribly good at.)
Hello there lovely!
Hope you are well.
If you're feeling a little blue, here's a hug.
xo
P.S It has already been 1 whole year since I joined this place. :")
I cannot quite believe it.
Eeeeek.
How about you, you and you? How long have you been here?
944 · Jan 2014
Zeitgeist Kiss
Amanda Jan 2014
You know the zeitgeist of a sweet, sweet memory?

I wish I could bottle it up like stardust and yellowed maps crinkled and wizened.

Like stardust, I can blow them in the same manner with dandelion puffs fluttering in the wind.

Like the creased maps will map out the way
like
constellations for my footsteps
to kiss
on
when
I am
hopeless lost.

And then, like the finest alchemy,
I can see us
again
behind my eyelids
when
I am
old and grey.

Like this one right here.
Hope you enjoy!
Yes, I am talking to you. Yes, you darling.

x
937 · Feb 2016
{P}aradox
Amanda Feb 2016
Daydreaming of rain & dry spells.
For the many loves that felt like a desert blessing.
935 · Oct 2018
Case for the laundromat
Amanda Oct 2018
cherry stains knotted into cotton shirts,
the sunlight has baked your cologne into the threads and
a half-smile of lipstick on your left shoulder sleeve
935 · Feb 2014
Always & Always
Amanda Feb 2014
I love you.

At least that is one true truth.

One that I can
always,

a l w a y s

come back
to.
Oh gosh.
I don't intentionally try to make The Fault In Our Stars reference.
I swear! :')

So, how was your sunday, lovely reader?
Hugs & Kisses,
Amanda
xo
( One more kiss & hug, just because you can never have enough kisses or hugs!)
933 · Sep 2014
S
Amanda Sep 2014
S
Sadness-

Just let this little thought meld into your mind; this labyrinth and zig-zags,
"S" in this word only, it's a half-infinity. It won't last quite as forever as you think.

Some infinities are smaller than infinities.
This one for you, sweet heart.
x.
930 · Jun 2014
Voids
Amanda Jun 2014
I am not quite sure what to say.
My lips cannot move into the right ways to speak even the wrong words.

The edges, the pockets of my mind is terribly creased.
The dizzying criss-cross of lines and crumples
paint hopelessness
into
tears.

I miss the very susurrations your being makes,
when you were next to me.
Even on sun-dappled days,
I still feel the ghost of your shoulders & elbows nudging mine.

My collarbones still feel the lines of your lips right

                                                               ­                                    t here.
My soul miss and misses yours.
But I do know,
this is
a
void
that
will only
become
space and time
*itself.
Hello there sunshine! I hope you are having a lovely day!
Sigh, I have panda eyes, a numb brain filled with words like Alkanes, Sensorimotor Stage and Montana 1948 and oh, three exams tomorrow.
Let's do this.
x
929 · Feb 2014
Ribboned & Tied
Amanda Feb 2014
Ever had a daydream that is so very lovely?

It softly and unexpectedly
ribbons and edges
your vision,
a smile dances & flits on your lips.

The starry universe's susurrations and whispers come to a silent ebb;
only daintily replaced by those
slightly creased and crinkled moments
&
future tick-tocking wishes.

It takes a full moment for it to wisp away.

Sadly, I do not know how long that moment ticks for.

Backwards or forwards?
Hoho, plot twist, hello there!
Monday Blues, nah-uh.
Let's make this week fabulous.
Go.
x
925 · May 2014
Flicks & Thoughts
Amanda May 2014
Her mind
flickers
at
all these empty spaces,
the ones on
her
fingertips,  
her heart
&
the
edges of her mind.

could you, maybe, possibly?

Something little & wispy falters her thoughts.
Bitten lips
seamed
by
unspoken wishes.

Fill it with
your
sighs,
little smirks,
laughter,  
pearls of wisdom,
the rogue blush on your cheek bones
on
a
winter's day.
Hello there! How was your day?
x
Man, has it been a WEEK.
Thank goodness, it's friday.
;)
Have an utterly fabulous day where-ever you are!
919 · Apr 2014
Yours
Amanda Apr 2014
There will come a time where our inked words will eventually be etched across the doggy-eared, creased but never broken edges of our white hearts painted red.
It's the magic wisped within the silence of letters
that can truly make us a little more impervious.

A little bundle of warmth on cold, sleepless nights.

And you know, what is the best part, sweet-heart?
In the same way, the best part of sliced bread is the very middle,
warm duvet over your sleepy eyelids,
the kind of smile that "introduces you to yourself for the first time."
Or, the very fact, quotes peek-a-boo through my words. They live time after time. Through lips to another.
To one lovely soul and the next.

Those little breaths you take that feels like mint tooth-paste.

The best part is that those words are yours.
Every stroke, the deft indentations across the page,
oh, pages. (Yes, I do know you pen words at 2am then at 4 again.)

So many inexplicable things get snatched from our outstretched fingertips. Some willingly, some that we had to swallow silent good-byes.

It's ok-ay though.

These words, the ones dotting the back of your hand or the scribbles at the back of pages.
They all have your name etched & those creased memories tied like  dainty ribbons upon them.
It is entirely and utterly  
yours.
Yours in this starry universe.
Hello there sunshine!
How are you doing today?
It is so cold here in Melbourne, my hands are absolutely freezing.
Good morning/Afternoon lovely/ Good night & Sweet dreams where-ever you are!
918 · Dec 2014
Shower
Amanda Dec 2014
Fine, thin & wisps of baby hair.

Hair that ran the bathwater blue, red or some indescribable puddle of colour.

Then finally greys & whites criss-cross the now-yellowing tiles.
I am not sure what happened here.
I hope you, you and you had a wonderful day.
*hugs*
xo
905 · Aug 2015
Y
Amanda Aug 2015
Y
And there we were drinking in the stars,

syllables, rhyme & reason, sweet nothings
burning down
our tongues and throats;
a wisp of an inferno.

The sun rise was our full-stop.
Hihi you!
Chin up. Come on, you've got this.
(Everything else in my book is all way too blue right now. Sometimes one has to write a little yellow sunshine.)
x
903 · Jan 2014
Happy
Amanda Jan 2014
"Hm.. Is this how happy looks like?"
I voice out absentmindedly.

My eyes stare at the wood grain adorning the table.
  Wordlessly, it speaks of the age.

He slowly wrote each letter on this scrap of paper.

Happy.

And drew an straight arrow at the very bottom,
towards

me.

"Yes, that's how it looks like.
Beautiful, yes?"

You know that discomfiting feeling where there is something at the very back of your throat?
Softly silencing all your words.
It doesn't quite go away for a while.

But there certainly isn't any silence between my eyes and his.

"Yeah, me too."

Inaudible to this messy, starry universe.

But enough for
*m i ne.
Hi there darling!

x
901 · Feb 2014
Fool-ish
Amanda Feb 2014
I used to think foolishly think 11 was late.

Now, I close my eyelids at 12 when the skies are dotted with
stars and little dreams.
Letting the day's memories, melded with the rhapsodic dust motes of the past,
gently sewing them.

In the backwards of time, I used to think love had a limit.

A misconstrued and misunderstood thing.

Silly me,
now I have
*you.
Oh, it's February 14th?
Hah! I love you everyday. :')
Alright, with all cheesy jokes aside, I hope you had a lovely day.
Oh, I discovered little nonsensical writings that I have forgotten that I've even written.
So, I cannot wait to share them with you, you and you!
Good morning, Good Afternoon Sunshine or Good Night where-ever you are.
x
895 · Jul 2014
Typo
Amanda Jul 2014
I keep spelling your name wrong.

Scribbles, cross-outs, dizzying cross-cross of ink adorn these pages.

The 'i,
the m's
i,
double ss

y, o & u.

My mind and soul clearly does not want to forget the
linger of your lips and fingertips
on their
broken & bruised
pieces.
Hihihi darling readers!
Hope you like this nonsensical writing!
xo
880 · Feb 2014
Tea & Co
Amanda Feb 2014
Soft gazes,
blind fingertips,
crooked smiles,
crimson cheeks;
cheekbones high with something inexplicable.

Happiness melding with the slow notes of hope, perhaps?

Something ribbons and flits in the air-
it's sweet, bitter but enchanting.  

I'll inhale it infinitely.

Let happy seep into these starved veins.

Fill this empty, empty heart,
please
?
Fun fact about the girl who wrote the poem:
She loves black tea.
No milk, just sugar.
I hope you enjoy this lovely readers!
x
880 · Apr 2014
Dialogue #1
Amanda Apr 2014
"One eighth of my heart is for tea & penning silly things on blank pages."
she murmurs under her slow breaths.

A little inward gasp falters her heartbeat upon the realization that the seven eighths of her heart has been unwittingly stolen by Mister Him.

"Sweet-heart, you have managed to take one ∞ of mine."
His voice is like buttery sunshine on winter-bitter skin.

"That's not possible, silly boy!"
Her smile punctuating each letter, sighs of bliss lives in the spaces.

"What I meant was: You have taken all of me. Not just my heart.
Soul & body.
The little kaleidoscope of moments I think at 2am are already hopelessly tangled with that hell of a smile, the astute wittiness
and
the
curve
of
your waist."

For now, I have only taken one whole of your lips. I think. He pauses and winks a upside crescent moon.

I have made you

*speechless.
Hello there lovely!
I hope with all my heart that you enjoyed this nonsensical writing!
x
875 · Jun 2014
Bee-stings
Amanda Jun 2014
The very last words of that one story,

the terribly short quote her fingertips traced on her wrists at 4 am then again at 11am.

The very last words to him.

Reminds her of

cold tea,

unfinished stories with no end

&
undone smiles.

Far too scared to write last words,
eventually she became one.

The irony is stinging.
Hello there lovely!
Phew, finished my first ever three-hour English exam and boy, did it get wild. ;)
My right hand was aching, smudged with blank pen ink.
Second last exam tomorrow!!
Sweet dreams to you, you and you.
x
872 · Sep 2015
{Break}
Amanda Sep 2015
He tasted like *** & winter berries.

Short, sweet & ****.

Words fell between the lips like spilt sugar.

It is far too sweet to be a wondrous kind of good.
Continuing the Cookbook series!
Hihi sunshines!
xo
871 · Jan 2014
Bruised & Loved
Amanda Jan 2014
Somewhere, in me.
I am hurting.

Tiny splinters of pain, flicks of tears here and there.

Little untitled somethings smarting my everywhere.

My lips.
I can't speak.
Beneath my eyelids.
I don't want to see the world just yet.

The wizened and creased edges of my heart.

Odd thing is, I cannot even
whisper
it
in your ear.

Even if,
you are the only one who will ever know.

Simply because I know
you
are
hurting
*too.
x
869 · Jul 2015
Daisy Chains
Amanda Jul 2015
I'll burst into a slow bloom
from
the tongues & flickers
of
fire
itself.

For I have cut through spidery wisps of white lies.
We have both lived through pin-****** of pain
and
see, I told you there would be smudges of sunshine again.
I have taken a liking to flowers these days.
Good night you, you & you!
x
864 · Jul 2015
&
Amanda Jul 2015
&
Crushed strawberries bled into freshly-washed white shirts.

Fingerprints upon hand-prints.

Breaths captured between smudges of sunlight.

The wink of bare rib-cages between hands and curious eyes.

Shyness blooms between gaps bubbling between
freckled noses & mouths.
I've been saving this one.
x
Chin up, buttercup!
857 · Feb 2014
Mister Him & Miss Her
Amanda Feb 2014
We all write those sweet, sweet words about that
him or her.

Each letter; a soft smile plays on your lips.

Between the spaces are the living, breathing and crinkled memories of that person.

Flitting in and out; peek-a-boo with you.

I wonder with wide-eyed curiosity which
flickers and edges
my eyelashes,
how does your him or him look like?

How do their lips crack a smile?

Where do their footsteps lead to?
Back to your door, I hope?

I will never quite know.

But one thing I do know with certainty,
my god,
they
are
beautiful.
I could have waited to post this up on Valentine's Day.
BUT, whatever, to show how much you love someone should be every single **** day. ;)

Could you guys give me the name of the special him or her in your life?
857 · Apr 2014
12:00
Amanda Apr 2014
And it is midnight again.
We will write the date different.
Breakfast will be slightly changed,
hair will be terribly ruffled on one day,
then fine on the next.

Our souls may sometimes be coloured blue,
for now,
it's mellow sunshine melded with silent notes of wistfulness.

The handful of stars dotting across the grey-navy blue sky will sometimes become an infinite sprinkle.

Rain.
Sun.
Raindrops & damp hair.
Sunshine dancing across our collarbones.

Closed eyelids, but unclosed heart.

Tired soul but it keeps say a quiet 'No' to
sleep.

Lovely days flit in between the not-so-good ones.

And it is twelve at night again.
My white heart painted the loveliest red has been
trying & trying
to say
'Hello' or was it.. goodbye
to
yours

*again.
Hello there! How is your day going, lovely?
x
855 · Aug 2015
Cook-book series: #2
Amanda Aug 2015
She does not speak of metaphors & rhymes.
She's more than pretty things & sweet excuses.
Her skin will not smell of sugar,
vanilla
&
butter.
Hihi!
I have fallen sick. Sigh. I feel hot & cold simultaneously, my throat is so sore and sand-papery.
Any home remedies?
x
Hope you all have been well.
850 · Jan 2014
Mirror, Mirror
Amanda Jan 2014
My face is scarred,
by the tears I weep.
Red welts bleed in the most visceral manner.

The lines that surround my lips are carved deep;
the dusty crevices of happiness.

It is the eyes of a man who saw a beautiful creature & the price of it was infinite blindness.

Lost in the bilious darkness of himself.
But, it is all metaphorical.

No-one else can quite see it.
No mirror can possibly reflect.

I am decaying from the inside.
I am a mess,
a wondrous tangle of the torn ribbons of love.

I am dying.
Slowly but surely
in these suffocating waters.
Yes, this is just. rather a stark contrast to my other poems. ;)

Hope you enjoy it, nevertheless. x
850 · Jan 2014
You, You & Y-o-u.
Amanda Jan 2014
I love the way my voice sounds when I say your name.

It's like honey melding into the warm butter on toast.
Sipping water after eating mints.

Those sorts of capricious and silly feelings.

It is consuming, inextricably tangling my words when I am speaking.
Every little word slightly unhinges from its meaning and spells out yours.

Somehow you find your way into my laughter, giggles and smiles.

So, please don't say you are just a person.
Sure, you don't rule the universe.
But you sure do      d.o.t  the stars             in mine,
sweet heart.
Hi there! :')

How are you today, lovely person?
x
849 · Jan 2015
tart
Amanda Jan 2015
Your sweetness is the kind that stays even after coffee has gone cold,
like still bedsheets that have not been knotted by sleep.

Even after dust gathers, you're still here.

Little bites and notes of sweetness on my eyelashes, tops of my cheeks.
Hello you, you and you!
x
845 · Dec 2014
Mapping Home
Amanda Dec 2014
I write
to create a creased parchment of a map that I only can read.

Co-ordinates of where my fingertips, inner skin of my right wrist and ink have traced upon paper pages.

My first thoughts, a sweet whisper snuggled into blank edges of words amongst one dangerous idea- a f l i c k e r of a flame, soon to become an inferno.

Word strung together more carelessly than a six year making a beaded necklace. Yet they could not be more meticulously choreographed to spell out answers.
Only then I can remember the kind of places I go to when my sight is dimmed by something my chest and knees cannot quite take.
Hello there lovely!
My mind feels far too relaxed and a little numb.
Hope you, you and you are all well!
*hugs*
x
844 · Feb 2014
Glass-dream
Amanda Feb 2014
One day,
I'll whisper all my secrets;
all those unspoken wishes etched on the creased edges of my heart,
those lost in the depths of my skin
& and &
those little daydreams that blurs my vision

into
a
glass jar.

Oh, he thinks
I am silly.

The whole starry universe can say
I am silly.
That I am a fool.

But that's
fine,
sweet-hearts.  

I'll lock it away, write a note on the side.
Let it be slightly yellowed and creased with time.
Just a ***** of a reminder
of
what
tick-tocks
can do.

Here lies something so very powerful in your hands.
An alchemy of messy hope entangled with rhapsodic notes of my soul.


Now, what you do next is to be

reckless.
Daring.

I want you to b r e a k this glass.
Let happy sighs escapes those parted lips.

Make another laugh line; one that creases your cheek and eyes.

Fill your lungs with the sweet, sweet balmy air.

Let what you promised with half-drawn infinity signs be filled,
now what dances on infinity will never lose its way.

Speak the words you have been wishing to say.

In between the cracking of glass shards, let the sweetness of the daydream meld *wildly.
I cannot quite believe it!
I have reached a 100 & two lovely readers.
To those wonderful readers who have read my poems right from the beginning, to the lovely ones that read it on the odd Monday or to the people who are reading this for the first time.
Thank you,
there is always something inherently special to transcend emotion through words to another person.
Perhaps, it's like a little letter of emotion with their name tagged on it.
So, here is another one,
To: *insert your name here*, Glass-dream
x
Let's make Friday flipping amazing.
Go! Go! Go!
Much love,
A'manda
Your love, support and kind words makes this girl get dizzy from excitement and happiness.
x
841 · Nov 2013
Coffee-Stained Manuscript
Amanda Nov 2013
The parentheses of his smile seem to be an infinity of quotation commas to a story perhaps their little tale. So, it won’t ever end.

As he laughs, his special lady seems to pause for a second before returning it back.

The balmy wind flows in where who knows where, I wish and cross my fingers that it would whisk away those secret whispers between them.

For it seems to be the ingredients for happiness.

There comes that shiver of such tangible affection and love again.
It is enveloping them everywhere, its inside their eyes, it permeates the very air.
Yet another little quote from my Nanowrimo novel.

Hope you enjoyed it!  x
841 · Jan 2018
ticket
Amanda Jan 2018
$8.75 popcorn butter stains my fingertips sweet,
and there's salt on my lips and in my hair.

A restless hand finds yours in darkness
rudely interrupted by blue light and washes of pinks.

And I find my heart tearing itself underneath your easy smiles.
tongue-tied and shy.
151217
831 · Jul 2014
x
Amanda Jul 2014
x
Then, he kissed me.
And I still feel the syllables of
"I love you"
tickling the edges of my cupid's bow.
What can I say? I watched Bridget Jone's Diary for the first time in my 16 years. And  my goodness, that kiss under the snow.
FAR OUT.
:") I was positively giddy with smiles and giggles. Till the point, there is this dull ache in my head. Uh-oh.
I hope you lovelies had a brilliant day.
Have YOU watched that movie?! If you are up for a fangirl/fanboy session, that's entirely cool with me.
*winks*
Night!
xo
829 · Aug 2014
Garage Sale
Amanda Aug 2014
"For sale, baby shoes never worn."
For sale, eyes that never quite met the irises of hers again.
Sold, my heart & soul.
The very first line is by Ernest Hemingway.
It is utterly brilliant.
Hope you, you and you are having a wonderful day.
x
827 · Aug 2014
7:01
Amanda Aug 2014
I like 7pm.

Lipstick is faded; it's color has bled through not only the infinite number of words she says,
it is seeped right into all on these lines and creases of her lips.

Hair is undone; wispy little messes out of braids.

Eyes are tired; sleep edging on eyelashes.

And yet he still wanted her *more.
Hey hey hey gorgeous soul!
Sigh. It's been difficult to find time for writing amidst one of my busiest EVER terms.
Take care you, you and you!
xo

Sweets, if you are reading this, thank you for everything. *love heart love heart*
825 · Aug 2015
Preheat:
Amanda Aug 2015
The shallow breaths & hot air.

We will need it later.

Pepper the words & syllables of anger over 'I want you' s.

Let all the unintentional bitterness settle and rest in chipped porcelain bowls.

We can wash it away with soapy bubbles.

P.S Remember oven mittens over hands that have already been burned.
Hihi you, you & you! How have you been?
x
Check out Cathy's new song (my dear london friend)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mAfytVYYs3g
The lyrics are wonderfully sweet.
824 · Jul 2015
Bed time story
Amanda Jul 2015
It is the oldest story we know.

They all lost their innocence.

Rib-cages became prisons,
the daisies plaited and knotted into hair wilted.
Hihi lovely
As a little kid, I loved bed time stories, it felt very safe and I felt rather invincible.
Do you like bed time stories?
x
824 · Dec 2013
Half-Moons
Amanda Dec 2013
As he slowly pressed his lips onto my eyelids,
forehead,
then lingeringly onto my nose,
cheek and
finally,
my lips.

I then only realised how the seconds and minutes stretch out curving, meandering into  ∞.
Half-moons of barely whispered promises but heard all too well.

As I ruefully reminisce, ribbons of myself lay on dusty floors.
For you are never meant to live in the past.

Not again.

Then why do I feel the ghost of your lips dancing on mine?
824 · Jun 2014
Fissures & Cracks
Amanda Jun 2014
You shuddering with the deepest sighs,
the kinds that string the seconds within
                                                                         minutes,

snuggled within time itself

into this wisp of infinity.

I can feel my own soul cracking,
mirroring yours with blurry eyes
as your lips
say
"my very smile is a fissure of weakness."
Hey you!
Oh yes, you lovely soul.
Today, in ceramics class I made a cookie jar!
Eeeeek.
Honestly, Mayday's Terrible Things is breaking my heart in five different ways.
TIME FOR DAN + SHAY THEN.
Night sweets!
xo
824 · Apr 2015
Fairy Dust
Amanda Apr 2015
What is gold cannot stay.

Not fully or whole-heartedly anyway.
Some things are very transient, they pass by too quickly.
Hihi, you, you & you!
How have you been?
x
I turned 17 a few days ago, it's one of my favourite numbers. Eek. I don't feel any older. AHHA. :")
817 · Dec 2013
Epiphany I
Amanda Dec 2013
Seems like anything that will tickle the corner of my mouth upwards or downwards simply walks straight into me.

Unannounced and unanticipated perfection of untitled somethings.

And before you know, I've caught you in my arms.

*Just
like
that.
http://a-manda-world.tumblr.com/post/73793999141/little-nonsensical-writings-anyone

xoxo
817 · Mar 2014
A Little Falling
Amanda Mar 2014
The man that never quite stop loving her.

In a flurry of hair and crimson cheeks,

"Why?"

He pauses and smiles a smile that he very well knows
it will never flicker the same on her lips.

"That's not the point, I simply love you with
no expectations;
one where
your heart takes the same fall as mine."

*Except that my outstretched fingertips
will catch
yours.
Hi Hi Hi!
Hope y'all enjoy this nonsensical writing!
x
P.S Tell me one thing you love about that special Miss Her / Mister Him.
Please?
Don't be shy!
*winks*
P.P.S *whisper* Mister Him for me, he gets scared when I start running simply because I am too clumsy.
NOW, Shh.
I feel rather blushy now. :")
816 · Dec 2017
All in one
Amanda Dec 2017
The mouth is a killer, the sinner,
the kinder,
softer
part of you.
It's December now but my heart is still in July.
816 · Feb 2015
Yes
Amanda Feb 2015
Yes
Slowly but surely, you crept into my dreams by the dusty backdoor.

(Situated 10 fingersteps down my left collarbone + blush of shyness, your lips pressed against flesh, blood & heartbeat.)
Hey hey hey you!
Aren't you looking utterly gorgeous?
x
To him: Thanks for making me feel safe.
813 · Feb 2014
Ok-ay? Ok-ay.
Amanda Feb 2014
I am left with scraped knees,
fingertips that spent their days counting the ones they would be able to meet yours.

Raw, bruised, red lips from all those unspoken wishes that lulls those tired eyelids to sleep.

A heart full of love to kiss, dance, tickle you with.

Eyelashes with tears edging the corners.

Swallow that inexplicable sense of speechlessness.

Save those for undeniable sweet things on sunshine-kissed days.

I'll be okay.

Will be okay.

I love you & that is ok-ay.
GOODNESS, that is cheesy.
The title is most definitely a reference to The Fault In Our Stars. ;)
I hope you enjoyed this!
P.S How about a double update on this Saturday night, hm?
x
804 · Feb 2014
Uh-oh,
Amanda Feb 2014
I've f
           a      
                 ll
                      e
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         ­         for       y o u.
Hah! This is for all y'all hopeless romantics. This is one for you, you and you darlings.

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804 · Feb 2015
I'll be okay
Amanda Feb 2015
When everything became straight, dead lines, your heartbeat (the sound I call home) for example, I began to wonder.

I wonder about all the words you were going to say.

What other thoughts did and would you have had. Were they dyed a pretty hue, a blush of pink or inky blue?

Now, does your voice pretend not exist in your voicebox.

Because, your throw your back laughter is still in the wink of the smile, I will crinkle someday.
The dips and curves of your voice snuggle close against the ragged and rough edges of my mind.
It will do, it will have to do.
Beneath my closed eyelids, my heartbeat flutters and hiccups for, I still remember the night your lips lightly pressed on the the left rib of my ribcage.

As much as it is hard to admit, a sliver of my being lives for you.
And perhaps, that is the greatest love anyone could imagine.
12:33am
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803 · Sep 2015
Degrees
Amanda Sep 2015
Something odd, warm (almost the temperature of balmy summer nights) stirred the tendrils of veins, muscles and blood.

It felt like hot showers, bare skin on sheets + ice-cream against azure skies.

It is a something so very lovely.
Spring is finally here!
I took a walk around the park with ice-cream in hand, it was honestly one of the best things I  have done in a while.
Good night sunshines.
X.&hug
803 · Jan 2015
Inside-out
Amanda Jan 2015
I wonder how we look to the universe, small and defiant?

Earthly and naive?
Angry but not as hot and bright as the stars.

The handfuls, dots & sprinkles of constellations we stitch the impossible and giddy wishes upon.
Writer's block is somewhat frustrating. :') Help?
Good morning/Good Afternnon/ Good night sunshines!
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803 · May 2014
Once
Amanda May 2014
"You can fall in love with some-

someone. The word him bubbles into my mind.

thing, more than once."

I say, cheeks crimson and with suddenly shy fingertips.

And with my hesitance bleeding into the air,
he raised his left eyebrow,
followed
by
the slightest flicker of a smile on his lips.
Hiya lovely!
I hope you, you and of course, you had a brilliant day.
I am exhausted. I need more sleep, my eyes are red.
Mid-year exams are coming my way. Hoho.
X
P.S Who else here is a student? ;)
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