Our future is rooted from out past. We are just fruit bearing from the branches ripen for harvest.

Time is an illusion
Unveiling the deception
Of hate.
Hiding behind walls built by vanity.
Bricks of insecurities concealed broken hearts.
Shattered into a million pieces,
creating a puzzle that longs to be put back together again.
A wound heart becomes a cold petrified incarcerated soul.
Imprisoned by fears where love can't exist.
Love is infinite and fears give boundaries that reflect deception. Because it causes people to hide their true feelings.
True love has no limits.

I don't want you if you're easy.
I've been reading your body language. Flipping through the pages you narrated to illustrate in conversation, which reflects shallow thoughts.
I'm trying to connect with you intellectually.
Unfortunately, the connection between us just isn't deep enough to submerge into. I refuse to jump headfirst before checking the water.
So I'll take a seat because your depth is just knee-deep. Shallow depths are only six feet.
Rest in peace abbreviated on your obituary followed by insecurities are killing relationships.

Savages ****** love.
As my eyes swell from the once dry wells began to fill.
Spilling pain down my cheeks.
I feel like an *** for loving someone who have little concerns about my well being.
I contemplate about words to say,but my brain is null.
I try to be strong and act as if nothing wrong.
That's the lie i tell my self. I'm fighting tooth and nail within my thoughts weighing the situation. I evaluate every avenue, side street or road that lead me here. Searching for any signs or familiar landmarks that would give me my  bearings to give direction.
Yet I'm still lost not knowing where to turn everything seems foreign.
I guess eye should have paid more attention to the signs while  looking for love.
They say love is blind. I guess that was the veil being pulled over my eyes. That lead to my Demise. The mistakes I made allowing me to be lead into the ambush that savagely slaughtered my heart.
Paraplegic coma mentally emotionally i'm dead.

She spoke to my heart  in it's orgin native tongue.
Breaking barriers by communicating messages that uplifted my cardio vascular.
The vibrations of my soul. Speaking the old universal language love.

I'm addicted to her cause
you're pure uncut dope.
I'm high off her feminine potency
Her love is so breathtaking its like
Taking a ****.

She stole my heart.
No ski mask on, no gloves.drawn
No weis drawn
She blew my brain away mental ****.
Now my mind was blown.
She's got that straight drop
Got me fiending for a taste of her love.
She so dope I'm addicted to her love.
The current energy flowing straight from the plug.
Flooding every inch of my mind-body
And soul.
She covers me with her love.
Shielding me from the storms.
Providing nourishment for growth  making me strong.
She is the reason why I hold on.
When I feel like letting go.
I fall deeper into her hole.
I mean so deep in love.
Backstroke, deep stroke, breast stroke, *******.

Hearing your voice is music to my ears.
Every word is played out into a perfect note creating a soothing instrumental.
I can't wait to feel your voice melodic rhythm. It's like some soft smooth jazz.
Passionately massaging my thoughts settling my weary soul. Ring master taming. Conducting the roaring beast that growls from within the storm.
Governing energy through vibrations that create new life into existence. The sound of your voice, is uplifting. Like music to my ears.

I could of have given you all the gifts of world. But you couldn't see past the box.

She's just a reflection of pain.
Shattered images cast illusions of a broken woman.
Riddled clues screens those who are genuinely intrigue.
The grand inquisitor acts as a gardener
Sorting out the weeds.
It's so confusingly puzzling to me.
I can't put together how I could expected loyalty, from someone who lies to them self. Unfortunately it's just reality.

His silence spoke in volumes.
That were piercing to the soul.
High frequencies that only can be felt,nothing to heard except the slow leak pouring from his cardio vascular.
With out making a single sound he exposed to her the depths of his pain,she inflicted upon him. Scorching sticking to his flesh like boiling hot grits. No compassion was shown. She showed no signs of resentment, how could she be significant to anyone other then her self.  Her Callous hands and feet walk all over the broken fragment of men hearts. Without saying a word her body language revealed that she didn't really carry any compassion at all. To her he was just another victim of casualty lost from the war she battles within her self. She is looking for love out side of her self. Lost because she don't know how to evolve.

Evolution is revolution starting with how you train your thoughts to mind.

Eye'm the King of the jungle
In my pursuit to find happiness
many time eye failed,
only to become the victim of a broken heart.
Pain was felt.
Playing the cards
That eye was dealt.
Should of listened to my first my mind
Telling me,
Koolie man you need to chill.
It was only trying protect the investments of heart.
But eye had eye know it all 
Why my head,gotta be so. Fukking hard.
Shattered reflections of my broken dreams scattered amongst the shards.
All because eye thought,
You was the miss piece of the puzzle
that would complete my
Heart.
Turn out you wasn't authentic
From the start.
Corrupted thoughts
revealed you had no faith all.
Any doubt
means,you that couldn't be trusted at all, eye'm so appalled.
Standing ovation
give your self a round
of applause.
Cause you really played the part.
Don't worry karma got your award
You're staring the leading role of a black girl lost.

Your body is very descriptive yeah physically eye can see you're **** as fukk.
But eye need something that will stimulate my third eye (mind). Provide me with nourishment that will feed my thoughts. Gwithoutrains with out given me brains yes eye love when you give me head intelligently. Take off those garments slowly disrobing your self ,mentally. Yeah ythanre sexier then a ***** fukka without those insecurities. Reveal to how your **** brain curves.Your comforting words provide energy,that pull me closer into your celestial currents as eye gravitate deeper into the dephts of your black hole. Eye plunge into your socket tapping into the rare treasures you hold hostage behind those castle walls. Leaving you naked and exposed. Eye need you to plug me in so that I may connect with your soul.

My third eye
Levitate,like a butterfly so effortlessly I glide.
Surfing on the currents of the wind,
Light years beyond the limits of the  sky.
****! I'm fly.
Mentally I'm inclined,
watch how I  defy
newtons theroy .
Not even gravity can hold me down.
Clearly i travel
along the stream of celestial
milky ways.
I dance amongst the stars.
Moon walking in outer space,
riding out life storms above the clouds.
I gained, nourishment from the rain.
A beautiful flower blossomed and bloomed. Look how I
flourished from the pain.
Reaching through the cracks of
the concrete.
I struggled to embrace
More
sunny days.
I wanna change but I feel more secure, staying stuck in my
old ways.
Engineering walls to protect me from the heart aches,
I've obtained from previous days,
I display a abnormal behavior that can't be explained.
I am a prisoner pleading to evolve.

The greatest triumph is victory over your fears. The bravest soldiers battle valiantly a war that goes unseen. Silent tears tares broken hearts beyond normal repair. Desperately gasping trying catch to a  breath of fresh air. Dark clouds hoover over head providing no shelter for security only despair. The lack of faith and hard times has us all insecure of our own selfs. How can I trust you with my heart when I can't even trust my self . The silent screams but no one hears or could it be that people are to selfish to even care.

The ink in my pen brings life.
The ink in my pen vibrates empowering my thoughts, I create energy when my vocals speak words into existence.
My words are mirrored images that reveal the depths of my character reflections.
I create thoughts of energy reactions,of my thoughts are my first action. I brought in to existence. Create from either a lie or the truth.

Be consistent with who you are all the time, not just when it's a conveyance to your mood. Stop making excuses. Stop lying to your self as if you have integrity when you simply refuse to see the truth.

My Passion for you was so intense it scared me. That's why you couldn't see me. Eye was submerged under a masked,hiding behind hostile acts and cruel words.
Eye was trying to protect my self.
Rightfully you proved Eye wasn't wrong.
Although you're incredibly smart.
You lacked the sense of a common thought.
You are unable to see the little details revealing to the naked eye.
Shallow thoughts reflect the depths your mind.
Shallow thoughts reflected within the depths between your thighs.
Resentment of the truth
due the bondages of chain's of the ghost of the past that haunts your mind. Why are you afraid to be happy.

Let determination drive you to your destinations. Let knowledge be  the vehicle and wisdom be the key that ignite the spark.
Let your heart,body and soul harness the power that drives and steer you along life roads.
Pay attention to signs they exploit cautions ahead.

Her thoughts were captivating.
A reflection of her beauty.
Eye am amazed by her illustrations
that lie between the creases of her pages,
That I eagerly wait to turn.

She is beautiful beyond measure, excellence
She is gorgeously brilliant,
Her skin reflects the heavens dark canvas.
Her essence illuminates
like the stars lighting up the skies,
journeying across the galaxies many years away.
I backstroke deep within the depths of
her ******* celestial milky ways. Wet Misty ocean spray erupts, splashing all over my body and face.
Her u ni versal magic causes all kinds of havoc.
She ferociously drags me under submerging me, deep in her underwater ballot. Keggle rip currents pulling me deeper into the depths of her dark melanin hole.
Behold I can feel her heartbeat.
Exhale, with asthmatic like breathing as we engaged together, unified harmoniously simutainulously. I can feel the vibrations of her eccentric, electric current flow.
I plugged into her slow, submerging into her soul. Surging to converged as one, Matrimonial we shall dance forever from dawn to dust until death do us part.

I can't be the one you love
You say you love me
yet
I'm not the only one who struggles I overcome.
I have been chasing my dreams
ain't been getting no sleep
I dam near lost everything chasing the dream of having the love of my life barring my last name wearing my ring.
How could someone judge me?
When they don't even know me.
I lost everything I love years ago
Loyalty which probably means the most
Heart got played every time
That I gave.


labeled as a
fool
I feel in love made new mistake
woman shady how come I ain't choose hate.
loyal to them how come I ain't peep the play.
couldn't see no wrong in people
trying to help me,
wanna see my loved ones eating.
goaltending blocking blessing for no reason.
the one-bedroom apartment had my share of funny.
people claim to love you.
they ain't sharing nothing when they see your pockets ugly.
Won't reach out for anything.
I can't wait till I sit
On the toilet
Shedding On then.
They say I'm too aggressive
Cause I'm tired of taking loses
******* real
People love it.

Life is what you make it.
you reap what you sow.
if you give half *** efforts,
you get half *** results.
Stop blaming people for the choices you made.
That pain is caused by your faults.
Enough is a enough grow the ****
Up.
Take credit for what you are responsible for.
That negative seed that you nourished when  planted was surely to grew.
Only to subtract your happiness.
Misery hates to be alone.
I can hear her knocking,
But I refuse to open that door.

Submit to me.
Trust me.
Give me your all.
Don't be afraid of me.
Need me.
Want me.
Be genuine to me.
Have patience with me.
Forgive me.
Embrace me.
Never doubt me.
Encourage me.
Except me.
Respect me.
Teach me, show me.
Commit to me.
Unconditionally
Because without commitment.
I can not exist.
My name is love.

I have no boundaries.

Sadly your just a player!

If you not willing to fully commit to love.
without any conditions.

Player!

You're not committed to given love, unconditional.

Player!

Unofficially your just playing  your postion.

Player your game has no emotions of cognition.

Player! You've completely lost your mind CTE,
Concussion due to the impact
from head on head collisions,traumatize,
disturbing,recognition.

You're just a

Player!

in a game

Disillusioned

thinking that you're winning.

Stop lying to your self

Foolishly thinking that your winning.

When your just really a pawn looking to
Substitute the role of a queen position.

But there can only be one King.
Don't you ever forget it.

Sacrificial player.

I wear my emotions on my sleeve.
When ever I smile, the sun shines.
My feeling are upon my sleeves
The sparkle in my eyes reflect a brilliant warm light.
My sleeves reveal my naked thoughts
That provides life, growth and prosperity.
Providing charity, giving, love without any conditions or boundaries.
My actions define me,
They speak for me.
Hear my plea.
Can you comprehend the language my body speaks. Bare thoughts, candidly
Exposes everything.
Can you see my eyes fill up with tears.
Silently
Off skipped beats can you hear my cardio speak of its pain
My heart weeps.
All because I wear my heart on my sleeve.
Draped from head to toe I am a reflection of my life.

True love has no boundaries that place limits of its growth.
Infinite it will prosper
Forever no matter the struggle true love never quits at all.
Love falls but get right back up
Whips off the dirt and get right back to
work.
Because try love fights with all it has to survive to stay alive.
True love only goal is to survive.
Like a everlasting burning flame
Love thrives from the air it inhales to breath.
Because true love is a vital need.
There is only one love
So love will never jumps and abandon ship. No matter bad  the weather or how rough the sea may get.
Love commits 100 percent.
Never fading away
because
Love
Is infinite
No periods

Thoughts of you dance through my head .
Micheal Jackson moon walking over
my heart.
Thoughts of you dance through my head
Tearing it ripping it apart.
Vivid
Silhouettes of you prancing around in my thoughts.
Send me into cardiovascular shock
Images of you
reflect
how you
Just
walked all over me
Like David Beckham
Playing for the world cup
Digging deep within my soul,
Soiled like a
New pair of cleats.

Don't bore me with your repetitive words
Telling me you love me,when you can simply just show me.
Let your actions speak. Turn up the tangible volume that drowns out the distractions of the siren song.
Touch me,hug me,kiss me. Hold me,talk to me,show me.
Give me Constructive criticism verbally, phyically and mentally.
Be that missing piece of puzzle that complete me.
My passion screams a plea so deafing. That it goes unheard.
Silence,empty hearts,dwelling in the frozen dark wilderness,seeking shelter from the warm nourishment ignited by love sincere flames.

Renovation of the heart.
Reconstruction from within.
So much work needs to be done. No need to continue to pretend.
Lets make plans and efforts to tear down these walls we've built.
Attempting protect our values that we treasure.
They're obstructing the views. Hindering the true definition of our beauty.
They're in the way slowing down the process of growth. Love allows growth only if it has no boundaries.
So lets do demolition, and start by beating and knocking em down.
They no longer serve a purpose.
I will protect you only if you promise to do the same thing in return.
Give me your all and I will be your everything.
I'll submit to your love and bend down on one knee, given you that ring that reflects how I much you complete me from every angle aspect. Now come share your life with me.

Her eyes spoke to my soul.
She gave me an invitation
To gain access to her heart without giving a second thought. I penetrated her thoughts as she exposed her reflections.
Emotions of fears defeat given chase to retreats. Taking refuge behind the insecurities of comforting walls that she erected for her protection. She was seeking a King to protect the Queen of the castle.

I looked at the reflection in her eye's then leaped deeply into her thoughts. I began to drown gasping for air trying to catch my breath. She overwhelmingly suffocates me,with her deepest fears of  her insecurities. In which I suffer to pay for some else's actions. Without given a fair chance to win her love. Lost and confused trap in a selfish maze of emotions. That has nothing to do with me.
Not to mention the outside contractors that began demolition of the foundation you trying to build. ***** recklessly grasp and pull you back down. Every time
You try to escape the chaos of the miserable company within the barrel.

How could you be genuine if you don't have integrity. There is nothing truthful or authentic about a lie. The truth leaves no room for excuses,sincere people take accountability for their actions. All religions or spirituality teachs,integrity,compassion,respect,loyalty,faith etc. Love is defined in all things good or bad.
We are suppose to  by example and correct our mistakes that we all make. The value of love today have people given up. Discarding what seems broken without making a effort to repair. Running from their problems without truely acknowledging them. Making excuse to justify them selfs,but you can't hide from your self. It takes courage to be honest and admit to your mistakes. Self reflection gives character of integrity because if you can't be honest with your self then you're not genuinely to your self nor others.