Trigger Warning: This piece might contain language and involves graphic detail on pain towards one actual self.

"If she never gave up on you.

"If he never gave up on you.....

Why do you take  all of this out on yourself?

More than one person NEEDS YOU! But don't just live for me! Live for you!

Isolation to free one, from the true self of suffering in constant repetition.

Empty room. Empty, like my dismantled heart.

Pushing the razor into the skin, over and over again. Bleeding everything out, that was once imprisoned within.

"Let me hurt myself."

"Let me go, I want to die"

The pain, I feel when I look deeply into your eyes.

The sadness speaks to me in ways, you have never realized!

"Let you hurt yourself?"

We are suppose, to be friends!

" Let you go?"

Then let me follow you, on your journey until the end!

"Let you hurt yourself?"

We are suppose, to be friends!

"So, I am never letting you go!!
It would destroy me, to see you hurt in any irreversible manner! "


The pain in your eyes.
The scars on your thighs and hands...

Translate to a language only

I understand...


Please remember. Regardless of how bad,  you feel your situation is.  Remember,  you doing everything about it just by living and giving yourself freedom from the shadows.  Why live in the dark? When we are beings of compassion and light? Fueled by imagination? Let yours roam!

Let your unfold for all the greatness,  you have to offer!

I'll petrify a goon with
the power of ice
Feel my fire coursing
Through the universe's veins
Who is he! What is he?
Spirits of the frozen
  Stay following me
  Repent and cast away
  The pain Into the flames!
  
  Rather be remembered
  as a face without a name
  Don't get yourself played
  Like the game!
  You and I nowhere
   near the same!
  Another year
  dying to live
   for a better change!
  I must become it,
  before I go insane!!


  Underground. Undertaker.
We will go over and beyond
   Before go below or under!
  
I  Burn more trees, than
  a forrest fire in the summer!
  
Don't play me, like
  I won't clap back with thunder!
  
Don't act like
I won't pull up on you
We know shooters and runners

  I am tired of living in a world
  Where we're just a NUMBER!
  
Hope my voice
hunt you Snowflakes
  
in your slumber!
  
It's not about pride
You should been one up!

Even at my lowest I gotta
Keep it 💯

Got so much ****
You only know the sum of

Now I see/ why everyone that

Bangs puts their guns up!

Do what I gotta do

For my babies

From sun rise to sun up

At the end of the day

I just want to

See us all come up!

I'll petrify a goon with
the power of ice
  My fire running
Through the universe's veins
Who is he! What is he?
Spirits of the frozen
  Stay following me
  Repent and cast away
  The pain Into the flames!
  
  Rather be remembered
  as a face without a name
  Don't get yourself played
  Like the game!
  You and I nowhere
   near the same!
  Another year
  dying for a better change!
  I must become it,
  before I go insane!!


    Breaking bad.  Breaking chains. Breaking habits. I am savage. I go wreck less. Bring the havoc.


Bringing damage.  Can they handle it? Can't hear your voice over the static!

Change the tactic.  Lyrical addict. Morriss code encrypted spells, can they manage?

I remain erratic.

Talk on us, like we ain't the best,  I am not having it!


Cannot. Will not. Shall not. be silenced under any sound.

I am going over it all. Traveling dimensions. Our voice goes beyond the underground!




I  Burn more trees, than
  a forrest fire in the summer!
  
Don't play me, like
  I won't clap back with thunder!
  
Don't act like
I won't pull up on you

We know shooters and runners

  I am tired of living in a world
  Where we're just a NUMBER!
  
Hope my voice
hunt you Snowflakes
  
in your slumber!
  
It's not about pride
You should been one up!

Even at my lowest I gotta
Keep it 💯

Got so much ****
You only know the sum of

Now I see/ why everyone that

Bangs puts their guns up!

Do what I gotta do

For my babies

From sun set to sun up

At the end of the day

I just want to

See us all come up!


Please, put my respect on
my name when you think of it
or get caught up in some ****
If it ain;t broken then why you're
over here pitchin' a fit?
I'm no easy target
you betta not miss
I am growing tired of cursing in my pieces
but these fools wanna play me like a *****!
I want real one by my side Lilo and Stitch.
I;ll be ****** if anyone takes the light from you
like a sith.
I be on crazy ****. Never harm a jit. Losin mah temper quick. Pop a foo, just like a zit! . Descovia is the name. Remember it. Play with my demons. They dismember ****

I be on the problem's ***. Like I am the nemesis
**** suicide, genocide, I'm go through tides, I am limitless!
This is for Isaiah, Charlie, Mason, Princess Genesis
What in hell on earth do you mean? The corrupt deserves all forgiveness?!
If only you can see and felt what's in my mind as victim and witness.
I don't care what it takes, I'm breaking the numbers and chains for a difference!
I rather take the trash out then let it build, eliminate it from equation of existence!
I am advanced at this, and you're only an apprentice.
Make change for your life if what I say catch interest!
Why is it I gotta get loud to get everyone's attention?
I just need you to hear me out...
Just listen...

(Peaceful warrior)

will set it off by the count down
like 3,2,1! You can try it but you
better be slick, the mind of  a cowboy with guns.
Set it off. Like propane with fire in the sun.
I dunno why ya'll playing  games? Then you run?!
You better be with it if you got good lungs.
God ****** Bobby! I'll kick your ***. Get popped. RICKY!!
Wish a *******, would put his hands on my motherloving son.
On his *** like a sour stomach with the runs.
Take your time eventually, it will all be said and done.
If they are really bout it, then why they gotta media stunt huh?!
I been on it, since day one. **** a ***** out of a million for  thinking, I am not in league with any of the number ones!


No need to flex. I get it . Believe it. (YES)
No need to stress. My son knows his limits. (BLESS)

Strap me up, I am ready for war! (BET!)
No. I am NOT nike. But I will get you in check to get a check. (LET IT REST

l'oscurità perirà....
l'oscurità perirà.....

The desperate cries of terror

Memories stained by the taste of blood

Corruption is inevitable it falls
Lobsolete to my purpose

Release the ones embedded in anguish

Restore tranquility and abundance

Fragile crying voices of the ******

l'oscurità perirà....
l'oscurità perirà.....

Deserve comfort, release your spirit

From the depths of sorrow!

It carries weight on your soul

May the light of the mystic wonderer

Radiate in your energy and

protect you for eternity!

I stay high.
Life is too
short to be low
Feel me?

Your baby will always reflect your love in their eyes. The same love, in which brought them into this world

You see only a problem with yourself.

I see the solution to all by looking at you.

When the weight of the sky weighs heavy on her chest

I will be there to remove the weight before it brings you down at any point.

You may hate yourself

The love, you make me feel in my heart completely washes the anger away, detaches the thoughts of hatred towards myself and stress.

It's amazing to be around you.


It gives me more satisfying feelings than what comes naturally or from any form of intimacy.

You never even gave yourself a chance

With or without the moonlight. I will be the one save you the final dance. You worth more than the skies and stars combined mi lovely.

I will take you to Heavens

I will protect you from Oblivion

If I am honest, I would not know where to begin.

I fly by the seat and pray for a soft landing.

Life can be rough, I'm pretty tough
Hit or miss, all I seek is my best first kiss..

Tough being me ha

It's tough being me. This is why I never pretend.  Can't say I have been holy, in a world full of sin.

I know what's it like to be without joy.  So, this why my undying love reaches in volumes which never ends.


Flying by the seat
My eyes replay
All of my memories
Graphic in the form of movies on repeat.

Plummeting down faster than the speed of sound
Remembering grace will embrace me after
my crash-landing, just wish I was in a more stable place.

Where we were able to sit down and talk.
I would bribe the world for more
than just borrowed time
Our words might fly off course, clash and collide
Patience never mixed well with pride
What could have been everlasting
Was forgotten and abandoned.
Even at gunpoint, never would I place you
In a position to be perplexed or stranded.
Throwing myself against the wall
Because I rather take hurt, before seeing you fall
will you still make effort to have an understanding?

Moments before the impact
Remembering it was too late
To turn back (time)
What more can I say?
It's not easy being me.
Ha


Miss & Descovia

Leaving the world called "Home"

To travel off into the unknown!

Where mystery and imagination takes
charge of all

We are in course

This step is for all of mankind.

We must restore our connection!

This is the awakening!

We embark on this oddsessy, to decipher mysteries within the stars!

We can excel, if only we

believe in the power our own will!

Carry forth strong, and prepare to endure all that awaits!

Exploring other worlds, existing in a multitude of different galaxies that are in the shadow of an unconscious universe!


Ideas, longing for fulfillment in communication!

The soul of your character, embraced with attritubes.

What will you hail as a milestone,
in the history of space and time?

You will gets yours

In the end, I will still get mine.

xoxo Karma

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[Lyrics]
All of us feeling blue
Looking at the sky
Staying above the water!
Gotta Change your ways
Or get caught up karma!
This human body means nada!
Got no time for the drama!
Not another fall
I'll end it all!
How this prove
I am a real father?!
A kunna matatta...
No worries for
any of my days.
I was stuck in a phase!
Been losing myself to old ways.
Never trip  on anything
a ***** gotta say.
Lyricism and worldplay
always been my forte.
Swear on Gaia, you ain't real
Y'all do this for play-play
Y'all gotta Listen
So we can
Run The World
Like Beyonce! (aye)
Y'all swear, ya'll ready
for the Truth!
Straight out the gate
Time to let the beast loose!
Most of y'all stay on the run
Making moves.
Isaiah a prayer
He'll restore-salvation
to our youth!
Pray to all gods his
vision come true!
Try him if want...
See what happens to you!

"I choose to fight my battles in darkness.
My demons belong there and on no place
Where light spreads miraculously, nothing else shall triumph over all!!"


If you have made this far.


Then there's a reason for you to believe
BEHIND THESE EYES... is where the REAL... MAGIC... TAKES OVER!


Don't question me on the Iast time I slept 8 hours...it might have been 2 or 3 days ago....

I don't know, the pain is there, I never allow it to show.

At end of everyday, I believe in more than, our ability to achieve and grow.

Its never a day off for any of you.
Blessings will be that surprise in disguise.
Do not give into the lies, with the intent to corrupt or compromise!

SCREAM for a prayer... from the skies!

Before, despair drowns you in eternal demise....

You complain about the struggle and the troubles... yet you remain confined to your bubble!!

The vision in a view that is vivid. Do not waste your time, questioning your value just live it!

Even as a child...

I had to break my neck, for slice of justice served with respect.

Because I speak with an impediment.

Oh my goodness, you're an embarrassment.

Difficulty speaking with the proper ediquite

****.

What.

You.

Think!

It's irrelevent!!

Bending myself backwards, why pretend that I'm not stretching thin, for endless needs!

Not, for the feel of a thrill, I should chill, I shoot for the ****, don't test my will...

I am content, with this power to vent, just with mastering these spells for the hell of it!

Biting my tongue, blood filling my lungs.
I rather feel numb, before I pop PILLS & do something dumb.

Think you are something ***?
You are bluffing son... over here bumping yo gums. I heard it all. Seen it all. You ain't about busting a gun.

You need to THINK TWICE, before you even CONSIDER ME BEING THE ONE!!

Magnificent eyes that contain countless ancient mysteries

This world alone is not ready to accept or embrace

You wield a will stronger than any other.

Your power impacts the universe heavily!

Graceful with endless blessings

You ever had a kiss from an angel?

She shows mercy as a queen

Until circumstances present undesirable events.

She has no problem, protecting her kingdom

even with the fall of another.

Her human body restricts her to being a queen

Until Destiney calls for her to be a Goddess

She possesses a universal weapon, more dynamic than any

Force living of nature, or any elements of this dimension

That could shatter Excalibur into pieces...

Careful not to cross her

Deadly with disaster

Ready to descend oblivion upon us all!

Do not forget to remain thoughtful

Do not let hard times make you ungrateful.

Be willing to accept. Before you judge.

or release fault onto someone else.

It costs so much to spew things from a fiery angry mouth.

Relationships.
Mental Health.
Physical Health.
Your emotional and spiritual state are all different things

only common sharing interest of mind is YOU

Do not forget what truly matters.

(verse 1 Descovia)
Death keeps ringing
my line and I always
miss the **** call
Through the ice and fire
I can say
I've been through it all
I been on a trip
but can't afford to fall!
Heaven and Hell is fighting over my soul
I'm over here breaking chains and walls!

What's true is true.

Excuse me, I am a leader
So are you, so forgive me if
I am too pushy for what I see
in me, is what I see in you!

Read between the lines
It's not in the context of black and white
understand my pain
when you look into my eyes
I am one with darkness
but you are my light!
Maybe before the realization
Of endless possibilities
remain present for you and me
You will come to  terms the vision
We once created was real!

(Chorus Descovia & (Toby and Ched)
Hustle and motivate
My power must elevate. (Yuh)
The babies can't afford to wait! (No way!)
I be doing my thing
(Don't care if you hate on me)
been putting in nights and days (nights and days)
I will sleep when I am dead
**** burying me 6 feet deep
Burn me like a blunt
SCATTER THE ASHES AWAY!
(SCATTER THE ASHES AWAY!)

[Hook}
Can't tell me nothing ( At all!!!)
When you watch me fall (fall)
I been fighting my demons...
On my own ( All on my own)
My back against the wall
My pain is real....
( Real. Real. Real. Yeah oh. Oh. Oh.)
You gotta
Live, Lead and Learn.
Live, Lead and Learn.
(Yuh!) Live, Lead and Learn!
Put in what you work for
get what you deserve!

(Verse 2 Descovia)
You gotta lot to live for.

A lot to lead.

But I feel like you never learn.


You shouldn't have gave
up on your dreams.
I woulda support by any means.
It's too late to say I told you so.
So all I can say is you shoulda believe!

**** it. I feel like Uncle Ruckus.
I am toxic to myself and my demons love it!

Where you gonna run
with a gun in your face
and your knees are busted?

You shoulda been careful
on who you **** with and trusted

Karma is no *****
To **** with
Look at you now
Rolling around no dutches
Take what you had for granted
in the end you can't even
walk it out with crutches
Who is really this vicious?
You question me, when
Blood lust lives among us
On the contrary....
I want to see the number
in casualities and victims in police brutality, trafficking, smuggling, racial homicide, chaos within genocide
and suicides plummet

My babies are worth more
than what my ******* jobs can budget

You should be at ease  
on going into a public

We shouldn't even be fighting our government

We can't raise our kids on this dumb ****.

I been holding a lot in my mind and stomach.

Drinking and smoking nights to subside the pain
to feel the numbness

Duality is real. Never in my life until now felt oneness.

In all that I have that is troubling...

Why should that be any reason for me

to take away your abundance?

Bite the hand that feeds? Never.

I rather bite my tongue off

and change the subject

You can't have  consistent order with constant obstructions

All my life, I been hated, loved, loveless and hunted.

I just listen to my heart
flowing with the colors of the wind
like Pocohontas

It's no worry to me at all
You pests always be bugging.

I am not flexing my power
but I know BEASTS that never sleep

Take everything you have and turn it into nothing!

Here I lay
I lay here
Beaten and broken
Torn apart
From words
Never spoken
Or released into
The open...!!
The promises that
We lost hope in
The true key of treasure
Beyond the magical measure
My chest, you see
Where the monsters
They never rest
nevertheless
I know I am a mess
This is killing me!
I admit, yes!
I feel it
All ripping thru my chest!!!
Eating my heart... I digress
Mind illuminating thoughts
creating sticky webs
I dissolve in stress
Definitely i am desperately driven.
dying to demolish the
Ones who defy and
Dare not testify!!

Single handedly
disarm deceiving demons
That want nothin
More than to corrupt
What we store
Our beliefs in!
What we
Expresss our individuality!!


Stop!
Sleeping on our ideas!
Tying our troubled hands
Stripping us naked
Uphold these epiphanies
While they wonder
In search of truth....

STOP!
Wasting away in procrastination
This will not forumlate
A stable plan to
Assist our means
To construct a comforting restoration!
Before all is lost....

From the West to South
A guy been going a float
Married to the game no divorce
Like a Jedi I am
powered by the force.
streaming coast to coast
I have alot on my dome
dancin with death
On these very ropes!
It is so hard to cope
Feelin the pressure
In my throat
Putting a lot on me
Man you fools be
Doin the most
I been searchin for God
Trying to revive our hope
Ya'll playin around
Thinking I am a joke
Ya'll do nothin mo
Brag and boast
Try to look cool
For yo folks
Egg based bois gonna crack.
You in this for real?
Or in for yolks?
Rulin over all
No majority vote! (Ah ha!)

Talkin about how
You are the GOAT
Boi that is one title
You gotta tote
If you are poison
Then I am the ANTIDOTE
Curious. Delirious. Too serious
What is up?
I don't even kno!
People Waltzing around
like Disney.
But you putting too much on HOLD
I know most of you'll FOLD!
Run this ****. Get it, on the ROAD!
I am trying to GET IT and GO!

No fear in my heart.
It's visible in my eyes

On the rise. On the grind.
The time is mine.
Going forward!
Don't fall behind!
****** these lines
****** these rhymes
No murderous vibes
Confines of a murderous mind
Lyrical slaughter. Is the name of game and i turned it into a CRIME!

Mr Rap Game Lyricist
Rhyme master riddle-list
I will mirror a diss
Like Cristo said...
Promise this. I am a pacifist
But I will pass a fist...
yo jokes ain't funny
Playing games
So Why laughin b**
Don't get G, homie
That will end QUICK
You will get broke down
Rolled up, smoked up, that's LEGIT
Just cause I am black
I am suppose to
Be on some savage ****!?
You short on a lot of things
SQUASH that noise,
stupid cabbage patch kids!
Eat your vegetables!
Peas, beans, potatoes, tomatoes, carrots, & radishes!
Gotta get going about my "Greens"
My family deserves lavishness
Breaking the cycle
Cause we can't afford
Any more damages.
The world's trip.
But they say
"Life's a *****"
You foolin yourself tho...
If a woman like
Karma exists
Best believe I am
Going to marry her
and have her kids!
Lyrical slaughter
where I be at
Gosh... ****. Descovia going
Extreme to the MAX!
Wow you really
Put anything on the track
Y o u dunno me
Hit you So hard even.

Shady won't bring you back!!

I've rolled da dice
Since my youth
Life's hard but
I never let it slide
As an excuse!
These two faced ******
Will never see the way
WITHOUT THE EYES of truth!!


If you froggy, betta jump
In the game...
LET ME LOOSE
In the booth!
If we lit
Then flame on!
We are burning
The roof!!
I set it off!
AUTOMATIC
Like an addict
With the habit
Let me have it!
With that touch Of magic.
..I can reverse this curse
That made it all so tragic
Cut the line of madness
To end the screaming sadness

****** be bumping
that noise on the book

****** be bumping
that noise on the net

If you smooth

Then it's a BET

Put that on your set
Haha


If you wish, for me it's pratice
Sweep you rats under the rug

Count the money as it comes
Hiding benjis under the mattress...

Adding on to the game
never subtract ****!

We can go head to head

Neck to neck

Back to back
on the attack like titans!
You don't stand-ah chance
Unless you with that lighting!
None of you ready to
Flow with that MAGIC
Do you want that static!?

Speaking from a wise soul
With the advantage...

What more can I say?
My words slay
With my word play

Off I spray  like an AK

Mayday! Mayday!

I hear them say!

"That I am Blessed! "

(Whoo!! Preach!)

Keep the demons at bay
So I must pray,
their for their soul
Its the only way
Because ******... be going
NUTS like its "Payday"!!

I am hitting you...
With the combined force
Of fallen loved ones
With the ones you did wrong
Better manage, this hard hitting force
Causing immense damage!!

**** it!
Put the game
In a neck lock!
Khabib!!
Not aiming to take out
Your entire team.
****** be messy
Batman can't
Fight alone to
Keep the hood clean!

My heart is light
But the darkness
On the other side
Will strip your soul
From your very dreams!

If you CROSS anyone
I LOVE by any means!!

Power uncontrollably fierce

It's feared by lesser demons of darkness, spirits seeking rest or refuge seem to wonder following my glow.

Shadow-dwellers willingly justify countless rational reasons to run to light

Before having an encounter with one of the few chosen ones

bearing godliness capacity. Abilities divine beings of the sun and moon posses

in times beyond modern medicine and technology.

One must question if his very existence is futile?

When expression is not suited for shaping this dimension

Confined to be restricted in flesh with limited access to my former self

Inner abilities all transferred to restart in a new home.

I ​wish to not be a Warrior of Karma.

Nor a Gatekeeper of interstellar and galactic findings.

The result of my ending journey may not build a legacy

It will restore light of hope! My essence in midst of it all is luminous. Contrary to the ruthlessness of tyranny consuming humanity. Fading into the blackness of silence. The sound of the fire in my heart could be heard all over the universe.

I am no saint.

I am no sinner.

In dimensions which my pain is evident in my existence.

I am NO GOD. I cannot decide who lives or dies.

Not here to complete or fulfill deeds of the New World Order

if it poisons beauty or destroys my values.

I refuse to give myself to it! I'll tap into spells to doom all to hell.

Fate remains highly inevitable to wrongdoers among us.

The order. I believe in is PEACE.  

My magic touch is impervious to your *******.

Your cooking and your beautiful heart
is not the only thing which keeps us all alive.

Throughout the years you have been through pain
and faced obstacles bringing you restless nights.

You were the one that kept the light in your children's eyes vibrant and bright.

Your heart blossoms with love and spread beneficial energy to those around you.

Nothing is complete or worthwhile without a mother's touch.

Il tuo amore guarisce

Happy birthday in this life time and many more for future times ahead!