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Abimael May 2016
Someone told me, that I have so many addictions.
Addiction to lust.
Addiction to life.
Addiction to dreams.
Addiction to music.
Addiction to arts.
Addiction to ladies.
Addiction to goals.
Addiction to money.
Addiction to alcohol.
Addiction to...
Overall, my answer to it the all..
What is life, with out this feelings
What is life without knowing,
What is life without  pleasure,
What is life without her...
Abimael Nov 2016
I consume alcohol because it makes me forget
It makes me creative
It expands me ten percent of my brain
into infinity words in my brain database.
I am addicted to art, love and alcohol.
Because I feel lonely,
I still love myself, and this is why...
I am a drunk poet.
Abimael May 2019
To ADHD

True love is my Adderall.


Sincerely,
Depression
Self e x p l a I n.
Abimael Jul 2016
A high ecstasy of ****** desires.
We all crave for it
We all miss it
When we do
Life is meaningless
Only death will take me
When that about time
I stop it, in the right moment.
Abimael Nov 2016
I am not afraid of death
I am not afraid of being alone
I am afraid to die without love
Abimael Dec 2015
The sadness bound us to earth
The feeling of this emptiness
it is worst than a swallowed love.
Abimael Nov 2015
Let me see you...
Let me bite your skin once more.
I am dying like a vampire, with no blood.
Like sins without ***.
Like the earth without the moon.
It is a pain what I feel.
Let me penetrate that skin...
Let me touch you again.
I cant feel my soul,
I only see yours,
consuming my soul.
Give me my last breath,
and lets fall for the last time.
Let us fall like animals full of desires.
The desires that makes us not human,
but animals in love. You and I...
For one more night, we should withstand, an
forever lustful night.
Abimael Sep 2017
The fear of death
I never fear of it
I only fear death without love
The only thing that connect us
From universe across the galaxy
Once you feel it...
Don't let it go.
Unless you want to become
A Hollow.
Abimael Nov 2015
I am consumed by this feelings,
It is my destiny to live like this.
It is the past, who marked me this way,
and I only follow what my feelings like.
The passion of sins and the lusts within me it is strong.
I only drink to survive, to not suffer, to not die.
For the world, this is a problem...
But for me its liberation, the feelings of touch, take me to the stars.
The little doubt of being human, is what push me to look for you.
My little alcohol, you are always there when I need you,
and I respond with poems to you.
The touch of your saliva, is poison to me,
but, I love this feelings between us.
Today I smiley, and tomorrow I am sad again.
Then the story repeats again...
Abimael Nov 2015
I am an alcoholic,
A man who drinks a lot.
Just to feel what is in the other world.
I open another one, and I dream about you.
I am an alcoholic,
I will always be, because of this feelings,
that makes me be creative and a poet.
This poem is my alcohol, and you my dear...
You are my alcohol...
Abimael Sep 2016
You close this scar.
Yes I am afraid of failing
I am a man of dream
A man that will fight for you
A Man that will your dreams fulfill
End of the story
I rise for you.
Little Marta.
Abimael Oct 2015
Si el amor es ciego, la pacíon se apaga...
Si el corazón es ciego, el mundo nuestro muero.
Si alguna vez me amastes, perdiste la ilucion.
Si alguna vez me quisiste, tu corazón muerio.
Si alguna vez me deceastes, me fallates.
Pero si me amas. Solo estas confundida...
Abimael Oct 2015
I want your skin, as I want my life back.
I want your touch, as the world need the sun.
I want you, just to let my inner savage human out.
Let us ignore the world and fall for the sinfulness,
love bird that we are.
Abimael Jun 2017
We all are sinners
We all make mistake
We all love each other
For the love of music.
Remember
That life is one
And only us
Will set the path
For a full brightful youth
Set the road
For the new beginning.
Abimael May 2016
There is a kingdom
A place to rest endlessly
A paradise of flowers
That touch everyone is skin
This kingdom it is between
My arms
Art
Abimael Dec 2015
Art
Word, are a symphony of our minds.
Our mind is the connection of it all.
We all have hearts, and some of us,
Use it well, but some are gifted from heaven.
A mind in a union with the heart, make the perfect one.
The one that is able to control his body,
and express is in a piece of beautiful art.
A true touch from God on demand.
Abimael Aug 2021
The true shall set you free
as the High God
Because he never left us
its greed, who set you aside
its ego, whom make your cry
thy inertly creation of us
But he left us the key of all
and all is his creation,
so your thoughts will trouble
until you find the key hole
Abimael Jun 2016
We are brothers and sisters
Not by God
But by earth
We are the revelation of the bible
We are the future that Jesus foreseen
God made us human
And by being human
I love you!
Abimael Jun 2017
The sun was bright
The moon was cold
You're my best hope
To become love
To love, lust.
To live a life
Full of hope
To dream about hopes
To share bonds
To live...
With Hope.
Love Love Love! **** it!
Abimael May 2016
I have dream about you
About the long night of lust
About the dreams of having of offspring
About the live that the time share with us
Just like that one last though of lust
That we both share from a bound.
Abimael Dec 2015
I bound with your.
Like the sun bound with earth.
I touch your skin, and It melt me in bed.
I bit you and my soul intrigue for love.
We share something...
Something that we both love.
A lust...
A night...
A dream...
A single thought to touch heaven,
with a single connection,
between our souls.
Abimael Jun 2017
The moon carry nothing
From nothingness
We arrive
We are sand
We are life.
We need to evolve
And the only way
Is to lust till death.
Abimael Jul 2015
Let the world consume who we are
or die being a free man.
Let the love rise you from the shame and fly like a bird.
let's us ignore the tomorrow, and live in love with each other with no rejections or prejudices... Cause love is in mortal.
Abimael Jul 2015
Love is the universe that connect all the stars into one single heart.
Abimael May 2016
Today is world, it is so corrupted.
But he future is decide on our children's.
Teach them humbleness,
And their future will be better,
Than our sadness times..
Abimael Jul 2016
What is that we fear the most...
It is call death.
But death...
Death is the most beautiful thing in life
We all most catch it
Before it goes.
He is our best ally to the next life.
Abimael Feb 2016
Death is a gift from the unknown.
We are a cocoon in life
and in death we are a butterfly
We wave our wings
To a nearest star
With no memories
and...
to continue our
blessings of our pasts life...
Abimael May 2016
I once pledge my life to God,
in exchange of love.
He heard me...
I was full in my heart and mind.
My lust desire...
They were satisfied by a Goddess.
She nullified my loneliness,
And I fulfill my destiny.
But I got corrupted,
corrupted for love,
the false love of desire for lust...
I will  always carry this scar,
A scar that resemble my failure,
the failure of an eternal love...
Abimael Sep 2017
Here I am.
Again alone.
Staring at the stars
The star that my wine provides me.
The dream that I never sleep
The side of my moon
Its all full of you
And eclipse of love
That I regret to miss.
Abimael Dec 2015
This heart feels tickles from you,
and this soul feels yours.
Bond earn meant to stick together.
But love unite us, strong enough
Let us share our universe,
But words and paint.
Like the universe and our souls.
Abimael Jun 2020
Thirsty is the soul
Heart is broken
Eternal gaze

I wonder if my integrity betrayed me.
I wonder if my inner gentleman,
has become silence to thy heart...

I've dreamed of her.
Faceless.
A Galactica pair of eyes.

There is no place for love
if your heart is not broken.
absent suffering;
Inevitable survive.

Sacrifice thy Heart.
Seeding Fear just to nurse it into love.
Abimael May 2019
Fear to ***, love to time, life to reproduce.
Abimael Dec 2015
Distance is a a relative to close...
Were we share a bond from close.
Our heart connection is it faster than anything in this world.
We share bond
We share heart, and soul
But... We are lovers from born.
Love those who need a tree,
and love those who need a home.
We all are human.
Abimael May 2016
Close to the buzz is where I love.
The feelings of this, is mere close to heaven.
It is feeling of having intimacy all the time.
A feeling that can make you think beyond this world.
A feeling that put your mind at full speed.
Abimael Jun 2016
The magic of fermentation
It is a creation from God
The make us calm
Give us peace
Give us creation
Enjoy it
While you can.
Abimael Jun 2017
Your words...
Those pieces of puzzle
That makes me think
Of what I have fail
Only time decide.
Only love carries.
This is one wish
And one love
The love that once was pure
and today...
It is a nightmare.
Abimael Jul 2016
How to take a love from time...
Maybe I should jump from the moon,
Or die as  the biggest drunken
But my body desires you,
He desire you with all his might
Because life without love,
Is a life of a dark hole.
Abimael Nov 2015
You twisted me, and
I ****** your soul.
We involve into intimacy,
and we fell in lust.
I ***** your sins,
with my skin touch.
Let us feel this overwhelm feelings
of lusting and desire to sin.
Abimael Jan 2016
Sorrows of the world.
A child that cries, an angel that fall.
A child that starves, a thousand of stars fall.
A child that is sad, a human heart stop.
And for a child, this heart will stop.
Abimael Dec 2015
If I could dream, I would dream about a perfect world.
If I could have a nightmare, it will be a world without you.
Abimael Aug 2015
From all the 40 colors I can paint, you are that color I cant imagine...
Abimael Apr 2017
I am not a simple man.
but my words speak for it self.
I walk a path of pain,
Which the in the morning.
it guides me to another dimension.
I dream about Lust
I dream about a poetry.
But you...
You my darling.
You block this existence.
The love that I got for you...
My mysterious lady
I will love you.
Regardless of your unknown.
Abimael Aug 2016
The world is small
Our feelings ir brighter
Than the nearest galaxy
Upon our shining star.
Abimael Apr 2021
I've day dream of you,
Again.
But it has been so long
that I do not know who you are...
Yet.

All I know...
Is that, I want your love,
and I want to demonstrate
that love
Will heal you.
old drafts
Abimael Feb 2017
The moon is bright
Just as bright as your eyes.
Just as white as your life,
It's all connected
To the shadow surrounding me
Abimael Jun 2016
There is no feelings
The true feelings
The feelings that make you smiley.
An eternal love
An heart that beat for her
An illusion of a day dream
Day dreaming about her
Kissing her, reciting poems to her
With an final good bye
my day nightmare begins.
Abimael May 2015
I want to taste your skin.
The pleasure of you sins, and
the satisfaction of my holiness.
Let me dive you back to hell and bring you up,
to heaven...
Abimael Sep 2016
It is a hard feeling
Scary path with struggle roads
What should I do
Walk the easy way out
Or feel the pain of my kind...
Abimael Oct 2015
I bite your, and it blooms lust flowers in your skin.
We touch, and we love.
We stare, and we fell in lust.
We touch and God ignore us.
We start to kissing, and our soul bound.
The lust in us, is so strong,
That not even hell can see us.
I love this moments of us.
The ecstasy of your lips, drive me nuts.
If I choose you, I will never see the moon.
Abimael Mar 2017
I pray to Succubus,
to let me fantasies about you.
To lure you to me,
For another long night.
To let me smells that skin
that is full of roses perfume.
The perfume that drives my hormones insane,
Just for another night...
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